Chapter 627: Who knows the pain
Gao Ting chased him out, saw Shangguan Li'er heartbroken, cried bitterly, rode the green dragon, and left without looking back, he felt sad for a while, stood in Yanwuping, stunned for a moment, ignored Wu Zhuo's curious inquiry, turned around and walked towards the back mountain, to find Weining.
A few breaths of time.
Wei Ning sat slumped in front of Senior Brother Yan Rui's grave, leaning sideways against the tombstone, his eyes did not blink, his voice was empty, and he asked weakly, "Senior Brother Gao, Li'er, is she gone?"
Gao Ting was very sad when he saw Wei Ning's heart like a withered and walking corpse, his eyes were moist, and he nodded.
Wei Ning's expression was dull, lost his soul, and muttered: "Senior Brother Gao, I killed the southern suburbs, killed Li'er's junior brother, Li'er must hate me to death now, hate me to death!"
Gao Ting squatted down, stretched out a palm, put it on Wei Ning's shoulder, and comforted him softly: "Wei Ning, the death in the southern suburbs is just an accident, this situation is actually not what you want, since the matter has happened and cannot be changed, you have to learn to let go, don't continue to torture yourself!"
Wei Ning shook his head slightly, and muttered: "Senior Brother Gao, do you know, as long as I make a move against Yun Shu'er on the Falling Star Platform, no matter how righteous and bright my reason for doing it is, in fact, I am already doomed to be wrong, not to mention that I have killed the southern suburbs now, so Lian'er will not forgive me even more, never!"
Gao Ting thought for a moment, sighed, and asked, "Wei Ning, since you already knew that there would be today's ending, why did you insist on going your own way that day?"
Wei Ning smiled bitterly, with a sad face, and said: "Senior Brother Gao, what you don't understand, some things in this world are a dead end no matter where they go, and there are some things you have to do, and you have to do them if you don't do them."
That day, the Weiliu Gate was broken, you and Lian'er were not on the mountain, and they didn't witness everything that happened on the mountain, you don't know, my relatives in Weiliumen were all slaughtered that day, and they died so tragically, Old Lady Han, Sister Cui'er, and Xiao Mengmeng, they ............;
Senior Brother Gao, do you know, the closest and most admired person in my life, except for my father, is the senior brother, but, that day, senior brother, he, he died in my arms, I watched the senior brother die in my arms, but I couldn't do anything, you know, at that time, I, me, I ............?"
Wei Ning remembered the scene and appearance when Yan Rui died in his arms that day, his heart was painful, his grief was extremely sad, tears were like springs, and he cried silently, after a pause, he gathered his mind, stopped crying, and continued to murmur:
"Senior Brother Gao, it's been ten years, and it's been more than ten years since Senior Brother Yan Rui left me, but in the past ten years, whether it's day or night, whether it's waking or nightmare, I've been missing Senior Brother all the time.
Every word and every word that the elder brother said to me when he was dying was like the wind in the valley, which often sounded in my ears; every smile of the senior brother when he was dying was like the bright sun in the cold winter, which was often reflected in my eyes one by one; in my nose, I can still smell the faint breath of the senior brother before he died, and I still have the trace of body temperature in my arms before the elder brother died; the senior brother has been dead for more than ten years, but even so, he is warm, loving, and clear in my arms and in my heart!
Senior Brother Gao, although Senior Brother has been dead for more than ten years, his kindness, his love for me, and his misery, I can't forget it, I can't forget it, I can't forget it, I can't forget it for a lifetime!"
Gao Ting listened to Wei Ning's crying, and thought of his fiancée Ding Cuier, as well as Senior Brother Yan Rui and others, his heart was extremely painful, tears rained down, and he choked up and shouted: "Wei Ning, don't say it, don't say it, please don't say it!"
Wei Ning's expression was gloomy, and he said: "Senior Brother Gao, the person who caused the Weimen tragedy back then, although I was deceived and used, I am also one of the culprits, I am guilty of a lot of sin, unforgivable, even if I die, I will fall into the hell of Ah Nose, and I will not be reincarnated."
I'm sorry Weiliumen, I'm sorry for the senior brothers, and in the future, I will apologize for my sins with death and give you an explanation.
However, before I die, even if I fight for my life, I must get justice for Weiliumen and Senior Brother, and I must let those culprits who brutalize Weiliumen pay their due price!"
