【Commentary 142】Chapter 2 My Aunt
The rickety old man raised his face, his hair and beard were messy, hanging frost-colored, like a fog in the depths of winter, seeing Chang Sihao, his eyes showed a slight look of joy, and he wanted to make a smile, but the gray skin seemed to be frozen, but the corners of his eyes were barely retracted, and the wrinkles were stretched, like cracks on the ice surface,
He said hoarsely: "Xiaohao, are you here......"
Hearing this voice, Chang Sihao straightened up, looked at the old man, he suddenly inhaled a breath of cold air, and instantly stiffened like ice,
He grabbed the old man's hand: "Brother Chen......."
Chen Sheng nodded a little,
Chang Sihao's lips trembled, his mouth was shimtering, but he couldn't speak, looking back at Qin Ziyin and Tang Gen, his face was also extremely surprised, they had seen Chen Shengyi some time ago, and they were obviously very uncomfortable with his huge changes, so the generation of this change is also a recent thing, Qin Ziyin suddenly understood, there was only one person who could make Chen Shengyi become like this, she ran quickly to the temple, and shouted: "Fourth aunt, fourth aunt." Qin Juexiang hugged the child and followed behind,
The two pushed the door and ran into the lobby, and were about to look for the east and west rooms, Chen Shengyi didn't know where the strength came from, shook off Chang Sihao's hand, rushed to stop in front of the two, and said: "You guys are cold, bake the fire first." ”
Qin Juexiang rolled his eyes: "Cold fart, what kind of fire is there at this time." I was about to break in, but Chang Sihao suddenly grabbed my arm: "Jue Bang, I think Brother Chen means, probably because I am afraid that the cold on your body will rush to the fourth aunt." Qin Juexiang frowned: "Come on, the fourth aunt can't even deserve this bit of coldness." Looking at Chen Shengyi again, there was no reaction, but it was just like that,
Qin Ziyin was anxious in his heart, how could he still have kung fu to bake the fire, pulled the rope buckle, the snow fell to the ground, pulled his feet and ran to the door of the east house, and slowly lifted the curtain [Xianmo: Opposite to the urgency of pulling feet, there is thoughtfulness in his heart, Yin'er is a meticulous person after all] and drilled sideways,
The heating is blowing on the face, the eye is a red light, there is a small oil lamp on the opposite wall, placed in the small recess like a large dense grotto on the wall, the flame is swaying like a living Buddha statue, the ground is half buckled with three braziers, there is a small kang on the right side of the room, the window is tightly pasted, and the paper is slightly transmitted.
Qin Menghuan was covered with two layers of quilts, lying on the kang with her head and feet to the west, her head sinking deep into the soft pillow, her hair pulled upside down, and she was loosely coiled on the top of her head.
Qin Ziyin didn't dare to go fast, for fear that his body would rush out of the wind,
She slowly approached, only to see the fourth aunt with her eyes closed, her face was quiet and peaceful, the skin on her face was a little loose, like a tofu skin that had just been peeled off on a skeleton, the wrinkles under her jaw were slightly damp, a strand of hair that had fallen out was sticking there, as if it had also become a wrinkle, and a vein stretched out a sinuous mark under the skin of her neck, like an earthworm that had loosened the soil, every other time, a swell, a swell, as if, that was her breathing,
"Fourth aunt......" Qin Ziyin called softly, Qin Menghuan didn't react,
Qin Juexiang also took off his coat and walked in, and the flames on the wall shook slightly[Xianmo: Walking with the wind, far less careful than the eldest sister, but it can be regarded as paying attention], behind him, Yan Linyuan followed gently, and after standing still, the soles of his boots moved, and he gently rubbed the sound on the ground,
Hearing this sound, Qin Menghuan suddenly opened her eyes, her gaze passed through her niece and nephew, and fell on Yan Linyuan's face,
She only glanced at it, and then smiled, her face regained her blood color, and she was glamorous, [Xianmo: It's obviously a return to the light,]
"You're learning from me. She said,
Unexpectedly, the voice is also very energetic,
Yan Linyuan: "Yes." "It's the voice of the statement, the voice of the reminiscence, and unexpectedly not sentimental,
Qin Menghuan saw Chen Shengyi behind him and Chang Sihao holding the child and asked, "Is the water boiled?" Chen Sheng replied: "Immediately." Turning his head and going out, he followed, and the sound of chiseling ice sounded outside, very light, Chang Sihao held the child, listened through the cotton curtain, and felt that every time it seemed to be chiseled in his heart [Xianmo: I feel distressed, I think that the water is boiled is not equivalent to taking Chen Sheng away,],
Qin Ziyin also seemed to feel that her existence was a disturbance, and got up and wanted to leave, but Qin Menghuan's hand moved from the bottom of the quilt, as if she was going to stretch out and pull it, she hurriedly sat sideways on the edge of the kang, put her hand under the quilt, and held it with her aunt, and at the same time read her aunt's mood in her eyes, and turned back with tears: "Absolutely loud, go to the kang." ”
Qin Juexiang silently took off his boots, sat down on the back window of the kang, stretched out the bottom of the quilt, and grabbed his aunt's left hand.
