XXXIX. Helplessness does not stay
Zhang Qianfeng's chest ached, and he went straight to his brain, his consciousness gradually faded, and he was full of hallucinations, as if his soul swam to an unknown place when he tried the spring water trial many years ago.
But this time it was different, his head was heavy, like a mountain, and he struggled to float up, but he sank faster. When he opened his eyes, the abyss below was black and vast, and he seemed to see thousands of pairs of blood-red eyes looking at him.
It used to be the one who was submerged in the depths of the spring to judge him, and he had nothing to do with others, only his own state of mind for cultivation. But at this moment he is facing an unknown judge, who may have offended him, who he had had, who he had killed.
Guilt makes his whole body weak, makes him exhausted, makes his brain blank, and makes him a hundred. Zhang Qianfeng boasted that he did his best, but he could never be called a clear conscience. Everything he did was to save the huge, decaying, and almost extinct Ten Thousand Immortals, but the fate of the Ten Thousand Immortals was irreversible, and it was useless to change anyone.
It was too difficult, and perhaps he should have given up in the first place, if that way, at least he wouldn't have to have blood on his hands.
He continued to sink, and finally broke away from the sea water and fell into the middle of the dead, and all those faces were imprinted in Zhang Qianfeng's heart, and he was indeed the same disciple he killed.
They didn't speak, so Zhang Qianfeng said, "Yes, it's my crime! But what else can I do? I can't let you kill people." ”
He shouldn't justify, and what's the use of justifying?
Zhang Qianfeng said again: "You were unrecognizable at that time, you lost your soul, and became a man-eating demon, if I don't do it, I will only be tired of innocent people and die tragically." ”
As he said this, a wave of anger rose in his chest, and he recalled the bloody situation in the city, and the children, boys, women, and old people who had died tragically. He understood that at that moment, these fellow disciples had become enemies, the most cruel enemies, and that what he had done was all right, and that there was only one way out.
Zhang Qianfeng was not convinced! He was willing to stand trial, but it was not the turn of these dead people to judge him. Because they are sinners!
Several people slowly lunged at him, opened their bloody mouths, and bit him on the neck, and in an instant they came with great momentum. Zhang Qianfeng waved his hand and smashed several heads.
The dead only wanted to devour him, but Zhang Qianfeng raised the desire to survive, his fists and feet vibrated together, and his skills were as agile as when he was alive. Zhang Qianfeng is engaged in the last battle of his life, even if it is death, he will fight until the last moment.
Finally, the deceased said, "I am also an innocent deceased, why don't you let me live? ”
Zhang Qianfeng replied coldly: "As long as I kill you, I can live!" Before he finished speaking, he had already smashed the man's head and body together.
He slowly felt the warmth of his palms, his whole body was happy, and the waves flowed in his body, which made him energetic and endless. Memories flowed by like a marquee, and he remembered the night when Wan Xian and Wan Gui clashed, when he was surrounded by enemies, he fought desperately, and hatred turned him into a demon.
He slaughtered to the end, and then turned back again, sparing no one of the dead. The blood of the dead turned into shackles on his body, and Zhang Qianfeng broke free. After a while, it turned into a flood again, and Zhang Qianfeng held his breath and continued to kill people underwater.
Zhang Qianfeng quickly sensed where his strength came from, and countless thin threads stuck to him, shining with a glimmer as he fought bravely, giving him energy and courage, so that he was not crushed by guilt.
He counted it, a total of one thousand five hundred and ten, this number was very accurate, he counted it out in an instant, maybe he already knew that these were the remaining Ten Thousand Immortal disciples, and they urgently needed him to save. At this moment, they held up Zhang Qianfeng, because he was the master of Wan Xian, and they were the real Wan Xian.
He pounced, destroyed the remaining dead, and began to swim upstream of the floodwater. But at this moment, those thin threads became a burden, and Zhang Qianfeng was carrying an unimaginable weight and could not escape from the sea of suffering.
Zhang Qianfeng did not cut the thin line, he never thought like this at all, he understood that the way of life was above, but if the immortals were destroyed, he would also be ruined, the world was often so simple, so simple that it was chilling.
The blood was so poisonous that he couldn't breathe, and he stretched his hand up to the light on the water's surface.
Suddenly, two hands grabbed him, and with a bang, he was lifted, Zhang Qianfeng was surprised by the strength of this hand, but when he looked back, he felt great sadness in his heart, it turned out that the 1,510 thin lines had all been split.
He roared angrily, but in an instant he was stiff as ice from head to toe, and he could see clearly that the two people who had rescued him were the dead Haiping Old Immortal, and the other was the missing Pan Xuan.
Zhang Qianfeng said: "Master Haiping, Senior Brother Panxuan, you... You guys.... Are they all dead?" suddenly his heart collapsed, and he pounced, knelt in front of the two, and wept silently.
Haiping Old Immortal smiled: "Okay, good, good boy, I will hand over ten thousand immortals to you, it is really good." ”
Zhang Qianfeng thought of all the care he took for himself, remembered that he was miserable before he died, and said: "Good boy, don't cry, ten thousand immortals will be handed over to you." Finally, the sense of guilt that he had escaped for a long time caught up, like a sharp knife piercing Zhang Qianfeng's heart and lungs, Zhang Qianfeng said: "The disciple is incompetent, and thousands of immortals will be ruined in one fell swoop." ”
Haiping Lao Xian smiled silently and looked at the coil.
Pan Xuan suddenly held Zhang Qianfeng's hand and said: "Senior brother, your mother-in-law and mother-in-law, hesitate, too much benevolence and righteousness, so hypocritical, I have always looked at you unpleasantly, do you believe me?"
