Chapter 456: I Don't Want to Endure It Anymore
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Today's Xu Xian is somewhat contradictory in his heart, on the one hand, he is afraid that saying things will make Xiao Yu'er turn against him, on the other hand, he feels that sooner or later Xiao Yu'er will know about that matter, rather than turning his back on him at that time, it is better to say it now, at least say it now, his heart does not need to be so tormented. (Please search, the novel is better and faster!) He knew that he was a bastard, eating from the bowl and looking at the pot, so much so that he wanted to pay attention to the garden.
He knew that he was very greedy, so he didn't find too many reasons for himself, what he did was what he did, and no matter how many reasons he had, he couldn't cover up the facts.
These days, not only does he spend more time at home, but he also spends a lot of time with Zhao Feixue and Mu Xiaoxiao, so the time he spends with Xiao Yu'er is naturally occupied. This is also the reason why Xiao Yu'er felt sour when she mentioned Zhao Feixue.
She also knew that Xu Xian was running to Mingzhu all day long, although there was an aircraft carrier over there that was building a club, but she didn't believe that Xu Xian would not go to Zhao Feixue after arriving at Mingzhu. What's more, there is a white snake spirit next to Zhao Feixue! The beautiful demeanor of that white snake spirit has long been understood, and she also knows the dead appearance of Xu Xian when she is in front of Bai Yuhan. But she knew that if she wanted to stop Xu Xianyan from running away to offer her courtesy, she really had no good way.
Unless she breaks up with Xu Xian directly, and then out of sight is quiet! But she was a little unwilling to break up like that, so she hung like this.
This is also the reason why she has never wanted to give herself completely to Xu Xian, because her mother has already reminded her that once the man gets it. I definitely won't cherish it. She was also worried about this, so she could only continue to be reserved in front of Xu Xian.
However, it is also a pleasure to occasionally stab him and see his embarrassed expression. Just like now, in a word, Xu Xian, who originally wanted to do something to her in the water, turned over and lay in the water with a wry smile and looked at the moon that was crooked like a hook. Definitely a treat. Although this enjoyment is also accompanied by a hint of sadness that she hates...... Because Xu Xian showed such a look, it showed that she was really right by her.
"Little fish, I want to confess to you......"
After a long time, Xu Xian sighed faintly. Gritted his teeth and said this.
"Huh?" Xiao Yu'er's voice trembled slightly, Xu Xian, who was staying, did not appear, but was about to continue to speak, but Xiao Yu'er had already stopped him from continuing to speak, "Confess that you have many lovers and many little wives? Are you going to report it to me? Well, if I say no, will you listen?"
"I ......," Xu Xian gritted his teeth. I wanted to say it directly, but I always felt like something was blocked in my chest, so he couldn't say the next sentence no matter how hard he worked. After trying hard for a long time, he had to obediently shut his mouth. Then he looked sideways at the little fish that looked at him with a teasing face.
"Alright, let's get out of here first! find a hotel and take a hot bath, and come here tomorrow." ”
"Xiao Yu'er, otherwise, let's go and register for marriage!" Xu Xian said suddenly.
Xiao Yu'er couldn't help but be stunned when she heard this, and finally chuckled, "Please." We're not of legal age to get married, are we? Besides, who said we're going to marry you? ”
"I forgot to tell you, I am now the owner of Fallen Leaf Island, and I am also the king of Fallen Leaf Country, in my Fallen Leaf Country, both men and women, can get married and have children at the age of eighteen. Although my deciduous country has not been certified by the United Nations, it has been recognized by the Huaxia country, and at the same time, the deciduous country is still a subsidiary country of the Huaxia country. Of course, if you want to get certified by the United Nations, it is not difficult at all, I am already applying, and Lao Mei has agreed......"
"Ahem...... You, you're kidding!" Xiao Yu'er looked at him with a strange expression, and finally said, "Do you want to say that in your country of fallen leaves, a man can have three wives and four concubines, right?"
"Of course, as a king, if I don't have three palaces and six courts, is it worthy of me to work so hard to build a country?"
"You're really ...... Dead nature will not change!"
"Thanks for the compliment, may I ask this beauty, would you like to be my queen?"
"......" She looked at him speechlessly, and finally said, "This is not true, is it!
Xu Xian chuckled and looked at her quietly, "Do you think they really won't?"
"What about you...... Then you tell me first, what are the women you are going to marry back as concubines!" Xiao Yu'er showed a smile on the corner of her lips, but Xiao Hu'er had already bitten her teeth secretly.
Xu Xian didn't pay attention to her expression of clenching her teeth secretly, or rather, she was ready to explain everything, and he was very uncomfortable dragging it like this. If it weren't for Zhao Feixue and Mu Xiaoxiao's pregnancy, he would never have said it at this time, because at this time, he was not sure that Xiao Yu'er would definitely follow him.
