15. Bitter wine!
It's sunny and it's a new day!
Daoist Fang walked on the mountain road, but his mood was extremely gloomy.
The clouds are white, the sky is blue, the mountains are green, and the road is long. The grass and trees are verdant and alive, the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant and the wind is warm, the road is still the same road, and the people are still the same person, but once they go back and forth, three days are like three years! I have never felt this way, I am dizzy and depressed, my heart is like pressing a big stone, I can't breathe, I can't breathe, and I can't breathe, and I turn the thousands of beautiful scenery in this mountain into a haze in front of me! It's annoying, it's annoying! What's wrong, what should I do!
"Ahh
All a person's loss, confusion and unsatisfactory are due to dissatisfaction. There is always too much to get, not the most, only more. There is always too much to give up, not the most, only more. And the unsatisfactory life is exactly the best out of ten, what you want to get is always unavailable, and you can't give up what you don't want to give up! But, but, but what can it be? That's hope, that's a dream, that's the reason to live and the source of happiness, how can you give up, how can you be willing to watch her go away.
Or is it self-righteous?
The change of fate has always happened inadvertently, and all the reason why Daoist Fang was restless and worried about dying and resurrecting was just her words: as long as you can, defeat him. Enough, enough, it is this sentence, like a small seed in the wind, gently falling on that heart and burying a ray of life deeply, so that the heart does not die. This is the only reason to live and the source of all happiness, the dream continues, as long as there is hope!
Win!
But things in the world are often easier said than done, and it's very helpless to say, but this is a fact, so this is also a kind of sadness. The great courage and pride of the past were helplessly eaten away by the cruel reality little by little, and bitterly taken away little by little by the ruthless time, consumed little by little, and reduced to nothing. Three days have passed like this, and next year's Mid-Autumn Festival will be opened, only a little more than a year away, and it will be difficult to complete the impossible task: "Hey-"
The road ahead is long, bumpy and gloomy, Fang Yin Fang Yin, what should you do? Now that you have chosen, no matter what, the road must go on, and things must be done. Fang Yin had already figured this out. But there are thousands of roads, this one is not easy to walk, and there is that one, and those who achieve great things do not have to be confined to small sections. Daoist Fang had already understood this. These two points do not conflict, it is a red heart with two hands, Daoist Fang got up early in the morning and marched all the way towards Baicao Peak, that is because-
Don't worry too much, there is a way outside the sky, there are people in the sky, don't forget that Boss Fang also has a boss, and there are more Shinto people on Baicao Peak! It is a god, a great god! Knowing astronomy and geography, herb organs, hidden weapons, etc., all the techniques of the left way of the side door are all passable, he can do things that others can't do, and he can come up with a way that others can't think of, he is the boss of Su, the idol of Daoist Fang, Daoist Fang's idol Daoist, Daoist Fang is going to learn scriptures, Daoist Fang is really there is no way, there is no incantation!
Dead horses are treated, and live horses are healed.
Baicao Peak.
A low table, two benches, a jar of wine that is about to be exhausted, two glasses that are half full, and the chief of the dormitory is pouring himself a drink in front of the room, and everything seems so simple and idle.
"Boss, I'm back. Daoist Fang stepped forward quickly, his voice a little hoarse.
Su Dao was as straight as if he was not visible, just drank a small drink, and his face was pleasant one after another. It has always been like this, it has always been like this, this is a person with a strange temper, but after a few years of getting along, he has long been used to it: "The weather is good today, uh, I'll drink two glasses with you!" After that, he sat down, picked up the cup and invited: "Dry!" The wine is dark red, astringent and bland, and it is still a fruit wine that the chief of the Su Dao often drinks, but Daoist Fang doesn't like to drink it because it is not good to take this sip: "Boss, this wine is really unpleasant, not sweet at all!"
