XLVIII. What is wrong with hunger and thirst?

As for this, it seems that Pan Xuan lost his courage in an instant, and it is difficult to speak. Bloody Shiver caressed his palm tremblingly, and didn't say anything.

Pan Xuan finally continued: "I watched the world slowly take shape and gradually come to life. Refining souls is like firewood, like fire oil, bringing hope to the soul gathering mountain life. As a result, a small number of souls were born in the Gathering Soul Mountain, although the number was extremely rare and rare, but it was a symbol of the vitality of the Gathering Soul Mountain.

I have a great sense of pride, knowing that in the long run, the Soul Gathering Mountain and the mortal world will eventually reach a balance, although the mountains and rivers here are harsh, but the life will gradually change. So I want to go to the realm of the gods, to the sea of reincarnation and to seek greater miracles. ”

Blood Han said: "I have heard that except for the gods and the Holy Spirit that already exists, no mortal can ascend to the sea of reincarnation. ”

"What I ask is different from the gods, who give up their bodies and aura, and ascend with their souls alone. But I want to go with my flesh and blood. ”

Blood Han frowned and said, "How can this be done?" I heard that the Reincarnation Sea is an immortal realm, and flesh and blood cannot last forever. ”

"It's not that it can't last forever, but it's eroded and stripped by the reincarnation sea, and transformed into a strange substance, just like there is no common sense in a dream, flesh and blood are like water in the reincarnation sea, and they will flow in an instant and don't know where to go." But I thought, 'If I train my body so that it becomes entangled with dreams, and becomes a spirit, a part of my soul, there is no small hope.'" ’”

Blood Han nodded and said, "Zhuang Zhou Mengdie?"

Pan Xuan smiled: "Yes, it is this idea, this method." It just so happened that at that time, I found the Heart Demon Qu Feng in the Soul Gathering Mountain, who was the vision of the Soul Gathering Mountain, and was a living body other than the King of Hades and Chi You, who could summon the unjust souls. I discovered his ability to exchange spirit and body, and I couldn't help but thank God for giving me this enlightened person at the right time. I then bowed down to Qu Feng and discussed with him the way to create dreams in the sea of reincarnation.

Qu Feng is talented, but he doesn't know how to learn. I am far less able to control dreams than he is, but I can draw inferences and make progress. The two of us joined forces to weave his 'curved dreams', and before I knew it, I had spent hundreds of years in his dreams.

In that dream, in the sea of reincarnation, I was so focused that I completely forgot about the Gathering Soul Mountain and Fu Xi, and I didn't know that Fu Xi had fallen into evil spirits, and he was no longer the great sage I knew who was bent on saving the mortal world.

He may still have good intentions, but madness distorts and blackens his actions. He became impatient, frightened, and terrified, and he fantasized about the immediate arrival of the Black Serpent, or the interruption of the pulse between the mortal world and the Soul Gathering Mountain.

He was afraid of many things, and imagined all kinds of difficulties, and when I was busy, I occasionally visited him, but he avoided me, and was busy with his own plans. The two of us were originally close, but we have our own ambitions and become more and more estranged.

Fu Xi's fear accumulated over time, so he couldn't wait any longer, he came up with a way, he wanted to slaughter all living beings in the mortal world in one fell swoop, and gather his souls in the Soul Gathering Mountain to be reborn, the Soul Gathering Mountain is incomparably vast enough to accommodate so many residents. In his mind, this was not a brutal atrocity, but the only way to save it.

He then managed to resurrect the Demon Emperor Chiyou, and at the same time awaken the last Shura Fei Tianyan King. He instilled terrifying thoughts in the still unsober Chi You, saying that as the Demon Emperor, he should not only be in charge of the Soul Gathering Mountain, but also conquer the mortal world.

Chi You fell for him, so he opened a rift and came. But at that time, the mortal world was far stronger than it is now, and the relics of the gods were extremely rich, so my senior brother Xuanyuan fought with Chiyou and exiled him. But the war dragged on, and thousands of people died. My master was hidden behind the scenes, and did not participate in the war, perhaps he had a little mercy at that time, and he could not bear to kill his former compatriots himself. ”

Blood Han breathed a sigh of relief and said with a smile: "This is the sin you are talking about? You were practicing kung fu at that time, and you didn't know it at all, no wonder you?"

Pan Xuan sighed sadly, and said: "After this battle, the Gathering Soul Mountain is in chaos, and the barrier is tightened and reinforced, unless it is the time of demon hunting, Fu Xi and the King of Hades can no longer leave the Gathering Soul Mountain. A large number of soul refining surged out from all over the path, and the various Hades fought each other, and there was no time to control these soul refining.

Fu Xi saw that this plan was in vain, and he was disappointed, since Chi You couldn't win against Senior Brother Xuanyuan, then he had to do it himself. He contained the refining souls of the endless dead, and used the spell of the black snake to turn all these refining souls into black snakes. These black snakes will be used by him, and they will not devour souls, but can instantly refine souls into soul refining. Relying on this army, once he finds his way through the two worlds, he can 'save' more people... All of them.

At that moment, I left the Qufeng Dream Realm and tried the realm of 'Void and Reality without Bounds' that I had finally realized, but I fell short. The moment I arrived at the Sea of Reincarnation, I.... I went crazy, the cold wind penetrated my brain, the hail pierced my soul repeatedly, I was in great pain, I escaped, and it just so happened .... Fell in the place where Fuxi contained the soul refining.

