032 The meaning of existence
Thinking of this, Ji Danhuang got up and walked towards the city. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info He wants this mother, he wants this sister, he wants these relatives.
After buying some food in the city, Ji Danhuang once again came to the familiar courtyard. Gently pushing the door open, the smell of food came from the house, but it was already lunchtime.
Thinking that he hadn't eaten with his mother and sister for a long time, Ji Danhuang felt a little urgent, and pushed open the door of the house with his things and came to the restaurant. In the restaurant, Shan Xueqin, Ji Danqing, and the real Ji Danhuang were sitting together eating. Looking at Ji Danqing's expression, he is no longer the stupid and stupid appearance he used to be, although his movements are still a little stiff, but he can already communicate with people normally.
All the things she had been taken from her had already been returned.
"Mom, sister. ”
Hearing Ji Danhuang's voice, the three people in the restaurant who were happily eating and chatting turned around together. The moment they looked up, Ji Danhuang suddenly felt as if he had made a wrong decision.
Because, from Shan Xueqin's eyes, he found a trace of disgust. Although it is only a little bit, it can also be captured by Ji Danhuang.
Perhaps, after knowing all the causes and consequences, she will no longer regard him as her own son. Even, she would think that he was the murderer of their whole family, and no matter what he did, he could not be forgiven.
Even in fact, he was a victim.
In an instant, Ji Danhuang's heart was like ashes. He knew that his connection with this place had been severed. And this person should be his master Bo Zhang Ling.
As for why Zhang Ling did this...... How would he know!
Even though his heart was gradually cooling, Ji Danhuang still kept smiling quietly: "I passed by today, so I came to see you." I've bought something to deliver and I'm going to have to leave right away, so you can keep eating and leave me alone. "Put down what you are holding, turn around and leave.
Ji Danqing seemed to feel that it was not good not to say such a sentence, so he hurriedly called: "Do you want to eat together before leaving?"
Ji Danhuang didn't reply: "No, I'm quite busy over there, so I'll leave first." He quickened his pace and rushed out of the house.
It's not that he doesn't want to turn back, but he doesn't dare to look back. The moment he rushed out of the house, he was already in tears.
obviously doesn't have any good memories, but he is so reluctant.
rushed all the way to the bank of the Santu River, Ji Danhuang squatted by the river, and couldn't help crying. He only felt that he was very uncomfortable in his heart, and he only felt that he was really alone in this world, even if he wanted to keep the so-called mother and sister, but in their hearts, he had pushed him far, far away.
Wu Yi silently listened to Ji Danhuang's crying, and just sighed secretly. This silly kid is trying to find his meaning in this world, trying to have more connections with the world. It's a pity that the world is pushing him farther and farther.
"Dahuang, don't cry. Wu Yi couldn't help but persuade, "In life, except for yourself, everyone is nothing more than a passerby." Some of them will accompany you for a short walk, and some will accompany you for a long, long time, but no matter what, everyone has to be separated. There are some things that you don't have to be too attached to, and it might be better to go with the flow. ”
Ji Danhuang shook his head and didn't speak. In his heart, there is already an extra knot, and there is an extra hurdle that cannot be overcome.
Wu Yi sighed lightly, stopped talking, and let Ji Danhuang think nonsense by himself. There are some things that are useless to be persuaded by others, and after all, he still needs to think clearly and figure it out by himself.
After crying, Ji Danhuang seemed to feel better, and left the underworld without saying a word. Since he has been disgusted, he should never come again.
Here, there is no one who needs his concern anymore.
Back in the world, Ji Danhuang found a café and sat down, ordered a cup of hot coffee and drank it slowly. The pure coffee without anything added tastes a little bitter and astringent, which Ji Danhuang is completely reluctant to try on weekdays. But today, he suddenly wanted to try what kind of taste this pure coffee with nothing to add.
If his life is like this pure coffee, he doesn't add anything and has nothing to do with it, can he taste something different from it?
But what else did you leave him with?
After drinking more than ten cups one after another, Wu Yi finally couldn't stand it anymore: "Dahuang, do you want to drink coffee and get yourself drunk?"
Drinking so fiercely, if it is an ordinary person with a weak physique, I am afraid that my heart will be a little unbearable.
"No!" Ji Danhuang said, "I just want to know why some people are willing to drink this kind of coffee when it is obviously bitter and astringent." ”
Some people like bitter and astringent coffee, but who would like a lonely life that has nothing to do with the world?
"Because some people just like this bitter taste. Wu Yi said, "Dahuang, you really don't have to worry about anything. Everyone's life is different and has a different purpose. Can you think of driving a little bit and not being so aggressive?"
"Can't!" Ji Danhuang said categorically, "I don't want to be abandoned by this world!"
Everyone has nothing to do with him, isn't he just abandoned by this world?
"The world will not abandon you, but you yourself can abandon the whole world. Wu Yi sighed helplessly, he really wanted to punch this stupid kid to wake up, "If you have to find a connection...... Does Su Zixuan count? Does your 'Demon Spirit Animation Club' count? Does Dragon Island in the East China Sea also count as from a certain point of view? You! Without my personality as a neutralizer, why are you so stupid?"
The original Ji Danhuang was originally a stupid person who was so stupid that he was home. Now, his personality has been separated and become a separate individual, and he has become as stupid as he used to be.
"Eh, yes!" Ji Danhuang raised his head suddenly, "Yes, Xuan'er has a connection with me!" I am the president of the Demon Spirit Animation Club! The whole company is also mine! Then how can I have nothing to do with this world? No, I want to go and see Xuan'er! I haven't seen her for a long time!" Before the words fell, he ran to the corner to open the boundary gate.
What kind of brain is he! He even forgot about that little fox! She still needs him very much! I just don't know, I haven't seen him for a long time, the world is so chaotic, what kind of reaction should she have when she sees herself again?
It should be quite cute to pounce on him, hugging him and rubbing it!