These were the last few words that the two of them gave to Zhang Qianfeng when they parted, can Zhang Qianfeng remember it? After that night, the catastrophe was turbulent, and Zhang Qianfeng never saw him again.
Pan Xuan said: "However, I am crazy, scheming, full of bad water, and even more hateful and hateful, but I can kill people who cannot be left behind, and all the immortals were destroyed by my own hands, do you believe this?"
Zhang Qianfeng said in a trembling voice: "I don't believe it! I don't believe it! It wasn't you who destroyed all the immortals, and you are definitely not such a person! There must be a last resort! Where did you go? How could you die?"
It was not until this moment that Zhang Qianfeng finally understood that it was the last words of these two people before parting that supported his crumbling beliefs, making him ruthless, endure suffering, and tragically hold up the mountain of ten thousand immortals that were crumbling day by day, and bear the decay and pain of his mind and body.
He had been looking for a crime, not to convict him, but to verify his innocence. Pan Xuan is right, Zhang Qianfeng is a mother-in-law, hesitating, too benevolent, hypocritical and disguised. This cunning and cunning junior brother has always been the direction he is chasing, and it is the signpost for him to move forward.
He won't hesitate.
Pan Xuan said: "I can't be the master of the Ten Thousand Immortals Sect, I have to go to a far place, there will be difficulties in the future, and the only way to drive you to the shelves is to drive you ducks." ”
Zhang Qianfeng said loudly: "Tell me, tell me! What the hell is going on? That night, who resisted the ten thousand ghosts? Who killed Bodhi? Who destroyed Rentou Mountain? What happened to the corpses of the dead people under Rentou Mountain?"
Where are you? Where are you?
Pan Xuan pondered for a long time, and sighed: "Maybe it won't be long before we ten thousand immortals.... will be reduced to mortal dust, and there will be no immortals. This master of the Ten Thousand Immortals Gate is a chore, I am about to travel far away, and I will leave the Ten Thousand Immortals Gate to you from now on, I don't expect you to turn the tide, I only hope that you .... I can take everyone to live a good life. ”
Zhang Qianfeng took a few steps back, he saw that this plate was a phantom in his heart, and he said, "I can't even do this." ”
Pan Xuan shook the dagger in his hand, Zhang Qianfeng let out an "ah" and said, "You cut the rope?
Pan Xuan smiled: "Don't you understand, only by saving yourself first can you save them." They won't drown for a while, but now is the right time, and they can't wait for the expiration. ”
Zhang Qianfeng looked behind Pan Xuan, it was a dazzling door, Zhang Qianfeng didn't know what was in the door, but Haiping and Pan Xuan led him forward.
Halfway through, Hai Ping said: "I can only send you here, the realm after this is not what I know, not within my reach." ”
Zhang Qianfeng said: "Master, thank you... Thank you for coming to visit the children. ”
Haiping nodded and said: "You are very good, very good, you will be the most amazing master of the ancient and modern world, you will be comparable to that Zhengyi True Immortal, you can finally save everyone." ”
He patted Zhang Qianfeng's head, as if he loved his grandson who was about to go to the battlefield, but Zhang Qianfeng knew that he was pointing out his final way of life.
He turned around, and when he turned around, Haiping was gone.
Zhang Qianfeng continued to follow the coil, and the scene in front of him changed, one moment was the snow-capped mountains of Snake City, one moment was the bloody clouds and rain on the battlefield, one moment was the bustling venue of the Heavenly Sword Sect, and the other was the dark cave of the Black Maggot Sect.
Eventually, behind that door, a giant tree twisted and twisted.
It was the mouth of the dragonwood troll, and this was the starting point of the fall of the immortals, and it was the time for him to be separated from the coil.
"I can only send you here." After stepping through the door, if you don't have an epiphany, you can't turn back. Once you turn back and are nostalgic for the past, you can't go back and save the immortals. ”
Zhang Qianfeng straightened up and said, "Senior brother, thank you for showing the way." ”
"Thank you for believing in me, looking for me, you will succeed." ”
The voice is still there, but the man is gone. Zhang Qianfeng stepped through the door, and there was chaos in the door.
Chaos condensed, and he saw the heart demon Qu Feng and another person with a blurred face sitting cross-legged, surrounded by countless pitch-black stone tablets, Qu Feng and the person's mind exactly, passing the method of moving and attracting and measuring the direction.
Zhang Qianfeng had an illusion in front of his eyes, and the hundreds of millions of stone tablets converged into a huge wheel, which pushed the silk threads and weaved patterns, so that the veins were condensed and formed, and all things were born with the veins.
He understood, he had an epiphany, he quickly learned the truth, one life two, two to three, three to all things, reincarnation is endless, the road is complete.
Qu Feng smiled: "Brother Yi, I am really inferior to you everywhere, where did you learn this Fuxi method?"
The righteous brother said: "The method of Fuxi was naturally learned from Fuxi. ”
Qu Feng stood up and paced: "You would rather sacrifice most of your strength to pass on to me, and also help me complete this Qu Feng dream." Brother, why are you helping me so much?"
The righteous brother smiled and said: "If this thing is done, although I am still alive and dead, I live in you, live in this dream, after thousands of eternities, countless people who have been saved by this dream, how can they not be grateful to me?"
Qu Feng suddenly choked up and said, "Brother Yi, who are you, why are you so amazing?"
The righteous brother hesitated for a long time and shook his head.
In an instant, these two people were far away from Zhang Qianfeng, and countless words and mental methods suddenly turned into stars in the sky.
Zhang Qianfeng pondered for a moment for a while, stood up, and a door, an exit, and a passage appeared in front of him.
He walked through the door and returned to the world.