Gao Ting listened to Wei Ning's words, seemed to have a heart of self-abandonment, secretly frightened, and hurriedly comforted softly: "Wei Ning, you were also deceived back then, no wonder you, you are the Wei bloodline, shouldering the responsibility and obligation of revitalizing the sect, so it is only right that you have to live well, this is the wish of those of us who are alive, and it is also the wish of the master and senior brother and others." ”
Wei Ning smiled bitterly and shook his head slightly, without saying a word.
Gao Ting continued to persuade: "Wei Ning, as for revenge, I think that back then, Yun Mutian indirectly killed his beloved wife in order to practice the magic trick red, separated from Yun Shu'er, and separated from the father and daughter, for ten years, he can be regarded as suffering in this world, and this retribution is enough;
As for Yue Mei'er, the so-called unfilial piety is the greatest, although she is also one of the culprits of the cruelty of Weiliumen, but she gave birth to a child for you and renewed the incense for the Wei family, which can be described as offsetting the merits and demerits, therefore, in terms of family relations, Yue Meier is your de facto wife, and you can't do anything to her!
Siguo is your child, the flesh and blood of Weiliumen, and Yue Mei'er is Guo'er's mother, in the face of this kind of blood relationship, can you do it to her?
If you want to kill Yue Mei'er, this is too cruel for your son, you have to do such a tragic thing, don't say that I don't agree, even if the master and the senior brother and others know about it, they won't agree?"
Wei Ning remembered that his son Wei Si had been a kind of heart-piercing and extremely painful, and at the same time, how to treat Yue Mei'er in the future, he had no choice, and he was very troubled.
Gao Ting patted Wei Ning on the shoulder and persuaded softly: "Wei Ning, listen to the advice of senior brother, when is the so-called revenge for injustice, you need to let go when you should let go, you don't always hold on to those old hatreds, and you can't get entangled, so as not to fall into the magic barrier, mislead others and harm yourself, let's now wholeheartedly revitalize the sect, is the most important thing at the moment!"
Wei Ning glanced at Gao Ting, although he didn't say anything on his face, he didn't think so in his heart.
Gao Ting is open-minded and soft, lenient to others, and pays attention to reality, while Weining is as strong as fire, stubborn and stubborn, with revenge and revenge, and resentment and resentment.
The two of them have their own strengths and weaknesses, and they can't say whether they are good or bad, right or wrong.
Wei Ning hesitated for a moment and asked softly: "Senior Brother Gao, do you think that in the Weimen tragedy back then, it was Yun Mutian and others who really caused the evil, and Yun Shu'er was innocent, isn't it wrong for me to take revenge on Yun Shu'er like this?"
Gao Ting looked at Wei Ning and didn't say anything.
Wei Ning thought for a moment, sighed, and said: "Senior Brother Gao, Yun Mutian snatched the Chilian Divine Technique, and in order to eliminate the evidence of the crime, he did not hesitate to kill people and kill people, even the old people and children did not let go, aren't Old Lady Han and Xiao Mengmeng innocent?"
Yun Mutian is one of the culprits who brutalized Weiliumen, and he is my great enemy, the so-called repayment of the father's debt and son's debt, Yun Shu'er is Yun Mutian's daughter, isn't it logical and justified for me to deal with Yun Shu'er?
Yun Shu'er is not only Yun Mutian's daughter, but also cultivates the Red Lian Divine Technique, I set her as the target of retaliation, it is a natural and righteous thing, she is innocent there?"
Gao Ting is fair and straightforward, hesitated, and said softly: "Wei Ning, what you said seems to have some truth, but you have forgotten that although Yun Shu'er is Yun Mutian's daughter, she is also Li'er's junior sister.
Yun Shu'er and Li'er have lived together for ten years, and their sisterhood is deep, when you hurt Yun Shu'er, aren't you hurting Li'er?
If you hurt Li'er like this, aren't you hurting yourself!"
Wei Ning listened to Gao Ting's words, and thought of Shangguan Li'er, his mentality collapsed all of a sudden, his heart twitched, the pain was incomparable, his expression was miserable, and tears came out again.
Gao Ting looked at Wei Ning's painful appearance, sighed, and muttered: "Wei Ning, actually, Senior Brother, I also want to take revenge, and I also want to destroy all those who brutalized Weiliumen and make them pay the due price."
However, Yun Shu'er is Yun Mutian's daughter, Qiu Huaici's apprentice, and Li'er's sister, revenge on the Demon Gate Holy Sect must involve Yun Shu'er, and if Yun Shu'er is involved, it will definitely involve Li'er and Qiu Huaici.
