Chapter 1 The rivers and lakes are boring
Qin Juexiang's eyes rolled, and he smiled and said: "Don't talk about this matter, and I don't have to say anything about it, Juhao Pavilion doesn't know what action will be made yet, let's act when we have the opportunity." ”
Chang Sihao and Chen Shengyi exchanged glances, knowing that he had probably listened to the words, his chest was wide, and he smiled. Qin Juexiang straightened his clothes and said, "Big brother, Uncle Chen, you will guard my spirit for a while." ”
Chang Sihao asked, "What are you going to do?"
Qin Juexiang said: "I remembered something, I want to find Uncle Yan, let's come back and talk about it, I'm afraid that it will be late, he will rest and sleep, and it will not be disturbing." ”
Chang Sihao watched him out of the courtyard in response, turned around and smiled: "Brother Chen, Jue Xiang called you uncle just now." Chen Shengyi smiled bitterly: "Our seniority is really hard to discuss, how to call it by the way." Chang Sihao said: "That's not important, the important thing is that his attitude towards you has changed." People don't agree with each other, and any revenge is empty talk. The sound is still small, and you don't take it to heart if you say something out of the ordinary before. ”
Chen Sheng nodded, slowly paced to the side of the spirit shed, picked up the yellow money paper that was put aside, and said: "For so many years, the old lady has been as kind to me as a mountain, although I can't repay it when I die, I should do everything for the Qin family, how can I worry about the young master." There are thousands of people in the family, one person in charge, the old lady is gone, the uncle died in the hands of Juhao Pavilion again, the four girls are not there, and the eldest lady is ...... Alas, in short, now everything falls on the shoulders of the young master, he is too young, he doesn't know how to deal with many things, and I'm afraid he won't last long because he is strong for a while. With a solemn expression, he turned and crouched down to shake the paper away and put it into the copper basin.
The residual heat of the ashes immediately blackened the paper, and the golden threads coiled up the dragon and snake, devouring and spreading, and suddenly being hit by the wind, raising a fire, and warming the spirit shed again.
Chang Sihao followed and said: "I can feel that Jue Xiang has changed a lot, he is no longer the child he used to be, I think, let's not always treat him as a child." He looked at the spirit card on the table, his gaze was a little distant: "The loss of an important loved one may be a hardship, but it can also make people grow faster......
Chen Sheng was full of emotion when he heard his words, and raised his head slightly to look, Chang Sihao's pair of dark eyes seemed to have a lot of past events and complex feelings flashing quickly and messily, like an invisible arrow shooting far away, passing through the doors of time and space one after another, looking at the long sky and autumn water, and seeing the spring flowers blooming.
The vicissitudes of life revealed in this look were too much, too cold, too lonely, and almost made people forget that he was only a sixteen-year-old boy.
After a while, Chen Shengyi came back to his senses, and didn't want to let him touch the scene again, so he changed the topic and said, "What do you think about the matter between him and Lawyer Xin?"
Chang Sihao smiled and tilted his head: "What do you think?" Chen Shengyi: "At his age, where does he know feelings, in my opinion, it is just that the nostalgia for his mother has been transformed into Mrs. Xin, but he himself can't tell the difference, he only regards this feeling as a liking." Lawyer Xin will be the lord of Hengshan in the future, and he will be the head of a faction, how can a monk have any results with him, this matter will not work from the root. Listening to your voice just now, it is to guide him to divert his attention while following him, maybe you think you can let him hold this expectation, and slowly fade and get rid of this absurd idea in the process of growth, but in my opinion, it is better to stop his thoughts earlier, so that he can recognize the reality earlier. ”
Chang Sihao raised his head and said with a frustrated smile: "Ha, ha, ha, ha." ”
Chen Shengyi frowned slightly: "Xiaohao, I know you, I've never seen you smile like this." Chang Sihao still had a smile on his face, and asked, "What's the sound of this laughter?" Chen Sheng said: "It's too weird, it's not normal." Chang Sihao lowered his head and sighed lightly, explaining: "You guessed wrong this time, I said that, and I thought so in my heart, and there is no extraneous meaning, extraneous sound." The yellow paper in Chen Sheng's hand was scattered: "Could it be that you really support him to like Lawyer Xin? This is ridiculous!"
"I can tell that Jue Xiang is serious. ”
Chang Sihao slowly restrained his smile, looked away, and his tone was extremely calm.
Chen Shengyi: "Seriously doing ridiculous things is still ridiculous! If you support his absurdity again, then things will really be ridiculous!"
Chang Sihao looked at him: "Guarding outside a person's window for decades, silent, and hurting himself to the shadow, in the eyes of others, is it the same absurd?"
"That's different! I ......."
Chen Shengyi looked excited, just about to stand up, Chang Sihao's hand was already pressed on his shoulder: "It's no different, everyone thinks they are right, they feel that they are walking on Yangguan Road, and others are crossing the single-plank bridge, but they don't think that although this road is different, people are not necessarily wrong, maybe the other party sees that you are walking on the single-plank bridge? I think it's probably because people are used to measuring others by their own standards, so they can't get used to it, so it's better to be tolerant of the attitude towards Jue Xiang. ”
Chen Sheng was stunned for a long time before shaking his head: "Xiaohao, what you said is reasonable, but people live in this world, after all, there are still many things to consider, Lawyer Xin is too good at a profession, quiet cultivation, strict precepts, it is impossible to be tempted by him, if the young master's wishful thinking spreads to the rivers and lakes, not only will he be ridiculed and become a laughing stock, but also with Lawyer Xin's reputation is damaged, how can he be worthy of others?"