Qin Menghuan looked at the roof and said with a smile: "At the beginning, I designed to stumble you and lock you in that underground stone house with you, everything is so quiet. ”
"yes. Yan Linyuan closed his eyes, stood up straight, and spoke slowly, like a drop on a banana leaf after the rain: "At that time, I couldn't see my five fingers, but I could hear each other's heartbeats, as if there were no human bodies outside the two hearts, but jumped in space out of thin air, like a trembling drum skin, gently shaking the heavens and the earth." ”
Qin Menghuan: "At that time, I heard the sound of your feet from time to time, and I didn't hear a sense of eagerness to leave to save people, and said that you were shy and had feelings for me. ”
Yan Linyuan still closed his eyes and laughed silently: "You learned from me at that time, you wanted to convey the 'same' mind as me, [Xianmo: The feet are the farthest away from people's hearts, but they can convey affection the most, literati are in love with women, I'm embarrassed to say it directly, just from the feet, and it turned out to be a foot fetish culture, which is all implicit sin,], but unfortunately, it wasn't until many years later that I didn't think that the voice was actually not anxiety, but a girl's mood. ”
Qin Menghuan smiled: "You learned a lot just now,...... You get the idea. ”
"yes, I see......"
Yan Linyuan closed his eyes and stood quietly, his head was slightly raised, and there was a kind of softness on his angular face, as if there was candlelight inside to light up his body, and the whole person suddenly became warm, and after a while, two tear lines silently crossed his face, like transparent oil marks on a paper lantern lit up, [Xianmo: The feelings of people in middle age, sigh,]
There was silence in the room,
It's been quiet for a long time,
The wind outside the window whined, like a child's cry, Xiao Changshou seemed to be infected, and also cried, Chang Sihao hurriedly shook gently, and coaxed with "oh, oh" in his mouth,
Qin Menghuan smiled silently: "My eyesight has never been bad,...... In the world, there are not many good men, and they should be cherished. ”
Under the quilt, Qin Ziyin felt that his hand was gently pinched, with tears in his eyes, his face quietly reddened,
Qin Menghuan: "It's a pity, I understand that it's too late......"
The cotton curtain was lightly raised, Tang Gen gave way to the side, Chen Sheng poked his head in, put a handkerchief on his shoulder, and said dumbly: "The water is boiled." ”
Several people in the room turned their heads to look at him, and when they saw his face, they all suddenly wanted to cry.
Qin Menghuan smiled and squeezed the hands of his nephew and niece: "Come, it's time to wash your hair, you help me turn around." ”
Qin Ziyin and Qin Juexiang tearfully dragged the four corners of the mattress under her, lifted it slightly, and moved to the side of the kang after spinning flat, so that her head hung slightly on the outside of the kang [Xianmo: When the two are not there, Chen Shengyi has to do it himself, the difficulty can be known], Chen Sheng brought a small stool and hot water, put it underneath, squatted down by himself, took Qin Ziyin's head and put down Qin Menghuan's long hair,
The edge of the kang is very high, the stool is very short, after the hair is put down, only the end is immersed in the water, Tang Gen wanted to come over to help carry the basin, Chen Sheng waved his hand, lifted the basin with one hand, hooked the small stool back slightly, sat on it himself, and then put the basin on his knees, the front of his chest, against the edge of the basin, so that the height is just right,
Looking at the way he washed Qin Menghuan's hair, anyone could understand: Qin Menghuan was very comfortable at this time, and Chen Shengyi's posture was extremely embarrassed, so it was not easy to clamp the basin well, but he crossed his elbows, supported his head with one hand, and shampooed his hair with the other, and there was not a drop of water splashed.
There is clearly a tenderness in the sound of the water, so that every time people see him picking up the water, they feel that the finger is gently supporting it in their hearts.
Looking at this picture, Yan Linyuan's tear-stained face showed a smile and said softly: "Menghuan, I'm leaving." ”
Qin Menghuan winked at the roof, nodded as a nod, and smiled slightly: "Take care." ”
Yan Linyuan glanced at her for the last time, turned his head suddenly, lifted the curtain out, and walked out quickly to go down the mountain.
The weather was cold, and the water cooled quickly, but Chen Shengyi finished washing his hair before the water warmed up.
He held Qin Menghuan's head, put the basin on the ground, took off the hand towel from his shoulder, dried it for her, wrapped it, and Qin Ziyin touched the collar when he took over and sent it to the pillow, without the slightest wet mark.
