Chapter 226 Becoming a Scholar in Vain
He also thought that Tan Yaoxian was talking drunk. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Tan Yaoxian, who was already supporting his head with one arm, laughed at himself, his eyes were drunk, and he slowly muttered: "It's just a piece of dead leaves......
When he vaguely told the truth, Lu Shengzhong was speechless, and found that this pair of men and women in love were really powerful, even more powerful than him Lu Shengzhong, and the assassination mansion that was difficult to break through was actually broken by this pair of men and women.
The garden of the Thorn Mansion is open to the outside of the living water, people can't get in, but the leaves can drift in with the waves, the couple actually tattooed words on the leaves, so that the leaves floated in and out of the exchange, in order to relieve the pain of lovesickness between the two.
The two of them made an appointment to exile the leaves, fearing that one would be wrong, and that they would have to exile a few more pieces, and how much motivation it would take to do such a patient thing.
At the appointed time, Tam Yiu-hsien will put the prepared leaves into the water upstream, while Shao Liu'er will wait for the leaves to float in the garden during the appointed time period. Then, Shao Liu'er would banish the leaves with the tattooed characters at the appointed time, and Tan Yaoxian would go to the lower reaches of Shao Mansion to collect the leaves within the appointed time period.
The two have been in contact like this, and Tan Yaoxian also knew that the dissolution of the Poetry Club was related to Shao Pingbo, and that Shao Liuer was guarded by Shao Pingbo and was not allowed to come out.
Tan Yaoxian originally wanted to use the courage of young people's blood and courage to find Shao Pingbo for a showdown, and wanted to marry Shao Liuer or something.
Who knew that the ensuing reality directly knocked him down, and first the bookstore where he taught fired him.
So he went to other places to find a book teacher, he was still a little famous in Beizhou City, otherwise a poor scholar with no money and no background would not be qualified to enter Shao Liuer's poetry club, so it was easy to find a job. However, the problem is that within a day or two of the job he just found, the owner immediately found an excuse to fire him.
If it's just one family, it's just that, and then it's one after another. Later, he was forced to change his career to do something else, and most of the time.
Gradually, he couldn't find anything to do, cut off his source of livelihood, and was forced by life, so he began to pawn things at home to make a living, which barely supported him until now.
He is not too stupid, and he realizes that it may be related to the Shao family.
Although the Shao family didn't say it explicitly, it was tantamount to saying that they would not agree to him being with Shao Liu'er.
The meaning is already obvious, you can't even support yourself, why should you marry Shao Liuer?
The fact is that even basic life is a problem, how can you go to Shao Pingbo for a showdown? People have poked at your weakness and reminded you, do you still need to run to let people say it to your face? The difference between the family backgrounds of the two sides is too great.
The poorer they are, the more they will think about it, thinking about what grade Shao Liu'er usually eats? Even if the Shao family doesn't force themselves, can they raise themselves?
I was sad in my heart, and I was finally beaten down by reality, and I dispelled that thought, and now I am thinking about how to live.
He also knew that he couldn't last long in Beizhou City in this situation, and the things that should be pawned at home were almost done, and if he wanted to live, the day he left Beizhou City was not far away.
He was also ready, and when there was nothing to do at home, he sold the house left by his parents before his death, and made up a sum of money to pay for the journey, and since then he has been away from the country full of desolation, and it is time to wake up from that unrealistic dream!
Speaking of this, Tan Yaoxian burst into tears, and fell asleep on the table, but he would still say a sentence or two like a dream, "Liu'er... Liu Er ......"
"Brother Tan, Brother Tan......" Lu Shengzhong pushed the other party's shoulder and shouted a few times, but he couldn't wake up, and the other party was indeed asleep.
Sitting back in his position, Lu Shengzhong could see that this guy was forced to this point and refused to leave, and he had to wait until the things at home were no longer available, so it can be seen that he still can't let go of Shao Liu'er in his heart, and he still holds on to the last glimmer of hope.
Listening to Tan Yaoxian's whispering call in his dream, Lu Shengzhong shook his head and felt funny.
found that this person was indeed pedantic, and he didn't want to hook up with Shao Liu'er and take advantage of the Shao family's development, but thought about something that couldn't support Shao Liu'er, and tortured himself to make himself sad. If you can really marry Shao Liu'er, with the Shao family here, will life still be a problem? It's useless to worry about it!
However, he didn't plan to tell Tan Yaoxian this kind of reasoning, it was useless to talk to this kind of scholar with undyed backbone, people would think that you were insulting him, and this kind of person would bend down only if he was truly subdued by the real life in the future.
Getting up and wandering around the house, Lu Shengzhong himself was surprised, and ran to touch it, but he didn't expect to find out such a thing.
He now understands why Wu Tiannan didn't say it at the beginning, not because he didn't say it, but because he was afraid of the Shao family's power and didn't dare to chew his tongue.
Even Wu Tiannan can see it, it can be seen that the ambiguous relationship between Tan Yaoxian and Shao Liuer in the Poetry Club is not a secret at all, and others have already seen the clues, only the two fools think that others don't know, and they are really the authorities and bystanders!
What makes Lu Shengzhong puzzled is that Shao Pingbo is not a good stubble, his methods are ruthless and decisive, if he does not agree, this Tan Yaoxian can still be unharmed in Beizhou City? If Shao Pingbo disdains it, why does he take such measures against a small person like Tan Yaoxian......
