"I can't increase my cultivation through cultivation, and I can't practice exercises and secret arts, my appearance not only doesn't help him in the slightest, but also requires him to spend a lot of cultivation power every day to pass on the exercises for me to continue my life.

I'm really useless, no wonder the heavens even look down on me, and want to send lightning punishment to destroy me, maybe a useless thing like me shouldn't exist between heaven and earth.

Since then, the higher-ups of the Nether Sect have stopped embarrassing him.

After all, he has the strong cultivation of the Yuan Infant Stage, and the sect doesn't want to offend a Supreme Elder too much for a matter of fact, so he acquiesces in my existence, and the matter gradually subsided.

Actually, I didn't understand anything at first, but I still have a memory, he talked to me every day and smiled at me, his smile was still so beautiful, every time I saw his smile, all my worries would disappear.

As the days passed, I knew more and more, and my mind was like a blank sheet of paper, full of words in the day and night with him.

I also gradually began to understand that those Yuanying Cultivators of the Netherworld Sect didn't like me, and the way they looked at me was like looking at an alien, full of contempt and disgust, only the eyes of the ancestor and the woman were full of complexity.

I'm beginning to understand them, and their rejection of me may not be because I have destroyed their faith, consumed a lot of the sect's resources, or even attracted lightning punishments......

Because these can fade over time.

Their rejection of me is because they don't recognize me, this kind of disapproval. It's not the kind of hateful thing about a person. Because. The emotion of 'hating' is also relative to the same life.

And in their eyes, I was like a beast, and I was disliked by them, which was a kind of disapproval from the bottom of my bones.

Just like a human does to a piggy or a puppy, you can give it alms, you can play with it, and you can even build a beautiful shelter for it. But you can never take it personally.

Besides, I'm a crippled being, so I'm not as good as those brutes.

And what made the top leaders of the Netherworld Sect unbearable the most was him...... He actually had a bad feeling for something like me, which was not even as good as a beast......

Later, something very wonderful came out of me, maybe it was what people called feelings.

After having this kind of thing, I realized that he was always there for me. Talk to me and smile at me. But there was always a trace of hesitation and heartache in his heart, although this emotion was deeply hidden by him, but I could feel it.

It's an innate ability for me to feel anyone's joys and sorrows.

I asked him why he was grieving, and he shook his head, didn't say anything, then touched my face and told me a lot of stories.

After a long time, I gradually realized that it was his long-standing desire to create a perfect ghost, and my imperfection made him hesitate, and he originally wanted to destroy me and start over, but he couldn't bear it.

I didn't want to make him sad, so I told him to let him destroy me, and even begged him to create a perfect existence in his mind after destroying me.

He didn't smile that day, for the first time since I was born, I saw him silent on me.

I was very nervous, I didn't know if I had said something wrong, I was very scared, I was afraid that he would be angry, I was afraid that he would not pay attention to me from now on.

It was a long time before he smiled again, stroked my hair and said, 'Fool, don't be cranky, in my heart you are perfect.' ’

......

A few years passed like this, and it was the happiest and carefree day since I was born.

But ten years later, I felt like I had a serious illness, my body began to be unstable, the ghost energy in my body also dissipated little by little, and the whole person was shrinking at a speed visible to the naked eye.

I asked him if I was going to die, and I was really scared, not because I would die or disappear between heaven and earth, but because I couldn't stay with him anymore.

If I am gone, will he be lonely, will he be lonely, will he be unhappy, he said, the happiest days in his life are the time with me, as long as he has my company, he is the happiest man in the world......

He came to me, stroked my hair, and said softly, 'You are not allowed to talk nonsense, how could I let you die, who will accompany ......me if you die?'

It didn't take long for him to leave, and after that, I didn't see him for a few days, I thought he had given up on me, I was very uncomfortable, I didn't have a heart, but my heart was there, it really hurt, it hurt......

But I thought again, this is fine, so that I will no longer be in his bondage, and he will be able to concentrate on creating the perfect ghost thing he has always dreamed of, and as long as he can get what he wants, I will have no regrets.

So, I just lay in bed and looked out the window every day, thinking about everything that happened after I was born and all the crazy things he did for me before I was born......

