Chapter 39: Separation
Standing in front of the bamboo forest, Shi Yue looked at Tang Zheng, her face turned pale.
After giving him a deep look, she turned and walked away.
"Shiyue!" Tang Zheng chased after her and grabbed her: "You saw it all?"
Caught by Tang Zheng, Shi Yue shook his arm fiercely: "I wish I hadn't seen anything." I really didn't expect it...... Tang Zheng, you can do it, even the fourth lady hooked up!"
Tang Zai smiled bitterly: "Things are not what you think, there is nothing between me and Miss Four." ”
"It's nothing? I saw her come out of the bamboo forest with a red face, and you dare to say that you didn't do anything to her......?" No wonder you fake colors to me, it turns out that you still have a high branch in your heart!"
Tang Zai said helplessly: "Why do you bother, in fact, my sister may not like me, right?"
Shi Yue was stunned: "What do you mean by this?"
"There are some things that I don't want to say too clearly, but you know what I know, and everyone knows it. ”
Shi Yue only felt greatly humiliated: "Do you think that I value you as a servant, so I deliberately curry favor with you?"
Tang Zheng didn't answer.
There are some things that can be understood by each other, and there is no need to explain them too thoroughly.
It's a pity that he doesn't want to explain it, but Shiyue is unwilling.
She looked at Tang Zheng and said, "Yes, I admit that I was kind to you at the beginning, and it does have something to do with my wife's appreciation of you, I don't deny that I have selfish intentions." But what is wrong with us as maids thinking about ourselves? Although I want you to have a future, I really think that you are a good person, and you should be a person to rely on, so I am dedicated to you, but you are ...... good."
As she spoke, she began to whimper.
Tang Zheng sighed: "I have never looked down on you because of your purpose. ”
Shi Yue was slightly stunned: "Are you serious?"
"Really. Tang Zheng replied: "Everyone has the right to think about their own future, and I never think that what you have done is wrong." In my hometown, there is a saying that a man with ability is not afraid of women's materiality, but only that women are not material. As a woman, it is not easy to live in this world, no matter what purpose you have to approach, as long as you have to pay, you should naturally have gains, so I have never thought that there is anything wrong with such a woman, let alone look down on her. ”
As a Tang Tribulation who came to this world from this world, he has long been insensitive to the materialization of women, and in his eyes, the so-called immaterial women do not exist at all, only the difference between light and heavy.
Men themselves are greedy for money and profit, so why should they let women be transcendent?
Shiyue has plans for him, but just like he has plans for Weifu, he is fighting for his own interests, but he has not harmed others, but he has given a lot of money and help before this, so he does not need to be blamed.
It is precisely because he really thinks like this, so Tang Zheng said it like this, it was justified, it was right, it was right, and it was so righteous that Shi Yue was also stunned when he heard it.
She finally couldn't help asking, "Then why did you ignore me?"
"Because it's not me that you want. Tang Zheng replied: "My sister is good to me, I remember it, if I am successful in cultivating immortals in the future, I will not forget my sister's great kindness and repay me well, but this does not have to include me as a person, after all, it is not your pursuit." ”
The woman wants to reciprocate, which is nothing in the first place.
But since what you want is material, then it's good to return the material, so why do you have to add marriage?
In Tang Zheng's eyes, it is not wrong for women to want material things, what is wrong is to add the reason for love and affection to this, in the name of husband and wife, and the book is bound by the contract, which looks pure and immaculate, but in fact, it is just to show the world, show sentiment, and more extremely, it is to pay a small amount and want to get endless returns.
This is unacceptable to Tang Zheng.
What Shiyue wants is a reward for Tang Zheng in the future, and if this is the case, then it will be good for her to repay her.
As for making a personal promise and being a spiritual master's wife?
So Satsuki's fault is not what she wants, but what she wants too much.
Tang Zheng doesn't have a love for cleanliness, but if a woman doesn't love him herself, and she doesn't have the talent to make him ignore this problem, then don't blame yourself for being a picky eater.
Hearing Tang Zheng's words, Shi Yue looked at Tang Zheng in a daze.
After a while, she said, "Doesn't it become my ulterior motive when you say that?" I don't ...... all about you." Tang Zheng interrupted her: "I know my sister's intentions, but my sister asks herself, if one day, I am declared that I have no possibility of becoming a servant, will my sister still be so good to me?
Yes, of course.
It's a pity that love is not an absolute value, it's not either there or not, it is often mixed with various factors, and the truly pure and flawless love may only be sought in dreams.
A woman who intends to tie up a man with her own body, even if she is not affectionate, will persuade herself to have affection for the other party.
Tang Zao is quite handsome, and he can be a man, it is really not difficult to deceive himself into loving each other, so Shi Yue said that he likes him, and his feelings may be true, but things may not be true.
Or that this liking is just liking, you can like him, you can like others.
After all, she can only fool herself, but she can't fool others.
Tang Zheng's answer made Shi Yue speechless, and at that moment she found that she really couldn't answer this question, and her mood was also low.
Looking at her bleak appearance, Tang Zai sighed: "My heart is in the avenue, I really have no intention of the fourth miss, this matter is just a misunderstanding, as for Sister Shiyue, I only want to say sorry." But as I have said, when I will succeed in the future, I will not dare to be ungrateful to my sister!"
As he spoke, he retreated to the rear.
Watching him leave stupidly, Shiyue suddenly felt so regretful.
Maybe just now she should have told Tang Zheng confidently, I can do it, no matter what kind of situation you have, I will follow you to endure hardships until you grow old.
However, she hesitated after all.
A moment of hesitation, what is missed is eternity.
At that moment, Shi Yue's tears rained down.
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Three days later, Wei Die left the Wei Mansion and went to Yanzhou Desperate Academy.
Before leaving, Wei Die hugged her mother and cried, staging a scene of parting with pity, and no one noticed that in the corner of the send-off procession, an unknown little guy was standing there.
He looked at Wei Die, until the occasional glance in his eyes, and the hearts of the two of them trembled slightly.
Steward Qin was also very relieved by this, and pulled Tang Zheng to drink with him that night, got drunk, and called Ru'er, Ru'er in his dream......
After sending Steward Qin home, Tang Zheng returned to his house.
There was also some melancholy in his heart, but he didn't know what to say, lying on the bed, he stared straight at the eyes, and couldn't sleep.
Suddenly, I heard the sound of Suosuo in my ears.
Looking closely, it was Yi Yi who climbed up the side of the bed.
The little thing got into the side of the ear, entered the bed, and snuggled up to Tang Zheng to sleep.
Looking at the peaceful sleeping posture of the little thing, Tang Zai suddenly felt a warm feeling in his heart, and the inexplicable sentimentality was also diluted a lot.
In order to avoid pressing this little guy, Tang Zai turned sideways slightly and kissed her lightly on the cheek: "Naughty ghost, don't sleep in your own nest, what are you doing here." ”
The little thing seemed to be talking in a dream, and muttered, "Here...... Warm ......"
Tang Zheng was stunned.
I'll be able to speak!