【Commentary 135】Chapter 5 Qu and Sincerity

In the distant desert of Qianyang, the blue sky is blue, the light of the world, two figures through the wilderness, skimming through the autumn forest, running one after the other,

Although the Hengshan faction is well-known in martial arts, Xinlu is wearing shackles and chains after all, and her movement is very inconvenient, plus she has been imprisoned for a long time and her body is weak, so her speed has never been able to improve.

Qin Juexiang's kung fu is already far higher than Xin Lu, but after vomiting blood, he was dizzy, staggering, and he only relied on his will to hold on to this breath and could not support it, seeing the distance of twenty or thirty steps, he could not catch up, and his mind seemed to be like a tide hitting the shore, and he couldn't stop roaring, and his breath was getting more and more insufficient, but he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to support it for long, seeing the end of the forest in front of him, a tree hit in front of him, and he hurriedly stretched out his hand to hug it, and shouted loudly: "Sister Xin,." "You wait, I'll just say one word, and I'll not chase you when I'm done." ”

Xinlu ran out for more than a dozen steps, her hands on her knees, whirring and panting,

Qin Juexiang tried to blink his eyes, feeling as if there was a heart in his eyes, constantly swelling, beating and trembling, his vision became more and more unclear, and in his field of vision, the figure of the earth and Xinlu was swaying from side to side, like a boat about to capsize, and the light seemed to be against him, suddenly becoming stronger, burning the yellowing of the world into bright white clouds,

He was afraid that Xinlu would not be able to wait to run again, so he hurriedly shouted, "You misunderstood me." ”

Xinlu's vest rose and fell, her shoulder blades were raised high, she stopped to catch her breath, and secondly, to listen to him only say one sentence, no matter what it was, she would leave after listening to it, lest he chase after it, but this "misunderstanding" was in her ears, she couldn't accept it, and immediately turned her head: "Misunderstanding, you really don't know how shameless you are, there is only deception between you and me, there is no misunderstanding." ”

Qin Juexiang's tears rolled down, his little face was wrinkled, and when he looked at it, he looked like a trumpet Zeng Shiquan [Xianmo: Zeng is also a bitter lover, borrowing Zeng Shiquan to compare, just like a drum stick tied to a bell, one blow and two rings,],

He choked up and said: "It's too late for me to love you, it's too late for me to love you, how can I lie to you, I have never used you as a plaything, never, in my heart, no one can compare to you, you are different from them." ”

"They ......" Xinlu smiled and trembled: "You can still say it, how many of them are there, how are they different, I am a human, they are not human, how did you persecute Xiaoqing, how did you play with Nuan'er, where did you get a dirty disease, what have you done with the maids and maids at home, do you dare to say it, do you dare to say it." ”

"I dare say. ”

Qin Juexiang said: "As long as you are willing to listen, I will tell you, I only think that Nuan'er is a child, and I never thought about harming Xiaoqing, I just tease her with ** [Xianmo: It's really funny, who will prepare **, like today's man, he doesn't hunt for beauty, how to be serious, his pockets are turned over, all are family planning tools, this medicine was prepared for Xinlu at the beginning, if you really don't want to use it, why take it in your hand, I'd rather die, Xiao Liu can still be forced to give it to you,] As a result, she blew air, both of us were poisoned, and I had to find a yard, which was the first time I went back to that place in my life, if I knew that I was infected with a dirty disease at that time, I would have chopped myself, and I didn't dare to touch you, I was a lone seedling at home, grandpa, Uncle they all see me as a failure, only when I am a breeding pig, so no matter what those things, I was also young at that time, and there are girls to play, but I have never moved feelings, since I saw you, I only have you in my heart, I didn't know about Chen Zhibin before, and when Nuan'er was sincere to me, I did think about it, in the future, you will be a wife, arrange her to be a small, then I have to wait until she is older and then tell you, as long as you don't want to, I will never marry her, as long as you are for a lifetime. ”

As he spoke, he found that Xinlu's face was full of disbelief, and he kept shaking his head, and hurriedly asked, "Why, you don't believe it." Xinlu said: "Wrong, I'm really wrong, it turns out that you are right, I really misunderstood you, I thought that you lied to people because you were small and ignorant, but now I know that it is not, you are simply right, you don't treat us as people at all, you are simply taking meat, shameless, cruel, and obscene as fun, you don't understand feelings, you don't have feelings at all, you are not human at all, you are nothing." ”

Qin Jue was in a hurry: "I'...... How can I have no feelings, I am single-minded and dead set on you, what I say is true. ”

