Chapter 2 Choice
The blade was as fast as lightning, caught off guard, but stopped at a distance of less than an inch from the neck, and pressed downward,
Cheng Lian'an's collarbone hurt, as if he had been struck by lightning, he sat on the ground and said in a trembling voice: "Chitose...... What does that mean?"
Chang Sihao said: "If someone else is me, you are already dead," Cheng Lianan was stunned, Chang Sihao took back the knife and said: "You are a fool now, you don't understand,"
Cheng Lian'an couldn't answer in a hurry, Chang Sihao said: "The housework of the royal brother, he Guo Shu Ronghua has to avoid it, and you little eunuch should know," Cheng Lian'an was full of surprise: "This ......" Chang Sihao didn't give him room to think, and shook the vial of the antidote between his two fingers: "Who gave you this antidote to 'Qin Huai Nuan Drunk'," Cheng Lianan said: "It's the third gear head,"
Chang Sihao's nostrils snorted lightly: "He taught you to preside over this matter today, right," Cheng Lian'an nodded hurriedly: "He said that I can stand alone now, just take this opportunity to ......" Speaking of this, his eyes froze, and he was speechless, Chang Sihao squatted down and stared at him:" You are Feng Bao's righteous son, he was arranged to Dongchang, his identity is naturally different from others, people work hard, how much hard work has been made to sit in the position of the master, but what about you, you only need to stay idle for a few years with this identity, you can be lifted up and ride on their heads, you say that people are not happy,"
Cheng Lian'an's immature face was cloudy, sweat slowly seeped out from the corners of his forehead, Chang Sihao slapped his head with a big hand: "Answer me, I'm not happy," Cheng Lian'an was caught off guard by him, his body shrank, and he subconsciously replied: "Open, no...... unhappy," Chang Sihao glared at him: "It's easy for me to kill you, you can use a knife, pat you so lightly, you can die violently in two hours, believe it or not," Cheng Lianan shrank away from his demonstration hand, and said timidly: "Believe, I believe,"
Chang Sihao said: "You don't know martial arts, your brain is stupid, why stay in a place like Dongchang, they want to kill you, it's like pinching an ant to death, just too lazy to do it yourself, do you know," Cheng Lian'an Yang resisted and said: "I am the righteous son of Gonggong Feng, who dares to touch me," Chang Sihao's big hand slapped on his head: "Not stupid, not stupid, talk to me and dare to say that you are not stupid, stupid or not, you are not stupid," Cheng Lianan grinned in pain, sat back on the ground with his head in his hands, and shrank into a ball, and said: " Stupid, stupid, I'm stupid, the minion doesn't dare,"
When he was dodging, the items in his arms were scattered, making a crackling sound, in addition to a few pieces of scattered silver, as well as his family heirloom carved dragon jade pendant, Chang Sihao stopped the volley, bent down and rubbed it in his hand, and said coldly: "The eunuch wants to adopt a son, as long as the power is in hand, there can be fewer people who want to recognize him as a godfather, what's so strange about you dead, let alone you, even if he Feng Bao dies today, it will be pulled down and buried on the spot, and no one will take a second look at his corpse," said and threw the jade pendant back on him,
Cheng Lian'an grabbed the jade pendant in his hand, he couldn't bear it, his lips trembled, and the edges of his fingers gradually turned white.
Chang Sihao stood up and asked, "Silly Er, how is your body?"
Li Shuangji leaned against the box with his chest, and replied hurriedly when he called: "It's okay, I'm strong,"
Chang Sihao asked, "Do you know who I am?"
Li Shuangji fell to the ground with a thud and replied loudly: "I know,"
Chang Sihao asked: "You know, who am I,"
Li Shuangji said: "Before sending us out, the horse dog people have already made it public, saying that our big boss is the young master of the Qin family in Shanxi, and you are the brother-in-law of the big dong family, so naturally it is Chang Sihao who killed the Tartar in Datong, Chang Ye, you are a famous person, Mr. Liang sings with you in the play, how can I not know,"
Chang Sihao felt a little funny when he saw his eyes wide open and solemn, and threw the wave chopping knife to him and said, "Guard here," After speaking, he gently hugged Qin Ziyin with his neck and knees, and beckoned Cheng Lian'an to follow him out of the flower hall through the back door.