The blood on Qin Menghuan's face darkened slightly, and she asked, "When is it?" ”
Chen Sheng said: "Approximately, it's time to enter the sea." ”
Qin Menghuan smiled: "It's been a long time...... You haven't gone out to see the moon, take me to see it, okay? ”
Qin Juexiang said: "Fourth aunt, it's so cold outside, you just finished washing your hair, what is the moon, besides, it's all clouds and mist outside, and you can't see the moon at all." [Xianmo: Shengyi is a month born when he is opened, and it is inverted as a lifetime month, even if Menghuan doesn't look at the moon, she is looking at her every day this month, and she doesn't look at the moon around her, and she goes to see the moon on the horizon, which is the normal state of love,]
Qin Menghuan smiled and didn't speak, Chen Sheng took out a basin and a small stool, and when he came back, there were two more sets of clothes in the crook of his arm: a set of black gauze [Xianmo: Qin Menghuan's most usual outfit, the black gauze is also at night, commensurate with the dream, and it is also with the "life month", this is his night, he is this month,] , a set of white fox fur with a snow hat is soft, and he is still carrying two big rabbit fur shoes in his hands, he puts his clothes on the kang, and the shoes are also upside down and put them next to him, while he is warming his clothes, he also goes out, puts on the thick clothes, comes back and waits for a while, touches his hand, feels the temperature, and uncovers the quilt for Qin Menghuan and helps her dress.
Qin Juexiang's little face wrinkled, look at him, look at the eldest sister, I have something to say, but I know, it's useless to say, Chang Sihao noticed that when the quilt was uncovered, there was an ebony comb obliquely inserted on the lower edge of Qin Menghuan's neckline, and on the slightly exposed corners, there were half of the swallowtail marks that were gilded and peeled, [Xianmo: What I saw at a glance on the rockery back then, there were hundreds of thousands of words, and I mentioned it again, the former looked at it from a distance, this time it was a close look, there was this swallow, and I knew who sent it. I know why I cherished it so much, writing about bronzing and peeling, that is, writing about swallows flying away, leaving swallow shadows in the air, sad and hopeful, miserable and miserable, it is really beyond words,]
Chen Shengyi dressed Qin Menghuan neatly, buttoned up the snow hat, leaned down his hand, gently held her in his arms and walked out, Chang Sihao followed to the outhouse, saw him go down the yard but did not stop, still walked out of the courtyard, and followed him to the courtyard, at this time Chen Shengyi had already gone out, his body was half exposed on the right wall, and he was striding west, in front of him, there was a misty and misty path, leading to the higher part of the mountain, Chang Sihao couldn't let go of it, and hurriedly handed the child over to Qin Ziyin's hand, and said: "You stay, I'll take a look." Qin Ziyin hugged the child, watched her husband follow, and gradually disappeared into the snow and mist, and suddenly panicked in her heart, looking back, Jue Xiang and Tang Gen were both open at the bottom of the steps, busy handing over the child to Qin Jue Xiang, and said, "You two go into the house, stay well, don't come out." Turning his head, he hurriedly chased after him,
Chang Sihao didn't want to follow too closely to disturb them, so he kept his footsteps, separated by a distance that could roughly be seen from the two of them, only to see Chen Shengyi walking, it seemed that his spine was slowly straightening, and he also had strength,
Qin Menghuan lay in Chen Shengyi's arm, leaning his head against him, watching his two feet tremble outside his other arm [Xianmo: As the saying goes, quiet is like a virgin, moving like a rabbit, and now people are still virgins, wearing rabbit fur shoes on their feet, but they can't even walk on the road, everyone has a day when they are sick and old, thinking about it is really sad, as the so-called, Li is famous and provokes the patrol, Nai two wheels, jade walks Jin Fei, red face becomes white hair, what is the best, sigh] , the wind whined, the vision was covered by the warm snow cap, and he could only see a narrow world like a crack, and occasionally snowflakes drifted in, as if hiding in a cave sheltered from the wind, and he was a snake about to hibernate,
She felt a little tired, blinked sleepily, and muttered, "Haven't you arrived......?"
Chen Shengyi also stopped at this time, in front of them, there was a steep snow wall, where it was thinned by the wind, and the ice edge that had not been melted for thousands of years could be faintly seen, and then up, it was the top of Siguniang Mountain, if you want to climb up, even if you use an ice pick lasso, you may not be able to do it,
When I turned my head sideways, the clouds covered the snow, and my feet seemed to be a cold abyss.
"Dream ......"
