You are evil.

This is my favorite phrase to say from my young master.

But I feel innocent, because my life is different from theirs, and as a weapon, I feel that my destiny should not be to be an ornament.

But my young master said I was quibbling.

It's okay, as an old guy, I don't care about a little girl's opinion, but for some reason, I was a little unhappy when she said I was evil, so I thought...... I'm not going to eat her yet, I'm going to watch her hold me in her hands, step by step towards the same evil as me.

I will definitely succeed.

But...... What I don't like more than she says I'm evil is the look in her eyes, which are so pure, like a mirror, that I can see myself from inside...... At the same time, there was pity in that look, which made me feel even more uncomfortable, I hated pity, I hated purity, I wanted to eat her.

But I couldn't help it, I wanted to see the day she became like me, would there be such pity in her eyes, would her eyes still be as pure as starlight.

In the first year, I failed.

I didn't expect that after she became my master, she didn't use the slightest of my strength, let alone slaughter any life, even if she was unhappy this year.

In the second year, too, until the fifth year, when I could not stand the days without food, there was an indescribable bloodlust in my body, which turned into hunger, and made me mad to destroy everything, and I saw purity and pity in her eyes again, and I could not forget what she had said to me at that time.

"Do you have to kill?"

"I'm hungry!"

"I see. ”

After our conversation, my master, cut his wrist and stained my body red with her blood, and I greedily sucked her blood, and the sweetness in it fascinated me, until I looked at her withered face, and looked at the constant gaze, and I was suddenly a little afraid.

What are you afraid of...... I don't know, but for the first time in my life, I restrained my instincts, and I was silent, and I hated this purity all the more, and I told myself that I must see the day when her eyes changed.

On this day, I thought I would be able to bring it soon, because in the ninth year when she became my master, the sect she was in was invaded by a group of demon cultivators and slaughtered the entire sect.

When she brought me back, she looked tremblingly at the ruins and the remains of countless familiar people, she cried, and at that moment, I told her that I could help her get revenge, as long as she allowed me to burst my power, I could help her kill everything, and even go to the other party's small world to be buried with countless lives.

I kept tempting, I kept guiding, but I didn't understand why I failed.

She didn't choose to use me, but left silently, but I clearly felt a strong emotional fluctuation in her body for a moment.

In the days that followed, it was the same, in the thirty-seventh year, when one of her pet beasts was brutally tortured and killed, and she remained silent in the sixty-fifth year, when one of her old friends died tragically.

Again and again life and death, again and again unfair treatment, again and again the world is dark, she has been exhausted all the way, but her eyes have never changed.

Even too many times over the years, if it weren't for the instinct of my force field to spread out and save her from some danger, I'm afraid she would have died.

I didn't understand, so I finally couldn't help it and asked her.

"Why are you doing this?"

"Because I owe you, I don't want you to kill anymore, even if I'm sad, even if I want revenge, even if I feel like it's torture to live, but for me, the most important thing is ...... It's you. I don't believe her answer.

But my desire to see her eyes change was even stronger, so I restrained my hunger, and every ten years, I let her dye me red with her blood, and just like that, with such persistence, I walked with her all over the starry sky.

Maybe it was an accident, maybe it was my guidance, maybe it was her fate, in the years that followed, her life was miserable, helpless again and again, at a loss again and again, every now and then, I would tell her that as long as I was allowed to help, I could change everything about her.

But until her hair turned gray, my wish was still not granted.

Until one day, she died.

Looking at her corpse, I should be happy, I should be happy, because I am free from this time, I can continue to kill, continue to devour, no one will restrain me again, and I will no longer see the eyes and pity that disgust me.

But...... Why did I seal myself up with the memory of that day?

I don't know why, but after she died, I became silent, and there seemed to be an unsealable emotion in my heart, heavy, heavy, weighing on me.

In such a mood, I feel a little uncomfortable with killing, I don't want to admit it, but I have to admit that that girl, in her short hundreds of years of companionship, she has influenced me, so that although I have met countless masters in my later life, more and more masters have taken the initiative to abandon me.

For I no longer kill, because my blade is rolled, because my mood is low, because my strength ...... It also gradually dissipates as the emotions diffuse.

Ten thousand years later, I am no longer a demon soldier, but a mortal iron.

My body began to grow with rust spots, my ominous nature became a thing of the past, my body was decaying, my life was ...... It seems to be gradually disappearing.

I didn't understand why this was happening, until the moment my life was completely dissipated, and the memories of the day I sealed away and let myself forget came to my eyes.

On the red peak, she lay there, caressing me while looking at the starry sky, her eyes pure despite her gray hair and wrinkled face.

"What are you looking at?" I asked.

"Look at the stars. ”

"It's pitch black, what's there to see. ”

"In my mind, the darkness is the world, and the stars have the brightest light. ”

"I don't understand. ”

"Then look at more, see a hundred years, look at a thousand years...... You can't finish reading it in this life, continue to watch it in the next life, and one day, you will understand. ”

"I have an afterlife, I don't know if my afterlife will be a stronger soldier!"

"Do you know zombies...... Born of resentment, living eternally in darkness, I am with you, this is my atonement. ”

"Atonement...... Why do you always say you owe me?" I asked, after a long silence.

But there was no answer, her blood, stained my body red, this time she didn't keep it, perhaps...... It was also me who forgot to exercise restraint.

Or...... Not perhaps.

It was I, who killed her.

I looked at her corpse and was silent for a long, long time...... I finally knew that it was not her who I sealed, but that sentence.

"I'm with you. ”

I finally understood, it turned out that I had been ...... It's all lonely, and from the moment it was born, it's been lonely to this day.

I finally understood that she, the person I had been waiting for, was no longer my own life at the moment of her killing.

As my memory came back, I struggled to lift the rotten blade and look at the starry sky......

Tears flowed down unconsciously, not on the demon blade that appeared in his memory, but in Wang Baole's eyes, his eyes, in this cross-knee meditation, I don't know when they opened.

As he opened his eyes, an endless devouring intent erupted in his soul, causing the devouring seeds in his body to be completely suppressed at this moment, and the devouring path in the nine rules instantly climbed in terms of resonance, until it reached the same ninety-seven-eight as the light path!

But these could not bring the slightest feeling to Wang Baole, at this moment, he lowered his head blankly, looked at his hands, and muttered......

"Past life...... Does all this really exist, and why did I ...... in my past life? Contains cause and effect...... And she's always there......"

Wang Baole was silent, and suddenly raised his right hand and waved, and suddenly on his right hand, a vague black shadow appeared, and the demon blade of his previous life was ...... Looming!