11. Observation (2)

Wisdom can't live like that, whether it's elves, humans, orcs, dwarves, or dwarves, as a single individual, it's just an inconspicuous speck of dust in the vast world, as a small and fragile sensual life, even if there is no threat of beasts and natural disasters, shouting and screaming will not get a response in the vast expanse, loneliness and loneliness will make individual life wither and die before hunger and thirst.

Therefore, the intelligent species must live in groups, support each other, cope with all kinds of dangers collectively, and fill themselves up with the act of extending life, so as to avoid assimilation with the loneliness of nothingness.

Now Roland is still resisting the fact that his parents and friends have died, and he sincerely rejects any susance who wants to take the role of a similar parent to intervene in his heart. Major Brunhill, you've tried very hard to dismantle him, tolerate him, and protect him, and have made commendable progress, but you still can't keep up with the progress needed. If you continue to use Huairou's motherly love education, it will not only be Roland's personal problems, but also the feelings of the soldiers, the prestige of the major in the eyes of the soldiers, the cohesion of the organization, and the achievement of the mission will all be affected by different processes, and that state of affairs can only make me feel uneasy. ”

[Unacceptable] -- The tough subtext was hidden under the polite discussion, Brunhill's eyes dimmed a little, and he responded to Li Lin's analysis with a low voice of "sorry", and the elf girl's head hung down a little.

"It may be a bit overkill to let him spend seven days in an empty and dangerous wilderness, but if he can spark his will to survive and understand the kindness of those who respond to others. This treatment pays off in terms of the importance of being part of the elven life circle for him, and even if it doesn't work well, learning the lessons from failure can help in developing the next targeted educational plan. ”

"Security issuesβ€”"

Li Lin, who was strictly educated and flexibly adjusted according to the effect reaction, overlapped with Roland's stubborn face full of hatred and anger clearly engraved in his memory, and there was no explanation from knowledge and memory that could make Li Lin change his decision, and Brunhill put forward his last concern almost in frustration.

"It's all ready. In order to help the child more really, even the means of monitoring are also prepared. His every move, every word and deed -- everything is under control. If there was really a [what if], I would Chapter 131 be covered up by Li Lin with [safety] as a reason, and the steady gaze in the red pupils and the tone that happened to soothe the listeners calmed down Brunhill's concern for Roland a little. Brilliant crystalline winged feathers emerge from under the pitch-black sleeves, and laser brushes paint distant images on the canvas of air. The vibration of the crystal itself emits a realistic sound.

The image of a five-year-old boy walking on an open plain with a huge backpack almost as tall as his height - the image made Brunhill feel uncomfortable for a while, and when they were meshed together, they were even closer.

Food, water, sleeping bags, weapons, medicines, bandages – these things are impossible to survive without in the wild. Whether or not you can survive is completely dependent on whether these things are sufficient, and while one more increases the guarantee of survival, it also increases the weight on your back, but no one dares or will say the words of "lightening the weight", and the cruelty of the wilderness will be exposed at the slightest negligence, and naturally few care for the careless, except for the madman and the truly brave, no one dares to sleep in the wilderness recklessly under the premise of insufficient preparation.

For Roland, who struggled to move his legs, the weight of the necessities of life was too heavy to abandon the things he hated.

"Isn't that great? That kid can do just fine, can't he?"

The rambling comments gave the elves all but Brunhill a relieved expression, and a few of them gently spat out the tangled clumps that were clogging their chests. ...,

Although Roland is an outsider who suddenly joins the team, he is still a human child, and he has all kinds of unlovely feelings of resistance during the time they get along. But the elves don't really put it in the definition of "enemy". just regarded Roland as a troublesome little devil who hadn't reacted after the tragedy.

Even if they are dissatisfied, they will only use words to stimulate them slightly, and they will not even touch the edge of mental violence with verbal complaints. A little complaint and a little bad heart are far from cold violence or group bullying. Overall, there is a basic sense of sympathy for the boy who suddenly lost all his family and friends and survived alone.

Everyone regarded Li Lin's sudden act of throwing Roland back alone in the wilderness as an irresponsible expression, and they were worried and sympathetic to Roland. At the beginning of the regular session, the vast majority of officers and soldiers somewhat agreed with or leaned toward Brunhill's attitude.

Now they knew that Li Lin was not on a whim or tired of taking care of the children, so they abandoned Roland in the wilderness. Realizing that it was a balanced arrangement between taking into account the overall situation and educating Roland, those previous doubts and worries disappeared.

