【Commentary 126】Chapter 6 Understand Me

People looked up at the ship, their eyes were fixed, and they all lost their expressions.

"Anti-...... It's the other way around......" Zeng Shiquan first woke up, and said with a twisted eyebrow: "Duke, look at what he said, what he is talking about, what is he ......?"

Guo Shu Ronghua stretched out his hand to intercept it,

He didn't look back and said, "."

Chang Sihao said: "Since the Governor agrees, he must also know what to do. ”

Guo Shuronghua's chin was slightly raised, and his eyes fell into the night like a kite: "The river under your feet has been going east for thousands of years, and there is no dispute about it, and I also hope that the world can be as simple as it." ”

Chang Sihao's eyes narrowed, and he crossed over his shoulder: "There is no fish to fight in blood, I think someone should understand now that he came to the wrong place." ”

"I wasn't wrong. ”

The eldest grandson raised his head and said, "There are no fish in the net, but there should be me in the pool of blood." ”

"Big brother. Himeno pistol clamped his left armpit and stretched out his right hand to him,

The eldest grandson smiled and shook his arms with him, looked at each other, stood up with strength, and sighed: "When I fish, I often keep the big and let go of the small, and after a long time, I can't help but push myself and others, but I forget that this is just my own habit, and it is not in line with other people's justice." [Xianmo: Reasonableness and fairness are two different things, Dongchang most often faces this judgment and makes this choice most often,]

Himenodaira marked his eyes: "People are swordsmen, I am fish and meat, who will be fair to fish." ”

"Amitabha, the words of the pavilion master are very true. "The man on the hill said: "However, the pavilion master has ever thought that the knife is not fair with the fish, and the person and the knife are also unfair [Xianmo: Dongchang is the knife of the country, but there is a knife without a sheath,] [Xianmo 2: The scabbard is on Xiao Guo's waist,], everyone has their own justice, and they also have their own difficulties, and please be considerate. ”

"Fart. Himenopi was about to pick him up with a shot, when he suddenly felt a shadow of clothes flying very closely, like a pigeon fluttering its wings, and at the same time a puff of red smoke hit his face, and he exclaimed: "Xiao Fang, what are you doing." Fang Zhennuo took two steps back and leaned towards the shipbuilding: "Second brother, don't panic, you have just hit my 'Cold Mountain Dawn', and although you will be cold and unable to move in the future, your life will be fine, if you are lucky with real power, it will be difficult to say." ”

Xiao Jinshiyue was a little far behind, but Yan Linyuan, Yan Shumei and Eldest Sun Xiaochi were beside Himehira, and they were all in the range of red smoke just now, stretching out their sleeves to cover up while observing their bodies, feeling a faint aroma in their nostrils, obviously holding their breath a little later, they had already inhaled the poison into their bodies, and the chill hit, it seemed that the poison had begun to attack,

Himenodaira didn't believe it in his heart, and rushed forward, his body suddenly lost his strength, and his knees seemed to have the weight of a barrel, and they stuck to the deck, making a muffled sound,

He raised his face suddenly, almost widening the corners of his eyes: "Xiao Fang, you actually betrayed me at this time." ”

Fang Zhennuo retreated and said, "Do you still need me to betray you?" ”

Himenodaira said angrily with a gun: "You dare to say that it is not. ”

Fang Zhennuo chuckled: "You are a person, you have been spoiled by Yan Lao since you were a child, you have always had your own set in your bones, how have you ever put others in your eyes, after the strategic eastward shift, the water outposts around Junshan have turned and withdrawn, and the isolated island has long become a Jedi [Xian Mo: Therefore, the former Wendong Factory poked the "water blisters" around it easily, and this article was written as if it was embroidered shoes for his daughter, the front hook and the back sewn, the big needles and small needles were strong, laughing,], but you didn't listen to my advice, you had to bring everyone to the funeral, and now you have fallen into this field, and it is not your own fault. ”

Ji Yeping said in disbelief: "How does Old You treat you, you know for yourself, death and life are big things, and you and I should take the last trip to his old man's house, you even have to care about this, how can you be so ruthless and unjust." ”

