"I haven't felt anything special about myself after living for so many years, and the only special thing should be that my life is hard, and I was really ill-fated when I was young. When I was five months old, my mother took me to my grandmother's house in the countryside. At noon, they put me on the windowsill, a rural bungalow, and the top of the kang is the windowsill, which is generally very wide. No one noticed, and I rolled silently from the windowsill to the ground outside, and down the slope to the cowshed, where I was found lying in the trough. It's scary to think about it, a five-month-old baby fell from a window sill more than one meter high, and rolled nearly ten meters to the cowshed, not only did not break, but also did not let the cow bite, except for the ashes on the body, unharmed. Another time, when I was four years old, I was sitting quietly on the bed in my own home, and an iron plate on the wardrobe fell without warning, directly hitting my head, nearly ten pounds of iron plate, except for a small pit on my forehead, there was nothing else, and my life was still really hard. ”

Today is the first day of Hua Xue's report to the university, in order to get a good job in the future, she gave up her favorite poetry and literature, and came to a medical school to study nursing. In other words, isn't this medical school very yin, I heard that there are many human specimens in the laboratory building, and it is terrible to listen to it.

After the military training, I began to study and live, but I didn't expect that a class in college was an anatomy class, and a practical training class after a theory class. I passed by that laboratory building every day, and today I finally had the opportunity to go in. As soon as you enter the laboratory building, you are greeted by the smell of formalin, and you can feel a faint smell of decay in formalin. Entering the lab, the four walls are filled with a variety of human specimens, which we call the gross teacher. We have always been dealing with books, and the first time we saw a human specimen, it was completely different from the pictures in books and the props on TV. In the middle of the laboratory, there are three metal cabinets, because it is a platform, this is our table, the students sit around the metal cabinet, on the platform the laboratory teacher has put all kinds of bones, such as skull, fibula, tibia, femur, etc., are human bones, because of a long time, have been calcified and oxidized.

Pick up a skull and, following the diagram in the book, start looking for where is the parietal bone, where is the temporal bone, and where is the occipital bone. Touching the skull, I felt sad inexplicably. I have always felt that the people who donate their bodies are the supreme, they are willing to donate themselves and contribute to the society for the development of human medicine, even if they are not at peace behind them, but they are willing to pay tribute to their predecessors. After the teacher finished the lecture, he asked us to look at the specimens by ourselves to deepen our impression. There are restless boys, who open the metal cabinet, and inside is soaked in the complete general teacher. Bowing and apologizing, he didn't intend to disturb, and quickly closed the metal cabinet, as a medical student, he was most in awe of the general teacher.

It's night. Although I didn't feel anything during the day, when night came, the scenes I saw in the laboratory during the day appeared in my mind like a movie, and I couldn't sleep, and my heart was still hairy. Or recite a Heart Sutra to calm down.

Contemplating the bodhisattva of freedom, when he walks in deep prajnaparamita. See that the five aggregates are empty, and overcome all suffering. The relics are not different from emptiness, emptiness is not different from color, color is emptiness, emptiness is color, and the same is true when you want to know it. The relics are the empty phase of all the laws, which are neither born nor destroyed, neither dirty nor pure, nor increased nor decreased. Therefore, there is no color in the air, no thoughts, no thoughts, no thoughts, no eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body and mind, no color, sound, fragrance, touch, no vision, and even no consciousness. There is no ignorance, there is no end to ignorance, there is no old age and death, and there is no old age and death. There is no suffering to gather and destroy the Tao, there is no wisdom and no gain, so there is no gain. Bodhisattva, according to Prajnaparamita, has no obstacles, no obstacles, no fears, is far away from upside-down dreams, and is nirvana. The Buddhas of the three worlds, according to Prajnaparamita, attained the three bodhisattvas of Anuttara. Therefore, it is known that Prajnaparamita is a great mantra, a great mantra, a supreme mantra, and an unequal mantra, which can remove all suffering, and it is true. Therefore, to say the Prajnaparamita mantra is to say the mantra: Reveal the truth, Para reveal the truth, Para Sangha reveal the truth, Bodhisattva Bha.

I silently recited the Heart Sutra in my heart, played the Buddhist Sutra in the headphones, and slowly fell asleep.