So I made a big deal, but I didn't want what was being imposed on me, and I was saddened because I didn't think I should have any of this, and I was a sixteen-year-old girl.

In the world, this is a girl's cardamom years, a girl's joyful years, a girl's years to love and be loved, to burn, but what about me, I worry about calculating people every day, and over time, I now even feel that my language is boring and my face is hateful.

I really don't want to sacrifice in such a heart, how many people want to get this heart, just like Xuan Shitian and Wen Feiyu, who have always regarded caring for me as more important than caring for this heart, how many people in the world are there? I am so sad.

Because of this sad birth, I now begin to doubt whether I should live or die, after the death of people in the world, they can enter the six realms of reincarnation, they can be reincarnated, and they can start a different life in their second life.

What about the demon clan, after death, it will disappear, what about me, what am I? I look at myself, I am beyond the Three Realms, not in the Five Elements, if I inexplicably die with it one day, what will I get, I have nothing, and I will die so quickly.

I don't know if I will disappear, whether I will keep the memories of my previous life in my heart or whether I will immediately forget them.

"However, you are the one chosen. ”

"So, I'm willing to do it, others can choose me, they can let me go through hardships, but what about myself, I can't escape, I can only face difficulties, I can't do anything, I can only move forward step by step, right?" I said, as I spoke, looking at the originator of the opening of the sky in front of me.

Forgive me, if I were you, your tone would not be much better than mine, the originator of Kaitian immediately shook his head, this old man can always be like this, obviously I am already in great pain, I already feel that my heart is about to stop beating, I am going crazy.

But what about him, he can always tell me in such a pleasant, realistic and serious way - "Li Zhiyao, if you die and have nothing, I will take this heart of yours and continue to choose the next successor, if you die, the memory of you and Xuan Shitian, the memory of you and Wen Feiyu, no longer exists." ”

In this way, it's better to die than to live, Xuan Shitian is my best friend of the opposite sex, and Wen Feiyu is my husband, although there was such a long and unpleasant tug-of-war between us before, but the tug-of-war has passed after all.

Now I am faced with the choice of losing my best friend of the opposite sex and the person I love the most, I really can't be so unhappy, if I agree, it will be the most painful thing for me, the most cruel thing.

I can't, I can't kill me. After thinking about it for a long time, I finally sighed and looked at the originator of the Open Heaven in front of me - "But I feel that I am useless, even though I have learned a lot of things now, I still feel that I am worthless. ”

"No, Li Zhiyao needs to observe and consider things from many aspects and angles, and you also need to think from many levels and angles, you are a useful, very powerful and indispensable person. "With that, I've become a very important person.

In fact, I want to say that even if I die now, my life has ended, in fact, there will be no change and impact on anything, anyone or any race, at most, it is just to let Wen Yin cry around the princess, let Wen Feiyu collapse, and let Xuan Shitian help me take revenge.

That's just it, is there anything going to happen between the demon race and the human race, the human race and the ghost race, I almost scoffed at what he was about to say, but what about the originator of the open sky, it was still the same, turned his deep eyes, and looked at me.

I looked at the scheming eyes, and suddenly found that in fact, this old man was also very tired, probably even the originator of Kaitian understood that I was currently in an absolute hesitation and pain, I had lost my spiritual support, and I became timid.

And I became conflicted, some people say that in such a situation, it is the time when a person should strive to move forward, but I feel that in this situation, I have lost all strength to try to move forward, and I seem to have let fate take hold of me.

It can be said that now I am very painful, very conflicted and very sad, my eyes rolled, I looked at him in front of me, what about him, he was already smiling, and said: "Li Zhixiao, Li Zhixiao, you are always arrogant." ”

No, no, in fact, I don't have anything to be arrogant, I just think that with my own strength, if I want to change the future, it is equivalent to a mayfly shaking a tree, equivalent to a mantis arm as a car, since there is no such possibility, why can't we get together and disperse?

So be it.

The originator of Kaitian, you take your Yangguan Road, I cross my single-plank bridge, we from now on, the well water does not interfere with the river water, we will live our own lives from now on, go our own ways, and not disturb each other.

But looking at the meaning of the originator of the opening of the sky, it seems that he does not agree with my approach, so if you don't agree, you can give a reason that can refute me and convince me, really, very quickly, the originator of the opening heaven has already given it out - "Don't you know that you have carefully observed?"

"Huh?" I wondered.

