Chapter 194: Lost......
The absurd and contradictory problem has not only become a huge obstacle for Huan Yin on the path of truth, so that Huan Yin cannot make any progress at all, but more importantly, when Huan Yin concentrates all his thoughts on this paradoxical problem, Huan Yin's mind begins to gradually suffer, and the original smoothness unconsciously develops in the direction of chaos and fragmentation.
Especially because Huan Yin has always attached great importance to the perception of the Tao, often if he doesn't want to understand a problem, he will not give up. So, when faced with this problem, not only could he not save himself at all, but the contradictions in his heart became more and more difficult to reconcile, and he fell deeper and deeper.
At the beginning, the contradictions in Huan Yin's heart were like stormy waves, so that he who had been meditating quietly had an irritable aura around him, which was perceived by all the Dharma bodies around him.
None of the Dharma Bodies have ever encountered such a situation. Because, the Dharma Bodies have never seen a real person to comprehend the true path of the Eastern Emperor Taiyi. As a result, even if these Dharma Bodies knew that Huan was in a bad condition, they could only shake their heads and sigh, and they couldn't help much.
The one that Huan Yin was most worried about was the Dharma Body that communicated with Huan Yin the most. As a Dharma body incarnated by residual thoughts, since he was born with an independent spiritual intelligence, he knew that because of the fixed frame of his mind, it was impossible for him to truly realize the path and get out of here. However, the instinct given to him by the remnant thought, and his curiosity about the truth, made him always have a wish in his heart, that is, to see a successful realization of the truth.
Because of the sudden appearance of this outsider, Huan obviously let this Dharma Body see the opportunity to realize his wish. And later, when the Dharma Body had been in contact with Huan Yin for a long time, and seeing Huan Yin walking more and more steadily step by step, he found that Huan Yin's comprehension was surprisingly amazing, and the hope in his heart continued to expand. Therefore, this Dharma Body has always been a guide for Huan Yin, and he is happy to do so.
Now, this Dharma Body sees that Huan Yin has come to the end step by step, and he is only one step away from success. He, the person who attracted Huan Yin all the way, was naturally very happy. Of course, when Huan Yin was carrying out this last step, he suddenly became in a wrong state, and it was impossible for him not to worry.
It's just that what's the use of worrying? This Fa is extremely clear in body and mind, and at this point, except for those gods who have already set foot in the Ancient Realms who can help Huan Yin, there is no one in these three realms who can help.
The Dharma Body just kept reciting silently in his heart: "Think about the words we said, those words belong to the Eastern Emperor Taiyi, and there must be something mysterious in them. ”
Soon, another month passed after Huan Yin meditated here. In this month, Huan Yin obviously did not find a better way out, and did not generate better ideas. As a result, his situation became worse and worse.
The contradictions in his heart are infinitely magnified, and they are about to exceed the limit that Huan Yin can bear. His mind was completely filled with countless "whys", but he had no clue. It was as if he was standing at an intersection, an intersection where it was completely sealed off on all sides, and there was no way out.
Gradually, Huan changed due to the manic aura outside his body. The breath is still manic, but it is also developing in the direction of fragmentation. This breath seems to be the representative of Huan Yin's thoughts, and their gradual fragmentation represents that Huan Yin's thinking is collapsing little by little because of the irreconcilable contradictions......
Almost all the Dharma Bodies here had a look of disappointment on their faces. There are many of them, and there are regrets in the midst of disappointment. Especially the Dharma Body that communicated with Huan Yin the most, and there was still pain in his eyes when he looked at Huan Yin now, as if it was not only Huan Yin who had failed, but also himself.
"It's over......" That's what almost all the Dharmakaya think.
Although they hadn't seen real people, they were transformed by the remnants of the Eastern Emperor Taiyi after all. They all know very well how the remnant thought was born.
And there is a kind of residual thought, that is, because the contradiction in the heart of the Eastern Emperor Taiyi is too deep, so the thoughts of the Eastern Emperor Taiyi are gradually broken and become countless residual thoughts......
