I can't write it, I still can't write it, I deleted half a chapter, I'm not satisfied, I'm drunk, I'm cheeky and ask for another chapter off, I go out for a walk, I'm sober and sober, I'm a little emotionally tired, I think I'm adjusting, but I still don't have half of my emotions after writing a chapter, I write dryly, and I'm so drunk that I don't want it. (To be continued.) )