When he came to the bedroom, he placed Qin Ziyin on the bed and covered the quilt, retreated to the outer room, brought a chair and motioned for Cheng Lian'an to sit down, and said, "Do you know why I discipline you," Cheng Lian followed quietly all the way, his mood was obviously much calmer than just now, and his eyes rolled bonelessly: "It must have something to do with my father,"
Chang Sihao leaned against the corner of the table and looked down at him, hugged his shoulders coldly and said, "Do you mean Feng Bao?"
Cheng Lianan hurriedly said: "No, it's my biological father,"
Chang Sihao said: "It turns out that you still think that Lord Cheng is your biological father,"
Cheng Lianan raised his eyes: "My father-in-law has already told the slave about Chitose and his father, Chitose is loyal to the people, and the slave is grateful to be grateful,"
There was silence in the room,
Chang Sihao looked at him and said, "What are your plans?"
Cheng Lianan bowed his head and was silent for a while, and said, "I don't have a plan, I ...... I just want to live,"
His head was raised again, and his face was a kind of deathly indifference: "I know what you want to say, but you are wrong, you don't understand me at all,"
His gaze turned low, and the emotions in his eyes were complicated,
It's complicated like a child,
But Chang Sihao understood,
,, I just want to live,
He has no relatives, no friends, no martial arts, only one life, a mouth that needs food, he needs a position, a place that belongs to him, a place where he can live,
Survival doesn't need to be naïve,
The father-in-law can provide everything he needs, but how can a man give food to others?
Sooner or later, people will have to fend for themselves,
In an instant, Chang Sihao seemed to see the low and dilapidated butcher shop in his hometown, the chopping board that had been chopped up with a knife, the shiny black iron hook with the meat, and the pair of equally shiny stepfather's eyes.
He almost wanted to say it out of his mouth and tell Cheng Lianan: "I understand you," but these three words came out, but I was afraid that Cheng Lianan might not understand, understand but not necessarily believe, believe but not necessarily admit it,
Even if you have the same experience and similar mindset, you may not have similar thoughts.
This indescribable feeling caused him to fall into silence for a long time, and he suddenly felt that he did not know how to communicate with this child, and all words seemed weak and powerless at this moment.
After a long pause, he said, "Let's leave the East Factory,"
Cheng Lian'an asked, "Why do you want to leave?"
Chang Sihao asked rhetorically: "What's so good about the East Factory?"
Cheng Lianan raised his eyes: "What's wrong with the East Factory,"
Chang Sihao's chest rose with anger: "How can you not distinguish between right and wrong, Dongchang is a devil's cave, a devil's cave that the people of the world hate,"
Cheng Lianan sneered disdainfully,
The voice was as calm as water: "If the East Factory is a devil's cave, then where in the world is not the East Factory,"
Chang Sihao's body was shocked, his eyes were straight, and the world in his ears was steep and quiet.
I think that the political circles in this world are dark, the officialdom is overturned, the generals and ink officials are corrupt and corrupt, the ministers who can govern the world return home, the intrigue in the martial arts, the day and night fighting inside and outside the rivers and lakes, the businessmen make profits and come up with strange schemes, and the monks compete with each other for the Bodhisattva, which place is not a devil's cave, which place is not a devil, this world is hell, but people mistakenly regard this place as home.
,,Where in the world is not the East Factory,
Maybe this sentence was put aside for half a year, or even three months ago, and I would have disdained it when I heard it, but now, it's very different.
Cheng Lian'an said: "When I come to Jingshi, I must integrate here, from the moment I attack myself, I can't turn back,"
Chang Sihao looked at his eyes, and suddenly saw him sitting in the empty room with his bare little body, looking down at the appearance of a knife, his heart throbbed violently, and his fingertips trembled slightly.
Cheng Lianan continued: "Actually, Guo Shu Ronghua is right, the word Dongchang is just a signboard hanging on the door, and it is people who really run it."
His gaze slowly turned to Chang Sihao's face, and his voice was calm and clear: "These people can be Guo Shu Ronghua, Cao Xiangfei, Zeng Shiquan, or you or me, isn't it?"
