Chapter 247: Confession, Heart Knot
Xiao Fan listened to the words of the goddess of Nishang, and his ears echoed with Master Tian Buwei's explanation of his own affairs before he died. He really didn't dare to open his heart, afraid that once he opened up, then there would be no reason to refuse him to accept Master's last wish before his death.
Xiao Fan will never forget the look in his master's eyes at that time, the expectation in his eyes was so strong, how much he hoped that he could do what he said. But Xiao Fan knew that he couldn't do that, in his opinion, it was a big rebellion.
"You're not talking, are you?" said the goddess of the neon dress quietly, with a hint of sigh, with a hint of sadness. I only heard her voice sounding faintly: "After all this time, I finally remember what happened on the night I was drunk......"
Xiao Fan was full of excitement when he heard this, and his face also appeared embarrassed. I never thought that the events of that night would be remembered by the goddess of neon clothes. He looked at her with a somewhat sad and shy expression, opened his mouth, and couldn't make a sound.
The atmosphere here became silent, no one spoke, and there seemed to be a faint ambiguity. After a long time, Xiao Fan settled down and said apologetically: "Uncle Zu, it was my fault that night, I really drank too much, and I almost lost my daughter because I couldn't control myself, I'm sorry." If you want to blame me, I'll punish you however you want. ”
"You ......" The goddess raised her head to look at him, sighed lightly, and said, "Do you know that what I want is not how to punish you, now that the matter has been said, don't you still understand Uncle Zu's thoughts?"
"I understand. Xiao Fan nodded, looking at her with complicated eyes: "But I...... We can't, you're my uncle!"
"Uncle Zushi?" The goddess of Nishang smiled, suddenly looked at Xiao Fan angrily, and sneered: "You say now that I am your Uncle Zushi, when you hug me, when you take off my clothes, when you kiss me, when you touch my private parts, why don't you think that I am your Uncle Zushi!"
The anger, coldness and sadness in the eyes of the goddess made Xiao Fan's heart very sad and heavy, as she said, why didn't she think about it at that time, why didn't she control her behavior?
"I'm sorry, the situation at that time was special, but I know that I was wrong, and I hope Uncle Zu can forgive me. Xiao Fan had no choice but to say such things.
The delicate body of the goddess trembled, only to feel a rush of qi and blood in her heart, a flush flashed on her face, and her body shook. Seeing that she was so excited, Xiao Fan hurriedly stepped forward to support her and said, "Uncle Zu, don't be like this, quickly suppress the chaotic blood." ”
"Stinky boy, you're a bastard!" The goddess stared at him, her eyes were indescribably disappointed and sad, and said, "Uncle Zu has never been interested in any man, but fate tricked me, but I met you." If nothing had happened, but every part of me, every inch of my skin, had been touched and kissed by you. My innocence is ruined, and what you want me to do has not happened, you get out, get out of here!"
Speaking of the most reluctant, the goddess of Nishang was very emotional, and pushed Xiao Fan hard, and the force directly pushed Xiao Fan away. Then, without thinking about it, she directly stretched out her bare jade feet and kicked Xiao Fan, as if she was out of control.
"Uncle Zu, don't do this!" Xiao Fan felt guilty in his heart, looking at the jade foot he kicked in, he held it in his hand, and his hand was smooth and soft, as if it was boneless, but he didn't have the heart to experience this beautiful feel.
"Let go of me, get out of the way, I'll never see you again!" the neon priestess struggled and shouted angrily.
Xiao Fan naturally wouldn't let go of her, although the action of holding her jade feet was a bit excessive, but thinking that he had had more intimate contact with the goddess of Nishang, he didn't feel anything.
"Uncle Zu, don't make trouble, how do you want me to calm down!" Xiao Fan was also a little at a loss, he didn't know what to do, no matter what he said, it was his innocence.
The goddess turned her face to the side, tears streaming down her face. The first time Xiao Fan saw her cry, it was also the first time she shed tears in thousands of years, and that look made Xiao Fan's heart very unbearable.
The woman in front of her, whether she is a goddess or her grandfather, has been helping herself, and even paid the price of her life for herself. In Xiao Fan's heart, she already has an irreplaceable position. It's just that although this position is very important, if Xiao Fan wants to treat her as his own woman like this, he still can't accept it in his heart.
"Don't cry, it's me who is bad, don't cry. Xiao Fan hugged her into his arms and gently wiped his tears, seeing her so sad, his heart was also very sad. He knew that a woman like the goddess of neon clothes was extremely strong in her heart. With such a cultivation, her heart has long been as solid as a rock, but now she is showing such a sad and vulnerable side in front of herself.