Xin Lu said: "It's terrible just because it's true, your uncle, your grandfather, and the men of your Qin family are all the same." [Xianmo: Speaking of the sky-shattering, in fact, the root of the problem lies in the fact that the Qin family is a male-dominated patriarchal world, and the absolute sound is only affected by the shallow subtlety, which leads to this, the child is a good child, the family is not good, the problem of the Qin family is the problem of China, a China, an India, are the two most insuitable countries on the earth for women to live,]

Qin Juexiang's brain jumped twice: "My business is my business, I can't make it, it has nothing to do with my grandfather, you can scold me as much as you want, but if you scold him, even if it's you." He flattened his lips and couldn't speak,

"How am I. Xinlu stepped forward: "When the Hundred Swords League was washed in blood, I was a fish that slipped through the net, and you fell in love with me, and now I have played it, and I am tired of playing, what else is there to be reluctant to, you do it." ”

Qin Juexiang felt that he was enveloped by a huge grievance, his eyes were like two huge teardrops, his pupils were floating in them, trembling, unable to find the direction, unable to find the exit, his nose was sour, like a wrinkled prune, his mouth was puffed, like a rippling autumn water, he whimpered like a child: "Sister, why do you say this to me, you know in your heart that it is not." [Xianmo: Jue Xiang is really wronged in his heart, and he is really young, so I don't understand, sister and brother love is not so easy,]

The wind blew between the two, and the grass rattled,

In the face of the expressionless Xinlu, he cried and cried, and suddenly there was a kind of horror and despair in his eyes, and he grabbed his head and shouted: "Why are you looking at me like this, why, please don't look at me like this, please...... I understand, what I have in my heart, I have said it all, I know I can't keep you,...... I'm not going to chase anymore, I'm not going to chase anymore...... Please don't look at me like that, don't look at me like that again, you go, you go. [Xianmo: Knowing the heart of Jue Xiang at this time, he will solve the pain of Xiao Guo's diving, a love, a friendship, there is pain is too much about how others see themselves, too much care about others can't understand themselves, and rudely characterize themselves, Xiao Guo Yuan doesn't care about anyone, but he really cares about Xiao Chang, Jue Xiang also doesn't matter about everything, he really loves Che Xinlu,]

"Let's go. Xinlu seemed to suddenly realize that she was wrong, and her thin eyebrows rose sharply: "Why should I go?" As soon as the tie was stretched out and snatched closely, he raised his leg and kicked him to the ground, and his back knee came up against his chest, and his hands shook, and the chain flower arrangement wrapped around his neck, and shouted: "I will kill you to avenge the victims of the alliance." ”

Qin Juexiang's eyes were fixed, his expression was calm, and he didn't have any resistance,

Xinlu didn't hesitate, staring at him with dead eyes, pulling his hands sideways, with all his strength,

The iron chain was closed into the flesh, Qin Juexiang's face was purple and swollen, but the corners of his mouth forced a smile, as if he felt relieved,

Xinlu tugged at the chains until his smile dissipated, and the whites of his eyes rolled up,

Qin Juexiang convulsed twice in pain, and did not move,

Xinlu's eyes blinked slightly, and she looked like this, her expression suddenly stiffened, as if some kind of expectation had not arrived, and as soon as her hand was loosened, the chains were scattered, and her knees were raised,

Qin Juexiang's little face was crooked, his hair swayed lightly with the withered grass, he didn't move, he didn't breathe,

"Loud, loud. ”

Xinlu called softly twice, suddenly a little flustered, squatted down and turned her face sideways, and put her ear to his chest.

No heartbeat,

He's dead

He...... He's dead......

Xinlu suddenly felt that his sternum was a little awkward [Xian Mo: How did I not know when I first pasted it, this one wrote Qin Juexiang was thin and ridged because of longing, and the second wrote that Xin Lu did not want to touch his body when he first posted it, and he must have been lightly pasted, and he couldn't hear the heartbeat, knowing that he was dead, and suddenly made her heart lose, so her head sank, and she had a feeling of being sloppy, and the three writing Xin Lu was also thin to the invisible, otherwise there was meat on the face, how could it be smacked to the face, a sentence of eight characters, three layers of meaning, one gong and three tremors,] , his body is still hot, and his smell, his masculine breath, this temperature, this smell, this breath through the face, lingering around the nose, straight into the heart,

In an instant, Xinlu seemed to have lost her soul, returned to the Fish Viewing Water Pavilion, floated on the caisson, and watched the two people below intertwined together.

