652. A slap in the face
When Xie Feihan finished speaking, everyone was silent, and this story sounded really tragic and tear-jerking. This guy can be said to have been born with a golden spoon in his mouth, but his life was full of twists and turns, and finally his parents died and he fell asleep in the coffin. It is really a tragic story of tears for the listeners and sad for the hearers.
Hua Bai's gaze was a little wandering, in fact, he himself was so similar to Xie Feihan, a big battle, she herself was broken, fell into a deep sleep, and finally was woken up by Jiutian, after waking up, she was also a person and a strange world. But fortunately, she met nine days, and she can still recall the days she just got together very clearly.
Then she was slightly stunned, and felt a burst of warmth wrap around her palm.
Turn your head.
Jiutian looked at Hua Bai, "Did you remember something unhappy?" He could almost guess what Hua Bai was thinking at the moment, and Xie Feihan's story must have resonated with Hua Bai.
Huabai glanced down at her palm.
Jiutian coughed, a little embarrassed, and had to let go. But he didn't expect Hua Bai to change hands and hold his hand again, holding it tighter.
Hua Bai smiled slightly, she has experienced a lot of things, she was once high, all demons surrendered, and she also was in charge of the army and scolded Fang Xuan. She also had a fiasco, seriously injured and dying. These experiences have brought her many things, such as wealth, such as majesty, such as power, which countless people are looking for.
In the long ago days when she was active, she used to talk and laugh with the overlords of one side and drink at the same table. I have also seen countless peerless treasures piled up in the palace. I have seen the beautiful sacred mountains and Tianhe, and I have seen the tragic situation of the battlefield where the blood flowed like a river and dry bones.
No matter what aspect it is, Nine Days is undoubtedly not on the list. But only Nine Heavens gave her the most precious thing - life.
Those who had experienced things that were as far away as the last era, and now she put on an apron and walked to the kitchen, enjoying the pleasure of cooking, and smiling in praise. Every day, I am ready to open the door of the store to entertain customers who come to buy spiritual plants, and I have seen more vivid and different lives.
It may have been a waste of her talent and abilities, but it didn't matter. The important thing is that she knows what to do to make herself happier, and that's enough.
Back to the present.
Jiutian glanced at the silent Xie Feihan and asked, "What are your plans next, you can't hide in this coffin all the time, right?"
"Plans?" Xie Feihan smiled miserably, "What else can I do?" my parents are gone, my master is gone, Fluttershy is gone, and the Sky Gate is gone, this world is still something to be nostalgic for me, I am a damn person, if it weren't for me, nothing would have happened." I am a sinner, and I don't deserve to live. ”
Jiutian frowned when he heard this, but he didn't expect Xie Feihan to have a will to die. But it's not surprising to think about it, if it were him, he might also lose interest in living.
Xie Feihan leaned against the coffin, and the blood on his chest reappeared.
His eyes dimmed, and he said, "As long as I pull up the blood flower, I will really die, but I can't do it myself." So I beg you, who can come and kill me. ”
"It's better to die than to live, why do you have to do this?" Fuji Anan couldn't bear it, it stands to reason that she should want Shi Xuehua to die the most, but after hearing Xie Feihan's story, she no longer has this idea, and everything that happened before is just involuntarily.
"What's the point of my life? I'm a sinner, I don't deserve to live. Xie Feihan shook his head.
Jiutian looked at Xie Feihan's appearance at this moment, and a burst of anger rose in his heart for no reason.
He suddenly took two steps forward, then rounded his arm and slammed it towards Xie Feihan's face.
Syllable!
The crisp voice made Lao Zheng subconsciously touch his face............ The boss's slap is really ruthless!
Xie Feihan was stunned, covering his face and looking at Jiutian blankly.
"What kind of bullshit are you talking about! Why did your parents raise such a bad thing as you!" Jiu Tian pointed at Xie Feihan's nose and scolded.
"I ......," Xie Feihan wanted to defend.
"Shut up, I don't want to listen to you!" Jiutian rudely interrupted him and said angrily: "Okay, you go to die now, hurry up and die." With your parents' hard work, they worked hard to get you the blood flowers, and finally saved you. Now you say that if you don't live, you won't live, are you sick in the brain?"
"Think about what you're talking about with your sleepy mind? You die an easy and painless death, what about your parents, what have they been doing all these years? If you commit suicide today, you will be denying the meaning of their existence in those years!"
Jiu Tianzhen didn't pretend to be angry to persuade Xie Feihan, he was really angry.
Don't look at Xie Feihan's middle-aged face, but in fact, the real psychological age is only eighteen or nineteen years old, and after being scolded by Jiutian for a few words, his eyes immediately turned red, and he didn't speak when he sat there, just cried vigorously.
Hua Bai smiled, sat on the edge of the coffin, touched Xie Feihan's head, and said gently: "You just asked, what is the point of living." For you, being alive is a meaning in itself. In order for you to live, your loved ones have already put a lot of effort and even their lives into it. If they know you're alive now, they'll be happy. ”
Xie Feihan raised his head, his face full of grievances.
Jiutian couldn't help but fight a cold war, and a middle-aged man showed an aggrieved look, which was really a bit scary.
Hua Bai's face did not change, and her voice remained the same, "Do you think you are the worst? No, you will never be the worst one, your situation is nothing at all in the midst of all living beings." At least you still have your parents and masters, and people you like, and that's lucky enough. ”
Xie Feihan gradually stopped crying, and quietly listened to Huabai's gentle narration.
"If you think you're a sinner, that's it. It's not easy to live, so living well is the only way to atone for your sins. "Flower white road.
"But I'm ...... I don't know what to do. Xie Feihan said blankly.
"A lot of people spend their lives searching for the meaning of existence, everyone has their own answers, and you have to figure it out for yourself. Perhaps I have a suggestion that the Sky Gate is completely undocumented these days, and you may be the only one in the know. You can tell all the things about the sect so that more people can know about it. Neither life nor wealth can resist the erosion of time, but only the spirit can last forever. In another way, it is not a thing worth pursuing to let the Cangkong Gate resurface in this era. ”