But because of the unexpected pregnancy of Zhao Feixue and Mu Xiaoxiao, his plan was completely disrupted, so he could only say it now. Rather than letting her know when the children are all born, it is better to explain to her now, at least this way, it will hurt her less.
"I don't want to deceive you again......" Xu Xian said, looking at her sideways, "Although I really want to marry you as my wife, there are some things that I can't hide anymore......"
"Yawn......" The little fish yawned, the panic in his eyes flashed closer, and then he turned around, slid the waves, and swam towards the shore, "What's the matter, let's talk about it tomorrow! I'm so sleepy now, I want to go back to sleep......"
You're a coward! You're a coward! I'm a coward...... But I'm not a man!
Xiao Yu'er said to herself hatefully in her heart, she knew what she was running away from, what she was afraid of, so she didn't dare to listen, maybe it would be better to drag it like this! Although sometimes she will disdain Xu Xian, what is good about him, why does she like him? He is not good at all, he has no lower limit all day long, and he has no discipline in doing things. I also like to take advantage of small advantages, and I am very......
Could it be that it was only because he was an immortal cultivator, because of his different status, that he would like her? Xiao Yu'er couldn't help but doubt her own reason for liking him, but this reason, it seemed that she herself could not accept it, was she really that kind of woman? How different was this from those women who were greedy for vanity?
She shook her head. I don't think that's what it looks like!
Then she remembered the one who dressed her when she was hurt, washed her face, helped her to the bathroom, and sneaked her into brushing her teeth. Feed her...... The figure who did not hesitate to fight for her, the figure who was anxious for her safety, the figure who hit someone with the sword in order to save her, the corners of her lips raised slightly, and the smile on her lips became even greater when she thought of the figure that suddenly fell from the sky when she was about to die.
The feeling of being cared for and loved. It's really wonderful. She doesn't know when she fell, even if she knows that this guy will always look at the guy who is on a beautiful woman even when he accompanies her on the street, and he is still ambiguous with other women. She endured it anyway.
But now, she didn't know if she could bear it, so she had to choose to escape. At least if she doesn't know it, she can endure it for a while. It was a ridiculous idea, but in her opinion, it was the only option she could choose at the moment.
Seeing this situation, Xu Xian could only smile bitterly, he didn't expect that he was running away by himself before. Now it's her running away. Although this situation made him feel somewhat relieved, he felt that his efforts were not unrewarded. But the more this happened, the more he felt sorry for her, and the more guilty he felt about her. The more he felt that he couldn't drag it out like this. Dead is dead, big deal, it's better to turn around and have a dead face.
In front of Yu Xiaoyu, Xu Xian had already been dead for more than once, and he felt that it didn't matter if he had a few more times.
The two found a hotel to stay at the bottom of the mountain, and after Xu Xian took a hot bath, he went directly into Xiao Yu'er's room, of course, this was uninvited.
Sensing Xu Xian's arrival, Xiao Yu'er, who was lying on the bed, turned around directly with the quilt, looking like she didn't have the heart to talk to him.
Xu Xian glanced at her, didn't say anything, went directly to bed and undressed, got into her quilt, and hugged her in his arms from behind. At this time, he didn't have the slightest lust in his heart, just lowered his head and kissed her lightly on the snow neck, and then passed his arm through the side of her head, letting her pill his arm and sleep more comfortably, and then looked at her quietly, and said after a long time: "Are you asleep?"
Xiao Yu'er naturally didn't fall asleep, but she didn't reply to Xu Xian's words. Although Xu Xian also knew, she directly thought that she was asleep.
He reached out and gently stroked her silk, hugged her tighter, and sighed softly, "That's fine......! Or when you look at it, you can't say something, then say it while you're asleep! You know, I'm a vulgar and greedy person. They say I'm getting better and stronger, but I still haven't become a bad guy, which is rare! It is precisely because my strength is getting stronger that I am more and more possessive. In the past, when I was just a poor sling, I didn't even have the courage to talk to you, although I had a crush on you since my freshman year of high school, but until my junior year of high school, I still didn't dare to confess my thoughts to you. But now, I not only dare to hold you in my arms, but also think about how to hug you left and right...... You see, I've completely turned into a jerk, haven't I?!"
"And what's even more bastard is that I obviously have an affair with other women, but I still want to hold you in my arms and never let go. When I saw the white snake spirit for the first time, I really thought about going back and taking her in, how good it would be to have a white lady to cultivate. Then I saw Sister Zhao...... Although at first, I didn't have any special thoughts about Sister Zhao, but after being sad by you that time, I went to Paris with Sister Zhao...... Later, Sister Zhao secretly confessed to me and took the initiative to kiss me, but I didn't hold it...... Originally, Sister Zhao wanted to kiss once, and then the bridge returned to the bridge and the road returned to the road. But after that, how could I give up on her, my heart was so big that I thought I could tie you to me with her, and then I felt that I should be able to bring you happiness. At that time, I was hesitant to continue with you......"
