Chapter 10: A Woman's Tears
On the seventh day of the seventh month of the thirtieth year of the emperor's reign, the sun is shining and the sky is cloudless, and the blue sky is like tourmaline, which is endless, which makes people feel comfortable. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć infoAlthough Shen Fei was busy all morning before cleaning the fallen leaves, he was still in a good mood when he stood in the sunlight and took a deep breath. Happily solved a big problem in his heart, the mood that was originally entangled because of Ruoxue has warmed, he has already figured it out, anyway, his child's golden body is not close to women, and it is useless to think too much about men and women, it is better to be free and let everything go with fate.
Nalan Ruoxue didn't come to class, and I heard that she had a quarrel with Leng Gongyue early in the morning, and then rushed out of the door, not knowing where she went. Although Shen Fei was worried about her, he wouldn't look for her, she was an adult after all, she couldn't always have someone by her side, and she needed to mature herself.
Shao Baiyu arrived at the Xuanqing Hall very late, since the end of the evening solo teaching, his daily practice time has not been shortened, but has become longer, almost the first thing he opens his eyes is to meditate and practice, after eating and resting for a while, he will immediately enter the state of practice, and so on, never stopping.
Shao Baiyu's dedication and perseverance to practice are beyond even Shen Fei, who has always been known for enduring hardships. The flame of desire to become a strong man burned deep in his heart is really something that no external force can shake, and it burns like that until the day when the goal is achieved. In Shen Fei's opinion, Shao Baiyu was really terrifying, because he could clearly look at the target and move forward unwaveringly.
During this period of time, Shen Fei slowly felt that among his peers, there were only three people who made him feel afraid, and the first was naturally Zhong Lirui, who died young. Zhongli's strength is unique, if he is still alive, it will never be his turn to rise with Bai Yu, but fate is so interesting, the amazing senior brother Zhongli used his death to fulfill himself and Shao Baiyu, and exchanged a vast sky for the two of them; The third thing that scared Shen Fei was Shao Baiyu, the closest person, Shao Baiyu, in all fairness, compared with Zhong Lirui and Yan Tiantian, Shao Baiyu's qualifications had a certain gap, but his efforts, his persistent pursuit and dedication to the goal made Shen Fei incredible. More than once, when I got up to pee, I saw Shao Baiyu sitting in the dark, practicing silently when everyone was asleep. Shao Baiyu never wrote his efforts on his face, but Shen Fei, who had stayed with him for a long time, knew best how much Bai Yu had paid, he was the type who had a clear goal in his heart and worked hard for it without regrets. At first, Shen Fei also felt that this was caused by the unavenged revenge, but later he gradually found out that it may have something to do with Yan Tiantian, but it is by no means the root cause, what Shao Baiyu pursues has always been the supreme in his mind, the goal in his mind. So he never cares about fame, and he won't even be distracted by youth and ignorance, he only wants one - the strongest in the world. Because of this, Shen Fei was also afraid of Bai Yu, afraid of the clarity of his immediate goal.
On the contrary, Shen Fei himself did not have any fixed goals, as a prince of Rakshasa back then, he was young and ignorant, and he thought about how to play happily all day long; when the Rakshasa city wall collapsed and his clan was killed, the pain he felt was secondary, and his only thought was to live, and he tried his best to live; Following him to Shushan, it seems that he has no worries about food and clothing, and his wish has also changed, hoping that he will not be looked down upon by others with his own efforts; now that his strength is increasing day by day, Shen Fei has an impulsive idea in his heart, and he wants to go to the world to find the initiator of the war of destruction launched by the Rakshasa Kingdom against the Rakshasa Kingdom, and avenge his parents and the dead clansmen. Shen Fei knew that it was forbidden to meddle in the affairs of the world in the fairy world, so this budding idea had always been buried in the depths of his heart and rarely confided in outsiders.
In July, it is the most comfortable time on the mountain, and the cold temperature at high altitude will be relieved with the arrival of summer, and the birds will sing and the flowers will be fragrant, and even the mood will be better, which can be seen from the peaceful atmosphere in the hall. Peaceful, tranquil, a beautiful place like a paradise, Shen Fei felt that he was deeply in love with Shushan, in love with this magical land, and in love with the lovely brothers around him, although friction between them was inevitable, but after staying together for a long time, there was a unique affection between brothers and sisters between each other, even for Yin Chaohua.