He was a little apologetic: "Looks like I can't see the moon tonight." ”
As he spoke, he turned sideways so that Qin Menghuan could at least look in the direction of the moon,
However, Qin Menghuan didn't turn his head to look out, but snuggled into his chest,
"You know, I don't know now who I love the most. ”
Her voice was as soft as smoke,
Chen Shengyi: "Yes. ”
"Hmm. ”
“...... It's a dream. ”
"It's a dream that I always follow wherever I go......" [Xianmo: This is Menghuan, I don't love it, I don't love it after all, but I know that she said before "I understand it's too late" , by no means that she missed Chen Shengyi, if you think that when she was still in her prime, with this half-old red face, a vegetarian body, it would be in vain to treat each other sincerely for a few days, in fact, it was a big mistake, this love in my heart is only for myself, it does not belong to Yan Linyuan, nor does it belong to Chen Shengyi, women never love men, love is only love, this is Menghuan, this is women,]
When she finished saying this, Chen Sheng felt that his arm sank slightly,
"Dream ......"
He didn't dare to look down, and he didn't have to look down anymore.
"Menghuan. ”
"Ah,,,。 ”
He slammed his knees to the ground, hissing wildly at the corpse in his hands, and in an instant his eyes burst with a roar, and two lines of blood were like spears and arrows, marking out of his eye sockets and shooting straight into the sky.
The sound waves are far away, and in a moment, the snow of thousands of mountains is broken, and the fog is open.
The sky is clear and quiet, and the wind disappears,
month
It's the moon,
A clear moon,
Menghuan, do you see, that clear moon floats in the sky big and brightly, floating on the opposite side. Xianmo: The eyes have been blinded, what I see is the moon in my heart, Chen Shengyi is actually a very pathetic person, if you don't like it, you don't like it, what's the matter if you stick to someone's house, make people seem to owe you, if you are sick, if you die, you will die, I want you to serve, I want you to take care of it, the most afraid of this kind of man in the world, I can't stand it, marry against your will, I will be unfortunate for a lifetime, kick it, kick it away, ignore him, he will look at you from a distance next to you, crying and bleeding for you when he dies, the key is who is rare, he is different from Jue Xiang, Jue Xiang and Xin Lu, Xin Lu is also moved by love, Qin Menghuan has no him in his heart at all, even when Jue Xiang sees that Xin Lu really hates himself, he can help but not chase others, It can be seen that this child is on the road, Chen Shengyi is not on the road at all, and he has become a great love saint, this kind of person, you explain to him that love is a mutual affection, he can't understand it at all, if you want to have a love law, this kind of person can be shot directly, [Xian Mo Second Comment: Look at it again, true love must be two-way, no response, It's not that the two hearts are not called love, and Menghuan is not strictly speaking love, she is just dreaming, women are born for dreams at all, not for love at all, this is not only a mistake for men, but also for many women to understand,]
Thirty steps away, Chang Sihao let go of his hands covering his ears, tried to open his eyes wide, and saw two blood belts, pouring down from Chen Sheng's cheeks or two, and in the haze, there was a sound of ice cracking,
It's going to be an avalanche,
"Big brother. Chang Sihao roared and rushed forward, and at the same time listened to "Clicker,." "There was a crack, and the ice edge snow was mixed with thousands of fog colors, as if the cold star waterfall was shattered, pouring down the sky, swallowing Chen Shengyi and Qin Menghuan in an instant, [Xian Mo: There is an ice edge coming down, and the people are broken at that time, the avalanche is much more powerful than the mudslide, and a ridge of ice is a knife]
The snow waves were like rolling waves, rushing down the mountain, Chang Sihao still wanted to rush up to save people, but suddenly heard Qin Ziyin's mournful voice behind him: "Xianggong." ”
Turning back suddenly, the mountain road Yin'er Hua's face was discolored, only five zhang away from himself, this turn of effort, the snow behind him arrived, banged on the ground, pasted on the vest,
Chang Sihao breathed tightly and knew that it was not good, so he made a chicken leg step hard, kicked the ground on his toes, rushed down by the snow, stretched out his left hand in the air and grabbed Qin Ziyin, turned around to protect her into his arms, and pulled out ten miles of time with his right hand.
At this moment, the two people in the air, like butterflies flying under the wave wall, flapping their wet wings and rolling, about to be swallowed, on the ground, Chang Sihao stretched out his arms and waved, ten miles of time sword light like the moon, a bend on the ground, the two of them bounced into the air again, the landing point in front of them is a snow slope with an arc, Chang Sihao understands: there must be a snow ditch with extremely deep snow, and it must sink when it falls.
But he was in the air, unable to be autonomous, and was already unimaginable, and he was about to fall into it, when suddenly he came to his senses, and the sword probed, and the sword light bloomed like a flower, and the two people were carried by the sword flower, like a drill bit that made a hole, and rotated and inserted it into the snow.
The snow behind them passed in an instant, filling in their landing points, rolling like thunder with a roar, and rushing straight down the mountain,