Fang Zhennuo's face fell, and his voice was a little cold: "Pulling us to die with You Lao is affectionate and righteous." ”

One sentence made Himeno Ping's gaze suddenly empty, as if he looked inward into the skull, and saw the gunsmoke, corpses and wreckage boats behind his head,

"Wake up. Fang Zhennuo said coldly: "Your so-called affection is just a generous gesture to others, joking with other people's lives, Hou Ye said it well, it doesn't matter what this country is, the person we really love is only ourselves, and the only thing worth cherishing in this world is life, I'm afraid you don't understand it [Xianmo: Mo Daoshan is as dangerous as people's hearts, Xiao Fang is really saving Xiao Chang,], in fact, you and I both know that what punishment for corruption and evil is just shouted to others, and the land that has been divided will be taken back sooner or later. Xianmo: This mouth is fanned well, and the local tyrants divide the fields, where is the land now? In fact, there is nothing in this world for the heavens, and there is no benevolence, righteousness, etiquette, and some are just wins and losses, no one can say anything for the country and the people, only if you live well, everything else is meaningful, and it is not meaningful to say how much it is, Himenopira, don't say that with your martial arts, you can't beat the Dugong at all, even if you can win him, you can't beat these strong bows and crossbows on the periphery, Fire guns and cannons, even if you can escape, in the world of this person's mind, you can no longer find people who can rebel together, and now you have won my 'cold mountain dawn' [Xian Mo: The cold mountains on the river have dawned, and the frost on the lakeside is red in October, but there are three points of pride, Lenin is Lennon from now on, an anti-war feeling, but written in compromise, betrayal, and poison, what is the author's intention, nothing more than "my sweetness, his poison" Also, goodbye, red October, now, it's time to take advantage of the dawn of the open sea, take advantage of the east wind of Xiao Guo, and board the cold mountain, [Xian Mo Er: "People ask the cold mountain road, the cold mountain road is not passable. "Although there is a bright light at the beginning of the dawn, the road in front of Xiao Fang is still difficult, the author writes Xiao Guo, Ming uses Sanskrit poems, writes Xiao Fang, hides the cold mountain meaning, inserts the fun, but also sets the realm of the two,], and then struggle is in vain, if you confess the guilt and the law, the Hou Ye and the Duke are reasonable people, and they will speak for you in front of the emperor in the future, if not, you think about it yourself. ”

After a short silence, Himenodairi suddenly burst out laughing,

He nodded lightly and said: "It's good to be a man, it's painful to be a fish, if you can't do both, and you can't change the way of the world, then why not make a knife, Xiao Fang, that's what you think." [Xianmo: This is not sincere]

He stared at Fang Zhennuo, but he didn't have the intention of seeking some kind of answer [Xian Mo: This is where the author secretly revealed the truth, Himenopairi was "silent for a short time" just now, because he understood Xiao Fang's meaning (he thought through the words on Funajima before the war), so at this time, he didn't take this road himself, but he must ask Xiao Fang to leave the blood of the Juhao people, so he "didn't have the intention of seeking an answer" at this time, because he was cooperating and telling lies,]," Xiao Fang, you have always been smarter than me, on this road, I dare not say that you chose the wrong one, I grew up in this river, like a big carp, I never thought of turning into a dragon in this life, the thorns in this body are not for the throat of the card whom, but to support their backbone, now, the fish are dead, the net is not broken, this boat has become my board, but I feel that I am not wrong, everyone is not wrong, we can not turn this world upside down, only turn ourselves upside down, but, there is this wind and water, this life is worth it. "Where the fingers are loose, the steel chain cracks, and the gun "clicks" to the ground.

"Come on. ”

He suddenly shouted, and his eyes turned to the shipbuilding: "The surname Chang, I stabbed you with a shot, and I will return you with a sword today, while Ji Ye's head is still there, you can come down and take it." ”

Hu Feng and He Xi flew over to protect him and shouted, "What stupid things are you talking about." ”

Chu Yuan also took a few steps forward with Kang Huai in his hand, protecting them behind,

Zeng Shiquan let out a sneer, raised his hand, and the crossbowman took aim at the same time when he saw this, and he asked: "Duke, these people are determined to resist to the end, it is better to correct the law on the spot." ”

There was a sound of metal friction behind the "hiss......", and he turned his head suddenly, Chang Sihao's face on the ship's floor was as black as iron, and ten miles of time were slowly coming out of the sheath.

