Chapter 857: The Past Returns to the Heart
"You didn't feel sorry for me, and you didn't hurt me...... You're telling the truth, aren't you?" Xiao Tian didn't seem to care, and said with a smile. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
"Ah Tian......" Su Jia didn't know what Xiao Tian wanted to say, but she felt guilty in her heart, and her expression was complicated.
"Since you left the Wind Chaser Sect, you have never let go of ......hatred in your heart," Xiao Tian said in a slightly reminiscing tone, "In order to realize this long-cherished wish, in the past two years, you have experienced countless hardships along the way, experienced life and death, and witnessed too many joys and sorrows of the world...... I can understand, because I have seen it all the way......"
"You let me choose between hatred and Ah Tian, you ......" Su Jia recalled the past, and said silently and affectionately, "This is the question you once asked me, and I also gave the answer - I chose Ah Tian and you ......"
"But in Jia'er's heart, you have never let go of hatred......" Xiao Tian's expression was calm, and he smiled slightly, "I didn't understand you, I always wanted Jia'er to let you forget your hatred and look to the future." But now that I think about it, it was a sign of not being able to tolerate you, and I was too 'self-righteous'...... Jia'er, you are you, what you have, you shouldn't let go of your obsession because of me; once I made you forget hatred because I don't understand, I can't understand your feelings; but when the scene of life and death on the Shenfeng Cliff, Bianliang witnessed the sacrifice of relatives and friends in the First War, I can more or less experience that feeling...... I like you, so I can't rush to change you, but I should understand you more, tolerate you, and understand you......"
"Ah Tian ......" Listening to the words like confession, Su Jialian blushed slightly, and said inexplicably.
"You want to seek revenge on Chen Shijin, even if it is good to take advantage of the war, I will not object again......" Xiao Tian smiled warmly, and then said, "On the contrary, no matter what path Jia'er will take in the future, I will be by your side, face the unknown hardships with you, and ......share the bitterness and joy."
"Thank you, Ah Tian......" Su Jia's heart warmed, but she was also slightly uneasy, as if she had hidden thoughts in her heart for a long time, and couldn't help but say silently, "It's just ...... After the first battle of Luoyang, the troops entered Shaanzhou, and after this road was Tongguan - seeing that the day of re-encountering the enemy was getting closer and closer, my heart was becoming more and more unpeaceful......"
"Not tranquil...... Did you not sleep well?" Xiao Tian remembered that Su Jia had said about "insomnia", and couldn't help asking, "You told me before, Jia'er, you have always had something on your mind and often have insomnia...... If you've been thinking about Chen Shijin all the way, then ......"
Su Jia shook her head slightly, but she didn't object, and said tacitly: "I thought about it...... I can't sleep well these days, and even if I finally fall asleep, I always think of the memories of the wind chasing faction...... Thinking of the past, remembering the people of the past......" murmured, layer after layer of shallow heartache floated to my heart like a splash.
"I think it's Jia'er, you're too tired, after all, there are so many wars......" Looking at Su Jia's somewhat hesitant expression, probably thinking that he had said too many "sad things", Xiao Tian still habitually turned to joke, "Since joining the army, we have fought all the way, in addition to war, we have not encountered many grievances, Jia'er, you ...... Or is it that they are always thinking about the past, dreaming of the past, and hating the cruelty of war...... Don't think too much, Sister Jing is like this these days, when the battle in Luoyang is over, Jia'er, you better rest for a while......"
Su Jia didn't respond, she bowed her head silently, but she secretly said to herself in her heart: "Yes, it's the same as before, but I think more about the things that used to be the wind chasing faction...... What's wrong with me? Why do I always think of the memories of the Wind Chasers these days...... And the people in the dream, why do I always dream of the dead little red sister...... Is it true that there are frequent wars that make me too anxious? Or ......?"
Su Jia couldn't help but think of what Master Xuankong had said to him when he returned to Bianliang a few days ago......
(in recall)......
"The old man thinks to himself, Miss Su asked the old body alone this time, not just reminiscing about the past......" Master Xuankong smiled kindly and continued, "In fact, in the old body's opinion, Miss Su, you must also have a knot in your heart that cannot be untied, but you are embarrassed to mention it in front of your friends......"
"Hmm......" Su Jia continued to agree, and then asked a little shyly, "Senior, ...... Do you know how to interpret dreams?"
"Dream interpretation?" Master Xuankong also smiled with curiosity in surprise when he heard this, "Why did Miss Su say this?"
