Chapter 1156: It's Not Easy to Live
Feeling the fresh air, everything around, looking at it is still so kind, Lu Guan, who opened his arms, couldn't help but breathe deeply.
In order to survive, he tried to do something that made people feel against his will, but he had to do it, the dispute provoked by him in the dead realm, the Imperial Forgiveness Fortress destroyed by him in the empty place, and the enmity with the ethereal spirit.
Deception of family members, and even... So that Xiaoxin and Yuna can't help but doubt their ulterior motives...
Before, he had no way to tell the truth, and there was no way to tell his family the truth, and now he naturally doesn't need to say any more, because the matter has passed, and the things he should have worried about have become the past...
"It's good to be alive..."Lu Guan said with emotion again, but when he said this, Lu Guan felt that it was really meaningful to say such things at this moment.
Nowadays, everything in the divine realm is based on the death of chaotic beings, although they are not really dead, but it is undeniable that their flesh and blood have achieved everything today.
He still remembers that sentence, that sentence...
Everything derived from the divine realm now will have the breath left behind by his mother...
Alive...
It's not a simple thing, at least there are too many living beings, and maybe it's not very clear why they are alive...
Some people live to become stronger, some people live to become human beings, some people live to live for their loved ones, and those who can really live for themselves may only rely on their own instincts...
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Lu Guan felt that he was living a very willful life, very free, and he could almost do whatever he wanted to do, but now that he had experienced a life and death, at least he felt that he had encountered the biggest trouble in his life.
And it's really not easy to get out of a place that is like a prison, but it's a treasure trove.
"Perhaps... If you live too long and have no one to talk to, you will really be very lonely, and I really can't imagine how you survived the long chaos..."Lu Guan said in a low voice, his eyes softened a lot.
"So... Every life needs a goal that allows it to survive, a spiritual comfort, so that it will not lead to destruction... Maybe Chaos Qinglian is a little depressed, and loneliness and not knowing the meaning of survival are the final results of her approach... But now—" Lu Guan looked at everything around him.
I don't know what came to mind, then I shrugged my shoulders and said: "The current world, I'm afraid is what makes you feel that you have never lived like now, living a meaningful and valuable life, living in the lives of all living beings..."
"Maybe with me now, I should also call you mother..."When Lu Guan said this, this mother was obviously not the closest relative who gave birth to him and raised him, but a kind of mother like the mother of the earth, the mother of all things, that kind of mother.
Even when Lu Guan said this, he couldn't help but slowly kneel on one knee, his expression was unprecedentedly calm, but he was full of reverence and awe.
"I don't know where I'm going to go, or one day, I'll really bring you back to life and see for yourself this world that was born of you, that day... I don't know when it will come, or maybe it's my wishful thinking, I... I am willing..."Lu Guan said calmly in his heart.
Someone once said a very arrogant sentence, it is difficult to buy a man with money, a simple willingness, can come out of Lu Guan's mouth, others don't know how much to pay, only to have this opportunity, but at this moment Lu Guan is from the heart.
If one day, his Lotus Birth Technique cultivation reaches the end, he can really resurrect Chaos Qinglian, and it doesn't matter if she is really what she thinks, self-sacrifice in order to derive the divine realm, or really suffer ruthless betrayal.
At least...
You can ask in person, because you are willing...
Lu Guan, who got up slowly, shot several divine seals one after another, scattering the surrounding formations, and when he was retreating, he laid a powerful enchantment around him, originally as a plan that he could not come out alive again.
The barrier he laid was out of his own, and it was impossible for others to break it...
However, as soon as the enchantment was dispersed, Lu Guan felt that there were still many eyes around, all of them were secretly staring at him, in order to spy on him...
In the Northern Cold Polar Region, if someone dares to spy on them like this, I'm afraid there will be no one else except for his wife...
"Alas... Suspected by his wife... I'm a good man like an extinct breed, how wronged I am..."Lu Guan couldn't help but sigh with emotion, but when Lu Guan said this, he looked a little embarrassed after speaking, because he really couldn't be a good man of extinction.
After all, when my wife was pregnant, I even messed with flowers, although I said that I was the one who was pushed down, even if I tried my best to resist, it was useless, but it is undeniable that I was not only physically betrayed, but even my heart... Also betrayed.
But after thinking about it, what is this, I have never told the truth, and in order to cover up the truth, I said a lot of things against my will, and was suspected by my wife, although I have a clear conscience, but it is impossible to have any resistance, and even feel that my heart is very warm, because my family will be worried.
"It's time to go home..."Lu Guan stretched out his hand to the back of his head and whistled leisurely, but after taking a step, the people around him who were originally staring at Lu Guan could no longer see anyone in the next moment, and Lu Guan was standing directly in Xinyue City at this time.
After Lu Guan woke up, the first thing he thought of was to go home to see his family, because he understood what it meant to be alive and what it meant to be alive.
If it weren't for his family, he might not have been so insistent on wanting to live, and he would spare no effort to do something that was likely to kill him.
In order not to worry his family and make them sad, he can use lies to cover up, or words that he has to say, to do things that he is very unwilling to do.
It's not so easy for anyone to live, yet to live...
Isn't that what it is?
If a person lives alone and selfishly, one day he will lead to self-destruction.
"Dad, Mom..." Lu Guan smiled, as if nothing had happened before, and walked towards his parents' house.
However, I saw that other people hurriedly stepped forward, these people were all Lu Guan who stayed in Xinyue City, and was responsible for the safety of his parents...
"Your Excellency... The old man and the old lady have been taken back to the Holy City by the proprietress ...
"Hmm, got it..."Lu Guan was a little speechless, why didn't he feel it in advance when he came back.
His parents were taken back to the Holy City, it seems that nine times out of ten, it was his own girls who came back, Lu Guan smiled, and returned directly to the Holy City, but it was only a matter of a few steps.