Shi Wuyue boarded Qin Su's boat, and Ning Yi followed behind her. Bai Xiushang had already stepped up first, and was talking to Li Xuandu and Qin Su in the cabin at this time.

The boat set sail slowly, Shi Wuyue had no sorrow or joy on her face, when she was crazy in the past, there were always all kinds of thoughts lingering in her mind, mostly laughing, crying a lot, moody, only for a moment. But after Shi Wuyue's madness gradually improved, the memory that became fragmented because of madness was like an absurd dream, not long, from Tianbao's escape from the jade prison in the seventh year to the end of Tianbao's eight years, the situation of less than a year after a year, the previous jade prison career, day after day, year after year, has been completely blurred and can't remember.

In less than a year, Shi Wuyue has met many people, Li Feiyan, a good friend when he was young, with a cold face and a warm heart, unforgiving on his lips and hands, but he still thinks about the love in his heart, if it weren't for the "three-point sword" that Li Feiyan hit into her body, Li Xuan would not believe her. If Li Xuan won't believe her, then there are two outcomes. Either kill her for a hundred years, or let her fend for herself, so that there are two more consequences, either she will fall into the hands of Senior Sister Xuannu Zong Xiao and be re-imprisoned in the jade prison, or she will fall into the hands of Senior Sister Xuannu Zongshi and hand over everything she has learned, and then whether she is dead or alive depends on the faces of others. Even if it is death, it is a dead death.

Of course, for Shi Wuyue at that time, death was terrible, but it was not unacceptable, because she couldn't find a reason for her nostalgia in this world, people are not like people, and ghosts are not like ghosts.

Fortunately, with Li Feiyan's help, Li Xuandu left her and let her join the Taiping Inn. At the beginning, Shi Wuyue didn't trust Li Xuandu, thinking that Li Xuandu also wanted to use her like Mrs. Leng, plus she had a crazy attack, so she disobeyed Yang and Yin, and when she was occasionally sober, she was secretly playing her own little abacus. Later, she had more contact, and she found that in this small Taiping Inn, there were no wicked people, and except for Qin Su, the other five people were all down-and-out people at that time, and they were considered to be sympathetic, although Li Xuandu was a little scheming, but there was also a bottom limit, so her attitude slowly changed, and she began to gradually integrate into the inn.

In the process, she met Ning Yi. In terms of age, she is naturally older, but the experiences of the two are very similar, the same was hurt by love in the early years, and the same is crazy, and the meaning of sympathy is even heavier.

The first in-depth contact between the two was drinking, and at the beginning they were still fighting wine, but after Li Xuandu and Qin Su and others left, they simply drank, and drank all night, naturally not only drinking, the two also talked a lot through drinking, and the taciturn Ning Yi talked about his past, studied hard when he was young, fell in love at first sight when he was young, and later went on a killing spree. Shi Wuyue also talked about her past, how she met Song Zheng, how she turned against her senior sister, and how she became a prisoner, she said it all over again, when it came to sadness and emotion, she cried and laughed when she was angry, Ning Yi just listened quietly, neither impatient, nor mocking, just listening, and occasionally handing over a jar of wine was comforting.

Shi Wuyue revealed her past in front of a stranger those are not lies it is not difficult to tell that past she thinks she has seen it but when she really tells it that

These things, and the pain she felt at the time, were so real. Shi Wuyue didn't expect that telling that past would have such an impact on herself, she had never taken the initiative to mention her past to others, so when she opened up to Ning Yi after getting drunk, she didn't expect that she would be so excited.

At the beginning, Shi Wuyue was just telling her own affairs with a very subtle mentality, she was waiting for Ning Yi's disdain and humiliation, or some other kind of injury, she regarded this kind of injury as a betrayal, the same betrayal as Song Zheng. Then she would have a reason to continue to hate, which would give her a twisted pleasure in her madness. But rather remember no, it is from the bottom of my heart. No one will deliberately hide themselves in front of a madman, Shi Wuyue has seen helplessness, anger and even disgust in Li Xuandu's eyes more than once, this is often because Shi Wuyue collided with and disobeyed Li Xuandu, Shi Wuyue at that time was like a bear child who took pleasure in making trouble and rebellion, not only was she not afraid, but she also faintly hoped that Li Xuandu would make a move on her, so that she could get rid of this boundless "nightmare" and truly sleep forever.

Ning Yi's sincerity made Shi Wuyue realize that she could trust someone so safely, and she felt another completely different kind of pleasure because of this, and at the same time, it also made Shi Wuyue have a great impression of a person for the first time, but she suppressed this good feeling in her heart and never showed it in front of outsiders. At the same time, she began to think about what she really wanted, perhaps for the first time since she was imprisoned in the Jade Prison. Occasionally, she also began to think about what Ning Yi wanted, and this was the first time in her life.