After relaxing, the little him was also lying like now, with a smile of longing, sweet, and his head was also pillowed on his chest like this, gently scratching his skin with his fingertips,

His chest is bulging, with vigorous development of vitality, and the pillow makes people down-to-earth [Xianmo: The Qin family has a rich background, and it is true love, and it is not a loss to marry], his skin is delicate and smooth, not inferior to himself, and there are still some beads of sweat in his heart, round and dense, he gently strokes, gathering these beads of sweat together, and his heart is infinitely sweet,

One day, he will become a man, become taller, surpass himself,

As for himself, he will keep a head of hair, talk and laugh with him, cook and laundry for him,

He doesn't like the new and hate the old, because he believes that he really loves himself, but maybe he occasionally complains a little, complains a little, heh, that's life, it's his childishness,

Maybe the future is not like this, maybe there is no future at all, so what does it matter, this moment is real, I believe that we will be like this, lying on the ground and never separated,

Why is the world so complicated, why is God unsatisfactory?

Xinlu raised her head, her face was cold, and she saw that there was a wet stain on Qin Juexiang's chest [Xian Mo: Sad, the sweat of tenderness in the past, the tears of sadness and pain today, the same is the same as the same one, here the chisel marks are slightly exposed, but they are chiseled to the deep pain, but they want someone to call a good sound], she unconsciously stretched out her fingers, and stroked and teased in the wet stain, and suddenly sadness came from it,

The wind whined, the grass fell, the wilderness sprouted,

A chill rises from behind,

This is a cold world, a world of rivers and lakes, a world of men, he, since he was a child, grew up in such a world,

He is like a small tree on a mountain cliff, growing hard and twisted, is this all his fault, [Xianmo: I just want to understand, sister and brother love must remember that they are big and want to lead talents]

Now that he's dead, it doesn't matter if it's right or wrong,

In this world, there is only one lonely self left,

She was suddenly afraid of this loneliness, and her heart was empty,

The short hair scratched lightly at the corners of the forehead, softly,

"When I grow my hair, I will marry you in a sedan chair with eight lifts......"

I still remember my shyness at the time, and imagine sitting in a sedan chair in my shyness,

In this life, she can marry a woman like a daughter of an ordinary family, and she can also be like Qin Ziyin, pregnant and have children.

The nose involuntarily soured, "Absolutely loud, absolutely loud." She stretched out her hand and gently swayed: "Wake up, wake up." At this time, she actually had a strange feeling: even if he woke up and let himself have someone to scold and hate,

Qin Juexiang didn't react, which made her panic intensify: maybe it was too late, it was really too late, she suddenly shouted in a panic: "I don't want you to die, I don't want you to die, you live, you live happily." ”

She pounded Qin Juexiang's chest hard, took a sharp breath, pinched her nostrils and blew into his mouth,

When parting, a breeze passes through the lips, and a fishy taste returns to the mouth.

This made her stunned for a moment, and realized that it was the aftertaste of blood,

The scene of Qin Jue grabbing the sky with his five fingers and spurting blood into the air suddenly flashed in front of his eyes,

Is that...... That's blood vomited for me,

At this moment, she suddenly seemed to reacquaint herself with this person and realized how much he had loved herself, this love carried the surging blood, the thick of the blood, the hot blood, the gorgeous blood, bright and vivid, like a miracle, she suddenly found that she hated him so much, resented him like this, it turned out that she cared about him so much, there was this love, no matter how many women he had, even if he committed a thousand sins, even if he wanted to be the enemy of the whole world, he didn't care, even if he fought for his life, he wanted to be with him, [Xianmo: Torture the dead]

"Loud, loud. ”

Weeping thinly, tears flowed like a river, Xinlu groped around on him, found the wound medicine, stuffed it into his mouth, beat his chest desperately, trying to help him breathe,

Qin Juexiang lay quietly in the wild grass, motionless, as if he deliberately ignored her, and as if he was childish,

Chang Sihao was injured in the abdomen, involved in pain, and his movement was very inconvenient, so he was left far behind, after passing through the forest several times, the figure in front was gone, and he could only track on foot with a general feeling, and after walking for half a day, he suddenly heard the sound of shouting in the distance in front of him, and hurriedly accelerated to come, just in time to see the scene of Xinlu beating Qin Juexiang,

He rushed closer to the pain: "Master, what's the matter?" ”

Xinlu is a little unaware: "He died, I killed him, I killed him......"

Chang Sihao leaned over to probe, Qin Juexiang had no pulse, saw that there was a strangulation on his neck, and knew that he was suffocated to death, and suddenly remembered a method, hurriedly pulled out the flank, pulled Qin Juexiang's palm, poked it with the tip of the knife one by one, and after stabbing ten times in a row, he ordered Xin Lu: "You continue to blow." He threw down his flanks, picked up Qin Jue's boots, and stretched out his palm on the soles of his feet, "popping" and slamming like a storm, [Xianmo: The heart strengthening method is equivalent to hitting the second heart, but this method can't actually be used in conjunction with Thorn Shixuan, this is Xiao Chang did the same, and treated this disease as a cerebral hemorrhage,]

There was no one in the wilderness just now, no matter how it was to cross the air, Chang Sihao was here at this time, when Xinlu buried his head in blowing, he suddenly realized, and the roots of his ears immediately became red, but he couldn't take care of it.

