67. The dusty heart is purified after death

Dong Caiqi's mind was swollen, and he was quite surprised to see that everyone was not damaged, and asked, "What about the golden cicada?"

Sang Qu'er said: "What is the golden cicada? Everyone caught all the bandits, and when the Hou Ye came out, who knew that the tower had collapsed." Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info"

Ah Dao asked, "Have you ever seen someone come down with us?"

All the generals shook their heads and said, "No one has seen how Master Hou and Miss Ah Dao got here. ”

Dong Caiqi only felt that he fell into the clouds, and guessed that he was secretly helping each other, but there was no real evidence. She pondered the signs, and the more she hoped, the more she could not believe it.

The big-eyed owl flew over, landed on her arm, and said, "I can see clearly, it was your senior brother who saved you." ”

Ah Dao's face was overjoyed, and he thought to himself, "So, this coil really followed, then I still have a chance for revenge." ”

Dong Caiqi said in a trembling voice: "Senior, you... Are you sure it's him?"

The big-eyed owl said: "I am sure that he carried you and Ah Dao and fell from the tower, and he was seriously injured, spurting out a pool of blood." As he spoke, he pointed to the grass beside him. Dong Caiqi walked to take a look, and sure enough, the blood was mottled, and it was extremely turbid and dirty blood.

In an instant, Dong Caiqi couldn't hide her thoughts anymore, and she said, "Where did he go?"

"He went into the jungle to the west." ”

Dong Caiqi didn't say a word, and quickly chased out, and all the soldiers looked at each other, but no one dared to ask. Her mind was in a mess, she didn't even know what she was thinking, she didn't know if she could catch up, and she didn't know what to say to Pan Xuan, but she didn't care about this, she just used all her strength to chase after this benefactor who was getting more and more distant.

She ran for a long time, but she was doubly confused in her heart, and she didn't even know that she was on the right path. She ran for half an hour, the snow in front of her, the black trees were forested, the sunset was slanting, the snow was red like blood, Dong Caiqi stumbled under her feet, rolled into the snow, she got up, gasped loudly, and suddenly did not want to chase anymore.

She just wanted to catch up with the man, and she wanted to talk to him.

She laughed a few times and shouted, "Big fool!" and I don't know whether to say herself, or to run away from her own coils.

The scolding echoed in the air for a long time, and Dong Caiqi continued to cry: "Big fool, big idiot, big bastard, what are you hiding, I like you!"

When she said the word "like", her heart was hot, spreading to her whole body, and she burst into tears in an instant, she said: "Yes, I like you! Brother Panxuan, I love you so much that I'm going crazy! I know it's not right, you.... You have someone you love, but I want to love you, follow you, miss you, and miss you!"

She spoke incoherently and incoherently, and suddenly fell to her knees, buried her head in the snow, kowtowed hard, and said, "Yes, I am not worthy of you, I am a monster... Monster-like flesh, I'm stupid and stubborn, I don't listen to you, I'm ugly, I.... I don't have a good temperament, I.... I will only lead soldiers to fight, I will not be gentle and considerate at all, I am the worst woman in the whole world. I don't deserve to follow you at all, and even looking at you is blaspheming you. But I can't control my own heart, you can't hear it, that's good, I.... I like you, I like you more than my sister!"

She knew that it was not the case, she vaguely understood that she was very beautiful, strong in martial arts, witty and decisive, cute and likable, but in the face of this ethereal and hopeless love, she felt so humble and small. Will the dragon look down on the little ant? Will the white cloud be attached to a piece of dirt? Dong Caiqi thinks about himself so badly, he just wants to know that he has been completely defeated, defeated in despair, and defeated naturally.

She said, "You're helping me, aren't you?" You heal my soldiers, you stop the golden cicada for me, you say, you say, why is that? Why do you treat me so well? But I'm not! I'm not! I'm not related to you, we're not relatives. Don't get involved with the second brother, I am me, he is him! If you treat me well because of the death of the second brother, I can't bear it, I... I'll misunderstand, I'll .... I wouldn't think you'd be able to... There's a little affection for me. What can a man mean when he is good to a woman but his relatives?"

As she spoke, she felt very believable when she had dream-like fantasies, and she looked up to the sky and laughed, and said, "Yes, you love me, but you don't want to admit it." ”

She was tired, so she quietly waited for a response, but in the snowfield, thousands of miles were empty, and she seemed to be the only one in the world. So the loss and sorrow turned back, dispelling the dawn of nothingness and weakness. Dong Caiqi raised his palm and hit him hard in the face, palm after palm, and the force became stronger and stronger. She wants to punish herself for her delusional thinking and unscrupulous words. Her mouth was soon covered with blood, but there was a little happiness in her heart.

In an instant, her wrist was grabbed, and she whispered, "Stupid girl, what are you doing?"

The tone was very harsh, but Dong Caiqi listened to it in his ears, and it was really like fairy music. Her blood was surging, her heart was beating out of her chest, and when she turned around, she saw that the person she liked was looking at her. Dong Caiqi thought to himself, "I'm so cold, am I hallucinating?" and reached out to touch it, and the man's cheeks were hot, like the sun.

Pan Xuan reached out and touched her face, which eliminated the swelling for her, Dong Caiqi hurriedly wiped her tears, trying to pretend that nothing happened, but the more she covered it up, the more she couldn't stop crying.

