Chapter 1334: No Feeling and No Love
"So, I hope you come here to drink, you want to drink, and I'll accompany you to the end, but I hope you don't try to convince me, okay?"
So much so that I felt ashamed of myself, I didn't know what to say, and it took a long, long time before I nodded. "As for me, I'll drink first, and I'll talk to you about the rou slave too. Hearing the word Rounu, obviously, Xingtian's eyes lit up.
The sparkling eyes, like a lake after the rain, he immediately poured wine for me, and also for Xie Bi'an, we held it, I took a sip, and found that the taste of the wine in the side plug was too different from that of the wine in the Central Plains, "A glass of turbid wine, I know that you like pear blossom white, girl." β
"I'm not a preference, I'm just not used to it. I said.
"Yes, then, what about my wife, how is it now?"
"It's okay now, I'm waiting for you to go back. "I want to tell Xingtian in advance, in fact, Rou Nu is already pregnant, just a few days after Xingtian left, Rou Nu found out this secret, but now, as long as I tell this secret to Xingtian, Xingtian will definitely be in chaos.
He soon wanted to leave here, this kind of emotion was not good for the battle, which is why he couldn't tell Xingtian the truth with such happy news, I couldn't pierce this layer of window paper, I looked at Xingtian.
"That's good, that's good, I'm relieved. It can be seen that Xingtian is so happy, as he spoke, he held the wine bottle in his hand and drank it all fiercely, as if he was drinking not only wine, but also strong nostalgia and intoxicating attachment.
"Let's go back, you will be very happy, now, don't think too much, just drive these Huns away, this is what you have to do. I said, Xing Tian nodded.
"The princess is here, looking for you. I said, looking at Xingtian.
"I know. Xing Tian nodded.
"I don't know what to do, I always love deeply, or ......" I don't know if it's appropriate to say this, but I still said it anyway. "You should cherish the people in front of you, you know that there is a saying that it is far better to pity the people in front of you than to be full of rivers and mountains. β
"There is also a saying that if there are flowers, they must be folded to the point, and they should not be broken without flowers. Xie Bi'an next to him added, in fact, no matter what we say, the foundation of their feelings can't be added to Tianmen, obviously it's good for the two of them to be together, but if they have to fall apart, I don't know what Xingtian is thinking.
"After drinking this wine, the general, please go to bed early. I said, raising my glass.
"Good. Xingtian raised his head and drank it all.
After drinking that cup of liquor, Xingtian entered the Zhongjun tent and began to fall asleep, completely ignoring the mandala princess who came with lovesickness, with a mission, and with her own struggles and ideals.
I'm afraid that the princess of the mandala can't think about it, and when I see that the night is getting foggy, and she hasn't rested, and when I get to her side, the women's army has gone on patrol at night, and it's quiet, sideways, and cold.
The wind blew, like a dagger on the skin, this is not the place where ordinary girls should come, and the military tent is also cold, a light is like a bean, under such a bright yellow light, the girl is buried in contemplation, and it looks a little faintly sad.
When I arrived, she was slightly stunned, as if disturbed by the sound of my footsteps, and turned her head slowly, but at this moment, I clearly saw the loss in her eyes.
She was bound to think that it was Xingtian who came in, and she was bound to think that she had come from thousands of miles to help, after all, she had moved Xingtian. Now, not only do I suspect that Xingtian is a person with no thoughts and feelings, but probably even she is beginning to believe that Xingtian is really a wooden man and a stone heart.
Or, Xingtian just did this to her, she was not in a good mood, and when she saw me walk in, she snorted slightly, "You're here?"
"I'll come and see you. As I spoke, I walked towards her, and she nodded, silent, and took a gun in her hand, and wiped it gently, slowly, but earnestly, meticulously.
The gun itself was shiny, and when it was wiped by the princess of the mandala like this, it looked simply shiny, and she was doing things to let her dregs and float in a precipitated mood, so as not to think of a lot of things, and emotions were really wonderful.
When we are sad, I can adjust my grief as if it has taken on a big and small scale. When we are happy, we control ourselves and warn ourselves not to get carried away, and now, her sadness has clearly invaded our hearts, but she can be so calm and quiet.
I looked at the woman in front of me, I always wanted to say something, but in the end I still held back, sometimes, it's good to be with you, what else do you need to say?
Sometimes, a friend or just needs the tolerance and understanding of another friend, I gently approached her, my eyes fell on her, she also looked at me, and after a long, long time, she smiled.