"But when I saw you again, my hesitation turned into giving up, and I knew I couldn't do it. As for those little lolias. I won't say it, their appearance is not something I can control, of course, I can guarantee that I haven't reached that point yet. In addition to Sister Zhao, there is another woman. It's the Countess de Paris, although at the time I was just having fun, after all, for a foreign woman, it's much more open, and she knows you're my girlfriend. Didn't put me in charge or anything. ”
"Look, I'm cheap, hehe...... In addition to this countess, the tigress was also taken down by me, but we were still innocent, and I wanted to refuse her. But this stupid woman knows that I like you, and with Sister Zhao as her lover, she still wants to ...... with me without hesitation You know. A person as greedy and ambitious as me has little resistance to this kind of thing...... Originally, if it were just that. That's all easier to do, and I don't have to hesitate to tell you about it. However, there are some changes that I didn't expect at all, I slept with a woman, and it was also a woman from the Mu family, the same Mu Xiaoxiao who was saved by you......"
"Originally, in my kind of bastard thought came to mind. Didn't I just sleep with a woman! I slept and slept, what's the big deal, who told her to provoke me without provoking me in advance. But the result of the incident made me never expect that she was pregnant!"
When Xu Xian said the words 'she is pregnant', the little fish in her arms stiffened, and it was obvious that she was listening quietly. Her teeth were clenched, and they all made a gurgling sound, if it wasn't for her pretending to be asleep, Xu Xian was sure that she would definitely bite herself hard.
Of course, if that's the case, it's all fine, but what worries her the most is that she didn't say a word, and she didn't even react at all.
Xu Xian took a breath, gritted his teeth again, and said: "Her pregnancy makes people a little flustered, after all, it is the first time I heard that I have to listen to my father, and ...... And I'm only 19 years old, what a hell of a thing! But what's even worse is that Sister Zhao called me and said that she was also pregnant. ”
Xiao Yu'er's body was only stiff before, but now, she was already trembling slightly. Obviously, she was furious.
Xu Xian had expected this situation. But fortunately, she didn't turn her face and didn't make a sound. Clearly, she wanted to keep listening.
So Xu Xian continued: "If Mu Xiaoxiao's pregnancy is an accident, then Sister Zhao's pregnancy is something that has been planned for a long time. Of course, I can understand what she thinks. She has only one mother, and if she leaves the earth with me and goes to the sea of stars, what will her mother do? I can understand that she wants a child who can accompany her mother in the future. Although I was flustered and dazed at first, I didn't know what to do, after all, I wasn't mentally prepared to be a father at all, and I always felt that I was just a child, a teenager who could still be willful. Can ...... now In the following month or so, I tried my best to be a role that a 'husband' should adapt to, and tried to prepare for the psychological preparation that a father should have. ”
"I can gradually adapt to these things, but ...... It's just that when I face you, I feel more and more unable to face it. When I was in front of you before, I liked to tease you when I had nothing to do, even if I was scolded by you, it was nothing, I thought it was 'beating is love, scolding is love'. Now I will have something to provoke you, provoke you, provoke you, provoke you, and provoke you to complain...... That's because I feel guilty in my heart, I don't know how to face you, I always feel that if I am scolded by you, or despised by you, you can balance a little...... Actually, it's not that you're balanced, it's that I feel less guilty. Perhaps, you will think that I am cheap to do this, but...... Indeed, sometimes when I think about it, I am indeed quite cheap, but who called you the one I love!"
"In front of the person I love, if I can make her happy by playing a little cheap, and I can hug the beauty, why shouldn't I do it! But now, I really can't bear it. Every time I look at you, the guilt in my heart increases. I've thought about keeping it a secret until you yourself show me how shameless I am. But I couldn't, and I didn't dare to hide it from the thought that you might be heartbroken about it. Yes, if I'm afraid you're sad, I shouldn't be in trouble with other love debts, that's right. But who told me that I had no resistance to beautiful women?...... Well, that's not right, I'm just not resistant to those beautiful women who are bent on being good to me. Forget it, anyway, I'm a bastard, just a slut!"
After babbling a lot of words, Xu Xian's mood was finally much more comfortable, he lowered his head and kissed her softly on the neck, he continued: "That's the way it is, I can say these things that I wanted to say but didn't dare to say in one breath, and my heart is finally much more comfortable." Although you are asleep, I hope you can hear it in your dreams! If you hear these words in your dreams and you don't want to forgive me, then kick me out of bed!"
"Hmm, I wish you a good dream, I hope it will be a sunny day when I wake up tomorrow!" Xu Xian said, tightening the big hand on her lower abdomen again.
At this time, she had already calmed down, at least on the surface, if she hadn't listened to her heartbeat. Xu Xian couldn't help but sigh slightly in her heart, and secretly wondered: What will she choose tomorrow? Will she kick herself out of bed, and then slap herself a few times, scolding herself for being shameless and indecent and bastard, or ...... Isn't my thinking a little wishful thinking?