The overall atmosphere of the meeting has completely changed, and Brunhill, although he is still not completely reassured, is embarrassed to continue to dwell on this issue endlessly. Look at the boy in the projection air with a huge bag on his back, struggling to move forward. The corners of the elf girl's mouth drooped slightly, stretching out to the sides in a straight mouth shape that hid uncomfortable.

Li Lin is not only Roland's guardian, but also an outstanding leader who is responsible for leading the elves and the world into a new realm. In addition to the responsibilities and obligations to Roland, the weight of the whole world also weighs on his shoulders. These two principles should not contradict each other, but there is always a gap between reality and what is thought, and not only will there be conflicts between the two obligations, but also when there is a contradiction between the principles due to the objective reality of the environment, the heavier side will always enjoy indisputable priority.

Needless to say, compared to the whole world, the survival of a village, the life and happiness of a child are too incomparable and influential. Li Lin, who overlooks and guides the overall situation from a high position, understands the truth very well. The result of harmonizing education efforts on the basis of a holistic benchmark is extremely strict targets and educational methods, as is the case at hand.

Brunhill is unlikely to find an argument to refute or accuse of this, but he is more far-sighted than the general public, uniting members of the organization and civilians to guide them in making the right choices. Burdened with unimaginable heavy expectations and a destiny from God, Li Lin must implement this basic requirement, and there is no room for the slightest individual emotion to be mixed with his behavior.

[can only be done that way] - this is the position of Li Lin, who is in a position that does not allow for further concessions on the Roland issue.

-- Such a colonel feels too far away from him.

suppressed the thoughts that couldn't help it, and the familiar voice sounded again.

"Major Brunhill, I'm sorry I didn't consult with you beforehand. In order to avoid something like this from happening, I have put together the entire syllabus, and after the meeting, you should take it and take a look at it, and it would be good to give your opinion for reference. In addition, under the premise of not affecting the normal work, you can watch and check Roland's condition at any time. ”

[Maximum concession] -- the bottom line of the position of the head of the organization is revealed under the pleasant expression, and he wants to sigh but can't bow his head and make such an expression on this occasion. Using the reserve and dignity of an officer to support the body that was suppressed by the sense of loss, Brunhill took the small black notebook in Li Lin's hand. The beautiful floral characters on the cover aroused her interest, and she read them out with curiosity and doubt. ...,

"The Battle Song of Education?"

"Raising and educating children is undoubtedly the most important and difficult long-term battle for parents, compared to letting children understand themselves and the world, and learn the correct values of life. Killing and destruction are so simple that they bordered on stupidity. ”

The boy who transcends the common sense of the world makes a playful form of exclamation, staring at the picture like an ascetic child, and the red pupils release an inorganic luster of unknown meaning.

"Anyway, let's observe first, even if we are here, we can see very clearly the appearance of the child struggling for survival. ”

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- It's heavy.

After all the complaints, hatred, anger, and resentment have been consumed by the weight on my back and the distance under my feet, my brain is gradually filled with the feeling of exhaustion and soreness that comes back from all parts of my body, and there is only one simple word.

Wanting to stop, throwing away the backpack, falling asleep, shouting for help - in terms of the physical condition of a 5-year-old boy who immediately bears the weight of his injury and walks long distances after recovering from his injury, no one will accuse Roland of being "lazy", "pampered", or "lazy". Seeing the rucksack that was almost as high as Roland's own, the adults who loved children would ask Roland to quickly remove the burden, rest in place and recover his body, and maybe even kindly take out food and water.

The grass and green on the plains were caressed by a cool breeze, and there was no figure outside of oneself in the undulating green tide of the water, and a slightly lonely cool breeze blew in the ears, and there was no language in the hollow whisper.

The blue sky floats overhead, and the grassy plains dotted with yellow-green clumps of dwarf shrubs can be seen in the field of vision, and the dark green forests are so thick that they are almost blackened, on the edge of the boundary of the terrain that seems to be close at hand, but is actually still far away.

In the midst of this rare delicacy in the northern mountains, Roland had no room for admiration. Not only because he is still young and has not received the study and cultivation of literary knowledge and literacy, he cannot do anything similar to that of a literary youth, but also because this huge and vast world makes the boy feel like a suffocating horror.

Life will have the joy of gaining a foothold, but this is the truth of the statement that at first glance may seem ridiculous when a small creature is placed on a vast platform close to or similar to Infinity, which is filled with extreme hypertrophy and thinness of the senses, the space beyond cognition and imagination itself will swallow and overwhelm the thinking mind, and the individual will will be diluted and assimilated in loneliness and loneliness. (Your support is my biggest motivation.) )