Chapter 148: Inner Demon

Du Fan took a deep breath, and was about to call the inner gate handyman to repair the trial wall, but someone came, and the moment he saw this person, all the unhappiness and troubles in Du Fan's heart suddenly disappeared, and he quickly invited this person in.

The person who came was Chen Ru, who was holding a snow fox in his arms and had just come out of the customs.

Chen Ru's temperament is as gentle and tranquil as ever, her flawless face, watery eyes, still give people a sense of calm and comfort, if it is different, there seems to be a trace of coercion between her eyebrows, and there is a hidden powerful aura.

Du Fan's mind swept away, and his heart was reassured, he knew that this woman had succeeded in building the foundation.

Although he still can't feel this woman's cultivation breath and other factors, Chen Ru's divine sense at this time is indeed nearly ten times stronger than before, and with Du Fan's powerful divine sense comparable to the foundation building period, this can still be seen.

& I like Miss Chen's success in building a foundation, which is really a gratifying thing. After the two sat down in the living room, Du Fan took the initiative to pour a cup of spiritual tea for this girl, and said with a happy face.

"Does Elder Du have such confidence in me?" Chen Ru's beautiful eyes flashed, and he smiled and spoke.

> Hey, in the next sentence, if Miss Chen fails to build a foundation, there will be no foundation building powerhouse in the cultivation realm. Du Fan smiled and said half-jokingly.

Chen Ru didn't say anything when she heard this, smiled softly bitterly, lowered her eyebrows slightly, and stretched out her white palm to caress the snow fox in her arms.

>> By the way, why did Miss Chen stay in retreat for so long, from the day of your retreat, counting the days, before and after, it has been more than 100 days.

Didn't you say that you could get out of the customs in at least ten days, or at most a month, could it be that there was something wrong with the Gathering Spirit Essential Oil I gave you?" Du Fan's expression suddenly turned grim, his tone became solemn, he looked at Chen Ru, and suddenly spoke.

& Up, thanks to Elder Du's bottles of Gathering Spirit Essential Oil.

I've been in the secret room for so long, and I can't stop breaking through and I can't be disturbed by others, if I didn't have the help of those elixirs and essential oils, I would have fallen into the secret room long ago due to the drying up of my mana. Chen Ru shook his head and sighed faintly.

What happened to Miss Chen when she was attacking the foundation?" Du Fan was startled when he heard this, and hurriedly asked.

&...... for me I've met a demon. Chen Ru glanced at Du Fan and said in a low voice.

Du Fan Huo Ran got up, his face was incredible, and then he thought of something, and said in surprise:

& Isn't the demon only present when it comes to the impact of the Jindan period, in the classics of the sect, but it has never been mentioned that monks below the foundation building period will have demons in their hearts>

&It's not clear, but it's ...... It really happened, and it tortured me for more than two months......" Speaking of this, Chen Ru was speechless and silent, looking unwilling to say more.

Du Fan's heart was relieved, even if what Chen Ru experienced was shocking again, now it was all in the past, and the two of them really didn't need to worry about anxiety about the past, after exhaling lightly, Du Fan's expression suddenly moved, as if he was a little interested, and said:

&Anyway, it's all fine now, but what is your demon?"

"Does the elder really want to know?" Chen Ru was silent for a moment, then his eyes wandered, he glanced at Du Fan, and said softly.

I'm just curious, if Miss Chen is not convenient to speak, I haven't asked. Du Fan smiled slightly, feeling that Chen Ru's emotions seemed to be a little wrong, so he waved his hand and shook his head.

It's really hard to say things to others, but it doesn't matter if you tell Elder Du, because, at the last moment of my impact on the foundation building period, the demon that haunted me was you, Elder Du. Chen Ru's cheeks were slightly red, she bit her lip, looked at Du Fan, and spoke in a low voice.

"Du Fan's eyes widened when he heard this, his breath couldn't help but suffocate, and the teacup that was brought to his mouth also fell out of his hand and fell to the ground.

He has only one thought in his heart at the moment, the matter of the demon in his heart will not have anything to do with the thing that this woman gave him for the first time, if this is really the case, then his sin will be great......

&Don't believe it?" Chen Ru sighed lightly, looked away from Du Fan's face, and said bitterly in a low voice.

Not really, it's just that the scriptures say that the demons are generally hidden in the bottom of the heart, and I have never heard of a specific person. Du Fan quickly calmed down, looked straight, and frowned.

When the demons arise, they are ever-changing, ubiquitous, and have no fixed form, and it is difficult to say whether it is a thing, or a certain person, or even something else.

However, there are generally several situations in which the demons appear, hate, fear, and ...... Love, Elder Du, what kind of demon do you say my heart demon belongs to?"

