Chapter 650: Psychological Shadows
"Why don't I dare to face the second sister?" Ji Aojian smiled casually, "I don't owe her a lot of money." ”
"Xiaojian, you must not be reckless, I think you still don't want to go back. Ji Lingxing's face turned pale all of a sudden, as if he remembered something terrible, "It's all because I forgot about this just now, and I shouldn't have helped you speak." ”
Ji Shengdian turned his head to stare at her, "You also know that Xiaojian is dangerous when he goes back?"
"yes. Ji Lingxing nodded honestly, "Xiaojian told me everything, and ......"
"And what?"
Ji Lingxing drooped his little face and said in a whisper, "And according to the analysis of the tenth sister, the reason why you married him the third sister is so that when the second sister kills him in the future, you have a reason to protect him." ”
Ji Shengdian was stunned for a moment, and after half a sound, he suddenly shouted at Ji Aojian, "Since you understand, why do you have to go back to die?"
"If I don't tell her, it'll be fine. Ji Aojian replied very calmly, "Second sister is not a person who likes to gossip and get to the bottom of things, why do you want to kill me in a good way?"
"I'm not afraid of 10,000, I'm just afraid of what happens. Ji Lingxing said worriedly, "If you have a ghost in your heart, you may look unnatural in front of the second sister, and then as long as the second sister asks you, it will all be exposed." ”
Ji Aojian still had an indifferent look, "Even if the second sister asks me, why do I have to tell the truth?"
"Whether you lie or conceal it, with the second sister's sword heart that penetrates the world and penetrates everything, you can find your abnormality. ”
Ji Shengdian said coldly, "So it's impossible for you to fool her." ”
Ji Aojian was silent for a moment and smiled bitterly. "It's true that you can't fool the second sister. ”
"Then you ......"
Ji Aojian interrupted her, "Actually, I didn't intend to deceive the second sister. I'm not afraid of what she's going to do to me. ”
"Little sword, you're crazy!" Ji Lingxing was shocked, "The third sister is right. You're really looking for death when you go back!"
Ji Aojian sighed and said slowly, "Ninth Sister, do you know that when I was five years old, I was frightened by wild beasts, and to this day, the depths of my soul still prevent me from remembering the past before the iQue. ”
Ji Lingxing was surprised, "So you haven't remembered yet?"
"Now, I'm in the same situation again. If I don't dare to go back because I'm afraid of my second sister, do you think I still have a chance to get rid of the shadows completely?" Ji Aojian's voice carried a hint of desolation, "I have a hunch that if I can't go back, then I will never be able to recover my memory. ”
Ji Lingxing didn't know what to say for a while, and finally said after a long time, "Forget it, forget it, it's better than you losing your life." ”
"I don't want to fail a second time. ”
Ji Aojian shook his head resolutely, "If I believe that I am not wrong. Then I don't need to hide from anyone, even if it's the second sister, I can face her calmly. ”
"So this is the greatness of true love?" Ji Shengdian snorted, "You are trying to prove that you are right." Would you rather gamble your life in front of your second sister?"
"Third sister, I'm just saying that I don't think I need to hide from the second sister. Ji Aojian smiled. "And my greatest wish to go back is to remember the past. It has nothing to do with who I like. ”
"Is it so important to you to think about the past?"
"Yes. That's how important it is. ”
Ji Aojian sighed softly, "Third sister, after my heart was severely damaged, for many years, there was a person who has consistently healed my wounds, and the reason why I can still go so far in the martial arts is because she has never given up saving me." ”
Ji Shengdian was stunned suddenly, "You, what are you going to say?"
"However, until now, I have not been able to remember the bits and pieces that she took care of me silently for me. So there is not a day that I don't hate my weakness and incompetence, I hate my procrastination, I hate my delay in remembering the past. ”
Ji Aojian said to himself, his voice getting louder and louder, "Third sister, I really can't bear to forget all these things, I really can't allow me to never remember how you took care of me, so I must go back, I must remember everything that happened to me!"
"It turns out that Xiao Jian insisted on going back because of this?" Ji Lingxing said in surprise, "It seems that it is indeed too painful for him to not be able to think of such an important matter." ”
I know you're so good to me, but I can't remember. If such a piece of life is missing, it is so tormenting for the soul.
"Third sister, please fulfill me!" Ji Aojian burst into tears unconsciously, hugging her legs tightly, "You have saved me for so many years, there should be a beginning and an end, do you want to give up treatment for me at the last moment and let me fall short?"