It was only then that I realized that in my short life, there was nothing left but him.

I felt my body weaken day by day, and it continued to dissipate, and I was already the size of a baby at that time, and I saw that in a few days, it would disappear forever.

Just when I was only the size of a fist, sleepy and trying to close my eyes and fall asleep, he suddenly appeared......

In fact, at that time, my consciousness was not very clear, I only remembered that he was covered with injuries, and his elegant robe was covered with bloodstains, and even breath, I was afraid that he was not much stronger than me.

Despite this, he smiled at me, and in his smile, as gentle and doting as ever......

At that moment, I shed my first tears after birth.

He looked at me quietly, a little stunned, as if it was incredible.

After being stunned for a long time, he suddenly looked up to the sky and laughed, laughing and laughing, and he even cried, and he said: 'You are not like a ghost, but more like a person, a sentimental little woman, a woman who is imprinted in my life, the most perfect woman. ’

He wiped away tears for me, he said that he was very happy and lucky to let a ghost shed tears for himself, he was content, and he also said that he would no longer have the idea of creating ghosts, because of him, he had created a most perfect being.

Oh my God, what he said turned out to be true, I could feel it, I didn't expect that such a useless thing, even an incomplete existence, would really become perfect in his mind!

Later, he took out a treasure and used all kinds of means to integrate the treasure with me, and since then, I have gradually recovered, even better than before, and I no longer need him to carry on my life every day.

He whispered to me that as long as I was in a place with a strong ghostly aura, I could live forever.

I was so happy that I could be there for him forever.

One day, it was very noisy outside, and a lot of people came, including the sect master elders, the people of the Law Enforcement Hall, the Taishang elders, the Taishang worshippers, and even the ancestors came, and they were all furious, and even their faces were hideous.

At that time, I knew that in order to save me, he actually broke through many magic circles and prohibitions in the forbidden land of the sect, and stole the first treasure of the Netherworld Sect, a ...... Huang Tianxingbao.

The Netherworld Sect could no longer tolerate his misdeeds, in fact, what they couldn't tolerate the most was me, and in their eyes, I was undoubtedly a disaster, not only ruining one of their Supreme Elders, but also bringing endless disasters to the Netherworld Sect.

At that time, with heartache and disappointment on his face, the ancestor said: "Although you have made a great mistake, but the relationship between you and me for hundreds of years, if you destroy her with your own hands and return the treasure, I will not blame the past."

And the matter of you stealing the treasure of this sect, under my order, no one will dare to mention it in the future, this time, don't let me down again. ’

At that time, he knelt in front of the ancestor, his face was full of bitterness, but he shook his head firmly.

He once told me that the ancestor had the grace of knowing him in his early years, and he had a sense of saving his life, although they belonged to the same generation in cultivation, in fact, they were like father and son.

Old Ancestor's hair turned gray in an instant, spurting blood, and he was extremely disappointed, and ordered the other Supreme Elders to forcibly take him down, and capture me alive, so that he could watch me being executed, hoping to make him sober up.

Later, he used his magic power to pull me all the way out of the Netherworld Sect, and in that battle, countless fellow disciples died in his hands, and the female Taishang elder who admired him was also seriously injured by him.

Everyone's faces were filled with endless anger and monstrous hatred, and everyone thought that he would take revenge, and only I could feel how sad he was under his seemingly cold-blooded and ruthless appearance......

In the end, we escaped from the Netherworld Sect, all the way east, to the East Origin Mountain, although he was seriously injured, and even his body was crippled, he still smiled and said to me:

'It seems that we are going to be separated for a while, the Yin Ghost aura here is strong, it is very suitable for your body, and this is also the place of trial of the Nether Sect, they would never have thought that I would leave you here.

You hide it, don't let them find out, you just wait here for me, and I will come back to you.

If I don't come back, if one day you can become a true ghost, then you can leave here, but remember, don't resent the Netherworld, and don't resent the people and things of the Netherworld, because ...... That's my home......

He still smiled at me, but this time there was a hint of reluctance in his smile in addition to gentleness and doting.

In this way, he left Dongshi Mountain, and he walked for 200 years.

Now, he's back, but he's gone forever ......" (To be continued.) )