The next day, Tan Yaoxian, who was lying on the couch groggily, opened his eyes, slowly supported himself and got up, remembering that he should have drunk too much last night.
Looking left and right, it was in his bedroom, and I didn't know how I went back to the house to sleep.
patted his head that hurt a little, and found that he had indeed drunk too much last night, and had never drunk so much wine.
Smelling the fragrance of porridge outside, I put on my shoes and coat, opened the door and went out, and when I walked out of the house, the sun was dazzling, only to find that I slept until noon.
"Brother Tan woke up?"
Tan Yaoxian looked over his head when he heard the sound, and saw a person standing under the eaves, who else could it be if it wasn't that Brother Li from last night?
He was a little embarrassed, and he didn't want to be embarrassed, so he quickly pulled and put on the coat he was draped on.
After reading the school, it is rare to be disheveled in front of outsiders.
Then he walked over quickly and said, "Brother Li, it's me Meng Lang." ”
Lu Shengzhong smiled: "It's okay to indulge once in a while. ”
Thinking of last night's incident, Tan Yaoxian asked, "What about Brother Tang?"
Lu Shengzhong smiled: "He woke up early, saw you asleep, left early in the morning, and said that he would come to see you another day." ”
Tan Yaoxian patted his forehead, sighed, blaming himself is not hospitality.
Lu Shengzhong pointed in the direction of the kitchen, "I boiled the pot of porridge and waited for Brother Tan to wake up." Brother Tan went to wash first. ”
Tan Yaoxian was embarrassed and left quickly to clean up.
After he cleaned up, Lu Shengzhong also brought a large jar of porridge to the hall, and the two chatted and sat down to use it slowly.
There were no porridge dishes on the table, only some pickled vegetables in the kitchen, knowing that his family was not good, Lu Shengzhong also barely made do.
Tan Yaoxian eats very gently, but it matches his white and pure bookish atmosphere very well.
Some words were originally said when he finished eating, but seeing his slow chewing and slow way of eating, he didn't know when he would finish eating, Lu Shengzhong had no choice but to be polite, and said: "The withered leaves are affectionate, Brother Tan is very elegant." ”
Tan Yaoxian looked up stunned, stared at him nervously, and asked, "What does Brother Li mean by this?"
Lu Shengzhong said with a smile: "Brother Tan, you drank too much last night and said some heart-to-heart words, I already know about you and Shao Liu'er." ”
Tan Yaoxian's face changed greatly, Huo Ran stood up, his eyes were a little flustered, and he was extremely annoyed in his heart, blaming himself for being drunk and making mistakes!
Lu Shengzhong pressed his hand and motioned for him to sit down, "Brother Tan has a heart-to-heart for me, and I won't go out and talk nonsense, so there is no need to be nervous." ”
Tan Yaoxian's lips were tightly closed, the chopsticks in his hands were clenched, and he sat down slowly with his head down.
Who knew that the buttocks had just touched the bench, and I heard Lu Shengzhong say lightly: "Forgive me for saying something inappropriate, I really look down on people like Brother Tan, and they are villains in vain!"
"Uh..." Tan Yaoxian looked up in amazement.
Lu Shengzhong added, "A woman still dares to take the initiative to confess to you, but what about you? Just because of Brother Tan, you have harmed others like this, and it is a trivial matter to lose your freedom and not be able to go out, and people are everyone's best friends, and they have a private meeting with you, and their reputation is buried in your hands, so how will she marry in the future? She has secretly had private meetings with other men, so how will her future husband's family view her? The family's punishment for her can be imagined, I am afraid that I don't know how many grievances I have suffered, and people are afraid that you are worried, but have they complained to you?"
Tan Yaoxian stood up again, his chest rose and fell, his emotions were obviously a little excited, and he looked painful and self-blaming.
Lu Shengzhong also stood up, "And Brother Tan, what about you? I know that Miss Shao is suffering for you, but I don't know how to solve the problem, I don't know how to fight for it, I just cower, look forward and backward, and let a woman suffer there silently for the sake of my poor little self-esteem, and even want to leave, so that Miss Shao will bear all the bitter fruits alone! Brother Tan, are you still not a man? What are you not a villain? It is a ruthless, unrighteous, selfish villain, and all the books have been read in the dog's stomach!"
Tan Yaoxian was ashamed of being scolded, and bowed his head in pain: "It's that I don't deserve her!"
Lu Shengzhong immediately asked: "Since you know that you are not worthy of others, why do you provoke others? What kind of evil heart do you have? If you are upright and selfless, you should have sternly refused at that time, and if you broke off early, you don't need to ruin people's reputation, and you don't need to let your family suffer this crime." Do you dare to say that you didn't think anything wrong with Miss Shao at that time? If you provoke and say that you are not worthy, what is the difference between you and those despicable villains who have been abandoned from the beginning?"
Tan Yaoxian closed his eyes, two lines of tears flowed down his face, and he raised his head and sighed: "Brother Li, don't say it, I hurt her, it's all my fault, and I can't escape the blame for death!"
"Alas!" Lu Shengzhong sighed, walked around the table, and reached out to pat him on the shoulder, "Brother Tan, the words may be a little ugly." It stands to reason that it is not my turn as an outsider to say such unpleasant things, but since Brother Tan was able to put his heart into me last night, how can I watch Brother Tan continue to be confused! Brother Tan might as well think about it, how can you be virtuous? Are you powerful or have a lot of wealth? If Miss Shao can love you, how can you be the kind of vulgar fan who cares about things outside of you?"