The unanswerable questions deeply puzzled Zhuo Yifan, but he couldn't figure it out......

After hearing Xiu'er's relief, Yu Menglian, the red-clothed Shura, wanted to see her daughter who she hadn't seen for almost twenty years. Although she didn't know what her daughter looked like or what her name was, she didn't miss her in the slightest.

With her eyes closed, she was meditating on what her daughter would look like, whether she was tall or short, fat or thin, whether she was as beautiful as herself, and whether she had a good temper?

Wanting to see her daughter, she was almost nervous with excitement, and there were words in her mouth, wanting to run to her side as soon as possible.

But after being excited, she became worried again, afraid that after seeing her daughter, her daughter would not recognize her, after all, she had never fulfilled her responsibilities as a mother.

This kind of worry tormented her constantly, and she didn't know how to deal with the current state, neither advance nor retreat, just hanging in the air, unable to go to heaven, and there was no way to enter the ground.

"No, I'll go see my daughter now, or I'll go crazy. Yu Menglian said to herself, just like being locked up in a dungeon for more than 20 years, asking and answering questions by herself.

So she found a few guides, paid a high honorarium, and escorted her to Shushan. After not coming out for so many years, she couldn't recognize the way to Shushan at all, although she had countless feelings with him along the way twenty years ago, but now things are neither human nor human, and everything is closed.

The group hurried and finally arrived at Shushan a few days later.

Looking at the familiar peak, its shape is still so unique, reaching into the sky, towering on its own, no one can see its truth clearly, just like a person in disguise, who can never figure out his truth.

"It's still so familiar. Yu Menglian said to herself, in her young memory, these scenes have not changed, and it seems that everything is back to yesterday.

Those warm pictures slowly appeared in her mind, making her infinitely reminiscent of the good times in the past, and even a flower-like smile bloomed on her face.

However, as time passed, her face slowly changed, becoming very melancholy, very resentful, very angry, and even distorted.

Then, she yelled into the sky, and her body began to shake violently, and her hands kept grabbing her hair, and her face was very scary.

Those guides, where have they seen this formation, they are all good along the way, and they are still smiling happily just now, saying that they will change, and they will become like crazy people.

Fortunately, she was a woman, and several of them were both men and women, so they were not scared to death, but they still looked at her nervously, as if to prevent her sudden attack.

After a long while, Yu Menglian gradually controlled her state and recovered from the anger just now.

I saw her gasping for breath and shaking constantly, obviously caused by being over-angry.

As her breath gradually stabilized, her body slowly returned to a static state, and several people who followed her also returned to normal, no longer looking at her in horror.

Realizing her gaffe just now, Yu Menglian said to a few people: "I'm sorry, I just remembered the person who made me resentful, so my attitude became a little scary, which scared a few of you." ”

"It's okay, it's okay, understand, understand. Several people hurriedly replied.

"I want to take a look around here first, after all, I haven't been here for a decade or two, will you accompany me to change careers?"

"No problem, no problem. The person who took Yu Menglian's money hurriedly responded.

According to the memories of her youth, Yu Menglian slowly walked towards the place where she had good memories, the reason why this is so is because she doesn't want to go to see her daughter with resentment, she wants to adjust her state through the memories of good things.

She walked to a gazebo, then rubbed her hand against the bottom part of the pillar, and found that the engraved word "yuan" was still there, although it was a little mottled.

Yu Menglian stroked it slowly, just like he caressed himself back then. It is said that life is like a white horse, and it is only yesterday, why did it suddenly become so far away?

She wanted to hold the beauty of that time, and let that time stay on the inadlessness, on the love and honey, on the sea vows, and on the dry rocks.

However, the cruelty of reality still crushed her wishful thinking, and she found that those thoughts were really just foolish dreams, and they had no effect on changing the status quo.

She sighed a little, like a beautiful and delicate flower, always wanting it to bloom undefeated, let it be fragrant all the time, and make it delicate, but the wind and rain in reality still came unexpectedly, or split the head and cover the face, which caught people off guard and could not be stopped.

Flowers will bloom and fall sometimes, realizing this, Yu Menglian's sad mood seems to be much better, since flowers are like this, people are even more so, maybe only the short is the most beautiful, and the long one is boring.

Thinking of this, she put away her sighs, threw away her helplessness, and calmly accepted the reality in order to better adapt to the reality, she comforted herself.

Then, she walked to a mountain stream, the gurgling water kept flowing, and the clear stream made people feel refreshed, as if they had walked into a fairyland on earth.

When she arrived here, her heart became excited, because this place was the place where he kissed him in the first place, and all the experiences that the two of them had never had were realized here. Therefore, coming to this place again still makes her feel so comfortable, after all, it is the most real experience of people, and that experience cannot be replaced by any other feeling.

And this place is also the place where the two of them have made a private lifelong decision, the kind of you and me, completely impregnated with low mellow, just like the deep affection when the skin is kissing.

"It would be nice if everything was stuck at this moment. Yu Menglian sighed, even so far, she still has an infinite aftertaste of that feeling.

People are using all kinds of restrictions to restrain people's instincts, but she found that the most motivating thing is instinct, castrating instinct, which is a kind of self-harm, which may have some effect at first, but with the passage of time, all restraints, as long as they go against instinct, will be destroyed in different ways.

Just like she is angry at his ruthlessness now, if you think back to the good times in the past between the two, you still can't help but reminisce about the good old days, and this feeling does not change in the current state.

Then she came to a round stone, a transparent white color, like a crystal jade, this kind of stone was very rare, so she remembered it very well.

However, the more important thing is that he leaned side by side with himself to watch the sunset and the red sunset bloom.