It was an extreme wry smile, "I thought that I would move him if I came from thousands of miles away, but it seemed that he didn't feel that way at all." β
"He is a general, and he naturally doesn't care about life, old age, sickness and death, and he may have already thought about what his result would be. Since your results are clear at a glance, then ...... That's how it should be when you encounter anything, isn't it?"
"Yes, but I ......" She threw away the spear in her hand, her eyes looked at me, I didn't expect that the princess of the mandala at this moment would bury her head and cry, wasn't her mood still very stable just now?
The tears accumulated at this moment, like a long river, fell like a long river, and I was not in a good mood when I saw the mandala princess crying, and I wanted to be comforted, but I didn't know what to say.
"Why don't you come to your senses, it's impossible, you just want a moth to put out the fire, you're irresponsible to yourself, it's obviously impossible. "I really don't know what to say, it's not possible, but why keep trying?
"I knew that you would inevitably say that the old god was there, Li Zhixiao, you don't understand. Because every time I only need to advise her two words, her clichΓ© will come immediately, today, this exchange, I rushed out, he heard this, the muscles on his face trembled.
Then, he burst into tears and laughed.
"Okay, look at you like this. As I spoke, I reached out and wiped away the tears from the mandala princess's face, and she stopped crying, and it took a long, long time before she closed her eyes, "You say, am I really doing something wrong? But a person's life is a long, long time, and it seems too early to close the coffin." β
"Ten years, my princess. I looked at the mandala princess in front of me, and the mandala princess sighed. Stretching out his hand, he actually said with a smile: "It's only ten years, a lifetime is so long, what is the great thing about ten years." β
"We girls, there are not many decades, in the next decade, what words are used to describe us?"
"What?" Princess Mandala stopped looking at the lines in her palms, and looked at me with her eyes, as if the answer was written on my face, and I exhaled, and my voice became heavy-"The words that describe us are, that is, the charm still exists, and it is the words of old pearl yellow." β
"Ah, this ......" Princess Mandala obviously didn't think of it, immediately pinched her fingers, and then patted her heart with confidence. "It's okay, it's okay, it's not as bad as you say, I'm only thirty years old in ten years, and I'm already a woman at ...... age of thirty."
"Princess, thirty years old has gone downhill, women have gone downhill after twenty years old, and men are still old wines when they are fifty years old. I say, ashamed, but it is an indisputable fact.
Men are taking advantage, ten years ago it was a face, we said that this man is in his prime, ten years later, this man is still such a face, we think this man is wonderful, twenty years later, this man is still like that.
Wind, frost, rain and snow can only make a man look more graceful and dignified, but women are different, women with wind and frost will immediately become old and haggard a lot, I want to convince the person in front of me, but I find that no matter how much I have prepared lofty arguments, how firm the arguments and how clear the arguments are, this guy ......
But I didn't know what to do anyway, I glanced at the princess mandala in front of me, the princess smiled slightly, and said sweetly: "Okay, who knows what will happen tomorrow?
"Princess, you remind me of my own love, you often say that I don't even know what love is, I'll tell you now, love is a subtle existence between each other, love or what, I feel that two people are comfortable together This is love. β
She raised her eyebrows and looked at me, feeling uncomfortable, as if I was cheating on her, but real love is not comfortable, two people together, to be full of awkwardness all the time, of course it can't be love.
"Yes, the reason why I separated from Wen Feiyu was because a kind of harmony between us was broken, and we were no longer comfortable together, and we ......" I don't know what to say, I actually want to comfort Princess Mandala, but I don't know why.
I said and spoke, I didn't touch anyone, first of all, the first thing I was moved by, my words were just finished, and suddenly I felt compassion for myself, so I became sad, and the tears of the bean were rolling down the palms of my hands.
I buried my head and cried, seeing this, the mandala princess immediately became strong, grabbed my shoulder, and patted me gently, "Look at you, you are crying again, what's the big deal, Wen Feiyu is alive and well......"
"You'll still be together after you leave here, won't you?"
"Yes, but ......"
"Where are there so many but, it's good if you go to find your comfort, Li Zhiyao, a person has never even had love in his life, then his life must be painful, it must be meaningless, although I let my thoughts torture every day, but I am thriving, I am happy, to speak, I am also willing. β
"I'm here to convince youβ" I looked at the Mandala Princess, but found that it seemed that the Mandala Princess had convinced me.