Chapter 403: Open Your Heart
Want to die?
Another weirdo.
Chen Zheng sneered: "If you want to die, it's better for me to kill you." ”
"You can't kill me, I hope you don't do it, or death will come to you immediately, I know you don't believe me, but I never tell lies. ”
For Bin, Chen Zheng is really a little confused, what does she mean, what death trajectory, what will die all the way, what she wants to die, Chen Zheng does not know what to do.
However, what Chen Zheng saw from Bin's eyes was indifference, the kind of thoroughness that looked down on everything, and also saw sadness, the kind of unspeakable loneliness and misery, which was like the eyes of a person who had no desire to live, not despair, but just looked down on it, even his own life.
Therefore, Chen Zheng can be sure that this guy really wants to die.
The dying person is also kind in his words, and Chen Zheng has to pay attention to her words, because Chen Zheng is not a person who wants to die.
Chen Zheng said: "Since you want to die, then come with me." ”
After speaking, Chen Zheng waved his hand to remake a carriage without a canopy, and said, "Please, go alone, it's a little lonely." ”
Bin hesitated for a moment, then finally nodded.
Chen Zheng invited Bin to join him, in fact, it was quite meaningful, he had already seen that Bin had the heart to seek death, why was this so, so he didn't think about it for the time being, but, because Bin had the heart to seek death, why didn't he commit suicide? Obviously, it was difficult for her to kill herself, and the situation became like this, Chen Zheng embarked on the trajectory of death, and the people who were with Chen Zheng would die with him, so Bin was using Chen Zheng to kill herself.
In this case, will Bin tell Chen Zheng why he died, or how to resolve it? Of course not.
Chen Zheng thought about letting Bin get to know this strange woman a little, and maybe he could slowly figure out what the so-called death trajectory was going on from her mouth.
Bin got into the carriage, just glanced at Wang Jie, and then fell silent, as if the whole person did not exist, and the infinite self reduced the sense of existence.
Wang Jie looked at Bin curiously for a moment, but she was not a person who was good at dealing with people, so she lost interest, fell to the wooden board, turned into a small mushroom, and continued to sleep with her.
Chen Zheng asked Liang Jianchao to drive the carriage, and sat on it himself, looked at this Bin who seemed to be about to stuff herself into the corner, so that others and even herself could not see it, and said: "You are born dumb? Can't you fix it yourself? I have a lot of research on reshaping the body, and I can heal your throat." ”
Chen Zheng could sense that Bin's strength was not strong, or even very weak, when she was in the river basin before, she couldn't determine her strength, but at this moment, Chen Zheng could be sure that Bin was the cultivation of a low-level heavenly immortal, perhaps, after she came to the immortal realm, she had never cultivated.
For a person who is looking for death, cultivating this kind of thing is obviously a bit redundant, so Chen Zheng can still understand Bin's strength.
It's just that Bin is dumb makes Chen Zheng a little incomprehensible, even if it is just a low-level immortal, repairing his throat damage should be a breeze, but no matter what, this is a topic of conversation between Chen Zheng and Bin.
Bin didn't respond at all, just lowered his head indifferently, not knowing what he was thinking.
Chen Zheng saw that this topic was not effective, so he changed the topic and said: "Since I have gone to the trajectory of death, and you and I have been with me, we are people who die together, I can see that you are a lonely person, this loneliness, not because there is no one to accompany you, but because you have something to say in your heart, you can't find anyone to talk to, sometimes I have such a feeling, I'm going to die anyway, it's better for me to be the object of your confiding, what do you think?"
After speaking, Chen Zheng looked at Bin carefully, this woman is too indifferent, it is difficult to grasp what response she will make, but as long as she is a living person, when she hears someone else's words, she will definitely react psychologically, and if she reacts, it will appear on her expression, unless she can hide it, and Bin does not seem to be a person who can hide her expression, so Chen Zheng wants to see what reaction Bin's reaction is caused by his own words.
Seeing that the corners of Bin's mouth were slightly raised, it looked like a wry smile, and she deliberately wanted to turn her head to look at Chen Zheng, but she only moved slightly, and the sad look in her eyes became a little thicker.
In the end, Bin was silent and did not respond to Chen Zheng.
Chen Zheng smiled secretly in his heart, he had already seen from Bin's reaction that she was indeed a very lonely woman, and her loneliness was not because she had no one to accompany her, but because she couldn't contact others for some reason, that kind of self-enclosed loneliness.
Chen Zheng then said: "Say what you want to say, write if you can't say it, you say that we are on the trajectory of death, how long can we go? Why don't we open our minds during this time and say, maybe our lives may not be perfect, but at least, we draw a perfect end for ourselves, what do you think? Or will I say it first?"
Seeing that Bin didn't react, Chen Zheng didn't care, so he began to talk about what happened when he was a child, the reason why he chose to do it when he was a child was because Chen Zheng guessed that Bin's childhood was definitely not happy, which made her what she is today, if she grows up, it should be unlikely, because Bin has strength in the human world, who can make her unhappy?
Chen Zheng was very miserable when he was a child, so he could probably resonate with Bin, as long as Bin was asked to tell his heart, would it be difficult to talk about the rest? For example, what happened to Chen Zheng's so-called death trajectory.
"At that time, I thought I was going to die, really, I was freezing to death, I hated those who killed my grandfather, killed my big yellow dog, and occupied my family, but at the moment of death, I didn't hate, I just missed my grandfather, I missed my loved ones. People are going to die, you can really let go of everything, but you can't let go of those who care about you, everyone has parents, I don't know who my parents are, but I have a grandfather, I will also worry about when I am dying, what about you?"
Suddenly, a crystal tear fell from the corner of Bin's eye, sliding from her pink cheeks to her chin and dripping onto her collar.
Chen Zheng frowned, and said softly, "What's wrong?"
The corners of Bin's mouth raised a touch of self-deprecation and bitterness, took out the notebook, and wrote: "You don't know who your parents are, I'd rather not know who my parents are, I'd rather have no relatives and no friends, this world is a sin for me, I really want to destroy this world, but there are so many creatures in this world, they are innocent." ”
What do you mean?
Chen Zheng can see between the lines Bin's hatred for this world, but she is such a kind person that she can't hate this world, so Bin is hating herself.
Why does she hate herself?
However, Bin has begun to open his heart, Chen Zheng is sure to break through her psychological defense, this kind of person who hates herself is really lonely, as long as she is willing to confide in whom, she must be sincere to this person, then, Chen Zheng is not worried about not being able to ask what the so-called death trajectory is going on.