The spirit birds chirp, the colorful butterflies are flying, the longevity fruit tree treetops are full of flowers, the fruit of the fruit tree is not picked all the year round, and it will never fall, but because there are so many more students in the Xuanqing Hall for no reason, the fruit that has been ignored for a long time, and the fruit rich in spiritual power has been picked clean by the naughty ones, so that it finally blooms again after many years, and it will probably be able to bear fruit soon. The petals of the longevity fruit tree are dark purple, stretching perfectly, like a peacock opening its screen, adding a touch of beauty to the mountain.
Shen Fei leaned on the broom and stood on the cloud viewing platform, carefully looked at the people in the Xuanqing Palace, and saw that Yin Chaohua passed on the demeanor of the gentleman; watched the sound of the mountain of the mountain of yin and yang, living in himself; watched the thunder vertical and horizontal wisdom if foolish, and the great ingenuity was clumsy; saw that Chu Fang stood on the top of the sky and the earth, and the brothers were not separated from the left and right; saw that there was no one in the golden cicada cui eyes, the sky was the first and I was the second; the cold palace moon was lonely and beautiful, and the beauty was boundless; and Shao Baiyu was astonishing and beautiful, and the heaven and the earth were discolored. Looking at these vivid, real, and all kinds of Shushan teenagers, I smiled heartily. This is Shushan, the closest place to heaven in the world, the last pure land of bliss in the world, to know and accompany this group of people, it is really a great happiness in this life.
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Mo Junru sat on the seat tremblingly, looking at Leng Gongyue's eyes were jealous and resentful, in yesterday's battle, he didn't even make a move, he was defeated, this unwillingness and jealousy are like tying a knot in the depths of his heart. Jun Ru really didn't expect that after six months, the gap between herself and Leng Gongyue had not narrowed at all, thinking about Shen Fei and Shao Baiyu's sweat every day, she finally understood that she couldn't catch up with the woman named Leng Gongyue just by playing clever and the divine sword given by Uncle Yun.
There are too many smart people in this world, but there are very few people who are willing to turn wisdom into perseverance. Leng Gongyue gave Jun Ru a vivid and meaningful lesson, and her indifferent and contemptuous gaze deeply pierced Jun Ru's heart.
She thought she was supposed to be unique, a collection of thousands of loves. However, in front of that woman, she is not the same as her fart, and it is no exaggeration to say that if she walks side by side, no one will notice her, and all eyes will be taken away by the woman named Leng Gongyue. She suddenly understood Ruoxue's current feelings, and understood why Ruoxue and Leng Gongyue turned against each other, this feeling was really uncomfortable, and it made people feel the urge to scold people, why was she inferior to her? Why did everyone like her? These two questions Mo Junru thought about it all night.
"Do you have a cold, Junru?" Shao Baiyu, who was paying attention to Shen Fei's movements, felt Junru shivering vigorously, so he asked her, "Is it a cold?"
Mo Junru withdrew his gaze from Leng Gongyue, and turned to look at his brother Bai Yu, who grew up with his childhood sweetheart, and saw that he was starry and polite, but his pure white eyes could not reflect his own shadow, and he was a little annoyed for no reason.
Throughout the night, in the night when he needed the comfort of others the most, the bastard Shen Fei and Brother Bai Yu were not around, only Lei Zongheng, who had always been used as a spare tire, accompanied him inch by inch, at that time, Mo Junru kept thinking, can he really grasp the arrogant heart of Shen Fei and Bai Yu?
Looking at Shao Baiyu, Junru's eyes moistened for no reason, and he felt that the person in front of him was getting farther and farther away from him. Perhaps, he and Ruoxue are wrong, maybe only Leng Gongyue is worthy of their hearts as high as the clouds.
"Junru, what's wrong with you, who made you angry Junru, tell my brother, no matter who it is, I will definitely get justice for you. Seeing that Junru's tears couldn't stop flowing, Bai Yu stretched out his hand and wiped her tears, "What's wrong Junru, are you still holding a grudge against Shen Fei, wait for him to come back in a while, I'll teach him a lesson for you, is it good to vent your evil anger." ā
Shao Baiyu had never seen Jun Ru so fragile, the woman's tears were the big stone pressing on the man's heart, at this moment, in front of this sister who was used to having and even gradually neglected, he suddenly felt that he had really not done enough during this time.