"If you want to be sweet, you might as well drink sugar water. β
Daoist Su put down the wine glass and said a word lightly, but Daoist Fang was a little embarrassed holding the wine glass. You see, you see, in the face of such a tasteless god and Shinto boss, how can he ask him when he has something to say in his heart? Most of them ignore him, and end up talking to themselves, or laughing at you, where to put their faces! In short, it is more difficult to communicate with him, and you have to think carefully about this matter: "Boss, do you think I can, uh, defeat that-" After thinking for a long time, and after hesitating for a long time, Daoist Fang finally spoke cautiously, and then waited for him to say with bated breath: "He?"
"No, you can't. Lu Dao said.
Finished?
After another half of the day, Daoist Fang lowered his head and said, "Boss, do you know what I'm talking about, right?" Daoist Fang glanced at him and said angrily: "Hey, you have something to say! What are you doing with such a weird yin and yang!" Then you will say it clearly, Su Dao Changming said: "Say what? Say that your martial arts are not as good as others? Say that your swordsmanship is not as good as others? Say that your character is not as good as others? Or do you say that you can't rob women? People are better than you, what can you do to defeat him? Now you ask me, who am I going to ask? Do you still have the face to ask me? If I had to crash to death under the south wall, I would have saved the waste of food and the waste of this wine waste of youth......
Otherwise, if you don't open your mouth, you won't have good words, and your words will be as dense as rain, and the momentum will not be shocking and endless! Daoist Fang was stunned, Daoist Fang was stupid, Daoist Fang was surprised and didn't think at all: "Old, boss, why are you talking so much today?" Daoist Su spread his hands and smiled slightly: "As soon as people are old, they talk a lot, but they don't blame me for this." Daoist Fang was stunned for a long time, and said helplessly: "Boss, I mean seriously. Su Dao Chang nodded, and shook his head again: "Boy, I'm serious. β
"You say, I'm really not as good as him?" said Daoist Fang gloomily.
"I said, you, really can't compare to him. Su Dao said with a smile.
"You, hey, I really don't have anything better than him?"
"Come to think of it, well, you really don't have anything better than him. "The chief of the Su Dao is leaving again, this is really not the case.
"Wait, wait, boss, help me!" Fang Yin shouted and stood up suddenly!
"I'm terminally ill, and I can't help it. Su Dao Chang sighed lightly and sat down slowly.
"Please, boss, I know you must have a way to whine-" Daoist Fang cried, tears are a weapon.
"If you want to cry far away, go and go, don't bother me here!" Lu Daochang took a sip of wine and laughed heartlessly!
"Woo, can I kneel down for you? Boss, boss, boss, big big-" Daoist Fang began to be coquettish, just like back then.
"Done. β
"What, what?"
"Kneel. β
"I'm just going to tell you, how can you take it seriously?"
"I'm just serious, what's the matter?
"You...... I ......"
"Get on your knees!"
Su Lao Dao suddenly turned his face, his brain was in water, and there was no room for negotiation if someone knelt down! Daoist Fang didn't know at all, so he stood in place at a loss, turning back into a stupid goose. Originally, he was bent on moving rescue soldiers, but when he came back to enter the enemy camp, was this still the same boss who had been living in the same place? How could he have changed his surname after not seeing him for a few days? It was really a person who had left his back and drank cold water and stuffed his teeth! No matter what, he was let out! Who taught himself to ask him, and he would not be ashamed to kneel down to him!
Kneel!
Whether it was gritting his teeth or scolding in his stomach, Daoist Fang really knelt straight in front of the Su Daoist like that, and listened to him obediently like a third grandson: "You say!"
"The attitude is not good enough. β
"You, boss, please. β
"The expression is not sincere enough. β
"Oh my god, what are you playing with?"
"You're a donkey!"
"You're the ......"
"It's good that I can understand people. β
"I, boss, don't be like this, it's ...... to joke"
"Listen! Don't get distracted!"
