"But that's what happened to the good people around me. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info Qi Ruoxuan of the East Harrier Fire Sect is also a kind and beautiful girl like you, because my appearance has ruined her good years, every time I think of it, I feel pain, no less pain than losing my father. ”

"I heard my father mention that even then it's not your fault, the bad guys just took advantage of you, if you don't show up, they will also use the other people around Qi Ruoxuan, and they will also harm her. Situ Yuer said.

"Sometimes I comfort myself in this way, convincing myself that there is always something that is predestined, so that I can numb myself and let the blood in my heart slow down. However, this is only a temporary relief, and it will not be long before this remorse will come back and become a demon that I cannot overcome. Zhuo Yifan said bitterly.

Although Situ Yu'er has limited experience in the rivers and lakes, her mother once showed her some ancient books, which are about how a person is entangled by demons and then really becomes enchanted.

She understands that in many cases, it is too obsessed, and then falls into a vicious circle, and finally goes insane and gets into the horns.

In terms of Zhuo Yifan's current pain, he always tends to think that his appearance has caused the pain of others, and constantly cites the examples around him, which makes this obsession more and more intensified and becomes an inner hint that cannot be changed.

In fact, he didn't know that even if it wasn't for his appearance, there would be another person similar to him who would appear, and then let Qi Ruoxuan encounter an accident, and then make the Zhengqi Alliance change dramatically, and these changes did not change slightly depending on whether he appeared or not.

It can be said that his appearance at best only happened to catch up with this situation, and then the unfortunate thing happened, in fact, it happened to meet him, not his appearance that caused it to happen.

However, Zhuo Yifan doesn't think so, he takes himself as the initiative, and the change of things as a passive, thinking that what he does as an active person leads to the stalemate of the matter out of control, so that all the bad things are on himself, not the other way around.

If things change like a human being can talk and think, it will think that it is its own appearance that causes Zhuo Yifan to encounter unfortunate things, and it is he who imposes all kinds of misfortunes on Zhuo Yifan, just as Zhuo Yifan thinks now, it is all kinds of misfortunes that he imposes on others.

Situ Yuer shared her views with Zhuo Yifan, asking him not to take all the things that were destined to happen on himself, which were not diverted by his personal actions.

Zhuo Yifan listened to Situ Yuer's analysis, and couldn't help but feel a little touched in his heart, he had never tried this special understanding, he always tended to regard himself as a source of misfortune and an ominous person.

However, Situ Yuer's analysis, if you taste it carefully, it really makes sense, Zhuo Yifan just takes himself too seriously, does he have so much energy to make the people around him suffer?

Is there such energy?

No, not at all!

As a small person, he is always so powerless in the face of what is destined to happen, but he sees himself as a foreign body that can change things, isn't this self-deception, or even self-inflicted?

Situ Yuer further said that those who are mentally delirious and crazy are mostly obsessed with too much, and in many cases, they will take those unfortunate encounters, whether they are themselves or the relatives around them, all on themselves, and they will fall deeper and deeper, unable to extricate themselves.

When the mental tension reaches a certain level, the degree of relaxation cannot be rotated normally, the insanity, and even the madness become the only channel to vent, and then he will go crazy.

"Am I going crazy, then? Because I can't convince myself that the suffering of the people around me is not my fault. On the contrary, there is always one voice echoing in my head, and that is that I am an ominous person. Zhuo Yifan looked at Situ Yuer suspiciously.

Situ Yuer stared at Zhuo Yifan, as if she wanted to see him all through, including his heart. After a while, she said slowly: "It's not crazy to be crazy, it may slip into another evil consequence of obsession." ”

"What bad result?"

"A person's obsession is too deep, and if there is no normal channel to relieve it, it may slip into two evil consequences. One is the insaneness I just mentioned, the insanity of madness, and the inability to take care of oneself in life. Another evil consequence is that you become a big devil with demons, and you seem to have the potential to do so. ”

Listening to Situ Yuer's words, Zhuo Yifan didn't feel that it was alarmist, he sometimes felt that he might fall into demons, and he also had profound martial arts, as well as a powerful blood-drinking sword, and the monsters in the blood-drinking sword were not good, they once made a voice saying that they wanted to be forced, cold-blooded, and killed. Under multiple factors, Zhuo Yifan felt that it was not impossible for him to become a demon.

Zhuo Yifan stretched out his hands, thinking that if he became a demon in the future, his hands would inevitably be full of other people's blood, and he stroked the blood sword again, feeling that it was bound to push itself into the demon path, and it would be difficult to turn back.

"I even feel like I'm a demon right now, first bringing bad luck to those around me, and then killing people indiscriminately with my own hands. "Zhuo Yifan said quietly.

Situ Yu'er looked at Zhuo Yifan in surprise, looking at his evil eyes, as if she had changed into another person, a stranger she didn't know.

At this time, the room had fallen silent, Situ Yu'er seemed to see a huge black curtain falling, and Zhuo Yifan was in the center of that black curtain, with the strength of his palms, the black curtain became deeper and deeper, and he couldn't see his five fingers.

The black curtain soon drowned out the slightest light, and Zhuo Yifan also sank into the darkness......

Situ Yuer was very frightened, Zhuo Yifan in front of him had lost his former warmth, but was evil and weird.

"Yifan ......"

Situ Yu'er shouted unconsciously, and suddenly she came back to her senses, but saw that Zhuo Yifan was still thinking deeply, and there was no so-called evil spirit and demons.

"Am I haunted by demons myself?"

Situ Yuer secretly said that those who channel the emotions of others often cannot channel their own emotions, and those who save others often cannot save themselves, this is a paradox, a paradox that cannot be reversed.

After Situ Yu'er shouted softly, Zhuo Yifan also woke up from the contemplation just now.

"As soon as you said it, I really think I'm going to become a demon?" Zhuo Yifan said softly.

"Yifan, you don't have to worry too much, whether the heart demon will become a demon or not, the key lies in yourself, if you can channel your emotions well and dilute your obsession, even if you have a heart knot, you will not fall into the devil's path. ”