"What kind of play are you playing!" Ji Shengdian's face twitched, "Do you think it's useful to cry?"
"I think the tenth sister is quite sincere. Ji Lingxing wiped his eyes and said unevenly, "I was so moved that I wanted to cry." ”
"So you think he should be sent back to his death?"
Ji Lingxing coughed, "I think, third sister, if you don't let Xiaojian go back, he might as well die." ”
"Yes, third sister, you can't use your wings to protect me forever, just let me face everything bravely. Ji Aojian sobbed and said, "There is no hardship, no danger, then how can I grow up, is it not that you want to spoil me for the rest of your life?"
"Soul is faint!Who spoiled you?"
Ji Shengdian couldn't listen anymore, and finally kicked him away angrily, and said hatefully, "If you want to die, no one will stop you, but how can you guarantee to complete the task?"
Ji Aojian climbed up and snorted, "Isn't there a second sister, I'll just confirm when I go back." ”
"The second sister won't care about you, if you can't fly, it's your own incompetence. ”
"Really?" Ji Aojian became happy instead, "Since the second sister is indifferent to us, then she won't take the initiative to come to me, isn't it safe for me?"
"Whether the second sister will help you or not, don't count this first. Ji Shengdian said impatiently. "How do you make sure you do it yourself, help everyone all soar?"
"Hmm. I know that my family also has two Ascension Holy Weapons, as long as there is a Great Grandmaster to guide them. It is not a problem to take two people away. Ji Aojian began to recount his plan, "For the rest, as long as I help enlighten and have two sisters break through the innate nature, then there will be no problem at all, and their enlightenment rate will not be less than half." ”
"Two holy weapons?" Ji Lingxing asked curiously, "Do you mean the Honghu Sword and the Fuyao Sword?"
Ji Aojian nodded, "Yes, those two family heirlooms are really worthy of strategic reserves." ”
"Can you not be so optimistic?" Ji Shengdian said angrily. "What I'm trying to hear is a foolproof plan, not your way of trying your luck!"
"We have come in a time when there are already precursors of the end of the Dharma, and practitioners are fleeing greatly. Anyway, Ascension is already the last vote, let's go grab a holy weapon, find a secret realm, there is always a chance to escape. Ji Aojian immediately said, "Just like I've been to Easter Island and Avalon Island over the years, it's not impossible to find the opportunity to borrow the road. And I think I'm pretty skilled at snatching the Hallows. ”
"You're still thinking of luck. Think you can find it if you want to?"
Ji Ao Jian said, "Didn't you say that there are thirty-six caves and seventy-two blessed lands in Shenzhou, and they won't all be deserted, right?"
"So you don't have a definite place to plan yourself?"
"I don't know, though. But you know for sure. Ji Aojian hurriedly smiled and said, "Third sister, you have traveled all over the famous mountains and rivers over the years. There must be a lot of strategic reserves for the location of the wonderland, so just tell me a few. ”
Ji Shengdian snorted. "Don't you need my wings to protect you, if I told you. Doesn't that affect your growth?"
"I can't say that, I wouldn't be where I am today without your care, and even if I don't need your protection, I will always need your guidance. Ji Aojian bowed again and again, "Third sister, it's good, let's share some information." ”
"Third sister, don't embarrass Xiaojian. Ji Lingxing persuaded, "Tell him if you know anything about the secret realm, and save him the effort of finding it himself." ”
Ji Shengdian shook his head, "Even if I told him, I still need to look for it." ”
"Third sister, I know that fairyland is ethereal and difficult to find, and there may not be a fixed latitude and longitude. Ji Ao Kendao, "As long as you give me a rough search range, that's fine." ”
Ji Shengdian frowned, "But if I told you, doesn't it mean that I agree to you going back?"
"Then you agree, just fulfill me, give me, have mercy on me, and let me get out of the shadow of childhood. ”
"Why do I have to fulfill you!" "The more Ji Shengdian thought about it, the more he felt unconvinced, and he gasped heavily, "I made such a big mistake, I can't remedy it myself, and in the end, I have to let you go back to save the situation, and my psychological shadow area is also very large!"
"No, no!" Ji Aojian shouted loudly, "Third sister, you are wrong, we are all at fault in the current situation, and your responsibility is not greater than ours." ”
Ji Shengdian said angrily, "What are these words? The sailing route and the way back are all my ideas, what responsibility do you have?"
