Volume 5 My Dao Morning Realm Chapter 1152 Heaven Has a Dao, and the Dao Has a Wheel (First Update)
Su Ming forgot his identity and lost his past memories, as if he thought from the bottom of his heart that he was the man whose wife was about to give birth.
It's just that deep in his heart, there seems to be a trace of hesitation, which is very faint and untraceable, like a trace to be erased in reincarnation.
With the anxiety in his heart, this trace became fainter and fainter, until Su Ming himself ignored it, he took Na Langzhong's arm, sent it to the sedan chair, and hurriedly ignored the increasing rain, and ran quickly in the direction of home.
Passing by the noodle stall, he still didn't pay attention to the few people in the noodle stall, and he didn't pay attention to the sad call of the mother who lost her child in the rain in the distance.
Until he returned home, when Su Ming waited anxiously outside the house, he completely forgot everything he had been, as if at this moment, he was a mortal, a husband whose wife was about to give birth.
He was apprehensive in his heart, his eyes faintly red, and the feeling of hesitation, with the screams of his wife in the house, seemed to grab his heart......
It wasn't until soon after Na Mo Lang Zhong entered the house that his wife's most terrible scream came out, and as the door opened, when Su Ming saw that Na Lang Zhong was holding a baby covered in blood in his arms, he was like a real father, and he stepped forward to hold the baby, but his eyes subconsciously swept to the bed in the house, and when he saw his motionless wife, Su Ming's body trembled.
With sadness in his eyes, he ignored Lang Zhong and the baby, but walked to the bed, looking at the woman who was no longer breathing, but with a motherly smile on the corner of her mouth, Su Ming's heart hurt as if it was torn.
His body trembled, and it was a real feeling like he had been with this woman for half his life......
"Is this your choice, why don't you ask me, why!" Su Ming turned his head sharply and looked at Lang Zhong who was holding the baby, his eyes were bloodshot. With a touch of madness.
He understood. It is very likely that only one can be saved for his wife's dystocia, but if he is allowed to choose, he will not hesitate to choose his wife instead of the baby.
Can...... This choice is a thing of the past.
The sharp pain caused by the tearing in his heart drowned Su Ming's mind. Su Ming laughed miserably, a storm suddenly set off in his mind, and in the midst of this storm, a vague memory seemed to emerge, and in that memory, it seemed that all this was a reincarnation. In that memory, it seems that he is no longer himself, but has become the Langzhong in front of him.
In that memory, it seems...... Choosing a baby was his choice.
Dazed, with madness, with the indescribable sadness in Su Ming's heart at the moment, he subconsciously raised his hand. He had a strong feeling. It seems that as long as you point with your hand in the air, you can extinguish all life.
He raised his hand. Pointed to Na Langzhong.
He saw the disbelief in Na Langzhong's eyes, and saw that in that disbelief, there seemed to be a trace of enlightenment, and this realization seemed to remind Su Ming of something, but it was soon filled with a sadness.
Lang Zhong fell and died of exhaustion......
Su Ming looked up to the sky and laughed miserably, and the laughter echoed, as if faintly echoed with the woman's mournful call from the rain......
On this night, it was not only Na Lang Zhong who died, but also four Wen Po, all of whom lost their lives, and when the next morning, when the rain was over, their bodies had been buried overnight.
With Su Ming's identity in this county, he just spent a lot of silver taels to resolve all this, and the days will go on, time will pass slowly, one year, three years, six years......
The baby girl gradually grew up, gradually full of agility, and became a well-behaved little girl, but she was not loved by her father, and often when the father and daughter were alone, she saw her father's indifferent gaze.
Her only companion is the son of the teacher in the family, a young boy who was born a few months earlier than him, grew up together, and read together.
Su Ming didn't like this little girl, because she was too similar to her mother, which would make him think of his dead wife, and every time this time, his heart would sting as if it was about to tear apart.
He was always in the rainy day, silently looking at the sky, watching the rain fall, watching the whole world being shrouded in a curtain of water, and then I didn't know that I thought of everything that happened on that rainy night a few years ago.
Until one day, on the same rainy night, Su Ming looked at the rain outside, and the moment he closed his eyes, the world became fragments, turning into a huge whirlpool, and as Su Ming's eyes opened, those fragments instantly recombined together.
He is no longer the father of the little girl, but a middle-aged man wearing a long shirt, with a scar on his face, emaciated, he is full of wealth, but because of his ugly appearance, he has been repeatedly bullied by others, and he has been depressed all his life, so he can only be a teacher in this county town, in the courtyard of this meritorious person.
