32. It is easy to enter the rivers and lakes, but it is difficult to get out of the rivers and lakes
However, what she hated more was Shang Tianxiang's ruthlessness.
Although she already vaguely knew from that half of the handkerchief, the Shang Tianxiang in front of her was likely to be her twin sister who had been separated from her since childhood.
However, she still hated it to death.
In fact, the reason why she hated Shang Tianxiang so much was not just because Shang Tianxiang refused to use Guiyunzhuang's power to help her avenge her, but because she suddenly felt that she was inferior to Shang Tianxiang in all aspects.
Although she grew up in a wealthy family since she was a child, and Shang Tianxiang is just a brute girl who grew up in the wilderness and lived with tigers and beasts all day long, Shang Tianxiang is better than her in everything.
Her martial arts are higher than her, her personality is more easy-going than her, people seem to be smarter than her, and she shows unique agility and humility everywhere in dealing with people.
And more importantly, she found that although she was a rich lady, she was just an abandoned baby that her parents picked up from outside on a snowy night.
This made her feel even more inferior and resentful.
She is nothing more than an abandoned child, she is a wild seed who has been disliked and abandoned since childhood.
Every time she thought of this, she added all the hatred she had for her biological parents to Shang Tianxiang.
She believes that it was because of Shang Tianxiang's birth that she took away her rights to enjoy family happiness with her biological parents.
If it weren't for the fact that her younger sister Shang Tianxiang was born at the same time as her, then she would not have been abandoned, and she would not have been called a wild seed.
Therefore, after knowing the truth of the matter, Shang Tianxiang became the object she used to vent.
She swore that she would surpass Shang Tianxiang.
She believes that one day, she will compare Shang Tianxiang to Shang Tianxiang.
In the end, however, she failed.
Because she suddenly found that no matter how hard she practiced, no matter how she changed and perfected her personality, she couldn't compare with Shang Tianxiang at all.
She even found that she had no chance of catching up with her.
Because he found that when he was compared with Shang Tianxiang, he did not form his own unique style at all, and he did not have his own unique charm at all.
She is just imitating Shang Tianxiang in her words and deeds.
What martial arts Shang Tianxiang practiced, she also practiced what martial arts she practiced, because she once swore that she must surpass her in martial arts cultivation.
However, in the end, I realized that I didn't surpass her, but I was just parroting, and I didn't learn like it.
No matter what she did, she was always shrouded in Shang Tianxiang's powerful shadow.
No matter how hard she tries, others will say how similar she is to Shang Tianxiang.
In the eyes of others, she is just a shadow of Shang Tianxiang, although she is Shang Tianxiang's sister, but, in other people's words, she is not even as good as Shang Tianxiang's hair.
So, she hates it even more.
Since she is not as good as Shang Tianxiang, then, she must destroy her.
Therefore, in the days that followed, she deliberately went against her everywhere, made trouble for her everywhere, and then added all the charges to Shang Tianxiang's head.
She must discredit Shang Tianxiang.
So, after Shang Tianxiang joined the Burial Sword Island and became the owner of Guiyunzhuang, she met a person, a person who made her want to stop, Huo Longxie.
Huo Longxie is the person whose status is second only to Bai Qinghou in the Golden Throwing Villa.
At that time, the status of the Golden Throwing Villa rose rapidly in the rivers and lakes, constantly expanding its power, and there were signs of competing with the Burial Sword Island to the end.
Although those robbers in Lianyun Mountain were a branch of the Burial Sword Island and received the protection of the Burial Sword Island, Huo Longxie still helped her eliminate them.
Although she doesn't like Huo Longxie very much, she doesn't hate it very much.
After he helped her sweep away the robbers in Lianyun Mountain and helped her avenge her parents, she even felt a little grateful to him in her heart.
And Huo Longxie seems to be good to her, the kind that is really good.
The reason why the two of them are able to stand together with each other and become good companions and friends is not only because they have the value of using each other.
It's because they suddenly realize that they are all the same kind of people, and they are just a shadow of others.
Therefore, they should cherish each other even more.
In order to get rid of Bai Qinghou's shadow, and Xia Sheng in order to get rid of the powerful aura shrouded by Shang Tianxiang, they decided to take a big adventure.
They decided to steal the wealth that Bai Qinghou had accumulated over the years.
With these wealth, they themselves can open a gang and set up their own doors, so as to create a name that truly belongs to him Huo Long Xie and Xia Sheng.
In the end, however, she failed, and she failed badly.
Although she had calculated all the details of this huge conspiracy, she did not calculate that Lan Yutang and the Poisonlust Monster Double Medicine Slave would be involved.
Therefore, she didn't catch up with Shang Tianxiang until she died.
In Lan Yutang's low flute voice, Xia Sheng's eyes suddenly revealed a trace of sadness and remorse.
Perhaps, it was only at this time that she suddenly understood that she was really wrong.
At that time, the reason why Shang Tianxiang refused her request was not because he didn't want to help her, but because he ...... It's that she doesn't want her to be involved in the middle of these difficult rights and wrongs in the rivers and lakes.
Shang Tianxiang has stepped into the rivers and lakes since she was a child, and of course she understands the dangers of the rivers and lakes better than her, the daughter who grew up in a wealthy family.
Her parents were not killed by the robbers of Lianyun Mountain for no reason, but because they were a group of robbers in Lianyun Mountain.
They just wanted to wash their hands and completely withdraw from the rivers and lakes, so they were wiped out.
It is easy to enter the rivers and lakes, but it is difficult to get out of the rivers and lakes.
At that time, although Shang Tianxiang wanted to tell her these truths about her twin sister, who had been separated since she was a child, she had to endure it because of the rules of Burial Sword Island, because of her identity, and because of the safety of her summer birth.
Because now, she is already her only relative in this world.
When Xia Sheng was about to die, he finally understood Shang Tianxiang's hard work.
They are a pair of sisters, and sisters should not live in harmony with each other and love each other, but she always has a hatred for her sister.
It seems that she is finally wrong.
Now, she finally knows she was wrong.
However, what can she do if she knows, she still has to die.
When she was dying, she still had some kind of regret.
She regretted that she could no longer call Shang Tianxiang a sister.
She slowly took out the half of the square towel from her pocket, took it in her hand and looked at it, and finally died, with a feeling on her face that no one could say?