Qin Juexiang called in a low voice: "Master Hou......" [Xianmo: Don't call the eldest brother, it is the person who learns from the mountain, and reminds him with his identity,]

Chang Sihao squinted his eyes and looked down, Hu Feng, He Xi, Yan Linyuan's father and daughter, and Chu Yuan, the five people gathered around the eldest grandson Xiaochi and Ji Yeping, the blood fluttering in the wind was like a flame flying through a charcoal gap, and a little farther behind, a figure as white as the moon confused the bright line on the river waves,

He pondered, shook off Qin Jue's hand, pressed the railing, and fell off the deck with his floating legs.

Facing his burning gaze, Guo Shu Ronghua seemed to see that some kind of unexpected, deliberately avoided, but irresistible tide was surging towards him, and said in an empty voice: "Master Hou has something to say to me." ”

Chang Sihao didn't answer, raised his left hand, gently untied the button under his neck, and shook his hand, and the big air was lifted into the windy sky.

Then he threw the sword into the air, retracted his hands into his sleeves, stretched out from between the collars, his clothes faded, and he draped over his crotch, and then reached out and grabbed the hilt of the sword falling in the air, shook his wrist with the momentum, pointed the tip of the sword forward, and said: "My words have already been said." ”

The light of hundreds of torches condensed into beads at the tip of the sword, flowing down the blade line, brightening his half-naked posture, and the tight white bandage wrapped his waist around a kind of cement-like toughness, lining the two chest muscles thicker and wider, just now this action and posture were so familiar, Zeng Shiquan couldn't help but sink, feeling that the two figures in front of him, one black and one white, one fat and one thin, were staggered and overlapped, so incongruous, and to some extent amazingly consistent, [ Xianmo: It's the memory of the thirteen mothers, what the sword family wants is success, not a last resort, you can't be a martyr without need, Sister Shuang is the most chivalrous person in the third part, and Xiao Chang's actions here are consistent with her actions when she died in the war, it is the author who hints that Xiao Chang came out of the sword family's thoughts, regained chivalrous feelings, and wanted to "although tens of millions of people have gone to me",]

Guo Shu Ronghua's voice was a little hoarse: "Bliss can not be created by dreams, there is no suffering and no world, many things, Ronghua asks himself more heartache than Hou Ye, after getting along for so long, I believe that Hou Ye also has his own discernment in his heart about what Rong Hua has done." ”

Chang Sihao: "I have." ”

Guo Shu Ronghua looked at him, his eyebrows trembled slightly, like a light cloud that did not want to be blown away by the wind, and underneath, the pair of streamer eyes seemed to be covered by this light cloud, covered with thin shadows, and in the shadows was a kind of mournful expectation, such as under the clear stream, longing for the sun, and afraid of the stinging stone moss when the sun shines.

Fang Zhennuo realized the strangeness of the situation, and involuntarily retreated sideways,

Chang Sihao said: "Not only do I have discernment, but I believe that people in the world also have their own discernment." ”

Guo Shu Ronghua said: "It's not them that Ronghua wants to hear. ”

"So my opinion is so important to you. Chang Sihao narrowed his eyes: "Okay, then I'll tell you." ”

"You are a, hypocritical. ”

While saying this, he met Guo Shu Ronghua's gaze and slowly took a step forward,

Zeng Shiquan was caught in the middle of it and didn't know what to do, looked at Chang Sihao, and looked back again, Guo Shuronghua didn't speak, but anyone could see that his eyes were talking, these words had no sound, no shadow, could not be described, and it was difficult to complete, only let people see it, and they gave birth to a kind of sadness, a kind of pain, and a kind of grievance in the bottom of their hearts.

Zeng Shiquan suddenly seemed to see someone,

At that time, she was still a teenager in the village, and she was also in Cardamom Fangling, with the same poor family background and the same hazy good feelings......

At that time, I enjoyed the most time digging wild vegetables and picking beans with her.