After more than 150 palms, Chang Sihao stopped, listened to the heartbeat, and stopped blowing Xinlu, waiting for the result anxiously.

After listening for a while, Chang Sihao raised his head, with no expression on his face: "I thought Miaofeng's method would work, who ......knows" In the afterglow, Xinlu slackened, sat on the ground, stunned for a while, and suddenly reached out and pulled out the flank, and wiped it off his neck,

Chang Sihao jumped down and grabbed her wrist holding the knife, rolled over, pressed her to the grass in a big shape, and Xinlu shouted, "Leave me alone." Holding the knife and trying to hook back, wanting to stab himself in the chest, Chang Sihao split his arms, grabbed her wrist and held her down, shouting: "You are crazy." Xinlu didn't listen, she struggled desperately, Chang Sihao was lifted by her a few times, only to feel that the pain of the knife in the abdomen was unbearable, and he couldn't speak, and the beads of sweat were dripping down.

At this moment, an exclamation came from the side: "Big brother, what are you doing." ”

Chang Sihao and Xinlu's eyes were all the way at the same time, looking sideways, Qin Juexiang sat up with one arm support, and was looking at them [Xianmo: Look at them this is the rope position,], maybe because of the mixture of wound medicine just now, the person looked extremely energetic, and his eyes were still brighter [Xianmo: ......], Chang Sihao was stunned and said: "Jue Xiang, you have survived." Qin Juexiang's face was so strange that he couldn't get it enough: "You...... You don't come down yet. Chang Sihao reacted, and hurriedly took advantage of Xinlu's still stunned thoughts, broke off the knife and stood up, Qin Jue came over and asked: "How is it, but it's hurt, get up, it's weird and cold on this ground, what is this for." "Hand to the Lyre,

Xinlu saw that he was helpless, he didn't want to live anymore, but when he actually came back to life, he was surprised and stunned, and there was a feeling of being teased, thinking about himself and him, he was really ashamed and bitter, sour and annoyed, depressed, happy, and depressed, and couldn't wait to be in his arms, hugged him tightly, and didn't let him leave, and I couldn't wait to give him a few feet, grab a few awls, bite a few bites, and pull off a few pieces of his skin opened this hand, turned over and stood up, turned his head and left, [Xianmo: It's not right to be so arrogant, hum,]

Qin Juexiang wanted to chase, but suddenly remembered his oath of "no more chasing", and the whole person froze there, [Xianmo: It's a big mistake, it's at this time that you have to chase, and the dead skin and face will be able to return, alas, the brain structure of men and women is really different, hurry up]

Chang Sihao said anxiously: "Jue Xiang, I suddenly remembered something on the road just now, and I was about to ask you." ”

Qin Juexiang stared at Xinlu's back, as if he didn't hear it,

Chang Sihao pulled his arm: "Last time, I discussed with you that I wanted to send someone to Hangzhou to pick up your eldest sister to go to Tangmen, who did you send." ”

Qin Juexiang looked at him, but his soul didn't seem to be there, and he couldn't turn this voice into meaning in his mind, his eyes blinked for a long time, and then he suddenly understood: If Chen Zhibin was in charge of this matter in the first place, then it is likely that the eldest sister would fall into his hands,

"Wait, I think, I think. He grabbed his hair nervously, slapped it twice, and suddenly relaxed: "I remember, I asked Shao Fang to arrange this matter, and for the convenience of the female dependents, I also specially arranged a girl, who is surnamed ...... The one surnamed Feng, she and the eldest sister get along quite well. ”

Chang Sihao said: "Feng, Feng Eryuan." Qin Juexiang said: "Yes, yes, it's the name, you remember it better than me." Chang Sihao pondered: Although the girl of Er Yuan'er has not met much, she knows that she is very honest and shy at a glance, she has a similar personality to Shuangji, she can never be a bad person, Shao Fang is familiar with herself, and she should be able to rest assured, looking back at Qin Juexiang, ten fingers dripping with blood, standing on the grass barefoot, she doesn't feel cold, and she doesn't know the pain, after saying these two sentences, her little thin neck is like a sunflower looking for the sun, and she has already slid towards Xinlu's back, and she can't help but sigh for him, and said: "She hasn't gone far, and she hasn't chased yet." ”

At this moment, there was a noise of footsteps,