This gaze is so clear, firm, and bright, like the sunshine cruising at the bottom of the stream, that for a moment Chang Sihao has an illusion of being conquered, and he vaguely understands his different ambitions.
Cheng Lianan stood up, took out the carved dragon jade pendant from his arms, glanced at it, and gently placed it on the table.
"Everyone has their own life, this jade pendant is meaningless to me, so I will give it to Chitose and leave a souvenir,"
He turned around and walked to the door, lifted the cotton curtain, looked back slightly, and said, "I am my father's son, no matter when, it is, but, he is him, I am me,"
"The minions are retired,"
The cotton curtain hangs, and the house is less dark,
Chang Sihao was silent speechless, slowly reached out and picked up the jade pendant, the faint warmth left on it made his fingertips jump slightly, and in an instant, time turned around, and the yellow sand and sunlight were dazzling, as if what he touched was Lord Cheng's cold flesh and blood.
His mind is in turmoil, his mind cannot,
When they returned to the front yard, Cheng Lianan and Zeng Shiquan had already taken people away, the gongs and drums were still continuing, and the drama had changed on the stage.
He summoned Gu Siyi and asked her to arrange someone to take care of Qin Ziyin, and take proper care of the four black-clothed warriors, and find a doctor to check on Li Shuangji's injuries.
He took out the brocade bag that was hung around his neck again, gently rubbed and examined, the white dragon embroidered on the beige brocade bag was still as agile as life, with the support of the jade pendant, the familiar touch of the cloth made his heart ache faintly, he remembered Ah Yao's shyness when he handed this brocade in his hand, and also remembered the pity of her being whipped under Qin Juexiang's horse; remembered her concern for her warm clothes, and also remembered the metaphor of the heart cup catching the rain; remembered the vastness of the wind and snow in Heng Mountain, and remembered the loneliness of her farewell at the foot of the mountain,
He really wanted to wake up Qin Ziyin and ask who the dead maid was, but he couldn't bear it, was uneasy, and didn't dare.
He was afraid that the relics in his hands at this moment would change from one to two.
It turns out that the world is really impermanent, and when they are separated, they are smiling, maybe they have become a tragedy when they look back, and they always think that they can meet again next time, but that turn may become the wrong shoulder of the two in their lives.
He sat quietly like this, with bursts of joy around him, and bursts of shadows, until the room was quiet, and the movement disappeared, and a chill approached, only to find that the sunlight had receded from the entrance of the hall to the front of the steps,
Looking around, there are only plates, cups and plates left in the hall, the stage is withdrawn, and the people are scattered at the end of the song.
A warm coat falls on the shoulder,
Chang Sihao took the bag into his arms, let out a long breath, closed his eyes and lowered his head and pinched between his eyes, and said slowly: "Sister, where is Jin Wu,"
"Let's go out and see off the guests,"
Chang Sihao: "Oh," his fingers turned to rub his forehead,
"They said goodbye to you, and you turned a deaf ear, as if there was something sad, and no one dared to be alarmed,"
"Goodbye ......"
When Chang Sihao heard these two words, his eyelids widened slightly, and a figure waving at the foot of the mountain appeared in front of him, and tears suddenly drowned his eyes.
He hurriedly closed his eyes, took a moment, and said, "Sister, did I tell you about Ah Yao, she is my sister-in-law,"
"I know," the voice behind him was soft,
Chang Sihao said: "I knew her at the beginning and thought she was very pitiful, but then I ...... I think she is very considerate and warm, she is delicate, not as amazing as Yin'er, but like a rabbit lost in the mountains, people want to take care of her and take care of her when they see her."
"You...... I like her very much,"
"Like, no, no, she's like my own sister......"
His gaze suddenly became blank: "I can't say it...... How could I......"
Dressed in clothes, two arms stretched out from behind, put around Chang Sihao's neck, and a fragrance came from the slight itching of his ears and temples: "When you find her back and find a good life, you can take her in,"
Chang Sihao was suddenly startled, raised his eyes sharply, and saw Liu Jinwu and Gu Siyi talking and laughing and pacing back from the courtyard.
The woman behind her smiled lightly and coldly: "Do you feel better, Xianggong,"