That day, the weather was fine and the sun was dazzling, two people passed through a sunflower field with a small shovel and a basket of wild vegetables, looking at her red face, they suddenly moved, took her hand, and wanted to kiss her...... She was very shy, but she didn't refuse, just when they closed their eyes to each other and their lips were about to fit, they were shocked by a burst of laughter. "He Ye He Ye loves little birds, I didn't borrow them everywhere, borrow them for me to touch, don't borrow them, don't borrow them, I don't borrow them......"

These slips of the tongue are made up for them specifically for teasing girls, and every time the person teasing is different, they change their names, and they start to think that today is just like this, and they laugh and disperse, but they didn't expect them to start pushing and shoving again, and let themselves kiss her,

The more she shrunk her shoulders and lowered her hands, the more she dared not kiss her, and only hoped that they would leave earlier, but instead they patted and teased, knocked down their baskets, and dragged her into the sunflower field half-playfully,

Standing on the side of the road in a daze, her heart fluffy like a sunflower leaf, and then I heard her crying and the sound of her clothes tearing, and someone recited in a raised voice: "Mencius said, a gentleman is different from others, and he is also with his heart." [Xianmo: How can these children learn to memorize, you can know that they just came out of the school, and they heard it in their ears, so they can recite a sentence or two, the endorsement is to cover up the victim's crying, biased to use Mencius, and then recite it down, that is, the lover of people will always love it, so people, how to love people, how to love, after reading poetry and books in the mouth, come out to do animal things, the black of irony, can not be added,]

I picked up a stone and rushed in, and I saw the scene that never had a color in my memory.

At that time, the students turned their heads, there was panic and fierceness in their eyes, one of the college presidents stood up, shook his feet and kicked out the pants wrapped around his ankles, and dangled his bare legs in front of him and said to his face, you beat, you broke your shoes and reasoned, do you want to go to your father to comment, and then turned back and said to his partner: It's good to judge reason, teach us etiquette, righteousness and shame all day long, let him teach his son first, and then there was a burst of shrill laughter,

The sun shines into his eyes, and his brain is white and empty,

The stone slipped from the fingertips, knocked the surface of the foot, and fell on the ridge of the field.

Those people took turns to climb on top of her, and they couldn't muster up the slightest courage.

And she, she gradually stopped resisting, did not cry, only in the sinful, trembling movements, she looked out of the gap between the shoulders and arms of those people with difficulty, and looked at herself...... [Xianmo: The heart is extremely sadistic, Xiaoquan has this knot, so Junshan asked Xiao Fang to attack Ah Yao, and in the conversation with Li Yichen, it can be seen that he has done a lot of similar things before, but after he was victimized, he went to the other extreme, and the scene was reproduced again and again, it was a crime, a sadistic heart, a desire for redemption, a struggle in despair, and it was extremely contradictory. The extreme of waste, the extreme of pity, and the extreme of hate, [Xian Mo Second Commentary: Writing Xiaoquan, for the true God in Xiao Guo's eyes, and for the truth of the story in the later text,]

Realizing that this look was overlapping with the Dugong, Zeng Shiquan took a breath in shock, and unconsciously flashed two or three steps, the sunflowers and the sun suddenly disappeared without a trace, and his eyes darkened into a river breeze and night, and his body suddenly trembled.

Chang Sihao moved forward slowly, encroaching on the space he had vacated, and the tip of his sword did not leave Guo Shu Ronghua: "Don't act anymore, in fact, you and I are the same." ”

Guo Shu Ronghua: "Hou Ye is consciously hypocritical. ”

Chang Sihao: "In the past, I was happy to be revenge and had nothing to worry about, but after entering Beijing, everything has changed, and I feel that I am less and less of me...... There are environmental impacts, and there are also situations that force it...... At first, I was frightened, worried, and tried to change, but then I gradually understood the truth...... When I understand myself, I understand you. ”

"Understand my ......" Guo Shuronghua muttered and repeated, his eyes were empty, [Xianmo: In "Dongchang World", Cheng Lian'an sent a "big gift", and Chang Sihao answered a paragraph with him, which is to quote for this, this writer, mostly one person reflects one person, one thing reflects one thing, which is the method of digging the pond and introducing the moon, and it is also a manifestation of the author's "reciprocity", that is, taking a person to participate in another person or one thing, or according to its positive image, or reflecting its opposite, looking at this and knowing the other, seeing the other and knowing this, similar to mutual training,]