β......β
"Well, you remember, the first thing I told you is: a person, everything you do has to pay a price. The chief nodded with satisfaction and said with a smile. Daoist Fang was stunned, and after a while, he said: "For example, if I just want you to make an idea, you have to kneel down for you before you can speak?" Su Daoist nodded lightly: "That's the case, I don't owe you anything, why did I give you an idea for no reason?" Fang Daoist couldn't cry or laugh, but he couldn't: "Okay, okay, you go on!" Su Daoist shook his head again and again: "It's not good, it's not good, you haven't understood the first sentence yet, I'll talk about it after you understand." β
Half an hour passed.
"For example, martial arts, such as articles, such as money, such as eating, drinking, and Lazar, there must be gains and losses, and there are losses to gains, and you must be honest and down-to-earth in life and work, eh, is that right?" Poor Daoist Fang knelt on the ground, bowed his head and cried with a sad face: "Only when you kneel will you say, this is about the same." Su Dao took a sip of wine and said with a smile: "Now let me tell you the second sentence: if a person does something, even if he pays the price, he may not be able to get the desired result." Hearing this, Daoist Fang was a little annoyed, thought for a while, and suddenly felt a little panic in his heart: "Are you saying that no matter how much I am, I can't compare to him, and in the end, I can only admit it?"
"Then I thought, I figured it out. β
After a while, Daoist Fang snorted: "This means that a person who has decided to do something must do it, regardless of the cost or result, as long as he has a clear conscience." Su Dao Chang shook his head and said: "The price is still calculated, and the result is also required, just have a clear conscience." After another half, Daoist Fang hesitated: "I understand, but what I want to ask is not, not only-" The chief of the Su Dao took a sip of wine, nodded and said: "Don't worry, just say, you remember the third sentence-"
"Change. β
"Change?"
"Change. β
......
"I can't figure this out, what's changed? How has it changed? You're talking aboutβ"
"Everything has positive and negative sides, and there are positive and negative sides, and the illusion of things cannot be followed, there is no way, and there is no name, and there is only one word - change. β
"This, I, still, don't understand. β
"For example, I say that you are inferior to others, in fact, you are not worse than others in many things, God has blessed you with a healthy body, the earth and your tough bones, your limbs are free from disease and disaster, your eyes, ears, nose, mouth, tongue, liver, kidneys, lungs, spleen, heart, which one is worse than others?"
"Because I ......"
"Because you're a donkey, and you have a vice-donkey temper, that's your strength. β
"I, boss, you're talking so ugly!"
"He's a horse, better than you in everything, but can a horse have a donkey's temper?"
"Boss, I seem to understand!"
"Things don't stay the same, and everyone has their own strengths, so don't take yourself too seriously. "Thank God, after kneeling for a long time, I finally heard a sentence that I heard a little bit!" Daoist Fang nodded again and again, and said sincerely: "Boss, what you said makes sense, you go on, I'll listen!" "No, I knelt for a long time and listened for a long time, just to take this ideological and moral lesson? That can't be done, Daoist Fang hurriedly went over and poured wine and took the opportunity to stand up: "Drink another glass, drink another glass, boss, I know how much you drink!"
"Still listening?"
"Listen to it!"
"It's only three things, why force it? Go and go, it's gone, don't talk about it. β
"If you don't achieve your goal, you won't stop! Come on, come on, drink and drink first!"
"Loyal words are against the ear, good medicine is bitter, and there are really no good words to say haha!"
"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, you say, you say, I listen! I'm a donkey, I haveβ"
Su Daoist drank half a cup, left half a cup, shook his head and sighed with a smile: "Okay, for the sake of you being a donkey, I'll give you another suggestion-" Daoist Fang listened attentively, and Su Daoist said leisurely: "If you want others to help you, not only must you be a smooth donkey, but you must first see yourself clearly, you are originally a donkey." "Today, the old Taoist is doing it with a donkey, and Daoist Fang finally couldn't bear it anymore and replied angrily: "It's endless, you're a donkey!" Su Daoist smiled and said: "Yes, yes, exactly! I'm a donkey, but you're not even as good as a donkey!" Daoist Fang's eyes widened, and he was angry for a while: "Don't talk nonsense! I'm alone! I don't have good things to say, what a mess!" Whether it's a human being or a donkey, you have to figure out what your own family is! Boy, you say you're a human being, so what kind of person are you?"