After a while, the goddess regained her composure, and at this moment she regained her coldness, looked at Xiao Fan and said lightly: "You go, I have nothing to do." As you said, what happened between us was in exceptional circumstances and was not your intention. There are even times when I force you to do that, and I am also responsible for it, and it is not your fault alone. In the future, you will be your disciple honestly, and don't come to the main peak to find me if you have nothing to do. ”
Suddenly, Xiao Fan felt that she had become indifferent, and for some reason there was an inexplicable feeling of emptiness in her heart. Although it was unacceptable for a while to treat the goddess of neon clothes as his own woman, the relationship he had established with her over the years was indelible. No matter what kind of relationship he has with her, Xiao Fan is used to having her presence in his world.
Now, when the goddess of Nishang said such a thing and faced it with such an indifferent attitude, Xiao Fan felt that she had walked out of her own world. Of course, Xiao Fan understood that this was just an appearance, a mask she put on by pretending to be strong. Beneath this mask must be unspeakably fragile and sad, and he can't bear to let the goddess of Nishang bear that pain alone after he leaves.
"Patriarch...... Ni Shang ......" Xiao Fan whispered.
The indifferent eyes of the goddess of neon clothes shone with a light that had never been seen before.
"What do you call me, what do you call me?" the goddess seemed to believe her ears.
"I didn't ...... It's nothing ......" Xiao Fan was a little embarrassed, as if he felt inappropriate, and didn't want to call it that anymore.
The eyes of the goddess were full of tears, and she almost cried with joy. From the moment Xiao Fan shouted Ni Shang, she knew that Xiao Fan's heart was loose, although he couldn't really accept him, but at least there was hope.
"Alright, my good grandfather. Xiao Fan wiped away her tears distressedly, and said: "I know that you are good to me, you have helped me all these years, and even almost died for me, these good I Xiao Fan remembered, and you have already become one of the most important people in my heart." ”
"It's just that there is a huge gap between us, and it's really impossible for me to open my heart knot for a while. It's good that Uncle Zu gives me some time, at least until my cultivation is about the same as yours in the future. At that time, I applied to become the supreme elder of the Wuwei Peak lineage, and I was on the same level as you, and at that time, I might be able to open my heart. ”
"I can give you time, I'm willing to wait as long as I want, but before that, what will you do to me, will you deliberately avoid me?" asked the neon priestess, which was her biggest concern at the moment.
"Naturally not, I can say these things to you, it means that we are closer to each other, how can I avoid you. ”
When the goddess heard this, a touch of cunning flashed in her eyes, and she secretly smiled in her heart, and said in her heart: "Stinky boy, in the end, you still can't escape from the palm of my hand, and if you use a little bitter trick, you can't help but feel distressed......"
Of course, Xiao Fan didn't know what the goddess of Lu Dao Nishang thought in her heart, and she didn't know that everything she showed before was deliberate, if she knew Lu Dao, I don't know if Lu Dao would be so angry that she vomited three liters of blood, and the seven orifices smoked.
"Really? I don't believe it. The goddess pretended to be disbelieving, and then stretched out the jade foot that was still held by Xiao Fan in her hand in front of Xiao Fan, and her crystal clear toes almost touched Xiao Fan's lips.
"Rub my feet, and Uncle Zu will believe you. The goddess's face was slightly red, and a touch of shyness and tenderness flashed in her eyes. Today, she no longer has a sect master, and the appearance of a generation of masters is more like a little woman who needs to be spoiled.
Xiao Fan smiled faintly, looking at the jade feet that were almost on his mouth, the round toes were crystal clear, the arches of the feet were straight, the skin was smoother than the beautiful jade, and there was also a unique daughter body fragrance from the goddess, and his heart couldn't help but flutter.
"It's up to you, everything depends on you, I just hope you don't feel sad anymore. Xiao Fan gently kneaded the jade feet of the goddess, and said with some palpitations: "Do you know Lu Dao, I was really scared just now." You can punish me when you are angry with me, but you can't let your emotions affect the flow of qi and blood too much. If you attack your heart with qi and blood, even if you use your cultivation, you will suffer internal injuries, and it will not be easy to recover in a short time. ”
The goddess of the neon dress smiled, laughing from the bottom of her heart, charming and charming, and peerless. This moment of amazement made Xiao Fan stunned, almost intoxicated and unable to extricate himself.
"Don't you feel sorry for Uncle Zu, if you really feel sorry, you shouldn't hurt Uncle Zu's heart. But for the sake of your good performance, Uncle Zu won't care about you. However, don't take it as an example, otherwise you will bear the consequences!"
"Okay, it's all my fault, okay?" Xiao Fan was helpless, looking at the goddess of neon clothes, it was really difficult to associate her with the past. Now she seems to be a different person, but she also knows that she will only show this side in front of herself. If she is in front of others, she is still the beautiful goddess who is peerless, noble and dignified, and captivates the country and the city.