With the deepening of the experience, the harder and harder state of mind softened because of Ruoxue's tears, if it wasn't for the appointment with the master, he would even cry, desperately wiped the tears on Ruoxue's cold cheeks, he really couldn't wipe them away, so he simply hugged her in his arms: "Junru, what's wrong Junru, if you have any grievances to tell your brother, even if your brother fights for this life, you have to solve it for you, Junru speaks, tell your brother, who bullied you, Junru, speak quickly." ā
Seeing that Junru didn't answer, but couldn't help crying, Shao Baiyu's mood became more and more flustered, he couldn't care about his demeanor, and looked at Lei Zongheng, who had been taking care of Junru on his behalf, and looked at him solemnly, knowing that something must have happened, so that the grievances that Junru had accumulated for a long time broke out.
Shao Baiyu didn't have time to ask, hugged her distressedly, stroked her hair, and waited for Junru to vent all his grievances into tears, and when the clothes on his chest were soaked, Junru clenched his pink fist and beat his chest: "I hate it, Brother Bai Yu, you are so annoying." ā
This sentence is usually used on Shen Fei's body, and the sudden addition of Shao Baiyu made Shao Baiyu very uncomfortable, raised Ruoxue's chin with both hands, looked for her eyes blurred by tears, and asked seriously: "Good sister, since these days, I have been obsessed with practice, ignoring your feelings, and accepting my brother's apology, okay." ā
Shao Baiyu looked at Jun Ru with great sincerity, and from his gaze, Jun Ru understood that there was no possibility between the two of them, it was pure brother and sister love, but he was even more aggrieved in his heart, and he cried again.
"Oh, oh. My good sister, don't cry, good, oh, oh!" Shao Baiyu hugged Jun Ru tightly in his arms, without any indecent intentions, but in Lei Zongheng's opinion, it was extremely uncomfortable, he thought that even if it was just a fleeting moment, when he and Bai Yu were present at the same time, Jun Ru would be biased towards himself. But he was wrong, since Bai Yu sat down, Jun Ru didn't look at him again, not a look.
This feeling is really uncomfortable, knowing that the long-term dedication is willing, but when witnessing the cruelty of reality, Lei Zongheng still feels empty in his heart. What others don't know is that obesity has always been a disease in his heart, and Lei Zongheng has always felt inferior to his obesity, which is the reason why he is doubly good to the people around him. For girls, they were still young before, and they didn't have a feeling of liking, when Junru appeared, it happened to be the age when he first fell in love, and he felt that the transformation of this girl was like the legendary ugly duckling turned into a white swan, this kind of transformation that can be seen by the naked eye makes Lei Zongheng feel incredible, he deliberately approached Junru, he doesn't care about the eyes of the people around him who show her favor undisguisedly, even if it is just a spare tire, it is also willing.
Willing...... Hehe. But the feeling of being willing is really uncomfortable, the more you give, the more you hope to get, when he is more and more unable to extricate himself, Mo Junru's smile will affect his state of mind at that time. This feeling is liking, this feeling is tormented by the person you like, this wonderful sense of loss is something that the cultivation has never brought him.
Life is a kind of experience, it is a journey, Lei Zongheng has unparalleled qualifications in cultivation, and has unattainable qualifications in others, but in terms of feelings, he is helpless and powerless. Heaven is always fair, it opens a window for you, and then it closes a door, and some people may get more, and open a lot of windows, but in any case, there is always one of them that is closed, and this is reality, a reality that cannot be changed, a slightly cruel reality.
Junru finally stopped crying, but Lei Zongheng's mood did not get better because of this, but became more uncomfortable, Junru rolled in Bai Yu's arms coquettishly and cutely appeared in front of him before, he felt disappointed and decadent, slowly turned around, and decided not to look at them anymore, but Yu Guang glanced at the two of them without arguing, there was no reason in front of feelings, there was no self-control, and he finally understood the ferocity when feelings came. (To be continued.) )