Chapter 37 If you are tired, stop
Holding Qinglin's left hand tightly, Qingshuang followed behind Qinglin without saying a word, her face became so pale, looking at the passing crowd, her heart was in fear. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
Walking slowly on this bustling and noisy street with Qingshuang, but Qinglin's heart was not as calm as it seemed, he could clearly feel her fear, the kind of fear that went deep into the bone marrow, he didn't know what she was afraid of, she didn't say, so he didn't ask.
The two walked side by side silently, he was on the right and she was on the left.
Every time he walked through the crowd, Qinglin could deeply feel the fear that Qingshuang came out of his hands, and the message conveyed by his trembling body was also fear and fear.
He didn't know what to say, he couldn't open his mouth, he didn't know anything about her fear, he could only hold it tightly with his left hand, and he held it like this, and never let go.
A fifteen-year-old boy with a twelve-thirteen-year-old beautiful woman is naturally an eye-catching pair, feeling that the surrounding crowd is curiously paying attention to the girl around him, and his eyes are gradually focused on the two. Qinglin didn't want to cause trouble, so he glanced back at her, but looking at her blank eyes, he trembled unconsciously, his heart was really hurting, and he seemed to hate himself a little.
Gritting his teeth, Qinglin took Qingshuang to an inn.
Qingshuang's beautiful face is naturally very eye-catching, as soon as he entered the inn, all eyes were focused on the two of them at once, looking at the surprised look in everyone's eyes, Qinglin was silent, and just said softly to the shopkeeper: "I want an upper room." ”
The shopkeeper's gaze at Qingshuang was also full of surprise, but fortunately, he still heard Qinglin's words, and immediately came back to his senses and said, "Okay, please go upstairs." ”
Pulling the trembling Qingshuang, Qinglin took her to the upstairs guest room, walked into the guest room, and gently closed the door, and Qingshuang came to the bedside, clasped her knees with her hands, curled up in a daze and didn't say a word, she buried her face deep under her arms, as if only in this way could she eliminate the pain and fear in her heart.
Seeing her like this, Qinglin silently guarded where, she didn't speak, and he was silent.
It took a while for Qingshuang to ease up from her state of fear, and there was a little tremor in her cold voice, "I'm really tired, so tired, I thought I had forgotten, but when I walked into the crowd, I still couldn't control myself, and I still had those images in my mind." Tears couldn't help but slide down his cheeks, little by little like crystal feathers, hitting his body and his heart.
She was in tears, he bit his lip, she was in pain, and he was in pain with her.
"I don't know how many years I've been through, I don't know how many days and nights I've been there, but now I know that the pain is so painful, even if I die, I can't forget it, I really can't forget it. The sound of her crying rang in his ears.
He was speechless, how much he wanted to help her at this moment, to help her out of that cage of pain, how much he wanted to fight that fear on her behalf. He really didn't know, he didn't know that she couldn't forget the pain of his childhood, he felt guilty, he was unwilling, if he was stronger, would he be able to help you, he asked himself silently.
The clenched hands gradually began to white, it was the traces left by excessive force, if, at the beginning, he knew that she would be so scared, he would not take her out of the jungle, out of the place that did not let her be afraid, even if he was discovered, he was no longer the useless child he was back then, he could protect her.
But he didn't know, he really didn't. He didn't know that the pain had penetrated deep into her bone marrow, and he could never pull it out or forget it.
Her dazed voice sounded again, "Do you know, at that time, I was suffering in pain every day, I didn't know what the sky was, what a tree was, what a flower was, I didn't even know that the world was so big. ”
Hearing such a dazed voice, his heart was dripping blood, like a knife scraping little by little. The teeth biting their lips are getting tighter and tighter.
"Five years is really long, slow I thought I could forget everything, but now I realize that five years is too short, not enough, really not enough, when I walked into the city, my mind was completely filled with that unforgettable picture, it always reminded me, I really want to forget, really want to think..."
His lips gradually broke, blood spilled out gently, slowly dyeing his lips red, the blood-like red glowed with a demonic red light, the pale red pupils flashed with dazzling blood, and the killing intent unconsciously emerged.