"Although you proposed the route and the way, you didn't hide it from us, and told us before we set off. Ji Aojian said sincerely, "Neither Sister nor I objected, nor did we come up with another plan, so this voyage plan was approved by us collectively, so the fleet can't go back, of course, we should be responsible together." ”
"Yes, yes," Ji Lingxing nodded desperately, "What Xiaojian said is yes, we are in command of this fleet together, and we are also at fault." ”
Ji Aojian continued, "Moreover, even in the current situation, Third Sister, your plan has been successful for most of the time, and it can't be regarded as a failure at all. ”
"Shut up, stop playing tricks in front of me!"
"Third sister, you are too domineering, why can't you listen to Xiaojian's words?" Ji Lingxing said unconvinced, "Xiaojian, tell me, how did we succeed?"
Ji Aojian said unhurriedly, "The third sister has plundered so much ballast from Europe, although she has not been able to bring it back to China to develop the economy, but the enemy's loss is our victory. Isn't it a success for the West's precious metal reserves to be so painful, and an extremely favorable external environment for China's monetary expansion?"
Ji Lingxing smiled, "That's right, that's it, is there anything else?"
"And these twelve battleships, although they cannot be brought back, but like the gold reserves, they are no longer in the armament sequence of Europe. Ji Aojian said eloquently, "Besides, the era of the transformation of sail ships into ironclad ships has arrived, even if we can bring this fleet back, it will not be useful for a few years, and it is of little significance." On the other hand, we have dealt a heavy blow to the gold standard in the West, and the national economy has an unprecedented opportunity for development, and as long as the local military industrial system is established, our future warship manufacturing will smoothly achieve overtaking. ”
"yes, yes, it's just a success. Ji Lingxing exclaimed, "So our fleet didn't go back, it wasn't a loss, but a major victory." ”
Ji Aojian Zhengse said, "It should be noted that these warships were all bothered to organize by the third sister, and those gold were even more hard to be looted by the third sister. In other words, the heavy blow to the enemy's lifeline is all due to the third sister, and nothing has happened to the two of us. ”
Ji Lingxing hung his head dejectedly, "What you said is right, I have been in Europe for so many years, and I only know how to study the revolutionary movement, and I have not helped the third sister in any matter at all." ”
"Therefore, we have achieved such a big economic and military victory now, and it is all the merit of the third sister. And we couldn't go back because we were too weak and dragged the third sister back and couldn't help her. Ji Aojian stroked his chest with a sad face, "Oh, my psychological shadow area is already large enough to cover the Pacific Ocean, how can this be good?"
"Ahh
Ji Aojian hurriedly ran up, and the black-haired girl reached out and twisted his face heavily, "I really can't see it, when did you become so good at rhetoric?"
"Third sister, it hurts! It hurts! Ji Aojian shouted, "What I said is the truth, why did it become a rhetoric?"
"The credit is all mine, and the fault must be shared together. Ji Shengdian laughed angrily, "You are simply superbly coaxing people." ”
Ji Aojian snorted, "Actually, I think that I am the head of the family, and I should be the main leader in this matter......
"Really, you still consider yourself a leader?"
"Why are you working harder, I really can't stand it!"
Ji Lingxing said worriedly, "Third sister, if you twist it again, his facial muscles will be partially necrotic." ”
"Do you feel sorry for him?"
"The tenth sister is a boy, and she should have taken the blame. Ji Lingxing said with a smile, "But since he has taken the initiative to take the blame, third sister, you still kill him, isn't it a little unreasonable?"
Ji Shengdian snorted, and finally slowly put down his hand.
Ji Aojian hurriedly rubbed his face, and didn't forget to ask, "Third sister, can you let me go back?"
The black-haired girl lowered her head and remained silent for a long time.
"Third sister?"
Ji Aojian suddenly noticed that the long black hair in front of him, at some point, had a golden luster from the top of his head, like melting snow from the mountains slowly flowing down, covering it little by little, and his familiar waterfall blonde hair reappeared.
"I thought I wouldn't have to pretend to be a foreigner anymore. The blonde girl smiled bitterly, "I didn't expect to stay again now." ”
Ji Aojian's heart was beating wildly, he had already understood what she meant, and he was happy and sad for a while, "Third sister, did you finally agree to me?"
Ji Shengdian sighed faintly, "Your intention to go is so firm and fearless, I really can't stop you." (To be continued.) )