"I'm a, a, I'm, I'm, I'm. Fang Yin swallowed, but was stunned for a while!
Fang Yin couldn't answer!
"You can't see clearly or not, what is the difference between being a human being and a donkey? What does it matter if you don't seek to understand what it means to be a donkey! Who are you? Who are you? What can you and can't do? What should you and shouldn't do? What do you ask for? What are you afraid of? What are you talking about, what are you doing? Have you thought about it? You haven't thought about it, you haven't thought about it at all, you've never thought about it, you haven't thought about it, you haven't thought about it!"
"I, I have! I'm not like that!" Fang Yin's mind was blank, and his eyes were blurry: "Why are you greedy for fun? Why don't you want to practice martial arts? Why didn't you go to the Mid-Autumn Festival the year before last? Why did you walk all over the nearby mountains but didn't dare to go to the Sansheng Peak? Isn't it Yuan Yan'er? Isn't it Yue Ling? You go to find her? You go to rob him? Why don't you go?" Because you don't dare, because you're afraid, because you're a coward because you're a coward, you shrink your head into ...... when you encounter a little."
"I won't listen, don't say it again!" Fang Yin screamed violently, tears already bursting out of his eyes!
"Don't you listen? I want to say! Because you are cowardly, because you are vain, you refuse to practice martial arts because you are afraid that you will not be able to compare with others if you practice! Because of your innate timidity, because of the inferiority complex in your bones, you are a coward who only knows how to complain about the heavens and others! Because you are afraid of losing, so you dare not face it, you think that you are lonely, miserable, and miserable, and you are the most pitiful person in the world, so you don't have a sense of security, once you have a little comfortable place to go, you will plunge into it, day by day, year after year, and hide there and hide in your own world, like a mouse hiding in a dark cave all day long, so helpless, so frightened, so low and crying, the cat is coming, the cat is coming, the cat is coming! You're a waste, you're a useless person, and if you say you're a donkey, you're lifting you up, and I say you're just a poor mouse, a little ant......"
"Boss, boss, I beg you, don't say it again!" Every sentence is to the point, this is the secret in Fang Yin's heart, and it is also the taboo is the last line of defense, it is a matter that he can't even think of! And at this time, he was exposed and exposed in one fell swoop, and once exposed in broad daylight, he was humiliated and whipped to death! Fang Yin's eyes were red, Fang Yin was in tears, and Fang Yin hissed: "What you said is right, you understand me better than me, but why didn't you say it earlier, why do you want to say so much now!"
"Say it earlier, can you listen to it?" Su Dao Chang took a sip of the wine in the toast, stood up and laughed: "This is crying? Have you ever seen a mouse that eats a cat? Have you ever seen an ant that bites an elephant to death? Have you ever seen a donkey taller than a horse and a horse shorter than a dog? Fang Yin, Fang Yin, let me tell you, others can help you, but it is better to ask for others than yourself, and I have a way for you -- only if you really find yourself, can you save a glimmer of life. β
The sky trembled, the ground trembled, dizzy, and I couldn't stand steadily.
Desperately trying to get a clever plan, he didn't expect this to be the kind of outcome! He was at a loss, and he had no idea when he asked and asked, and he was obviously discouraged, and he stepped into the mud again! What was he talking about? What was he doing? Why did he say this? Why did he do this? He was already full of sorrow, and he was emptying his tears, which was a taste that he couldn't explain and couldn't explain, and he couldn't refute a word if he was unconvinced and unwilling! When he wanted to speak, he didn't say anything, only tears slowly flowed into his mouth, so bitter and salty. Why?why?why?why?
Not why.
I can't finish drinking, I can't finish talking.
The chief of the su dao left, and the chief of the su dao came back again: "Why do I say so much today, just because you say that my wine is unpalatable, if you don't say that my wine is unpalatable, I don't bother to tell you today." I said that this is wine, not sugar water, and I added flavor to itβ"
Coptis chinensis.;