"I really thought I had forgotten, but I was so useless, really useless, I... I can't forget, maybe I can't forget it, the pain is engraved on my bones, I can't erase it, you know?" she asked, crying. It's like a child expecting an answer.
He's stupid, really stupid.
"I don't know. ”
Such an affirming voice, such a firm tone, like a cold wind raging, destroyed her already bloody heart.
"But girl, please remember, I don't know what injuries you've suffered, I don't know what kind of pain you've experienced, but I know that I won't hurt you again if I can, no matter who it is, never. His voice was a little hoarse because of the excitement.
There was a sentence he didn't say in his heart, "I live, and I have one more reason to become stronger, and I will help you destroy that cage, no matter what you have to pay, I am willing, this is my own commitment to myself." ”
But when she heard what Qinglin said, she looked at him blankly, just like she looked at him back then, and he looked at her as she did back then.
Warmth, love.
The tears in the corners of her eyes gradually ceased to flow, and her blank eyes finally became clear, looking at his warm eyes as they did back then, she nodded as if she promised him to take care of herself. It doesn't seem so scared anymore.
"Now I don't have the strength to say it, I can protect you from any harm, so I won't give you useless promises, you just need to know that I am your brother, please let me help you bear the pain, all the damage starts with me. ”
There was a smile on her face, she knew that he never said what he couldn't do, he didn't like promises that he couldn't do, so he wouldn't promise others what he couldn't do, in his eyes a promise could be more valuable than his life.
As all these years, no matter what injuries he suffered, he would come back to see him, even if he climbed him, just because he promised that she would come back to see her alive.
"Brother..."
"Girl, take a good rest, sleep peacefully, if you are tired, please stop, I will be with you at all times. ”
I was really tired, tired of crying, tired of my heart, and Qingshuang gradually fell asleep.
Looking at the sleeping face, looking at the clear tear stains, looking at the helpless look, his hands were clenched tightly, tightly, and the joints of his hands were completely pale, but even this was not enough to calm the anger in his heart.
"It's too weak, I'm still too weak, if I can be stronger, I might be able to help her withstand all the winds and waves in the world. Qinglin stood beside the bed and whispered in a low voice.
Maybe this is fate, even if he didn't plan to participate in the big competition of the Zongheng family this time, now he will definitely go, as long as there is a slight opportunity to improve his cultivation, he will no longer give up.
Slowly came to the window, the light red pupils emitted a bloodthirsty demon light, the Qinglin she saw in her eyes over the years has always been a gentle and naughty brother, he will never be angry, will not be irritable.
But only he knows that his heart is colder than anyone else, because his indifference comes from his soul.
He is bloodthirsty, he is ruthless, in his eyes, even if the world is destroyed and everything withers, he will not care, he always cares about the few people.
Just because he has too little, he cherishes it extraordinarily.
"I hope this time, don't let me down, I'll take a look at how strong the Guigu Zongheng family is. ”
Qinglin suddenly remembered the young man who had entered the city with them, maybe in this big competition, he might fight with him.
In this way, he stood motionless in front of the window, time passed slowly, Qingshuang woke up from sleep, looking at the figure standing in front of the window, she somehow felt so strange and familiar.
Leaning on the edge of the bed and closing her eyes, her mind is full of pictures of childhood, she doesn't know where she came from, she doesn't know where she is going, she only knows that she has to leave that place, the place that scares her, maybe God gave her this opportunity, she escaped in a turmoil, but even so, she is like a child who can't stand being touched, she is afraid of everything, she is afraid of all people and things.
Until she met him, I don't know why when she saw him for the first time, she saw the indifference he hid in her heart, and she should have watched her die indifferently, but he stretched out his hands, and she spent five years quietly, and five years were really happy.
But she knew that her time was running out, and they would definitely come to find her again, five years of hiding was already a long time, so she was strengthening herself all the time, maybe even Qinglin didn't find out, Qingshuang was actually a cultivator, and her cultivation had already entered the realm of entering the Dao.
Entering the Tao is the second realm of cultivation, casting one's own three souls, the three souls of heaven, earth, and life, and entering the Tao has undergone three changes, one to change the sky, two to the earth, and three to my life.
The two of them stayed quietly in their respective places.
The setting sun shone in through the window, and the dark red sunlight shone through the window on Qinglin's body, and the color was like blood.