If a person's thoughts become countless residual thoughts, it will be a terrible thing. Because the generation of residual thoughts represents the collapse of a person's mind and the collapse of the mind. And once such a collapse occurs, a normal person will become a person with unsound thinking, to put it more colloquially, that is, become a dementia.
Such changes can sometimes be reversed. For example, if this person is resolute and not very attached to the source of the collapse, it will be much easier to reverse the change.
In order to seek the truth, the Eastern Emperor Taiyi also experienced many ideological collapses. This is also the origin of many remnants in this world. However, back then, Donghuang Taiyi made up his mind to believe in the truth, so in his heart, no matter how deep the contradiction was, it could not match the belief in the truth. In addition, his heart is really resolute, so he has succeeded again and again and gradually recovered after the collapse.
Of course, every collapse until the recovery takes a lot of time from the Eastern Emperor Taiyi. The Eastern Emperor Taiyi has been in retreat here for nearly a million years, and this factor cannot be ignored.
Now Huan Yin, his state is obviously developing in the direction of mental collapse. And once Huan Yin's mind collapses, he will have countless residual thoughts. As for himself, he will completely lose himself because of the collapse of his mind.
If the situation is good, once Huan Yin's mind collapses, maybe in another thousands or even tens of thousands of years, Huan Yin's thinking can be reorganized, and he can recover. However, if the situation is not very optimistic, maybe Huan Yin will exist here in the form of residual thoughts from now on, from a real person to an existence that is no different from the beings here.
And judging from Huanyin's current appearance, his situation is obviously not very good. Because the contradictions in his heart are too deep, and he has no intention of truly believing in the so-called truth, and he has not strengthened this belief, even if his heart is resolute and extraordinary, if his mind collapses and wants to restore, it is difficult to ......
The most important thing is whether Huan Yin can recover after the collapse or not. Even if he could, it would be at least thousands of years later, and his plan to regain control of the Heavenly Realm and establish order would definitely come to naught.
time, and soon another five full months passed. So, since Huan Yin began to think about the contradictory question, half a year has passed.
In the past six months, Huan Yin has wanted to figure out this problem countless times and want to let his thoughts flow freely. But he failed in all of them. Failure, on the other hand, is a step by step abyss......
On this day, Huan was already chaotic because of the aura around him. Moreover, these breaths could not be fused together at all, and became countless fragments, as if they were not a person's thoughts at all.
The Dharma Body that communicated with Huan Yin the most glanced at Huan Yin, and finally lowered his head with a bitter face.
At this point, he knew that Huan Yin was hopeless. As a remnant thought, he is too clear about the birth of the remnant thought, and the state of Huan Cause has entered a state of irreversible collapse.
"Well, I hope we'll see each other again in 10,000 years. With a heavy sigh, the Dharma Body closed its eyes and never looked at Huan Yin again.
At the same time, all the Dharma bodies around him slowly closed their eyes, and they no longer looked at Huan Yin even half of their eyes.
Huan Yin, he is still in his own world. But by this time, his world had been completely shattered, as if it had been turned into countless mirrors, and even he didn't know which one he belonged to. He didn't even know that his world had collapsed, that he was supposed to be a whole person, that he should have a complete mind.
The ego is gone. For the current Huan Yin, there is only one difference between him and people whose thoughts have completely collapsed, that is, Huan Yin's broken thoughts have not yet turned into residual thoughts, they have not become independent, and they still belong to him.
However, it is only a matter of time before these thoughts that cannot be organized will be turned into independent residual thoughts, separated from Huan Yin's body, and even declared an army to replace Huan Yin.
Huan has cultivated all his life, faced countless hardships and obstacles, never gave up, and never lost. A man who has won last in his life, this time he did not give up, but in the face of the truth, he finally lost......
If Huan Yin loses, the people of the Heavenly Dao will lose, and the entire Heavenly Realm will also lose......
"Boom!" Finally, Huan Yin's entire world completely collapsed, and his thought, which had long been shattered, fell apart, and turned into a remnant thought......