Su Jia paused and continued: "That's the case, senior...... These days, when I sleep and dream, I always think of the painful experiences of my relatives and friends who have passed away...... I originally thought it was because I was confused by the war and tired, but every time I dreamed, it was a picture, a picture that people didn't want to remember anymore......"
Master Xuankong thought about it and couldn't help asking, "Then Miss Su, what did you dream of?"
"I dreamed that the dead little red sister ......," Su Jia continued, "it is the maid sister who took care of me from childhood to adulthood when I was chasing the wind...... I dreamed that before Sister Xiaohong died, she kept calling my former name and real name, and I dreamed again and again that she was slowly dying in front of me, and that feeling was really uncomfortable and painful...... Moreover, every time I wake up in a dream, I don't know why, I always feel uneasy in my heart, and I always feel that something bad will happen...... Senior, I say so, you...... You won't laugh at juniors, right?" Su Jia was still a little restrained and embarrassed.
When Master Xuankong heard this, he closed his eyes and said kindly: "How can it be? It is normal for people to meet dreams, since they see many dreams, there must be a cause and ......."
"Meaning...... Senior, can you help me interpret it?" asked Su Jia with a little wistfulness.
"Not sure......" Master Xuankong shook his head, and then said, "Otherwise, like Tang Shaoxia, Miss Su, you are also calm, and put a stick of incense in front of the case......"
Su Jia thought about it, and it was useless to say more for no reason, so she stood up from the futon, and like Tang Zhan, she threw away all the distracting thoughts in her heart, lit a stick of incense, and bowed to the front of the case......
However, a strong wind suddenly blew outside the temple, blowing the incense burner in front of the case. Before Su Jia had time to put on the incense, the incense burner in front of the case was almost blown down.
"Eh-" Su Jia's eyes were quick, and she reached out to hold the incense burner to prevent the incense burner from falling off the stage.
However, it was just a simple scene, and Master Xuankong saw it, as if he had thought of something, and his expression was slightly restrained......
"That's it, senior......" Su Jia turned her head and asked with a smile after finishing the incense.
"It seems that karma is uncertain...... Master Xuankong said shallowly.
"What are you talking about, senior?" Su Jia couldn't help but ask when she heard the "punch line".
Master Xuankong thought about it, and seemed to see something in the fate, and couldn't help but mention: "Miss Su, the old dream body can't be solved, but the fate can be vaguely seen......
"What...... What do you mean?" Hearing the "unbelievable" words, Su Jia asked a little nervously.
Master Xuankong seemed to have something else in mind, and suddenly thought: "In this way, the old body asks you a question, and you answer truthfully, and the old body can see your fate one step back......"
"Former ...... Senior, may I ask ......" After Su Jia listened, her heart became more and more nervous.
Master Xuankong calmed down, and then asked: "This is how it is—not long ago, Mo Tianxing, the head of the Wind Chasing Sect, that is, Miss Su, your mentor and also an enemy, came to meet the old man...... You should also know that although Mo Tianxing and Lao Shen are very different in age, they are from the same school, and they are both disciples of Master Xuanqing, so he came to meet him, which is actually a sacrifice to his mentor, Master Xuanqing......"
"Mo Tianxing......" Hearing this name, Su Jia's expression changed slightly.
"The old body knows, Miss Su, you are the widow of Su Ren and Lin Yufei, and Mo Tianxing, who killed Er's own father, is naturally the enemy ......who killed his father," Master Xuankong continued, "Now let's assume, if Mo Tianxing appears in front of you at this time, how will Miss Su choose?"
"Do you still need to ask...... Su Jia's eyes suddenly showed murderous aura, and he clenched his fists and said, "Of course I killed him with my own hands to avenge my father!"
Master Xuankong saw Su Jia's sudden expression, as if he understood the answer, and nodded slightly......
Su Jia also seemed to realize it, after all, it was just a hypothesis just now, and her unintentional performance was a little too abrupt. But it's the rush, so it's real......
"Okay, the old body has already guessed that Miss Su will take the number of orders......" Master Xuankong pinched his fingers slightly, and said meaningfully.
"Yes...... What is it?" Hearing this, Su Jia withdrew her "killing intent" and asked nervously again.
"Do you really want to know?" Master Xuankong was still a little hesitant, as if his fate was a little unsmooth.
"Hmm......" Su Jia also nodded nervously.
Master Xuankong's expression was a little cautious, and then he said, "Okay then...... In the near future, Miss Su, you will definitely encounter the catastrophe of your life, and you will encounter unprecedented hardships and dangers......"
"Robber...... Calamity?" Su Jia said with surprise in her eyes when she heard this.
