Chapter 841: Inner Demon Thoughts
The Heart Demon Tribulation has always been regarded as one of the most difficult Heavenly Tribulations to cross, and its danger is definitely no less than that of the Chaos Tribulation
The heart demon is equivalent to another self, he knows everything about the deity, has all the thinking of the deity, knows that even the deity himself does not know the psychological weakness and the real duel with the heart demon, no exercises are useful, you can only rely on yourself, even a strong person like Amitabha Buddha can't help himself
His own demons were far more powerful than those of the other monks, and he already had his own mind and knew how to lay it out according to the weaknesses of his mind
first affected his mind, let himself fall into an illusion without knowing that he knew anything in his heart, and knew what kind of face he would have after returning to that kind of scene He was ready to embarrass Lin Yuting, but he was beaten by the other party, cold, and became his own embarrassment
After that, he changed the illusion to his own home, and the demon knew what the most important thing in his heart was, so he started from this point and at the same time changed Ji Xuefu into the illusion and became his confidante, although he was awakened by those loud noises, but he was used by the demon to further impact his mind with Ji Xuefu's matter, making him uncertain
In the end, he changed to the dragon's territorial sea, and attacked himself with the murder he once created, and he always thought that he was not a good person, but at least he was not a bad person, because even if he was not a good person, he could not be a bad person, and he had always been used by himself to discipline himself, to some extent, this can already be regarded as his own outlook on life
But the demons in their hearts are aimed at this, and they use the things they have committed to shock their minds, so that they begin to doubt themselves, and once this doubt appears, it will be like a river bursting its banks, and it will be out of control
At that time, I had completely lost the ability to fight against the demons, and it can be said that I had been wound into a dead end by the demons
Especially the voice I heard at the end, it shouldn't be an illusion, but who woke me up? There was a strong confidence in that voice, and the strange thing was that no matter how that voice sounded, it was my own voice that woke me up? Chen Pan smiled helplessly, he had never heard of this way of spending his heart and demons
That extremely confident voice can even be said to be domineering and has done something, you can know your mistakes, but you will never regret it
His soul is far from being as perfect as he imagined, and he has too many flaws, and any flaw may become a place for the demons to attack him, but he is not a flawless saint, and he can even say that there is no such perfect and immaculate saint in the whole world, no matter who he is, he will have a flaw in his heart, so how do they survive the demon calamity?
Whether it is the Lord of Wu, the named teacher Shi Buyi or Amitabha Buddha, they all said that the best way to fight against the demons in the heart is to see clearly, understand yourself, and believe in yourself
Chen Pan thought a lot in his heart, but he still had no clue, until finally he couldn't help but think of Lin Yuting
In the three illusions, the demons all appeared in front of him in the appearance of Lin Yuting, and there must be a reason for this
The heart demon admits that he is the heart demon and at the same time Lin Yuting in his heart, despicable and shameless, cold-blooded and ruthless, scheming, playing with feelings, and integrating all kinds of evil deeds and these evil deeds are used by the heart demon to attack him one by one, could it be that Lin Yuting has become his own heart demon?
No, there should be other reasons for being affected by the demons at that time, and he suddenly realized that Lin Yuting didn't seem to be as despicable as he imagined
Just as the demon in the center of the illusion said, the cultivation world is a cruel reality of human calculations, even like Amitabha Buddha, he is also thinking about how to preach the Tao and how to make his Buddha kingdom magnify
There is a calculation in the sage's heart, and there will be I don't know how many people will be sacrificed below, such as Lin Yuting's identity, if I don't know how to die, I don't know how to die, I don't know if I was affected by the demons before, and I have a lot of ideas that are different from usual, and thinking about it at the moment, it seems that those thoughts are reasonable
Lin Yuting's actions are definitely not good, although they are evil, but relatively speaking, they are only small evils, not big evils, she has calculated Yang Zhu, calculated herself, and even calculated Yang Mei Dasheng together, so she is despised by herself, but she has not calculated others, and it can even be said that she has calculated too many people
Since entering the East Pole Xuanzhou, he has been calculating Master Zhou Lin, and has been able to worship the uncle of the Heavenly Thunder Sect and the Calculation Gangzheng Master, and has been able to successfully practice the calculation of Zhao Lei in the Tianlei Sect, and has been able to mix the wind and water on the edge of Longting Mountain and seek a large amount of materials
If these are just calculations to make one's life better, and they have not caused great evil, but after arriving in the dragon territorial sea, it is completely different, at first it was still forced to survive, and then it can be said that it is completely for his own personal purposes, and countless demon clans have been calculated, and the blood has flowed like a river, and the bones are thousands of miles away
In contrast, Lin Yuting doesn't seem to be so evil, because the people she calculates are Yang Zhu, Yang Mei Dasheng, and even herself, all of whom have a certain status in their hearts, so they feel that she is heinous, but from an objective point of view, her calculations are not worth mentioning at all compared to the owner of Rujun Guanglou, the Situ family, including herself
In fact, there are many people who are worse than her, and there are countless people who are worse than her from an objective point of view, but they are affected by feelings, preconceived, and because they involve themselves, they will have more and more resentment towards her, and they feel that she is heinous and the worst person in their minds, so that she has become her own demon now
Chen Pan tried his best to objectively think about the problem between himself and Lin Yuting in his mind, this does not mean that he wants to take the initiative to resolve the grievances between the two, how can the mustard between him and Lin Yuting definitely not disappear because of this, and now he is doing this just to achieve a certain degree of clarity through objective analysis
This heart demon tribulation made him know his own mental shortcomings, there are big flaws, the so-called clear mind, he needs to clearly understand himself, including what these flaws are, so as not to be used by the heart demons Now that his cognition of Lin Yuting has been repeatedly used by the heart demons, he must try to re-analyze Lin Yuting objectively as much as possible to avoid being attacked by the heart demons next time in this regard
This is very difficult, Lin Yuting can't be regarded as good, small evil is also evil, and her own cognition of her is already deep-rooted, everything can't be straightened out in a short time, you can only take it slowly
Promoted to Taiyi Golden Immortal, Chen Pan's degree was much faster, and he had already seen the shadow of Baicao Garden in less than a month after leaving the miasma)