"Sir, is it true that people do a lot of good deeds and always look at it?" A crisp voice, with doubts, came into Su Ming's ears, making him lower his head and see the two children sitting in front of him in the house where he was teaching.
These two children are six or seven years old, a man and a woman, and it was the little girl who asked this sentence, her eyes showed innocence, looking at Su Ming.
He had only two students, one was his son and the other was the daughter of a man of great merit.
He has been educating his son to be kind, to be upright, to be like a green pine all his life, never give in, and he has also been educating the little girl who has no father's love, to be self-reliant, not to be sad, to grow up kind......
"Of course it is true, at the beginning of doing good things, if everyone does good, then there is no bad thing in the world, you must remember this, good is the heart, doing good is not always seen, but when helping others, get a kind of spiritual cleansing. Su Ming smiled and spoke softly.
"I know, I know, Daddy, I saw someone fishing yesterday, and I begged the old man who fished to let the fish go, and this is a good deed. The boy immediately laughed and said aloud.
"There is a spirit in all life in the world, and if you do a good deed today and save a life, then you will be rewarded in the future. Su Ming said with a smile, this time in his reincarnation, there was no trace of the memory of the past, and even the slightest hesitation in his heart in the last reincarnation disappeared, and he truly became a person in this world.
"Then if I see someone fishing, I will do good. The little girl seemed unconvinced, glanced at the little boy, and pouted.
Su Ming looked at the expressions of the two children in front of him, with a smile on his face, when the sun gradually showed that the sun was gradually showing, after the end of the day's class, Su Ming sat there alone in a noodle stall in this county according to his previous habits, and asked for a bowl of hot noodle soup, the soup tasted very good, and in Su Ming's memory, it seemed that he always came here.
In particular, the owner of this noodle stall is a gray-haired old man, this old man wears gray clothes, and has been rolling noodles here himself for many years, even if it is a young man, he is just helping to start.
Often when there are few guests, the old man smokes a cigarette pouch, sits on the big stone on the side, weaves a grass puppet with the blades of grass on the side, looks at the passers-by around, and sometimes drinks a few glasses with the guests, his eyes are slightly cloudy, but every time Su Ming looks at the old man, he has a very peculiar feeling.
It seems that he can see a trace of pity in the other party's eyes, as well as the bitterness behind that pity.
Over the years, it has always been like this, but Su Ming didn't ask, he likes it here, likes to sit here and drink hot soup, look at the pedestrians outside, and think about his life.
Until this day, when Su Ming put down the bowl and raised his head, he saw that the old man was looking at him as usual, Su Ming was silent for a moment, and suddenly spoke.
"Why does the old man always look at the next day? not for a day or two, but since he came here for many years, he has been like this. ”
"It's not that I'm looking at you, it's that you're looking at yourself. The old man tapped the pouch on the ground, smiled and spoke softly with a touch of meaning.
Su Ming looked at the old man, thought for a while, didn't understand the meaning of the words, and shook his head.
"Don't you understand...... Hehe, I'm watching, when are you not coming here, when are you ...... Another one of you is coming. ”
Su Ming's brows furrowed, and when he was about to speak, he heard the old man muttering to himself.
"The fisherman always comes to me because I have to buy his fish every day, so that the noodle soup has an umami flavor...... Not every child has a good heart, and only when they are taught the way to do good will they persuade the fisherman to let go of the fish he catches......
If the child is not dragged away by the big fish, the wife of the staff will not be bent down to give birth, so ...... Lang Zhong is still Lang Zhong and will not die...... Outsiders are still outsiders, and they won't love their sons.
In this way, the teacher will not be allowed to educate his son, but will tutor himself, perhaps not about doing good, and there will be no persuasion of the fisherman to let the fish go......
As a result, there is no teacher and no son......"
When Su Ming heard this, his heart was shocked, he suddenly stood up, looked at the old man in a daze, and faintly seemed to have something cracked in his mind, but at this moment, the old man sighed lightly and looked at Su Ming with a complicated gaze...... It's like looking into a bronze mirror, looking at yourself and feeling yourself.
"It's not yet time to come to enlightenment, go, go......" The old man shook his head, and the cigarette gun in his hand tapped lightly on the ground, and immediately Su Ming's mind boomed, and the world he saw was shattered at this moment, and the whole world turned into a huge whirlpool.
This whirlpool roared and turned, that is, in an instant, the fragments of the collapse of the inner world were recombined together, turning into another picture, becoming different reincarnated lives in the same world.