Chang Sihao said: "People do things, have his reasons, and some have to do, I don't agree with the practices of you and the people of Juhaoge, I also know that in many things, you also don't agree with me, we are all humming in this disagreement, resisting the stalemate, but I know in my heart that I can't continue like this, I can't be false and wronged, I learned a lot in Beijing, and once thought that those were right, and when I did it half-against my will, I found that it was not my character after all,...... These words may be confusing to others, but I'm sure you get the idea. ”

Qin Juexiang slammed the railing, his fingertips flushed blue,

Eldest brother...... Guo Shu Ronghua may not be able to understand what you say, but I fully understand, I know who you are, so I understand why you can give up Sonam Gyatso without killing, release Zhongjin without taking prisoners, why you can endure the humiliation of Luo Hujiao, and why you are angry with me again and again, and spare me again and again......

Now, these people in Juhao Pavilion are already dying, with their martial arts and water nature, jumping into the river may be able to escape, but running for their lives is not their character, Xiao Jinyue has been injured, the eldest grandson Xiaochi has been poisoned, the general trend has been decided, at this time when you should not stand up, you stood up, you don't know how to judge the situation, denying the influence of Lao Zheng is not your character, so, what you said is not for him at all,

You are actually not saying that you are wrong, but you are implying that I am wrong, leading me to stand with you [Xianmo: Jue Xiang can indeed change the situation now, but he doesn't have to make this move, as mentioned above, he is happiest if he loses both], you know that you are separated from me, so it is not easy to say it directly now, so you want to create a kind of tragedy to impress me, but you are wrong [Xianmo: Wrong, wrong, you are wrong, people are full of such things, and the most bitter is the confidant, It's the same with being close to the world, Xiao Chang played, and he did it, but it was dealing with outsiders, and he was close to people, he really didn't have it,], Ma Mingshao was right, maybe you have already changed, since you entered Beijing and saw Lao Zheng, you have changed since you entered Beijing, for Xiaoqing, you are willing to turn your face to me, for a Xu Wei, you actually beat me, many things are done without me [Xianmo: Why,], a lot of words don't say to me [Xianmo: Why don't you want you to do anything,] , Our hearts are getting farther and farther apart, I'm still me, but you're no longer my former big brother, [Xianmo: In Xiao Chang's heart, the absolute sound changes greatly, and in the absolute sound heart, Xiao Chang changes deeply,]

You're wrong, you're really wrong, originally, we're still standing together,

And now...... You would say such a thing......

Can you still do it?

In the end, grandpa is right, people will change, in this world, the only person who can believe and rely on is himself, big brother, the previous you in my heart will be an eternal existence, no matter when, I will think of you and remember you, but between us, it can only be like this......

The eyelashes were suddenly warm, and he raised his head suddenly, the river wind hunted, the dark clouds fluttered, and the night sky was wiped by an invisible hand, brushing out the layers, a touch of thick like a touch, and the occasional starlight, like a nail head without ink, shot faintly in the dark,

Once upon a time, the same night......

However, do you still remember those old things about reading stars bravely...... [Xianmo: The above-mentioned Xiaochang remembered to teach you to loosen your shoulders, that is when the brothers talked about reading stars bravely, why don't you remember, it's just that you think people don't remember,]

Oh, and now the people in this world who still miss the old are afraid that there is only me who is stupid...... Who knows my heart, who knows my heart...... Oh, [Xianmo: It's hypocrisy, and it's also true love for Xiaochang's big brother,]

At this moment, people's eyes are focused on Guo Chang and the two in the center of the deck, and no one pays attention to the slightly misty water color in the eyes of the pair of willow leaves under the starlight, [Xianmo: Tears are true feelings, and the essence of the sound is not bad, but nothing good is done, saying that Nuan'er "A child is a child", but in fact, he is a real child,]

Cheng Lianan moved over silently like a ghost, and said softly: "Isn't it time to start the pot?" ”