I took a few days off, and I wanted to just pick up the update. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

But many students don't understand, and they always need a reason.

So after thinking about it and talking about the reason, I also want to vent my recent depression through here.

Regarding the recent busyness, the main thing is that a very close elder has passed away.

This is a wise elder who has been an official, has gone through business, farming, experienced ups and downs, and experienced ups and downs.

He has enjoyed glory, he has experienced troughs, there have been times when he is high-spirited, and there have been times when he is depressed.

His experience is actually legendary.

In retrospect, he seems to be a character like Mr. Wen, a think-tank military advisor.

But so what, after all, the enemy can't beat the fate.

Last year was a successful business, but this year is the time to be ambitious, and I go around talking to people about business.

It was his birthday a few days ago, and he was happy, singing, drinking, swimming, etc., and he also talked with his son-in-law that night.

When I got up the next day, I just felt a little depressed, but I just had a physical examination two months ago, and I was completely fine, so I didn't care, I watched TV for a while, slept for a while, and then couldn't sleep.

The day before, he was still alive and kicking, singing and swimming, but the next day he was already a cold corpse.

The funeral scene was grand, but it was also the last, and after that, his traces in the world seemed to have disappeared, only in the memories of those close to him, in the words, occasionally appeared.

And today, it is already a handful of ashes.

A few days ago, he was still a living person, and a few days later, there was only a handful of ashes.

A man dies like a lamp goes out.

Birth, old age, sickness and death are thresholds that cannot be crossed.

It's just that this elder left too suddenly, without warning, which makes people sigh.

No matter how talented you are, you can't beat birth, old age, sickness and death.

In my impression, I also experienced some scenes of life and death when I was a child, but I was young, and I didn't feel anything, about 12 years, I felt the sadness caused by this kind of thing for the first time.

When Feng Xian was put on the shelves last year, I met a mother-in-law who passed away, and I had such feelings at the time, but I didn't mention it, but in fact, the mother-in-law's wife two years ago also went to see me off.

In the past two years, several readers have also told me about their experiences of life and death.

This is a few sighs accumulated from many things before, and this time, it seems to burst out together, which inevitably affects the mood.

These days, the mood is not good.

My uncle said that this is the experience of a person's growth, the more experienced, the more mature, and the deeper the experience, the more experienced in the future, the more you will see it.

After finishing everything, I walked a road last night, and I still remember that a few years ago, I asked this elder what kind of road this is...... He said it was the most famous road in the city, don't you know it?

A question and an answer are still in my ears, vividly, just like yesterday, but now that I think about it, the emotions are indescribable.

This is also the reason why the mood has not been high recently.

But you have to come out of this mood.

Next, let's update it as usual.