Chapter 105: A Lonely Heart
Seeing Xuan Shitian like this, the smile that I had been maintaining at the corner of my mouth suddenly stiffened. I had to face up to Xuan Shitian's gaze, "Xuan Shitian, you haven't been well, too many things have happened recently, I'll tell you everything, okay?" The corners of Xuan Shitian's mouth still maintained the warm smile that had remained unchanged for ten thousand years.
I cleared my throat, "There's something I don't know how to say!" Xuan Shitian's eyes flickered, knowing that I really had something to say, the nervous black eyes immediately narrowed sharply, and then obediently pricked up his ears, adjusted a posture that was used to listening, and looked at me.
I didn't know how to say it, I turned around slowly, and some words were not spoken, and tears were already in my eyelashes. There was a deliberate high level of calm in the room, and I wanted to back off, but there was nowhere to retreat, and he sat down beside me.
I thought, since I can't escape the eyes that are observing me no matter what, I can only face it, Xuan Shitian didn't say a word at the moment, looking at me seriously, I could only move my eyes to him, he probably still had a thousand questions flashing in his heart at the moment, but soon there were no doubts.
I stretched out my hand and shook Xuan Shitian's hand, "Xuan Ying has been*." "To be honest, I can't tell him this message, I regretted it just after I finished speaking, I have a little palpitation, Xuan ten days, the kind of "Mount Tai collapsed in front of you without changing color" The skill is suddenly gone.
He looked at me in a panic, I didn't dare to look at him, I just felt that the heart in my chest was about to jump out in an instant, and when I closed my eyes all of a sudden, tears fell from my eyes. The sadness, helplessness and despair that slowly grew up in my chest slowly added up and swarmed in, and after a while, they gathered in my heart, and I only felt extremely sad.
In front of me, his ruddy face gradually turned pale. He looked at me infatuatedly, I immediately waved my hand, and shook it in front of Xuan Shitian, who slowly suppressed those ethereal things in his heart, and after a while, he forced a smile and asked, "Li Zhixiao, you like to joke, right?"
Xuan Shitian stared at me a little distractedly, and I glanced at Xuan Shitian, "I myself hope it's a joke, but no, it's a nightmare." ”
He didn't speak, sighed for a long time, I saw the tears in Xuan Shitian's eyes, he stretched out his hand, a gust of wind, had already extinguished the candle next to him, and at this moment the room was suddenly dark. It was originally a dimly lit environment, but because of the darkness, both of them had a feeling of not being able to adapt to it.
I was afraid that Xuan Shitian would not be able to bear it, and at this moment, I only felt that the beads of sweat on the top of my head were dripping one by one. He kept whispering in my ear, "Impossible, impossible, yes, impossible." I closed my eyelids and listened, but I couldn't say a word.
I looked at Xuan Shitian, there was a kind of anxiety on his white and flawless face, a kind of loss, and even his body was slowly floating a layer of ashes, he turned off the lights for a purpose, he didn't want me to see his disappointment at the moment, I didn't want me to see him because of the loss, he couldn't move.
Although I regret it, those words seem to have to be sent on the string. I also slowly closed my eyes, and he reached out and lit the candlelight, and after a quarter of an hour of calmness, his gaze fell on my long eyelashes. I looked at Xuan Shitian's black crystal-like ink pupils, those eyes that once sparkled, but now they became hollow, and they became devoid of the slightest thought and emotion.
The transparent and clear facial skin, the faint crimson on it has gradually disappeared completely, I sighed, I don't want to look at that face, his shoulders are still trembling, although he has been bedridden for seven days, but his spiritual head has not all disappeared, on the contrary, at this moment, his eyes have regret and reproach.
I saw Xuan Shitian's lips fluttering non-stop, "Blame me, blame me for letting her go back early, everything is me, I made a big mistake, little sister, little sister!" His eyebrows rippled slightly, "Tell me, what do you know?"
I turned my head a little apologetically and looked at Xuan Shitian, and at this moment, Xuan Shitian's eyes were very weird. Gradually, there was a faint red on his snow-white skin, looking at me, I said: "After your eldest brother Xuanyan's design, Xuanying married the ghost king of the underworld, I didn't know, the second time, the ghost king showed me her ashes." ”
Hearing this, Xuan Shitian only felt trembling all over, my eyebrows tightened slightly, and then looked at Xuan Shitian, "How are you?" can you not talk about this today, you are better, let's talk slowly, okay?" He shook his head, "No, Li Zhixiao, please, tell me." His misty, helpless eyes were fixed on me.
That kind of look didn't show any more than dazedness, everything was silent, and I could hear his last words, the end was intermittent and broken, I hung my head heavily, and then tears flowed from the corners of my eyes, "Why did this happen?
