Industry is good at diligence, absurdity is frolic, action is in thinking, destruction is in follow. This is probably the most valuable lesson I have gained since writing Xuan Yan.

As you probably don't know, my parents weren't very supportive of my writing. I often complained to my mother in real life and asked her not to interrupt my train of thought all the time. She would also complain to me that she was tired from her work and that I wouldn't help. I'll talk back and say I'm more tired with my brain...... Well, I'll admit that I was wrong...... But she would always say, since you are so tired, give up!! and not once or twice, I am very angry, saying that you don't know how to educate your son, other people's parents think about how to let their children know what perseverance is, just you let me give up all day long. But I know she's doing it for my good, and I don't blame her.

Persistence comes from desire. As Sigmund Freud said, human behavior has no more than two purposes, one of which is the desire for greatness. I am an ordinary and ordinary person, born in an ordinary and ordinary family, but I also crave attention and have a small vanity. Therefore, I have been able to persist until now, in addition to everyone's support, that is, "desire for greatness".

In fact, I am a very immature person, my emotional intelligence is not very high, and I often get angry, self-pitying, and resentful because of some small things. This should be revealed in some of my behaviors. But just as writing will improve, people's emotional intelligence will gradually improve with the enrichment of experience. I hope you will bear with the immaturity in the past, and I hope you will spur more in the future immaturity. Those who don't like me or Xuan Yan, I also hope that you can get to know me again and taste Xuan Yan with your heart, I don't have many words, they are all in Xuan Yan.

In fact, I just want to tell you that I am a stubborn guy, the kind of person who will not die when he reaches the heart of the Yellow River, and will not look back after hitting the south wall. Therefore, it is impossible to give up until the goal is achieved!

PS: I saw a comment from a book friend in the comment area of the vertical and horizontal pages, which is very good. I'm also learning how to balance my balance, and I've learned a little. But, that should show up in the new book. Xuan Yan's words, after all, it is already in the late stage, and I still want to finish it in a consistent style. In addition, those broken threads must have their uses, maybe the suspense I laid is not enough, so that you feel trivial, I will try to improve it. Please bear with me, the sweetness of the fruit comes from the care of the heart and the watering of the rain, Xuan Yan's journey of more than two years can not fall short in the final stage. The two articles before and after the Elegy of All Saints will unveil a lot of foreshadowing, and I think it should give you a satisfactory explanation.