41. Fluctuating light and shadow

In fact, the rivers and lakes outside are like this backwater pool in front of us at this moment, once you step in, you can never get rid of it.

Since they have harmed me and others, then the disciples and relatives of those who have been harmed by them will definitely go to them for revenge.

Even if her martial arts are very high, even if the person who has been hiding behind the scenes and manipulating them is very powerful, but I believe that no matter how powerful they are, even if no one can kill them, they can't fight against time.

Because time tells, and after a certain amount of time, they will be buried one by one. At that point, I thought, they might not live as long as I did.

After this conversation, Bai Qingyi's mind suddenly found a change.

He suddenly felt that now, no matter what, his swordsmanship was definitely no longer the best in the world.

Although Sword Thirty is already ancient, and no one else can compete with him, he believes that the only person who can really reach the realm of the world's first sword is the ghostly brother in front of him.

In the past, Bai Xiaosheng did "Weapon Spectrum" to evaluate the world's weapons, and although Shangguan Jinhong's dragon and phoenix double rings were ranked above Li Xunhuan, he still died under Li Xunhuan's knife in the end.

In the past, Bai Qingyi always couldn't guess the reason, but now, after this conversation, he finally found the reason from his brother.

Because the real number one in the world is not what kind of weapon you hold in your hands, but it is determined by people's hearts.

If everyone in this world has a tolerant and open heart towards others, then everyone is the best in the world.

However, Bai Qingyi believed that he would never be able to do this, because he still had hatred in his heart.

Although his brother's words just now have been slightly dissolved, the hatred that has taken root in his heart for a long time has been deeply rooted, and it cannot be easily resolved with just a few words.

It's like a word carved into stone, and no matter what, it can't be erased.

Bai Qinghou looked at Bai Qingyi with empty eyes, suddenly laughed again, and said lightly: Second brother, in fact, you don't need to feel guilty.

You don't have to think that you can't avenge us and fall into this place, it's a shameful thing, in fact, it's nothing at all.

Now, though they eat me, drink me, and use me in the Golden Throwing Lodge, I know that their lives will not be better than mine.

And in this dark Jizo, I don't have to worry about anything, for I don't have to worry about it, there is no difference between day and night here.

I slept when I wanted to, and when I didn't want to, I counted the croaking of the frogs in the sinkhole, and now, with just one mouth, I could easily tell whether it was male or female.

When I got enough sleep and woke up, I could even hear the grass in the waterhole sprouting as it absorbed the nutrients from the sludge, like crickets chirping, like flies landing on sandpaper, and I never heard a more beautiful sound.

Besides, there is no one else here but me, so I don't have to worry about someone suddenly jumping out of an unknown place to plot against me.

I don't have to be on the lookout for poison in the water I'm drinking, and I don't have to worry that someone will jump out and get me in trouble for no reason.

Here, I don't have to practice, I don't have to see those evil and ugly faces anymore, I don't have to look at those dirty strife in the rivers and lakes.

Now, I feel like my heart is like that pool of water, and later, I finally realized that the exit I have been looking for is in my heart.

When I am free, I always have this or that consideration, and before doing everything, I always have to think left and right to consider the feelings of others, whether it will make me unhappy, and whether it will damage my style of throwing money.

However, since I was blinded and thrown into this dark basement, I feel more free than ever.

Speaking of this, he actually shook his shoulders as if he had shaken off a heavy burden, made a few chest expansion movements, and then, with a long sigh of relief, said lightly:

Now, my heart is completely free, just like going to the paradise of Tao Yuanming's pen, so now you are giving me an exit, I'm afraid I won't be willing to go out.

Because as soon as I get out of this place, I will be surrounded again by countless people, both my friends and my enemies.

For those who are sorry for me, I will seek revenge on them, and for those who have helped me, I will repay the favor.

When is the time for retribution, so, as long as I think of these things, I am a little scared, even terribly afraid, I don't know whether I don't want to, or dare not get out of this place.

All in all, I feel like I'm completely free now.

In the past, I was always trying to pursue money and power, and even did whatever it took to get these things in order to achieve my ambition of dominating the world.

Now think about it, oh, it turns out, I was wrong, really wrong, life is just a few decades, what fame, what power, all are lost in an instant, only freedom and happiness are the most important.

Here, although sometimes a person feels very lonely and helpless, at that time, my greatest wish is to be able to see you again.

And now, this last wish has been fulfilled, and I think I have nothing to regret, so I believe that God has treated me well.

Second brother, actually, I also know that you will definitely feel incredible after listening to my words, but these are all thoughts in my heart.

And these are exactly the way out of my heart that I just mentioned, and I already know the way out, but I know that it will take some time for you to find this way.

This period of time may be long, or it may be short. Second brother, do you regret it if you want to stay here now, and stay with me like this all the time, even until the end of your life?

Hearing this, Bai Qingyi seemed to feel confused.

Because he didn't know how to answer his brother's question.

He looked at Bai Qinghou, slightly stunned, and then, his lips moved, looking at his brother with a calm face, his heart was entangled, as if he had a lot to say, but he didn't know where to start.

Suddenly it was very quiet, the waterhole was quiet, the air was quiet, and the stones scattered under his feet were so quiet that you could even hear the sound of insects flapping their wings on it.

Then, I don't know whether it was a stone that fell from the top of the stone wall, or a stone that fell into the pool after being hit by something on the shore, only to hear a "plop" sound, it stirred up thousands of ripples in the dirty quagmire, and it swayed away layer by layer, just like Bai Qingyi's mood at the moment.

One stone stirs up a thousand waves.

Although the waves stirred up were not very big, they made Bai Qingyi feel very emotional.

Then, there was a sigh of infinite embarrassment, like the light and shadow of those dim torches reflected on the stone wall, fluctuating.

Before he had time to think about it, suddenly, he heard the screams of Bai Qinghou, who was originally like an old monk in his mind, and the shouts exploded like thunder, as if he was already in extreme pain.