I was incomplete, frenzied, hungry and insatiable, I opened my mouth and turned into a black snake with a bottomless appetite, I ate lifelessly, fiercely, beautifully, madly ate, the taste of soul refining was wonderful, I was like a shark mixed in a school of fish, an eagle mixed in a chicken. Those mortals whose souls were innocent and tragically died have suffered an even more unfortunate fate for me.

Overnight, there was nothing left of the soul refining in that cage, and it became food for my stomach. Fu Xi thought that the cage was secret and safe, and when he found me, he still couldn't stop it. ”

Blood Han lowered his head in pain, his lips were purple and red, his teeth were full of hatred, biting into his own flesh, his eyes were full of guilt and madness, and if possible, he even wanted to devour himself.

Is this his deepest hidden remorse?

Blood Han still said firmly: "You were delirious at that time, and it was not your fault. If you don't, they'll turn into black snakes, become executioners' machetes, and kill more people. ”

Pan shook his head and said, "But they can live." ”

Blood Han said: "It's better to live as a black snake than to die." ”

Pan Xuan laughed miserably, with an "ah" of blood cold, he knew that he was speechless, hugged him tightly and said: "You are not a black snake, you are Taiyi, everything you do is to save this world." ”

Pan Twist patted her back and felt the temperature on her body, even a sinner like him could find comfort in the good life. By chance, he felt that what Xuehan said was right, if the two people whose fates were connected stayed together, he would feel that he was complete, no matter how sinister fate was, it still made people have hope and were willing to endure it.

After a long time, Blood Han said: "What happened later?"

She is still lying in Pan Xuan's arms, and her voice seems to be able to convey to Pan Xuan's soul, this is not her strange kung fu, but fate is conveying her heart.

Pan Xuan said: "I ate the soul, and while I was satisfied, I also knew everything Fu Xi had done. I hate myself, and I hate Fuxi even more. Fu Xi looked at me coldly, he recognized me, but he no longer regarded me as an apprentice, and there was only unforgettable hatred in his eyes.

Where does that hatred come from? Is it because I have done something bad for him? Or is he convinced that I have committed a great sin? Or is he just so fanatical that he is irritable?

It doesn't matter, he wants to kill me, I want to kill him, we are both overwhelmed by the sudden hatred and cruelty, the matter has come to this, and the only way to do it is to do it.

The place where we are, somewhere at the farthest end of the Gathering Soul Mountain, even Hades doesn't bother to come here. The two of us fought viciously for a whole month, and in the end, Fu Xi was superior and defeated me. I only remember the corner of the Soul Mountain, which has since become a place where the king of Hades cannot set foot and cannot survive.

In order to punish me, to vent his hatred, he cut open my belly, pulled out my intestines, my spleen, and cried out: 'I will not let you succeed, gluttonous devil, how can I let you die with a full stomach?'

But I won't die, I've been to the Sea of Reincarnation, I've fused with the black snake to become one, I've eaten too much soul refining, my soul is similar to that of the gods, even if it's swallowed up and burned, I have a way to escape and find a suitable place to be reborn.

So Fu Xi cast a spell on me, it was the curse of the dream serpent, he put me into a long sleep, and my soul was sealed in a dream in another world, a place with a low aura, where I kept dreaming, forgetting who I was, constantly afraid, afraid, crazy. ”

Blood Han smiled, "This is where you and I met, right?"

Pan Xuan couldn't help but be grateful to God in his heart, but at this moment, he didn't want to express his heart to Xuehan anymore, he said: "Fuxi deceived the people left behind before I left, that is the ancestor of the Tai family, the Tai family is proficient in Taiyi spells, and is closely connected with me. Fu Xi pretended to be me, escaped into their dreams, and taught them to sacrifice their lives to seal me away forever. If it weren't for the goshawk slaying me with the god-killing sword, I would have been asleep forever. ”

Xuehan said: "The old lady is in it, and the credit is really not small, if it weren't for my method of incarnating into a beauty and taking my life to try, how could the goshawk comprehend the sword of killing gods?"

Pan Xuan wanted to say, "You are indeed the noble person of my life, and the person I must repay." But the words are in the heart, but it is difficult to pronounce.

He added, "But when Fu Xi sealed me, my last resentment was also left on him, and it was a similar spell. He also slowly forgot who he was and what he was going to do, only remembering that he was called Black Rain. Fuxi and Taiyi, the identities of the two of us have been forgotten by the world, and it seems that the way of heaven cannot tolerate us. ”

Blood Han asked, "But the black rain obviously hasn't stopped, right?"

Pan Xuan smiled bitterly: "He still has some will, he created eight demons, raised black snakes, and provoked the king of Hades to harm the world, just like he ate and slept, deeply imprinted in his body, it has nothing to do with memory, it has nothing to do with identity, just like a beast migrating, when the time comes, he will do that." ”

Towards the end of his story, he sat upright with Xuehan in his arms, and said, "This is the first gift of truth, and the second gift is my promise." ”

Xuehan's body trembled, and said, "Promise?"

Pan Xuan said: "I will go to Fuxi alone, and then I will come back alive to see you." ”

Xuehan burst into laughter, nodded, and said: "But the old lady can be very calculating, you are limited to cash in within two months, if you don't return after the expiration date, the old lady will go crazy, I have to go to you." ”