Chapter 229: Heartache

Mu Qing didn't think too much about it when she was doing this, she just felt that morality was like this, but the pride, satisfaction, and sense of accomplishment afterwards were indeed very enjoyable and fascinating.

Immediately, I thought that I had come forward at the clan meeting that year, and resolutely decided to be a proton, and in the dungeon of the Diao family, I was willing to take risks and save the whole family by myself......

Also, on the Cloud Peak, the eyes of those senior brothers looked at him when they sent the elixir......

However, these ......

Isn't that wrong?

Absolutely, yes!

Mu Qing couldn't understand the dream of becoming a great monk who stood up to the heavens and the earth when he never opened his spirit, and his father taught him since he was a child, "Shoulder morality with iron shoulders, and fight with a sword is uneven", is it wrong?

If this is also wrong, then what is right?

Mu Qing is naturally not wrong.

It's just that the mentality of this "savior", the banner of "standing up to the sky and the earth", and the heavy hat of "single-mindedness", are really put on the word "love" and the relationship with Murong Xue, but it is very inappropriate, but it will hurt the hearts of many women, including the spring grass that died back then......

Of course, this banner was put on by himself, and this hat was brought by himself unconsciously.

If Yukun is here, this knot is easy to untie, as long as the four words "do it casually", but he is not there now......

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"Hypocrisy!

Murong Xue scolded, and Mu Qing's old face ached!

However, in this matter, Murong Xue was right!

This scolding, Daigo empowerment, silent thunder!

Ask yourself, what you are doing and thinking now can only be described in these two words!

Mu Qing once promised to the sky on the top of that small hill that he would save Qiu Lan even if there were thousands of difficulties and dangers, swords and mountains and fires! At that time, Mu Qing had no distractions, and he believed that he could keep this promise.

However, when the elf-like girl in red, Murong Xue, appeared in his life trajectory with a new look again, Mu Qing faintly found that her heart had quietly changed, and she began to gradually indulge in Murong Xue's pretty face and posture, in her hints and confessions again and again, and in her love for herself......

Perhaps, it's not about changing, but about seeing your true self more and more!

I can't sit still, I can't withstand that temptation, whether it's mentally or physically, I can't stand it......

At this moment, Murong Xue's delicate figure as bright as the moon, soft as flowing clouds, undulating like mountains and rivers, and smooth as beautiful jade continued to emerge in front of him.

He had pretended to be puzzled by her hints, prevaricated about her confession, and used the "daughter of the enemy" to warn himself, but he knew in his heart that this was just an excuse for himself to escape from that temptation.

He is indeed vain!

Whenever someone around me is facing a dilemma, I want to help him turn the tide. In the bottom of my heart, isn't that bit of vanity at work?

He is indeed cowardly!

Knowing the vanity in his heart, he didn't dare to face it! Knowing that he was already deeply infatuated with Murong Xue, he still had to carefully guard that vanity!

......

How am I such a person?

It turns out that I have always been such a person!

Not a sage, not even a gentleman.

In addition to the words "hypocrisy" and "timidity", what else can be judged?

Face the pain in your heart and open your heart......

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"You're right!"

Mu Qing sighed, her face sad.

Then he said: "Since I was a child, my father taught me to be a great monk who stands up to the heavens and the earth, to shoulder morality with iron shoulders, and to fight unevenly, I have worked hard, just like you said, I am not tired of it...... I thought I was a big hero, a big hero, at least, and I was becoming a ......."

After pondering for a moment, he said, "Xue'er, I can only see it clearly now, I ...... It's just a wretched worm, a mortal man...... The things I did were nothing to brag about, just a little vanity to satisfy myself...... But ......"

Speaking of which, Mu Qing's face was confused and painful, and he continued: "...... I'm an ordinary man, but I can't change it...... That mind is like being rooted in my heart, I can't figure it out, I'm so tired......"

Unexpectedly, Mu Qing would say such a thing, Murong Xue's crying gradually stopped, and she peeked at him.

I saw that his handsome face was a little pale by the moonlight, full of loss and pain.

Thinking of the scenes that the two experienced together, and remembering his heroic and chic in Xuanhuomen that day, compared with him now, they are two completely different people.

Murong Xue suddenly felt a little distressed and regretted, and said in her heart: What am I talking about? What I have said! What I like is not the one who dares to take all risks and take on morality? Isn't it the one who values love very much? If he is a selfish and half-hearted person, will I take a fancy to him? Absolutely not!

How could I be so stupid!

I scolded him for hypocrisy, but how could I not be selfish and greedy? I knew that his heart belonged, but I didn't want to do everything possible to fight for it, to seize it, to grab a place in his heart? If it weren't for me, how could he be so troubled?

But am I wrong again?

This love is greed after all, I am like this, and so is he, but I am greedy for him alone, and he is greedy for me and Qiu Lan, but what is the difference between us in essence?

He already knows my heart, so why should I force him?

He dodged me before, but for Qiu Lan, he has done a good job, why can't I be considerate of him?

Thinking of Qiu Lan, a trace of realization suddenly welled up in Murong Xue's heart, as if she had suddenly figured out something, and her expression changed slightly.

After hesitating, she lifted her jade feet lightly, revealed her figure from behind the bamboo pole, and walked slowly on the bamboo leaves......

The sound of water sounded......

"It's time to open your eyes. ”

The bamboo leaves rustle, the spring water ripples, and in the small pool, the two people are underwater, and their eyes are facing each other again.

Murong Xue's hair spread out in front of her like a waterfall, and she picked up a handful of water and sprinkled it on her face, washing away the previous tears.

"Cher, I'm ......"

"Yang Qing, let me say it......" Murong Xue interrupted Mu Qing and said thoughtfully: "You are not wrong, and you don't need to change anything, what I like is the way you are now, and it is also what you should be...... I was only thinking about forcing you to face my intentions, but I was wrong, I was wrong from the beginning, I was so selfish......"

After a pause, he sighed, and said, "I now know where Miss Qiu Lan and I are......"

Suddenly hearing Murong Xue talk about Qiu Lan, Mu Qing was slightly stunned, temporarily squeezed out of the confusion, and opened her mouth to speak: "Qiu Lan, she ......"

"Listen to me...... Although I have only been with her a few times, just now I suddenly thought of the biggest difference between us...... Her affection for you is unwanted...... In everything she does, she thinks about you first, and she starts from your point of view! Morally, I don't know, but when it comes to love, she understands you better than I do......

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