It is said that the hospital is the place where you can see through the warmth and coldness of the world, and the care room is the most downplay to life and death. It may be that I have been in the CCU for a month and have seen a lot of life and death, Hua Xue always feels uncomfortable recently, is it because the yin qi in the hospital is too heavy, and there are some conflicts, so it is better to recite the Heart Sutra a few times to calm down.

Recite the Heart Sutra and copy the Diamond Sutra by hand. I feel a lot better, at the end of the month, it's time to leave the department, the next department is the neonatal intensive care unit, the newborn is the most yang, and there should be no such heavy yin in the place where there are many newborns.

When I came to the neonatal intensive care unit, I found that the work was very simple, because I was an intern, the teacher would not let you prick the newborn with a needle, plus Hua Xue's ward, the newborn was not seriously ill, every day was nothing more than feeding, changing diapers, and taking a bath. Maybe it's because of the heavy yang energy of the newborn, Hua Xue has never had nightmares, and the uneasiness in her heart has been alleviated a lot.

On the first day of the newborn, Hua Xue followed her teacher to help. A six-month-old pregnant woman fell and gave birth prematurely and was sent to the nearest hospital for an emergency caesarean section. Because the medical technology was immature and it was impossible to treat premature babies, he asked for support from the hospital where Hua Xue interned. This is the first time Hua Xue has taken an ambulance, and it may be that she is in a hurry, and she will get motion sickness after ten minutes. Arriving at the hospital, she went straight to the operating room, which was also the first time she had entered the operating room and watched the baby come out of her mother's belly. Because it was premature, coupled with fetal intrauterine distress. When she came out, the child's whole body was purple, and she was given oxygen urgently. She was so weak, so small that it was only the size of Hua Xu's hand, and her little hand was only the size of her thumb nail, she couldn't breathe on her own. The child was taken out, and the two hurried back to the hospital to send the child to the premature infant intensive care unit for rescue.

Until the end of work, Hua Xue was worried about the little baby, and she didn't know if she could survive. She hadn't had time to see what the world was like, she couldn't just leave.

When I fell asleep again, there were many children in front of me, but they were different from the previous infant spirits, and it seemed that they should be the little infant spirits who died of illness. "Children, why are you still lingering in the world?" Hua Xue asked. "Sister, I don't know what my mother looks like yet, I want to see her go again. "Then why don't you go home and see it?" "My mother had a difficult birth when she gave birth, and I was sent to the neonatal intensive care unit after I was born, and my mother was in another intensive care unit, and I couldn't see her. "Are you all? Do you all want to see your mother?" "Okay, I'll take you to see your mother, but my ability is limited, so I can only take you one by one, okay?" ”

Hua Xue picked up one child after another and went to help them find their mother. They are all innocent infants, and they have a chance to be human again, and Hua Xue brings them to their parents, hoping that they will have a chance to see each other again. After sending a few children, she felt that her spirit was getting worse and worse, she felt like she couldn't open her eyes, and her body felt undominated. The consciousness is clear, but the eyes can't be opened. "Transferring infant spirits is very consuming of yang energy, you are just a mortal body that can't stand this kind of consumption. Hua Xue didn't look at her eyes, she couldn't see who it was, but this voice was familiar, "Is that you, the person who helped me last time?" This voice should be him, the man who has been rescuing her in his own crisis. "It's me, you sleep well, I'll help you with the rest. I felt more and more sleepy, and slowly I couldn't hear what he was saying.