Fourteen years later, we have finally lost all the love we had idealized
Today is January 23, 2019, which is a very special day.
In 2005, that is, 14 years ago, when Da Fei had not yet become a soldier, the TV series of Sword and Fairy Legend was officially broadcast.
And twenty-three years have passed since the official release of the Legend of Sword and Fairy game.
Recently, in order to write this plot, which some people say is a copy of the plot, I went to play the game again and watched the previous drama.
Listening to the theme song and seeing the stills of Li Xiaoyao and Zhao Linger, I couldn't help but want to cry.
I replayed the game countless times, but once it came to the plot of Lin Yueru being stoned to death, I didn't dare to play it anymore.
Sword and Fairy is simply the most exciting and heart-wrenching love story for us when we were children.
It is also the first time that we realize how unhappy this hero named "Xiaoyao" is.
How popular was the fairy sword at that time?
The boys who play the game are not tired of staying up all night, because they have a heroic dream.
Dapeng said that the boys at the same table would popularize the progress of his game every day, and where did he hit today, he bought a gold hairpin for Ling'er.
From physical education to Chinese class, from class to class.
When it comes to fight scenes, he will poke her with his hand, as if he is a swordsman, and it hurts.
As they grew up, that passion didn't change.
So far, there are more than 24 million posts on the Tieba of Sword and Fairy, and every few minutes, someone is analyzing the map and updating the guide.
The game speedrun held by the fairy fans themselves to see who clears the fastest has been held for the ninth time, and each award is very grand.
And the girls who watch the TV series have one more carefree brother.
In the stationery store on campus, all posters, stickers, and cards about fairy swords are selling fast.
has been fourteen years, and the Weibo topic mentions "first love face", and the scene of Hu Ge flying and suddenly smiling in the TV series is indispensable.
In the TV series, the protagonists once had a promise to meet again in ten years.
It's been fourteen years now, and the agreement has long been overdue, but there are still many people waiting.
Clicking on the video of the fairy sword, as soon as there is a picture of three people in the same frame, the debate about whether Li Xiaoyao loves Zhao Linger or Lin Yueru still hasn't stopped.
To be honest, except for Xianjian Yi, I have never seen a love story that can make so many people emotional for so long, year after year.
But when I re-watched it fourteen years later, I realized that it was not just a love story.
Growth means inevitable loss.
This truth, Fairy Sword has long told us in the most cruel way.
Looking back now, Fairy Sword is particularly like a group of children's early love stories.
Of those people who love in Sword and Fairy, there is always one who is you.
Li Xiaoyao is nineteen years old, and Lin Yueru is eighteen years old. And Zhao Ling'er, the goddess in the hearts of countless players, has just turned sixteen.
She was almost the purest heroine of that era.
has lived on the island with her grandmother since she was a child, and Li Xiaoyao secretly saw her taking a bath, and angrily slashed him with a few thunders.
But as soon as he knew that Li Xiaoyao was asking for medicine to save his aunt, he forgave him.
The kiss between her and Li Xiaoyao in the closet, many people will be moved when they see it now.
At an age when we have never been in love, the first pair of CPs we have chased may be the young Li Xiaoyao and Zhao Ling'er.
However, after meeting Li Xiaoyao, Zhao Linger did not have a good life.
He became her husband, but he was cast with Forget Worries Gu and forgot everything.
She was killed, kidnapped, and imprisoned. There was another girl next to him who liked him.
He swore that he would never leave you alone.
But it wasn't long before she showed her snake tail.
Li Xiaoyao didn't recognize her, shouted "Demon!", and rushed over with his sword in his hand, wanting to kill her.
After that, she never seemed to live for herself again.
She is a princess, and the responsibilities of the country and the people have been overloaded, and she has to be responsible for more people.
Then we watched her go to her death step by step: return to China, pray for rain at the altar, let the black and white seedlings return to peace, fight the Moon Worship Master, and fight the Water Demon Beast.
We also briefly thought she would survive.
She rose from the water and looked fine.
Li Xiaoyao happily hugged her and talked about his expectations for the child: "It's best to have eyes like you and nose like me." ”
As a result, she didn't take a few steps before she was bleeding and collapsed into his arms.
"Is it just to say these words to me that you are breathing?"
The TV series is tragic enough.
But for gamers, it was even harder to accept in the era when there were no raiders more than two decades ago.
They all took the blame on themselves, and no one dared to believe such an uncomfortable result.
One boy spent three months using indos98's computer to frantically look up remedies on the Internet: "If I had all the props, she wouldn't have died!"
There was also a boy who was stunned for half an hour in front of the screen before he realized that this girl in blue was so important to him.
Later, I cried all night, and finally understood what it means to "last forever and sometimes end, and this hatred lasts forever".
It's sad to tell you that that boy was me back then.
Zhao Linger said in the decisive battle before his death that what should be faced must be faced.
I thought she was stupid before, but then I slowly understood that this is no different from life.
Your family will leave, your lover will forget you, and you are destined to take responsibility...... There is no other way but to face it.
Life is destined to have many, many important things, and you can't escape it.
So I could only go back to the beginning of everything countless times: "My name is Zhao Ling'er, what about you? You promised me to take me to the market in the future, Lagou!"
I remember in the first few years, many people didn't like Lin Yueru.