The relationship between Yun Shu'er and Lian'er's junior sister is mixed together, and even the relationship between the Demon Gate Holy Sect and the Immortal Dao Xuanmen is also mixed together, and now the two factions of the Immortal and Demon are like friends and enemies, and it is difficult to distinguish between friend and foe.
If we insist on taking revenge on Yun Mutian, let's not talk about winning or not, because of the complex relationship between Yun Shu'er and Yun Mutian and Li'er, we will definitely be in a dilemma.
Didn't you find that after the incident of the Falling Star Mountain, not only did we have a deeper grudge with the Demon Gate Holy Sect, but we also formed a bond with Aiju Mountain, and our hatred became deeper and deeper, and there were more and more enemies.
In short, judging from the outcome of the matter, our behavior is completely killing eight hundred enemies and losing one thousand ourselves, and the fist we hit finally fell on our own body, you think you can hurt Yun Mutian, but in the end, it hurts Li'er and hurts your relatives!
Now that the southern suburbs are dead, Li'er hates us to death, and everyone's suspicion is getting deeper and deeper, maybe Li'er will never return to Anran Mountain and return to the sect in the future!"
Gao Ting is telling the truth, but these words in Wei Ning's ears are digging out his heart and lungs, picking his liver and bladder, Wei Ning thought of his disappointed sweetheart, and he felt guilty and blamed himself, his heart was like a knife, and he was a little out of breath.
Wei Ning moved his body, knelt in front of Yan Rui's tombstone, hugged the tombstone tightly with open arms, put his face on the cold tombstone, tears welled up, and cried, first silently, that is, crying, and finally a burst of howling.
The more Wei Ning thought about it, the more guilty he felt, the more he thought about it, the more sad he became, his heart was agitated, his emotions were out of control, and he suddenly hit the tombstone violently with his forehead, banging, hitting it a few times, his forehead was broken, and he was bleeding all over his face, crying and muttering at the same time:
"Senior brother, senior brother, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you!
I promised you to take good care of Li'er, but I hurt her again and again!
Senior brother, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for the mercy, sorry for the mercy!
I'm guilty, I'm guilty, I'm damned, I'm damned, I'm damned!"
Gao Ting saw Wei Ning's grief-stricken, almost crazy terrifying appearance, and was frightened, and hurriedly knelt behind Wei Ning, opened his arms to hold Wei Ning, stopped Wei Ning's crazy move, turned Wei Ning around, wiped the blood on Wei Ning's face, and then held Wei Ning's head tightly in his arms, panicked and frightened, and cried.
Gao Ting is an orphan, he was brought back to Anran Mountain by Weiqing River, Anran Mountain is his home, and the people of Anran Mountain are his relatives, and now he sees his only brother in this world in such pain, his heart is broken, and he can't resist even if he is strong.
Gao Ting was grief-stricken, almost collapsed, crying and crying, holding Wei Ning tightly with one arm, suddenly raising the palm of the other hand, jerking his mouth, snapping, a few slaps, his face was swollen, the corners of his mouth were bleeding, and he roared:
"Mouth bitch, mouth bitch, kill you bastard, kill you bastard, I call you nonsense, I call you nonsense!"
Wei Ning was teary-eyed, and when he saw Gao Ting's crazy act of beating himself and crying and screaming, he was stunned for a moment, and when he came back to his senses, he screamed, and quickly sat up straight, grabbed Gao Ting's wrists with both hands, and stopped Gao Ting's masochistic behavior.
Wei Ning cried and shouted: "Senior Brother Gao, what are you doing, what are you doing, what are you doing?"
Gao Ting looked at Wei Ning, tears welled up, blood flowed from his mouth, and he cried and shouted: "Wei Ning, Wei Ning, in fact, you are not wrong about revenge, I shouldn't say yours, no matter what you do in the future, senior brother will support you, you are not allowed to hurt yourself like this, you are not allowed to hurt yourself like this, you know?"
Wei Ning wiped the tears on his face, squeezed out a smile on his face, nodded his head, and shouted: "Senior Brother Gao, don't get excited, don't get excited, don't worry, don't worry, I won't be like this in the future, I won't be like this in the future!"
Gao Ting nodded, with tears in his eyes, and shouted, "Okay, good!"
After this toss, the two brothers finally calmed down, so they knelt in front of the tombstone of their elder brother Yan Rui, and were silent for a while.
After a while.
Gao Ting comforted Wei Ning in a soft voice, then stood up, pulled Wei Ning up, dragged Wei Ning, and left the cemetery.