Chapter 1029: Love Turns into Hatred
This picture has appeared in Xiang Zhenfeng's mind more than once, and whenever he sees Shen Qian and Zhuo Ran in love, he will imagine this picture in his mind. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć infoWhenever he saw Zhuo Yi just thinking of himself as the old housekeeper of Zhuo Jian Villa, this picture automatically appeared in his mind.
It can be said that this picture is deeply ingrained in his heart, and with the extension of time, the sense of picture is stronger, and the picture material is richer. This imaginary image has become the best solace in his pain.
However, imagination is imagination after all, just like a helpless person who likes to fantasize about himself in front of the people he cares about with a lofty appearance, and cast a look of envy and admiration. It's just that fantasy is not reality after all, and after entertaining yourself, you still have to return to the coldness that makes you depressed and unspeakable.
Xiang Zhenfeng's experience at that time was like this, he not only had to face the cruelty of reality, but also presented it in an incomprehensible form. Because Shen Qian did not kill Zhuo Ran, but always defended him, and said that he had liked Zhuo Ran for so many years, but he didn't have the original feeling for Xiang Zhenfeng.
This statement was like a bolt from the blue, which made Xiang Zhen at that time blind, and the so-called loyal and unswerving love that he had adhered to for many years turned out to be empty, and it was just self-inflicted.
Therefore, he was enraged at that time and brutally killed Zhuo Ran, wanting to extinguish the anger in his heart in this way.
However, once again, things backfired. Shen Qian not only did not change her mind, but committed suicide and died, and went with Zhuo.
Looking at the corpses of the two, Xiang Zhenfeng's heart was like a knife, constantly spurting blood outward.
At this point, his feelings for Shen Qian have had a complicated situation, no longer the loyal love that he had at the beginning, but mixed with deep complaints, which has continued until now.
"I don't really feel guilty about your mother now, because she betrayed me and said that she liked Zhuo Ran. Indirectly causing her death does bring sadness, but when she thinks of her relationship with Zhuo Ran, her infatuation with her will be reduced a lot. Xiang Zhen sealed the road.
Looking at Xiang Zhenfeng's complicated expression, of course Zhuo Yi knew that what he said was the truth, maybe he had a reason in what he said, the woman he liked deeply, but said that he liked other men, how could he stand it? Even if she died because of herself, there would not be much scar in his heart, on the contrary, the complaint against her became deeper and deeper.
"I think my mother has lived with Zhuo Ran for decades, from having no feelings at the beginning, to slowly cultivating feelings later, and the mutual support in life gradually sparked. And she and you are like two mountains looking at each other in the air, although they appreciate each other and miss each other, but they are too far away, there is no corresponding warmth, and all the thoughts and love will slowly fade, slowly decrease, and slowly disappear, until they become strangers and no longer worry about them. Zhuo Yi sighed.
Hearing his son's analysis, Xiang Zhenfeng felt that it was really like this, thinking that the love between the two at the beginning was enviable, but this kind of love that only existed in the mind could not withstand the mutual support in life, the grinding of the ears and temples on the bedside, and the normal life.
He still remembered that at first, Shen Qian was still very moved by him disguised as a subordinate and came to Zhuojian Villa as a housekeeper, after all, there was a real relationship between the two, but it was only because Xiang Zhenfeng had no money, no power and no power at that time, and the Shen family looked down on him, so the two were forced to separate.
But throwing everything away from Zhenfeng and following Shen Qian regardless of it, for a woman who values feelings, it's strange not to be moved. It's just that moved is moved, after a woman becomes the wife of another man, even if she loves the previous man, she will be very scruples, after all, after more than ten years of life education, loyalty and women's Taoism they still understand.
Therefore, although Shen Qian was very concerned about his actions, she did not step out of the boundaries of her identity as Mrs. Zhuo, and only sympathized with him from her expression.
But with the passage of time, with the birth of Zhuo Yi, Shen Qian's attitude towards Xiang Zhenfeng has obviously changed. Because after Zhuo Yi was born, Zhuo Ran became more attentive to her and her son, and cared more and more, especially the relationship between her and Zhuo Ran continued to heat up, so Xiang Zhenfeng began to deliberately avoid it.
Xiang Zhenfeng still remembers that for a while, because of Shen Qian's cold attitude towards him, his mood became very bad, and he even began to show hostility towards Zhuo Jian Villa.
This change made Shen Qian very worried, so she secretly asked him out and admonished him in a secluded and uninhabited place.
She said that Zhuo Yi was his son to Xiang Zhenfeng, and hoped that he would not touch Zhuo Ran for the sake of his own flesh and blood, and not move Zhuo Jian Villa, she didn't want Zhuo Yi to lose such a life, and she didn't want Zhuo Yi to lose his father. Xiang Zhenfeng said at the time that he was Zhuo Yi's father, and killing Zhuo Yi would also be able to give Zhuo Yi's father's love. But Shen Qian said that Zhuo Yi has now remembered people, and he only knows that Zhuo Ran is his father.
This statement made Xiang Zhenfeng angry at that time, and he was even more determined to get rid of Zhuo Yi and destroy Zhuo Jian Villa. It's just that Shen Qian forced him to die at that time, saying that if he dared to move Zhuo Ran and Zhuo Jian Villa, she would die to show him. In this way, Xiang Zhenfeng did not start.
Asked the reason, Shen Qiancai said that he had fallen in love with Zhuo Ran, and hoped that Xiang Zhenfeng would not have illusions, and the two of them could not go back to before.
Xiang Zhenfeng was so angry at that time, he really wanted to burn Zhuo Jian Villa to the ground immediately, but because of Shen Qian's death, he had to stop. Moreover, Shen Qian also warned him that if he dared to mess around, she would never forgive him in her life.
In order to be able to continue to see Shen Qian, and even more so to be able to see her son, Xiang Zhenfeng had to promise her to stay in Zhuojian Villa honestly and be a housekeeper.
"It is said that women are fickle animals, which is true, and if you want to blame me, you can blame me for being too infatuated. Xiang Zhenfeng also sighed.
After listening to Xiang Zhenfeng's story, Zhuo Yi's sympathy for him began to rise, and the inherent affection between father and son made him feel heartache for Xiang Zhenfeng.
"Dad, it's hard for you for so many years. Zhuo Yi comforted.
Hearing Zhuo Yi call his father, Xiang Zhenfeng's excited heart was numb, he had been looking forward to this day for a long time, and now that it had finally come true, he couldn't believe it.
"Yi'er, what did you call me just now?" Xiang Zhenfeng said excitedly.
"Dad, you're my dad, what's so strange about that?" Zhuo Yi said calmly.
"My son called me dad, my son called me dad!" shouted to Zhenfeng, dancing with his hands.