Master Xuankong nodded and continued: "But the old body can only tell fortunes, and as for the fate, it is still up to Miss Su yourself...... Although it is a catastrophe, it is not that there is no unsolved method, but in the experience, in a thought, there are two paths: good and evil...... One thought becomes right, one thought becomes a demon, and it all depends on you where your fate ends......"
"Doom of Fate...... ......"Su Jia seems to be a little afraid of her future fate, a fear that she has never had," to ...... What the hell is ......"
Master Xuankong knew that he was a little too "excited" to say this, so he turned to comfort him: "But Miss Su shouldn't think too much about it now, just like Tang Shaoxia, all the troubles and distractions come from the heart." As soon as the troubles are removed, the source of the heart can be seen clearly, and no matter when, Miss Su, you can't forget the original wish in your heart......"
"Can't forget...... I wish to ......," Su Jia muttered, as if she understood a little, and then comforted herself, "That's right, I can't forget myself...... I have experienced so many winds and waves along the way, what difficulties have I never encountered? Even if there is a catastrophe ahead that I have never seen before, I will do my best to overcome the ups and downs, this is the real me!"
Master Xuankong nodded slightly, but in his heart, he was still faintly worried about Su Jia's future fate......
(In reality)......
"Doom of Fate...... A thought becomes right...... A thought becomes a demon...... "Su Jia kept thinking about this sentence, and her heart was inexplicably anxious and uneasy......
"Jia'er...... Jia'er ...... Jia'er-" Suddenly, Xiao Tian's shout interrupted Su Jia's thoughts.
"Ah...... Ahh
"What's wrong with you, Jia'er?" Looking at Su Jia's distracted but worrying expression just now, Xiao Tian asked with concern, "Did you think of something bad again......
"I didn't ...... Not...... It's nothing ......" Su Jia hurriedly retracted her thoughts and responded.
But Xiao Tian was still not very relieved, although he didn't ask, he also glanced at Su Jia from time to time - this is not the first time Su Jia has made this kind of expression and reaction, which makes people feel uneasy, it seems that Su Jia is hiding something...... But Xiao Tian was not embarrassed to ask more, since he had made up his mind that no matter what hardships and dangers he encountered, he was willing to accompany Su Jia all the way, then his fate depended on the number of days - no matter what the road in front of the two of them was, Xiao Tian would never give up......
"You two are here, it's really hard to find you......" As he spoke, Lu Jing suddenly walked over from the side of the Chinese army and greeted him.
"Sister Jing?" After bandaging the wound, Xiao Tian put on his armor again, turned his head and asked, "What's wrong......?"
"Nonsense, Brother Xiao, you are injured, the fool and I are very worried, of course I came here to see your injury......" The battle was imminent, Lu Jing actually said in a joking tone, and it seemed that she was in a good mood.
"It's in good shape, don't worry at all......" Xiao Tian didn't change his usual behavior, talked to Lu Jing, and still teased him very much, "I thought that this time you were calculated by that Lu Ling again, and you were so angry that you wanted to eat people, why was it so easy tonight?"
"Hmph, isn't it just calculating me twice, as for hating me for this......" Lu Jing turned to smile and said with a relaxed face, "Besides, victory and defeat are a common thing in soldiers, I fought with Yan Jitai before, wasn't it calculated by the enemy many times, and in the end, I didn't laugh until the end......"
"Heh, it's really not modest at all......" Xiao Tian glanced at his eyes, and couldn't help but say "black".
Su Jia came back to her senses on the side, forgot about her thoughts, mentioned the battle situation, and couldn't help but ask: "Listening to Sister Jing's tone, it seems that you have thought of a good strategy to deal with Lu Ling......"
"Of course, this time I have sworn that I will catch the 'channeling monkey' with my own hands......" Lu Jing teased, describing Lu Ling, who is strange with soldiers, as a "channeling monkey", and said confidently, "The ghost is scheming, and he will be brave, right...... Calculate that we have been going to bled so many times, and this time it is time for him to bleed......"
"In that case, what did you come here to tell us?" Xiao Tian still asked puzzled.
"I'm coming, of course, to ask you and Sister Su ......to help," Lu Jing smiled, and then said with a serious expression, "This plan is very dangerous, but it is specifically aimed at Lu Ling's weakness - you and Sister Su are the most suitable, so I came here and specially ordered you to ......"
"Only the plan that Ah Tian and I are most suitable for implementation should not be ......" Su Jia seemed to guess one or two, and said with a glance in her eyes.
The corners of Lu Jing's mouth curved, and she explained in detail to Xiao Su and the others about the plans to deal with Lu Ling one by one...... (To be continued.) )