Chang Sihao said with a smile: "Nuns and monks are not brought in the womb, can they be monks, can't they be vulgar? People are not grass and trees, who can assert that Xinlu will not be emotional? Even if she doesn't like Jue Xiang, who stipulates that Jue Xiang is not allowed to like her? What others think and how they comment, that's someone else's business, no one cares, can't manage it, and don't have to care, people don't live in other people's mouths after all." ”
He said this lightly, but Chen Shengyi was shocked to hear it, and muttered and repeated: "People don't live in other people's mouths after all, people don't live in other people's mouths after all......" After a long while, he said: "The words are good, but the question is, who can really not be abrasive and painful in the face of those? Even if he doesn't care, then people don't care? The young master naturally has the right to like her, but if this liking brings trouble and pain to others, can he still selfishly go on his own way?" Chang Sihao chewed on the meaning of his words and was silent. Chen Shengyi continued: "Maybe it's really old, the idea of your young people, it sounds really unacceptable to me, Xiaohao, you believe me, look down on worldly people, sooner or later you will have to suffer the losses of the world, young people always have to rebel, always want to do something shocking to prove that they are great, in fact, they will never step out of the door of the world, this door is in people's hearts, whether it is a peddler or a pawn, or the emperor and prince, they are all locked up in it." What about the rivers and lakes? The rivers and lakes are also in the world. How many heroic swords are pretentious and happy to take revenge, but in the end, they are not the same in this door?"
Chang Sihao laughed: "According to what you say, the people in the rivers and lakes are the same as the people in the world, isn't it boring?"
Chen Shengyi: "The rivers and lakes are a boring place, people who like power, fame and fortune and killing will find it interesting, and other people are in it, and what they feel more is just boring, helpless and desolate!"
Chang Sihao smiled: "Brother Chen, what you just said really doesn't match your identity, where is this like what the swordsman should say." ”
Chen Shengyi knocked the iron chopsticks in his hand lightly, and said with a wry smile: "Identity, hehe, you think the identity of the swordsman is very good, but have you ever thought that identity is also one of the helplessness of the people in the rivers and lakes? He looked up at the starry sky in the distance and took a long breath: "The important thing now is to cut off the young master's thoughts, let him collect his mind early, practice martial arts diligently, and practice his ability to deal with things, don't waste his energy on this fruitless matter, otherwise his youth will be wasted, what hope will there be to revive the Qin family in the future?"
Chang Sihao listened to his soft voice, earnest, like a loving father, couldn't help but sigh secretly, looked away and said: "In my opinion, I only have a desire for love today, and I haven't thought about more, as for the future, no matter what it will look like, what should happen, what will happen, when the time comes, it will be revealed in front of people, and everything will be as it is, isn't this very good?
When there was a soft sound, one of the iron chopsticks fell on the edge of the basin, and the tip provoked some sparks, floating in the air, and being swept away by the breeze.
"Thinking too much...... Thinking too much......"
Chen Shengyi didn't seem to be aware of the fall of the iron chopsticks in his hand, and only muttered this sentence, as if a dazed fog rose in front of him.
In the fog, there was a person, with picturesque eyebrows, red lips, wearing a thin soft black veil and leaning against the window, looking at the Guiyan among the eaves, his eyes covered with a faint gray, and he was stupid and motionless.
Yan cries Qingyue, the height is staggered, this answer is harmonious, the voice is far away, I can't hear whether it is the thoughts of parting, or the joys and sorrows along the way.
For a long time, she was tired, her person had disappeared, only a little tear stain was left to the window, the strings in the room sounded slightly, and for a while, Xiaolou's piano was faint, and the song was like crying, singing the song "Leaving the Intestines" that she had heard many times-
The green willows are thick and delicate pears, the whistle urges the clouds to cry, the swallows return to the beams between the flowers and shadows, and the wind chirps before the wind. If you want to find clear words and send your heart, you will unfold the scroll and put down your pen, silently and depressed, and the barren steps will be bleak, and the sections will be separated from the intestines, all of which will be narrated to the slanting sun...... Menghuan, do you know that I am listening to your piano? Every time the swallow returns, you have to play this song and sing this song, but what about the people you are waiting for? This pain, this suffering, all this, is it because we think too much?
After a long time, his consciousness struggled out of the illusion, a bitter smile appeared on his face, he shook his head as if self-deprecatingly, pondered for a while, and said: "Okay, I originally thought that the young master couldn't listen to others, and wanted you to persuade him, since this is the case, then there is no need to say more." He stood up and looked at Chang Sihao: "You don't need to persuade me with words, in fact, I know very well in my heart, maybe as you said, everyone stubbornly thinks that they are right, even if I am wrong, I think too much, then let me go wrong and go on in this boring rivers and lakes!"
As soon as the courtyard door opened and footsteps sounded, Qin Juexiang walked in with a smile, raised the thing in his hand and said, "Big brother, what do you think this is?"