"You always say that you haven't really changed anything yourself, that's because you've forgotten about the previous situation, let's start from three years ago, when you just met Xuan Shitian, and Xuan Shitian is your guardian. ”

"Yes, yes. Needless to say, I was ready to skip it, but he said: "Now, the current Xuan Shitian no longer needs to protect a person who doesn't like him, the current Xuan Shitian has lived and worked in peace and contentment, and your dream has always been, let Xuan Shitian be the most luminous figure of the demon subduing clan, you have done it." ”

This is indeed my dream, but then again, yes, yes, this ending is that I have done it, it is through my unremitting efforts, but I should also understand it, although I have done this, but I have lost a lot, including Xuan Shitian.

"Then, let's take a look, Princess Wen Yinhuan, before, you and Princess Wen Yinhuan were two people who were incompatible, she was jealous of your beauty like a flower, resented Wen Feiyu for being good to you and ignored the emotion of being a sister, but now, the current Princess Wen Yinhuan has found her emotional home, and the current Princess Wen Yinhuan, do you dare to say that she is not happy with Xuan Shitian?"

It turns out that I'm not useless, I've gradually changed, as if, when I first met Princess Wen Yinhuan, Princess Wen Yin Huan wanted to put me to death as soon as possible, but now, the current Princess Wen Yin has become my friend.

Everything between us has been flipped, and it has all passed completely.

Then, he said: "Before, although the demon race and the human race were together, it was the kind of superficial face and heart that did not match, but now it is different, the current human race and the demon race have united, and now Wen Feiyu and Xuan Shitian are your most important people." ”

"The reason why these two people are together shows that you are still very useful, isn't it?" he said, looking at me as he spoke, I was bone-licking and empowered, and suddenly it dawned on me, I see, it turned out that I hadn't done anything for so many years.

Gradually, I've changed so much, I've changed so much. I sighed as I thought, I looked down and was silent, I looked at the sparkling lake, and realized that the moon was so beautiful tonight.

Like a piece of white jade, on the surface of the lake, a crystal dazzling light flashed, I looked at the beautiful moon, and after a long, long time, I gradually sighed - "Yes, these are things that I have changed, and I am not a useless person." ”

"You are more powerful than the previous carrier of pure spirit, the only thing you haven't done now is your ultimate goal, in fact, everything is already in your heart, you know that you can do it, why are you deceiving yourself, Li Zhiyao?"

"There are difficulties, but they are temporary, difficulties cannot be changed, but you are already very powerful, you have gradually changed so many and so many strange things, you are amazing, you should see your own shortcomings, you should work hard, you should have positive energy, okay?"

Yes, yes, I should have all of them, but I don't, I don't know what to say, there was a long silence, I was like a piece of ice frozen here, I moved my feet, and I got up from the stone mountain on the lake.

looked at the originator of Kaitian - "Yes, you are right, these are all changes I have made, whether it is successful or not, whether this result is what I want to see or not, after all, all of this is still developing for the better, but I, the current Lizhiyao, is being changed." ”

"The Ghost King's Punishment can't change you. ”

"In terms of faith, it's true, I can't let the ghost king's punishment not kill, and the ghost king's punishment can't make me give up my faith, but in terms of behavior, you should also know that I'm now defenseless and imprisoned by the ghost king's punishment, I'm about to give birth, and at that time, I can't do what I want to do. ”

"No, Li Zhiyao, you can do anything, you can, you can't have any problems now, because everything now, the changes between the demon race and the ghost race, the human race and the demon race are all based on you, if you have any problems, everything that has been formed will gradually disintegrate, okay?"

"This ......"

"Okay?"

His eyes widened, looking at me anxiously, I had never seen such a look similar to anxiety on the face of the originator of the open sky, in fact, he was right, although so far, I have not made any earth-shattering moves, but the examples he just enumerated, one by one, are ironclad evidence that I am moving towards maturity.

In fact, it was all made by me, so that everyone and I participated in the change, if I don't have a firm belief now, all this will still change, the relationship between Xuan Shitian and Wen Feiyu is very good, this relationship is good, originally there was a me between Xuan Shitian and Wen Feiyu.

If there is no me, how long may it last? Although Wen Feiyu yearns for the world, he is a beautiful fox in the sky, that is to say, Wen Feiyu can't really like people, so carefully deduce that in fact, everything will happen again if I suddenly pick a child and leave, and I suddenly disappear and don't do it.