Pan Xuan was silent for a moment and said, "Senior sister, I heard everything you said. ”

Dong Caiqi screamed, ashamed and afraid, eager to go back in time, take back what he had just said, or run away, running to a place where he couldn't see, but when he looked at her, her whole body was hot and weak.

"I also have my own difficulties, I can't help you openly, and I can't let you... Suffer. ”

Dong Caiqi said "um", and he could only pretend to be deaf and dumb at this moment, in order to get by.

Pan Xuan lowered his head and said, "You like me Pan Xuan, which flatters me." It's not that you're not worthy of me, it's that I'm not worthy of you. Do you understand? Senior sister, I have done all the ridiculous things in my life, and I have already made up my mind, in this life.... In this life, I will never get in love again. Whether it's you, Zhenying, or Ya'er.... I'm all... I didn't dare to think about it anymore. ”

Dong Caiqi staggered, felt the world spinning, and wanted to kneel down and pray for Pan Xuan's love, but Pan Xuan preemptively said: "Between you and me, there is only brother and sister fate, and the rest can no longer be forced." ”

Dong Caiqi couldn't hold it back, gritted his teeth and said angrily: "I don't want you to treat me as a sister, I.... I'd rather you treat me as a prostitute or prostitute in the Qinglou, even if you... You've driven me away, I... I admit it!"

He reprimanded: "Why do you despise yourself so much?

Dong Caiqi said: "Brother Panxuan, no, you don't understand me, I... It's true that I'm not making any progress. Once I find someone worthy of following and loving, I can give up anything. Back then, I was blind and fell in love with Yulang, who was a wolf-hearted dog, but this time I wasn't blind, I recognized it clearly, it's you in this life, you don't want me, I.... I'm better off dead. ”

Looking at the stubborn and stubborn girl in front of her, her eyes burned with fire, and an unstoppable flame burst out of her heart. The flame could lift her up to heaven or throw her to hell.

He suddenly understood: the evil omen he had seen in Dong Caiqi, his elusive mind, his capricious actions. He clearly persuaded her to turn back, but he helped her go deep alone again and again. He could have taken her back to the south, and his wife was her marquis peacefully, but he couldn't help but want to see the end of the matter.

Her ending, the ending of Snake City, the ending of flesh and blood.

The coiled snake's eyes narrowed into slits, he smiled happily, his tongue rolled in his mouth, evil thoughts grew wildly, he thought: "Heaven or hell ahead? Transformation or degeneration? Ascension or demonization? Is there a difference between the two? The kung fu of the mountain and sea gates, all of them enter the Tao from demons." ”

I am a person from Shanhaimen, and I have come to lead you into the Tao, give you immortality, and turn your heart into dust.

Pan Xuan said: "Okay, I promise you." ”

Dong Caiqi almost suffered a cardiac arrest and scared himself to death. She repeated loudly, "You.... What did you promise me? Panshu, you make it clear! You... Do you want to kill me?"

Pan Xuan sighed: "Sister Qi, I also love you very much, in the past, I deceived myself, covered my ears and stole the bell, and did a cover-up, and my behavior was ridiculous. But I understand now, I know what I want. I don't want you to die, I want you to live happily and everything as you wish. ”

Dong Caiqi said "ah", fell back, Pan Xuan caught her steadily, twisted her little nose, Dong Caiqi woke up "Bang", saw Pan Xuan looking down at himself, couldn't help but dry mouth, cheeks fever. She kissed it all at once, and kissed her lightly on the lips, and she was fascinated and full of thoughts.

She said, "Really, really, aren't you a dummy? Isn't it a dream in my head?"

"I'm naturally true." It's just that.... It's just that although I love you, I have a great difficulty. ”

Dong Caiqi said: "What is the difficulty? No matter how difficult it is, I will.... All.... I'm going to get through!"

Pan Xuan said: "Senior sister, with all due respect, the higher my current realm, the more I feel that this mortal world is hateful and disgusting, and the women in the mortal world are all very cheesy." Although I have a heart for you, but... But this demon is difficult to overcome. ”

Dong Caiqi was in a hurry and said, "Then what should I do?"

Pan Xuan said: "You have to return to the snake uncle and rescue the old man, this is the will of heaven and the test given to you by God." If you can accomplish this miraculous feat, you will be the only heroine in the world, I admire you, and with the original love, this heart will never change. ”

Dong Caiqi said: "Is that really the case?" She was already determined to achieve this, but now listening to what Pan Xuan said, she was even more resolute and would rather die than retreat.

"But if I always help, I won't be able to show that your move is not easy." So... For the sake of the two of us forever, we will always be in love, unless... Unless you reach a desperate situation, such as encountering the golden cicada and others, I will not make a move. It's not that I don't love you, it's... Rather, I need to endure the pain of love, so that you can be tempered. ”

Dong Caiqi hurriedly said: "I understand, I understand. ”

Pan Xuan nodded, kissed her deeply on the lips, pinched her chin and small hand, took a few steps back, and disappeared in an instant.

She turned around, jumped up, picked up the snowflakes, sprinkled them in the sky, only to feel that the sun was shining, warm as spring, and she couldn't close her mouth for a while.