The daughter of a rich family, rude and capricious, not as beautiful as Ling'er, and she has to be unrequited.
But fourteen years later, many people have become Lin Yueru.
In the TV series, Ahsan's "It's Been Quiet" has almost become Lin Yueru's character song: "It's obviously a movie for three people, but I can't have a name." ”
In the TV series, Li Xiaoyao wanted to use dandelions to please Ling'er, and Lin Yueru helped whip her in the back.
He was smiling on his face, but he looked a little pitiful.
Li Xiaoyao rescued Ling'er in the Lock Demon Tower, and after recovering his memory, he hugged each other and said that we would never be separated.
As a result, when she turned around and saw Lin Yueru, she waved her hand and said, I'm ...... I'm fine.
Then the tower was about to collapse, and she opened her eyes and looked at them, and pushed them out with all her might, and she was buried inside, only a string of bells remained.
At that time, many people cried so much that they couldn't look like adults.
She was with Li Xiaoyao for the longest time, but she died the earliest.
Their previous agreement was to eat and play until they were old.
In the end, there is only one sentence left, I can't believe that I am so old.
In the game, many players can't believe she's dead and stand next to her corpse in a broken heart, trying to use the resurrection potion in their equipment on her.
But she couldn't be selected at all, she was no longer in the team.
She also gave Li Xiaoyao a dream, saying, Brother Li, will I take you to see my mother.
Li Xiaoyao said impatiently, alas, I'm tired, next time.
And she said, "Okay, and it's gone."
I really want to rush into the game and beat Li Xiaoyao up.
When he woke up and thought of Yueru, his first reaction was that she wouldn't miss it.
But I didn't know that a girl told him in a dream that she was going to see her mother, which was goodbye.
When I was young, I didn't know what love was.
Later, I learned that you will always experience such a time: watching the person you like hold someone's hand.
One of Dapeng's best friends said that when she was a child, she didn't know what to give.
Many years later, she met her first love, and she turned out to be a person who was desperate for love, "As long as he is happy, I am willing to sacrifice and be wronged." ”
Later, he was split in an almost humiliating way, and he suddenly remembered Lin Yueru.
Most people have been like her, without a name in love.
is not a descendant of Nuwa, nor is it like a goddess, in front of that specific object, I only feel that I am ordinary.
A person who is usually sharp and noisy prefers to be very quiet, even if he is heartbroken, he has to hold back and not cry too ugly.
The hardest thing about love is not to have, but to let go.
When I was a child, I watched fairy swords, and I liked the fantasy and slapstick in it.
When I grew up, I realized how heart-wrenching this show looked.
Li Xiaoyao called this name in vain, and he will never live freely.
Lin Yueru gave everything and died for him, Zhao Linger suffered a lot and died for the people in the world, Tang Yu and Anu in the play turned into winged birds and left, Liu Jinyuan and Jiujian Immortal died for love and righteousness.
Friendship, family affection, love, in the end are empty, only the back of him holding the child.
A reader counted the entire drama and found that there were only three episodes of the days when everyone was present and all the joys were pure.
In these three episodes, they made a lot of vows together: I, Li Xiaoyao, want to be the number one hero in the world, I want to hoe the strong and help the weak, and I want to leave my name in history!
I, Lin Yueru, want to make Lin Jiabao the number one gang in the world, I am the female gang leader, and then compete with this rotten egg for the first place!
I, Zhao Ling'er, want to make all the people of Nanzhao happy forever!
I, Tang Yu, want to be as loyal and courageous as my stepfather to defend the country!
I, Anu, want to be happy every day and eat every day!
"Let's say goodbye today, let's see each other in ten years!"
Then they found that none of their wishes had been fulfilled.
Growth may be like this, not afraid of anything, dare to chase anything, and then destined to hit reality.
Those innocent and beautiful things are the ones you will eventually lose, but at the same time they are the best things you have ever had.
But you never know how deeply this story affects us.
Dapeng told me that because of Xianjian Yi, she began to cherish every day in love as the last day, and as for the result, it is not for anyone to decide.
One of my brothers, his view of love is still Li Yao-style, simple, pure, desperate, in love, never want to benefit.
They are now very careful with the girls in the fairy sword.
Replay the game, I don't dare to fight the water monster, because as soon as I hit it, Zhao Ling'er will use my life to seal it.
In front of Lin Yueru's dying, I put on her the best equipment, looked at her again, and sent her off again.
Fourteen years later, we finally understand that growing up is the process of loss.
The sentence "Victory and defeat are a common thing in soldiers" after being killed in the fairy sword game is our life.
We'll never have the chance to do it all over again, like heroes.
But we can always try to get back to the beginning - a gourd, a scroll, a sword.
There are new stories, and there are old memories.
Those memories that are desperate and unbridled are the best things we have ever received.
To all fairy sword fans
PS: Please don't like this plot and the big of non-fairy sword fans, give Da Fei a little tolerance, please give us fairy sword fans a little space to remember.
This plot may be a bit long, but along the way, Da Fei is trying his best to make up for his regrets, which are the regrets of fairy sword fans.
This fairy sword plot, I'm not against everyone watching pirated versions, but please stop complaining that Da Fei writes too long, let me finish it, okay?
Da Fei thanked him.