Chapter 3 Watching the Snow in the Wind
When Chang Sihao heard this, his brain exploded, and he felt as if there were seventeen or eighteen hearts beating in his chest, palms, and the top of his head at the same time. He looked directly at Xinlu's face, and for a moment forgot who she was and where he was. The law of mind and the law of the gods came together to say goodbye, but he still froze and did not respond.
Xinlu didn't know the reason, but he was a new father, he was stunned for a while, and said with a smile: "It's only because of the influence of Mrs. Zun's illness, the pulse changes drastically, and it is not easy to observe during the day, and the happy pulse is not obvious at the beginning. ”
Chang Sihao glanced at Qin Ziyin on the hospital bed, smiled a little, and said, "Thank you, Mrs. Shi." ...... I, alas, really don't know what to say. ”
Sun Shouyun said with a smile on the side: "It's okay not to know what to say, but you have to know what to do, although the days are still long, but like what kind of small clothes, small shoes, small belly pockets, you have to prepare in advance, so as not to panic." Chang Sihao bowed his head and said, "Yes, yes." Sun Shouyun said: "As for the cradle and diapers, you can't forget any of them, and you have to buy some rattles, small windmills or something, so that the children don't play, let the children play more when they are young, and they will be smart when they grow up." ”
Yilu smiled: "Look at what you said, it seems that you have had a child." ”
Sun Shouyun was ashamed, stomped his feet and said, "Senior sister, this is the last time I came home from visiting relatives, and I saw my little nephew!"
A group of lay disciples giggled, and several little nuns also pursed their lips and laughed, and they were full of joy for a while. A layman female disciple said: "Senior Sister Shouyun, who does your little nephew look like?" Sun Shouyun said: "Like my sister-in-law, born so good-looking!" The female disciple in front said: "I heard that giving birth to a boy is like a mother, and giving birth to a girl is like a father, I don't know if it's true." Another laughed and said, "Don't you know if you give birth to one?" The female disciple said angrily: "Who made fun of me?
Because it was a time of great joy, Chang Sihao was present again, and although Xinlu felt that the joke was indecent, she did not stop it. Someone asked: "Senior sister in charge, is Mrs. Chang pregnant with a son or a daughter?" Xinlu smiled: "Although it is not obvious, it should be a boy from the pulse." Sun Shouyun said: "Ah, most of them look like Mrs. Chang, she is so beautiful, and the child must be good-looking." The crowd agreed.
Chang Sihao was extremely bitter in his heart, quietly listened to their conversation, accompanied by a smile, for a long time, and only said after the discussion gradually subsided: "Neizi is stirring up trouble in the Wuxiang Hall, the teacher is too tired and hard, and she can't rest for days, I want to take her to the guest room to live together, I don't know what the master wants?"
Xinlu nodded: "It's okay, it's not hard work, her illness is not improving, and it is not possible to treat it according to the original way, I am also about to think quietly and find a good solution." ”
When he returned to the lower place with Qin Ziyin in his arms, it was already the beginning of the end of the child, Chang Sihao put her on the kang and placed her, and stood aside by himself, listening to her crying in her illness, stunned. The lamp was silent at night, the cold wind searched in, and it was cold to the bones, so he carefully covered the window and door, filled the stove with a fire to heat the kang, burned charcoal, and pushed the brazier closer to the edge of the kang, and then moved the stool over and sat down. Qin Ziyin's crying gradually sounded, tearing his lungs and heart, and later, the grief was indescribable, only the qi twitched, and he cried without a sound, listening to him more and more painful, and secretly thought: "If I can cry like her, how happy would it be?"
Just as I was thinking about it, I suddenly felt a slight warmth on my shoulders, and a warm coat was draped on my back.
It turned out that Ah Yao didn't know when, but he was already behind him. Seeing him turn around, he called softly: "Big brother." ”
Chang Sihao knew that when the weather was cold and she was just clothed, she would feel cold first, and then she would get warmer, obviously this warm fur had been warmed by her body first, and then it was draped on herself, such carefulness is rare. smiled bitterly: "Little sister, wake you up." ”
Ah Yao squatted down beside his lap, stretched out his hand to the brazier to warm up, and said softly: "Big brother, you are not happy." ”
Chang Sihao heard her in a stated tone, and a smile furrowed on his face: "Yes, a little." ”
Ah Yao muttered, "I don't know why, people are always unhappy more often. ”
The charcoal in the brazier burned, making a crackling sound, Chang Sihao pondered this sentence, and the sense of vicissitudes of life was great, and he stayed there in a daze, motionless.
I don't know how long it took, Ah Yao suddenly said, "It's snowing." ”
At the crack in the door, snowflakes flew in, flashing a cold shimmer. The two exchanged glances with each other, both of them had the intention of appreciating the snow, stood up, and squeaked the door out. The cold wind outside pierces the face, killing two eyes. Chang Sihao hurriedly opened his arms and protected Ah Yao under his warm coat.
Outside the hermitage, I looked at the cliff, but I saw that the sky was full of clear light, and the night was bright, and the cold and strong wind brought the distance between heaven and earth closer, as if it was lower, and the sky would be pierced by the mountains. The heavy clouds that were entwined between the peaks rolled like turbid waves, as if they were being dragged and sucked by some powerful monster, and were flowing towards the sky and the other side of the earth at an extremely high speed. The snow flakes are like thin feathers and flowers, and they have been ground into powder by the wind in the air, and they go straight to the vast forest and tree sea below the mountain, swinging in the reckless world, splashing like lead clouds on the ground, and the ice is shattered for nine days.
