As long as I think of this, I feel very guilty as a younger brother, I'm useless, I'm really useless, I claim to be the world's number one fast sword, but I can't even save my brother.

Speaking of this, he knocked his head fiercely, looking remorseful, and then, as if he suddenly remembered something, he looked at Bai Qinghou and said:

Oh, yes, brother, just now, after the sudden impact of those true powers that flowed back from your body, I thought I would be very seriously injured, but now I don't feel any pain all over my body, just wooden, numb, what's going on?

The reason why he wanted to say this was to deliberately change the topic to comfort Bai Qinghou, but Bai Qinghou not only did not feel the slightest comfort, but also showed a trace of extreme guilt on his face.

I saw that his already dry and wilted face was now more painful, more guilty, and even distorted, and said in a deep voice:

Second Brother...... I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, the reason why you are in this situation is because you were shocked by the internal force I fed back.

Oh, I'm damned, I'm damned, not only did I have to go incognito and grow vegetables in the back garden of the Golden Villa for 20 years, but I also made you give up the fame and status that you had won so hard, and even fell into this dark place and buried forever.

And now, not only can I not help you get out of this grave place, but I have also shaken you, I really damn it, I really damn it.

Speaking of this, he slammed his hand and slapped his ears back and forth on his face, crackling.

Although Bai Qingyi wanted to stop him from torturing himself so much, he didn't have any strength, so he had to smile bitterly and said lightly: Brother, why are you so troubled?

After taking a few ear scrapers, a trace of the color of a dry eggplant appeared on Bai Qinghou's face, but he still had no intention of stopping.

And there were even tears running down his empty eyes.

For a person like him, there would have been no tears to shed, because after so much suffering and suffering, his tears would have been gone.

However, now, under the rendering of that strong brotherly affection, his tears gushed out again like a spring that had been dried up, and said:

Second brother, do you know, I feel like I'm really a wretch, on weekdays, I have always believed in the belief that no one is perfect, but I have forgotten that people like us are not allowed to make mistakes at all.

Not only did I kill our father because of my carelessness, but now, because of my incompetence, I have harmed my only brother like this, but I can't do anything about it.

What do you say I mean by living, and what face do I have to live again?

Hearing this, Bai Qingyi's nose suddenly became sore, his lips kept trembling, and he said: Brother, this is not your fault, why do you blame yourself so much?

Bai Qinghou shook his head excitedly, and said in a deep voice: No, it's my fault, it's all my fault, if there is no Golden Villa, there will be no me Bai Qinghou,

If I hadn't waited for nothing, I wouldn't have taken over the Golden Villa, and if it weren't for the false name of the new generation of owners of the Golden Villa, then others wouldn't have to deliberately approach me and curry favor with me, so that they would have killed our father and caused your second brother to have to stay incognito for 20 years.

So, it's all my fault, my fault, I thought I was going to die, but God wanted me to live again, is this a sympathy for me, or a punishment for me.

At this time, Bai Qingyi's body seemed to have regained some sense.

I saw his shoulders move slightly, and then, a pair of hands unconsciously stretched out, gently held Bai Qinghou's hand, and said in a deep voice:

No, if it's going to be wrong, it has to be my fault.

If it weren't for the fact that I was too conceited, too focused on those illusory reputations, and went out to roam the rivers and lakes with no anger, looking for a sword thirty competition to test swordsmanship, then I would not have left the Golden Throwing Villa, leaving you and my father.

If it weren't for my departure, maybe none of this would have happened today, maybe my father wouldn't have died, and you wouldn't have ended up like this.

So, all the mistakes are my fault, brother, don't do this again, if you torture yourself like this again, I don't think I will be at ease in my life.

Bai Qinghou shook his head, sighed slightly, and said gloomily: Actually, second brother, you still haven't understood the words, the reason why I insist that I am wrong is not just referring to this, but for other reasons.

At this, his face was full of guilt.

After thinking for a moment, as if thinking about the weight of the words he was about to utter, then, as if he had already made up his mind, he continued:

Second brother, I think, you may not know it, the reason why I ended up like today is not just because I made the wrong friend and married the wrong wife, but because...... Because I'm also ambitious.

Twenty years ago, if my ambition hadn't been too arrogant and ostentatious, maybe I wouldn't have ended up like this.

Hearing this, Bai Qingyi was stunned at first, as if he hadn't understood what he meant for the time being, and said with a confused face: What? Brother, you said you have ambitions?

Bai Qinghou took down Bai Qingyi's hand, put it back to his side, and then, with his hand, he slowly stood up and paced back and forth in Jizo.

Although his body has dried up like a fallen leaf in the cold wind, his steps are still so vigorous and light, and he does not look old at all.

The difference is that there is no longer that kind of sad and resentful look on his face, as if he has been completely relieved, as if he has shaken off all the burdens that have been carried in his heart for decades, and said:

Yes, second brother, I did have a great ambition, twenty years ago, no, it should be said that when I started to take over the Golden Throwing Villa, there was already the germ of this ambition.

At that time, my ambition was to unify the martial arts and the rivers and lakes, and I told myself that I would not only be the master of the Golden Villa, but also the master of the rivers and lakes, and I would be the leader of the martial arts alliance.

Therefore, in the days that followed, I would continue to attract masters, recruit people everywhere, accumulate wealth, and even do some shameless deeds, but what I never expected was that I actually pulled a white-eyed wolf to my side, so I ended up like this.

Alas, probably this is the so-called heavenly principle that evil has evil retribution. Now it seems that this idea at the time was a little ridiculous and a little stupid, but I did think so and did it at the beginning.

Speaking of this, he turned around abruptly and said to Bai Qingyi: Oh, yes, second brother, do you know why I made a rule in the Golden Throwing Villa that I could bet on my own life?

Bai Qingyi looked at him, as if he had understood something, but he didn't speak.

This is not because he is not completely sure of his guess, but because he knows that Bai Qinghou will definitely say it.

Bai Qinghou did say it himself, and said: Actually, twenty years ago, my martial arts were not the most powerful in the rivers and lakes, and in the multiple and complex environments of Sword Thirty and Ji Sijue, Burial Sword Island and Dijing Palace, my martial arts could not even enter the top ten in the rivers and lakes.

And although the Bai family's family swordsmanship is also first-class, I will not work as hard as you, nor do I have your dedication to swords, so I am not as good as you in swordsmanship.