Chapter 248: Goodbye

Bereavement is an attitude that has nothing to do with emotions. It may be because of work, I have been very sad, and I am not even happy in my dreams, and I don't see the soul in my recent dreams, nor the underworld, but many people in the past, with friends and acquaintances, who have not seen for many years. It is said that dreaming of the past and the people of the past, I am afraid that the deadline is approaching...

I don't know what the reason is, it seems that I have a feeling in my heart, Hua Xue sent an inexplicable circle of friends, if there are only ten days left in life. That sadness can be felt in and out of dreams. After the circle of friends was posted, many people were commenting and asking what was wrong, perhaps because they remembered that there was no setting to only be visible to themselves, and quickly deleted this circle of friends.

Hua Xue walked aimlessly, not knowing where to start, and not knowing where to go, she saw familiar people on the side of the road, although she hadn't seen her for many years, but she was still the same as she was back then. "Xiaoli, why are you here?" "What a coincidence, we haven't seen each other for many years. "Yes, it has been seven or eight years since I graduated from junior high school. ”

Xiaoli is Hua Xue's hair young, they met when they were four years old, and they still remember the first time Hua Xue saw her in the alley. It was a summer evening, and the adults were sitting together and chatting, and Xiaoli danced among the adults, thinking that this little girl was so good that she could dance. Because we live closely, we get to know each other, we go to school together, go home from school together, do homework together, and play together. What a joy it was to be a child. Later, when she went to junior high school, maybe it was a change in her personality during adolescence, she was no longer what Hua Xue could accept, and she became more and more estranged, until she stopped practicing after graduating from junior high school.

I haven't seen each other for seven or eight years, but the affection I had when I was a child is still there, and now I miss her very much. Hua Xue and Xiao Li sat on the side of the road, and Hua Xue saw sadness in her eyes. "What's wrong? You seem to have something on your mind. Hua Xue asked, "Hua Xue, I'm sick. "What disease?" "I don't know, I know it's a serious illness. "I happen to be working at the hospital, I'll take you to see it." "Even if I haven't seen each other for a long time, but the affection of the past, Hua Xue took Xiaoli to the hospital, and the results of the examination came out, it was the terminal stage of cancer, and there was not much time left.

Walking on the street, it was empty, only the two of them, "I didn't expect our lives to be so short." Hua Xue smiled bitterly, "Why are you?" Xiao Li was puzzled, "I just don't want to live anymore." "You can't think like this, you are different from me, I really want to live, it is fate, but you are different, you still have a beautiful life waiting for you, you can't give up." "But do you know? I'd rather not have this life, in just 20 years, I haven't been really happy, I haven't asked for anything, I just want to live happily, not for nothing, but for no fault. But this has also become an extravagant hope, and I once asked God why I had worked so hard to live, but there was no answer. Hua Xue said the bitterness in her heart, "You are already very lucky, you have a happy family, successful studies and a job, what else do you want?" "Your so-called luck is my shackles. Don't talk about me, I'll take you to heal. "There's no cure, I've accepted it. "If there is a glimmer of hope, you can't give up. ”

Hua Xue and Xiaoli boarded a truck and slowly drove into the snowy region, although it was snowy, but it was not as cold as imagined. "What is this place?" "I don't know, but the darkness has led me here. "Heading deeper into the snowy region, there is a hot spring. "This should be it. "Thank you for bringing me here, you should go back. "See you soon. ”

It is easy to cross the soul, but it is difficult to cross the person. I haven't seen you for a long time, and this cultivated yin blessing should be a gift for the next meeting. Although the rivers and lakes are far away, there is a fate to see you again.