Ah Yao looked through the seams of his clothes, and when he saw this strange scene, he couldn't help but feel cleansed. opened his mouth and praised: "The snow dance Yinhua galaxy is dark, the gale tears the clouds and wrath for nine days, what a magnificent and majestic snow!"
Chang Sihao's eyes were slightly condensed, and his thoughts flew away: "Ruixue is a good year, I hope that there will be no drought and no disasters in the coming year, and everyone will have something to eat." ”
Ah Yao looked back, smiled slightly, leaned back slightly, and leaned against his chest.
The clouds are like water, the snow is wild, and the two of them stand quietly like this, watching quietly.
After a long time, Qin Ziyin's singing and wind whistle floated out of the nunnery: "Love parting, infatuated love, love is difficult to break......"
As soon as Ah Yao heard her voice, he immediately seemed to realize something, his body stiffened, and he was slightly separated from Chang Sihao, and the cold wind searched through the soles of his feet like a stitch, and both of them felt cold.
The song is faintly sung: "At the end of the song, people scattered, and I sighed in vain: half of the face, why cause lovesickness and resentment......"
Chang Sihao heard that this was the song she sang when she first saw her mistake herself for Xiao Jinyue, and his heart was very sour. Ah Yao felt his body tremble, and called, "Big brother, what's wrong with you?"
After a long pause, Chang Sihao said, "Yin'er...... She's pregnant, and she's been more than two months old......" Although she tried her best to endure it, there was still some whimpering in her voice.
Ah Yao was stunned, she had been with her side all the time, knowing that although the two of them had a skin-to-skin blind date, they did not follow the way of husband and wife, so according to time calculation, the child in Qin Ziyin's womb must have been the result of that inhumane **. Only then did he know why he had lost his soul in the house before. However, despite knowing this, he wanted to persuade him speechlessly, and murmured softly: "Yes." ”
Chang Sihao let out a long breath and did not speak. After a while, Ah Yao lowered his head and said softly: "Big brother, I have heard that you have been calling the eldest lady 'Neiko' these days. Chang Sihao said: "Yes." Ah Yao glanced back at him sideways: "I know that you are not for the face of the Qin family, you must have decided to marry her a long time ago." Seeing Chang Sihao staring at Xue and not knowing what to think, he continued: "Big brother, I know that you are a man with affection and righteousness, you always feel that the initial mistake made you owe her, but she never owes you anything, although you also like it in your heart, but for her, it is more moral and responsible, isn't it?"
After being late for a long time, Chang Sihao said, "I can't tell...... I told you that since I understood the meaning of backbone, I no longer felt humble, but in front of her, I always, alas, always feel that I can't hold my head up, and I feel that I can't match her. Ah Yao lowered his eyes and smiled: "What do you say is worthy or not, those are all things for outsiders to see, it's good that the husband and wife are in love, the eldest brother looks down on humility, how can you not see through this?"
Chang Sihao said miserably: "I ruined her happiness, otherwise, she should have had a better choice." ”
Ah Yao sighed: "Everyone has their own fate, maybe it's fate." Even if she can meet Xiao Jinyue, people may not like her, and even if they like her, they may not be as good as you are to her, and it is difficult to say which one is happiness. ”
Chang Sihao smiled bitterly: "You know that you praise your eldest brother for being good, but you belittle others, I am good to her, and people can't treat her better?"
Ah Yao smiled: "I haven't degraded, in the world, I can't find a good brother like you." ”
Chang Sihao saw that she was beautiful and bright, and his heart was also driven to be much more relaxed, thinking that she was very introverted and smiled less, but now she is a lot more cheerful, in addition to being really happier than before, probably more than half of it is to make herself happy. looked at her red little face, and said with a smile: "Okay, let's go into the house, the snow is cold and the wind is cold, stay for a long time, but I will freeze my little girl's face into a big apple." Ah Yao pursed his mouth: "Heh, what did I say just now? Isn't this immediately fulfilled? You, you are someone else all the time in your heart." Chang Sihao laughed: "You just pay attention to these little things." He was about to take a step, but Ah Yao screamed, his body was slightly crooked, and he couldn't move. It turned out that after standing in the snow for a long time, I only cared about watching the snow and talking, and my feet were numb from the cold.
Chang Sihao carried her back to the house, and Qin Ziyin was still leaning against the wall and singing in the shadows in the east corner of the kang, and there was no reaction to the two of them. The kang was very spacious, he put Ah Yao on the edge of the kang, pushed the brazier closer to her feet, added some charcoal, and asked, "How do you feel?" Ah Yao smiled: "I don't feel anything, just take it slowly." ”
Chang Sihao was shocked, knowing that it would be better if he felt stinging and itchy at this time, and frostbite was most afraid of being unconscious. Xue Jing Xiongqi, as soon as he looked at it, he forgot the time, he had stood outside for so long just now, Qin Ziyin had already changed from crying to singing, I was afraid that he had more than an hour of kung fu, his internal strength was deep, his qi and blood were strong, and he could keep out the cold, but although she was a little girl in the warm fur, how could she resist it under her feet? ”
Ah Yao was very ashamed, his face turned even redder, and he shook his head and said, "It's okay." Chang Sihao looked at the snow on her shoes and the fabric was frosty, and he didn't dare to delay, and said: "Don't struggle, feel carefully, if it hurts, you can make a sound quickly, don't bear it!"
Ah Yao blushed, only to feel that his feet were indeed gone, and he was also afraid, he didn't dare to resist, and when his shoes and socks were removed, he couldn't help but be startled.