Later, the contact between the two became more and more coming, until Li Xuan asked the two to go to the Golden Horde together. Along the way, it became a real solitude between the two, and even after arriving at the Golden Horde, in order to hide their identities, the two also pretended to be a couple, in this short period of time, Shi Wuyue felt that she had changed from a madman back to a normal daughter, and at that time, Shi Wuyue had already practiced the exercises given to her by Li Xuandu, reason prevailed, she knew what she was doing, and she also figured out what she wanted, but she didn't know what Ning Yi wanted.

She had heard that the reason why Ning Yi was the great guest of the Maiden Sect was to resurrect her former lover, if Ning Yi's idea had not changed, then what Shi Wuyue wanted would not be possible.

What's more, many people think that she is not worthy, Ning Yi is infatuated, no one can say that he is not, but Shi Wuyue is different, she is not a Taiyun, her name is not right, her words are not good, she is infatuated, and no one is stupid, she will only provoke other people's jokes. So when Xiao Shiyu asked that sentence, her heart felt as if someone had stabbed her and let her escape, and she didn't even dare to look back, even though she knew that her senior sister had been watching her behind her back.

She has no relatives in this world, only this senior sister who brought her into the Xuannu Sect, she came to see her sister today, in addition to resolving the misunderstanding, she also wanted to get a little support from her senior sister, even if it was only on the surface, but she still couldn't do it.

When she is a madman, she doesn't care about other people's eyes, but when she wants to be Mrs. Shi, she can't help but care.

When Ning Yi came to Shi Wuyue's side, Shi Wuyue was quietly staring at the sea.

After seeing Ning Yi coming, she whispered, "Hello, Ning Yi." Maybe I shouldn't call him by his name, but I should call your cousin, hello, Minister. Or,

Continue to call you Mr. Ning. ”

Ning Yi looked at her with some confusion and asked, "...... your illness?"

Shi Wuyue took a sip, "you, I'm not sick, my illness has been cured." ”

"I'm just ......," Shi Wuyue paused, "I just don't know what's going to happen next." ”

Ning Yi asked, "Did you have a bad conversation with Sect Master Xiao?"

Shi Wuyue didn't want to continue the topic, and changed the topic, "You just asked about my condition, in fact, I lied to you, my illness is not yet well, and occasionally I still have attacks, because I haven't really finished practicing the part of the exercises that the Purple Mansion gave me." You know, once I've done the exercises, I don't know what's going to happen. I may return to the old me, not just as simple as before, not the current Shi Wuyue, and even those things that I left behind, all returned. I could turn out to be a completely different person, it's impossible for me not to even remember who you are, to forget what we used to say, what do you think I should do?"

Ning Yi was silent for a moment and said, "No matter what happened in the past, it was you." ”

Shi Wuyue stared at Ning Yi for a long time, and suddenly laughed, "Yes, that's all me." Hopefully we'll still be friends. ”

As she spoke, Shi Wuyue took out a booklet from her sleeve, which was part of the "Taiping Qingling Sutra" mantra given to her by Li Xuandu, and then she shook it slightly, and the booklet turned into ashes inch by inch and disappeared with the wind.

Shi Wuyue clapped her hands, "All the problems have been solved." ”

Ning Yi was stunned for a moment, and then accentuated his tone, "Shi Wuyue!"

"Are you angry?" Shi Wuyue looked at him, still smiling on his face, but there was no smile in his eyes, but there was an indescribable complexity.

Ning Yi looked at her eyes, shook his head and said, "No, I'm not angry, it's just a kindness from Zifu." ”

Shi Wuyue lowered her head, "I was me in the past, I am still me now, I want to thank Zifu, and I also want to thank you, really, I really want to thank you." Before I met you, I didn't think about who I was, I didn't think about what I was going to do, like a lost person who didn't know where he came from, let alone where he was going. ”

"Of course, I don't know the past, I just blindly pursue, thinking about what the sea is dry and rotten, and thinking about the desolation of the earth, alone, not seeing the day, deceiving myself What if the two feelings are in the morning and twilight for a long time, how can it be in the morning and twilight, this is not my style...... Maybe I used to be at that time, but now I obviously laugh at that old me loudly. Well, self-deprecation, let's be self-deprecating. ”

"One exercise can't change anything, because you can never wake up a person who pretends to be asleep, I can wake up, thank you, Mr. Ning, Ning Yi, and the minister. ”

It's harder for you to be silent.

Shi Wuyue smiled reluctantly, "I've got a problem for you, haha." ”

Ning recalled: "It's a little difficult. ”

"Of course. Shi Wuyue couldn't hide the gloom in her eyes, "I'm like this, I like it too." ”

After that, Shi Wuyue was about to turn around and leave,

But Ning Yi suddenly grabbed his sleeve and said seriously, "No matter what happened in the past, it has become the past and cannot be changed, so Zifu often says that the dead are gone, and the living are like this." ”

Shi Wuyue turned her head sharply to look at Ning Yi.