"How could the ghost king suddenly marry his little sister??" This is not only my doubt, but also our doubt, under the bright candlelight, Xuan Shitian's cheeks at this moment look a rare pale, I looked at Xuan Shitian, the man in front of him was heroic and elegant, and the previous Xuan Shitian would always show a very healthy appearance.
But now, it's not what it used to be, things are not people.
"At this time, you must restrain yourself, you must not be angry, you must not be angry. I patted Xuan Shitian's shoulder hard, and he almost felt as if he was paralyzed there, and his face was so ugly. I looked at him deeply, "It's over, let's start all over again, join hands and kill the ghost king, how about it?"
He opened his eyes and was ready to rush out, he couldn't think about it anymore, he had to take revenge. I looked at him directly, and I knew his determination not to be held back, but I didn't want him to be crazy. I stared intently at Xuan Shitian's back behind me, "You're going to die." ”
I grabbed Xuan Shitian's wrist as soon as I could, "Brother Shitian, have you thought about it, this is going to die!" Xuan Shitian's deep eyes stared at me tightly.
Such eyes, such forced gaze, made me retreat a little, "I'm sorry, or I shouldn't have told you, but I don't have a second choice, this matter, Brother Shitian, you have the right to know! I shouldn't be like this, I'm really sorry." ”
At this moment, the helplessness in Xuan Shitian's eyes became more and more obvious, and finally I still let go of Xuan Shitian's hand, "The ghost king said that your brother had ulterior motives and married Xuan Ying to him, and its purpose was to keep the two races stable. I know you're not the impulsive kind of person, you're very good at thinking, your big brother ......"
Hearing this, Xuan Shitian sat down next to him a little distractedly, with a little self-evident doubt in his expression, with a bit of unspeakable sadness and desolation, he didn't turn back when he heard my words, or his nerves were also quite dull, because now, he told me - "Big brother won't, won't." ”
I smiled wryly, "For me, all the secrets of the ghost clan are exciting, and I inquired for a long time before I realized that it was really your eldest brother." ”
However, he also smiled, such panic and sadness had never been seen before, and his mind was also haunted by the figure of Xuan Ying, Xuan Ying's voice and smile, and everything about Xuan Ying. The way he looked lost made me feel very sad.
"Don't say it, big brother won't, won't. I rubbed my temples a little tiredly, and said helplessly: "Now, let's go back early, okay?" He has always been a person of great ability, rich in thoughts, more intelligent, and has always been the kind of outlier with eyes like a sword, but ......
But today's Xuan Ten Days is so depressed. The eagle eyes that were once enough to hurt people are now no longer the slightest bit lethal, and he just held my hand so tightly, as if he was muttering to himself, as if he was telling me, as if defending.
He frowned slightly, "Big brother won't, although the eldest brother is very strict with the little sister, but the little sister is the little sister after all, we are a family after all, how can he sacrifice the little sister to save the clan, not to mention, it won't be that time at all, it's impossible, it's impossible, Li Zhiyao, you lie to me, you must lie to me." ”
I'm different from Xuan Shitian, I won't tolerate deception and lies, but fortunately, I have evidence here, Xuan Ying's last letter, and it is through this last letter that I know, in order to achieve the goal, Xuan Yan has always done everything.
I was determined not to open one eye and close one eye, so I deliberately avoided his sharp eyes, took out the letter in my sleeve and the golden glass bead of Xuanying, and then held it up.
I saw Xuan Shitian's eyes dodge for a while, and after a while, the thin lips trembled, there used to be a tempting arc on the corners of Xuan Shitian's mouth, but now, there is nothing, the sorrow has made Xuan Shitian change, and the eyes full of a kind of exploration are on my hands, and they keep sweeping around on my hands.
"This is-" Although he guessed what it was, he still raised his eyes in confusion, "What?" I couldn't look at Xuan Shitian's sentimental eyes, deliberately avoiding his forced gaze, "Before Xuan Ying*, the words given to me are the last thing in Xuan Ying's life, and you have the right to believe that every word a person writes when he dies has weight. ”
The previous Xuan Ying was naturally full of fantasy and unreality. But a dying person is absolutely impossible to joke, I looked at Xuan Shitian at the moment, Xuan Shitian's eyes, like a bottomless abyss, slowly indulged, and then, he hesitated to hold the letter.
Looking at the letter, he only felt dizzy, the candlelight was very blurry, he didn't feel dazzling, he lay on the table and began to look. After reading it, Xuan Shitian closed his eyes, and tears were already flowing.
For a long, long time, in silence, he slowly opened his eyes and looked at me, the sadness in the corners of his eyes was slowly deepening, but there was a kind of melancholy in those eyes, which could never be concealed, I heard Xuan Shitian's deep voice - "It turns out that the murderer is the eldest brother." ”
I suddenly wanted to say something, but I didn't know how to speak, I just felt that my heart was beating fast at the moment, Xuan Ying could marry the ghost clan, naturally not willingly!