Chen Ru didn't look at Du Fan again, stared out the window blankly, and murmured softly as if talking to himself.

Hearing this, Du Fan's heart was suddenly shocked, his expression was instantly sluggish, and after a long time, he sighed in his heart, he was not stupid, at this time, where did he not understand this woman's mind, but he ...... I can't accept it, even with that thing, I still can't accept it.

&Girl, although she is not in this world, but I can't forget her, I'm sorry......" Du Fan lowered his head and said with difficulty.

"Elder, do you know how I ended up with my demons?"

Chen Ru's mood didn't seem to fluctuate much, her eyes turned, and she fell on Du Fan again, and said calmly, but she didn't wait for Du Fan's answer, and after a while, she said quietly:

When the demon first appeared, I was scared and at a loss, it may have seen my weakness, saw the fear in my heart, and created scenes and memories, everything was so real.

Elder Du, I still remember that once in the Valley of Hundred Flowers, you told me a story of 'Zhuang Shengxiao dreamed of butterflies', saying that Zhuang Zhou didn't know if he became a butterfly in a dream, or if the butterfly became himself in a dream.

At that time, my situation was probably like this, I had lost myself more than once, lost in that illusory dream, I felt at that time that the illusion was real, and everything that happened in the Blue Star Realm Zhongzhou Qixia Sect was a dream.

Then, that inner demon turned into 'Elder Du', and it tortured me in every way, saying many words that made me afraid and afraid, and let me see the cruelest and ugliest side of this world.

Finally it started to ** me again, it said, these are all nightmares, as long as I return to that illusory world with it, all the pain, all the torture will disappear, it says, it likes me, it will always be by my side, never give up......

You know, these are things that I've never experienced so far, and I was really moved by it, and I remember vividly, when I smiled happily and was about to nod.

But at this critical time, the mana in my body was about to dry up, and when there was a crisis of life and death, I had a moment of soberness, and at that time, I only had a few bottles of Gathering Spirit Essential Oil that Elder Du gave me, and I took some.

Actually, I could have given up at this time of sobriety, but I didn't want to, I didn't want to build a foundation, but I couldn't let go of you, I couldn't let go of the promise I made to you in my heart, even if this promise was only known to me......

Eventually, I returned to the nightmare, and I pointed to the demon's nose and cried:

"No, I just like him, but you're not him, he won't do this to me, I won't go with you, I'm going to stay here with him!

In this way, the face of the inner demon became distorted, and with an unwilling and silent roar, it dissipated out of thin air, and I finally broke through the last step of despair and successfully advanced to the realm of foundation building.

It turns out that the demons in the heart are caused by the hesitation and unfirmness in one's own heart, hating someone but not wanting to hate, loving someone but being afraid to love.

And my heart finally broke through all the shackles at the last moment, and let go of all the mental barriers of mortal cultivation, so that I could stand in front of you alive. ”

Chen Ru finished speaking softly, his expression was lonely, two lines of tears flowed down his cheeks in his eyes, he didn't wipe them, he stood up slowly, glanced at Du Fan deeply, turned around, and left directly.

Her footsteps did not stop, nor did she look back, she just left quietly, just like her character, she would only leave people quiet, not a trace of trouble, let alone embarrassment, all the pain, bear it alone......

Looking at Chen Ru's back, Du Fan looked dazed, raised his arm, opened his mouth, but didn't say anything, until Chen Ru disappeared into the peach forest and disappeared from view, then he lowered his arm and turned into a long sigh.

......

In the ten-mile peach blossom forest outside Du Fan's courtyard, there were three looming strange figures standing, and they were the Maple Leaf Sect Master, Ouyang Xuan, and the Peony Fairy.

& I've been worried about this dead girl, she didn't come to see me for the first time after she got out of the customs, but she went to Elder Du, it's really a female apprentice who can't stay......"

The Maple Leaf Sect Master looked up to the sky and sighed, his expression was melancholy, and he said with emotion in a sad and angry tone.

......& Senior Brother Sect Master, how old are you and I, and we are still thinking about these things with juniors, if this matter is rumored, it will damage the peerless wisdom of your sect master. ”

Ouyang Xuan laughed, glanced at the Maple Leaf Sect Master, and said with some teasing.

The peony fairy chuckled lightly when she heard this, her beautiful eyes flowed, and she suddenly said:

& We found out that no, in fact, Elder Du and Ru'er are still very suitable, if they can be together, it is also a good thing. ”

In the final analysis, Elder Du is a member of the Seven Star Business Alliance, if the two of them become a double cultivator, it will be beneficial and harmless to my Qixia Sect. ”

Ouyang Xuan's eyes flashed, his expression was solemn, and he slowly spoke.

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