Chapter 15: When Good Medicine Becomes Poison

Sorry, I had a cold last night, it was too uncomfortable, and I didn't get up to update. In the future, the update time will be changed to noon or evening, so as to save everyone from waiting so late every day. Recently, because of some things in work and life, my mentality has exploded, and I usually code more than 10,000 words a day, but I haven't written much for two days, and my heart is very chaotic, and I have no ideas at all. After two days of rest, I finally recovered. I haven't forgotten the promise of 100 more!

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The car drove to the hospital, and Wang Taika ran around the hospital with Amber on his back, and the final test result was similar to what Wang Taika said.

It was originally an old injury, and the new injury caused the old injury to recur. If it is not treated well and taken care of quietly, then it is likely that the whole leg will be wasted.

Hearing the news, everyone's hearts tightened...... Except for the Wangtai card. After all, when Song Coriander came out, the rest of the people lived or died, and he didn't care at all.

The leg hurt to this extent, and it was really impossible to move. No matter how unscrupulous the company is, it will not be to the extent of desperateness. Then Prologis was hospitalized.

Because there was an announcement in the afternoon, Song Cilantro asked Crystal, Snowball, and Luna to go back to the dormitory to rest first, and she accompanied Ambo in the hospital. Wait until the afternoon and go straight to the scene.

Although Song Coriander is also very tired, although there are also agents watching here. But as the eldest sister in the team, she really can't let Ambo lie on the hospital bed alone, it's really lonely.

Because the time was too tight, Song Coriander did not formally introduce Wang Taika to the members. Of course, there is no need to introduce that.

Before Crystal left, he gave Wang Taika a blank look, which made Wang Taika speechless. And Snowball also glanced at Wang Taika inexplicably, but Wang Taika didn't notice. The last Luna said goodbye to Wang Taika very politely before leaving, of course, very polite. Not just Wangtaka, Luna said goodbye to almost everyone.

"That Luna on your team is really a very enthusiastic person!" Wang Taika walked up to Song Coriander: "I was embarrassed to say goodbye to me so politely just now." ”

"Are you still embarrassed?" Song Cilantro glanced at Wang Taika.

"Well, yes, too. Like what...... Right now. Wang Taika muttered quietly.

"How did you come to Korea?" Song Coriander tilted her head and looked at Wang Taika. In the end, there are only two people left, and there are some things that I really have to ask for clarification. Then it's time for the audience's favorite ward talk!

Wang Taika hesitated when she heard Song Coriander's question. To be honest, if you ask him to say something like "I'm here for you" now, it's really unspeakable. The relationship between the two people is too delicate now, let's say friends, no! Say not friends, but ...... Oops! It's complicated!

"If you don't want to say it, forget it. Song Coriander turned her head.

"I am...... Come here and work hard, who knows if I can meet you. It's pretty impressive. "Wang Taeka started making up nonsense, but to be honest, he made up nonsense with Yuna, made up nonsense with IU, made up nonsense with Taeyeon, and made up nonsense with many people. Even if he is occasionally exposed, he can rely on his thick skin to get through.

But this time, when facing Song Coriander, Wang Taika felt empty in his heart before he spoke!

"Cameraman, I think you can be a videographer. Song Coriander said and suddenly smiled, but smiled very politely. Then, as if talking about something that had nothing to do with him, he said unhurriedly: "At the beginning, you were planning to shoot, but you were often late for appointments, and once you forgot about it." ”

"I'm late, I admit it, but I'm ...... Forgot?" Wang Taika was stunned.

Song Coriander smiled when she heard this: "No, just kidding." Don't you know everything?"

The corners of Wang Taika's mouth showed a trace of bitterness, and then asked tentatively: "You ...... because of this?"

"Stop!" Song Cilantro replied very decisively: "There is no point in talking about this now, is it?"

"Yes, I'm just asking. Wang Taika's heart is like a cat scratching, some things have been dusty, but they will never forget.

For example, Wang Taika still doesn't know why Song Coriander broke up with him? At first, Wang Taika once thought that maybe Song Coriander was greedy for fame and fortune in order to make her debut as a star. But this reason is too far-fetched, if she is really this kind of person, she will not be with herself who was poor and white.

But why is that? I have never had an affair with other girls, nor have I really had any irreconcilable contradictions with Song Coriander. Even when two people are together, it has always been a little sweet state, and there is no problem!

At the beginning, Wang Taika was obsessed with the art of light and shadow, and used the lens to capture the beautiful moments, and the sense of pride was simply indescribable.

Could it be because he snubbed her? No, it won't! However, just like that, Wang Taika felt that Song Coriander was changing day by day, and the pain of love gradually withdrawing and finally disappearing was like pulling people's tendons out of their bones!

But...... Why is that? This puzzle is like a nightmare that has haunted and tormented Wang Taika for countless years. Even later, when he was working as a documentary videographer, he would often think about this question in the deep mountains and old forests.

Man is a social creature, and there was an experiment in which a person was put in a quiet room, without sound, without color, without communication, and after about forty-eight hours, that person would collapse from utter loneliness and inner fear.

In order to overcome the boredom of being in the wild, other documentary videographers will prepare a book or listen to a song. But Wang Taika doesn't need this, because when he gets to the wild, he thinks about a problem. Why did Song Coriander leave me?

This question seems to be a bottomless pit, taking Wang Taika back and forth from the depths of memory countless times, turning out the good, bad, happy, and painful memories, and then finding the reason and possibility. And then little by little it is shattered, dissipated, and finally even hope is destroyed.

Then, I still couldn't find a reason to leave. I can't figure it out, I can't think of it, I can't figure it out! I've thought about it for so many years, but I can't figure out why. Obviously everything is very good, why is it so like a tree withering and the branches and leaves are withdrawn, and love is so little by little clean?

A question that made Wang Taika think about it for countless years. After reading the books brought by other cameramen, I was tired of listening to the songs, but Wang Taika still didn't think of the reason.

Foreign videographers all admired Wang Taika, saying that Wang Taika is an iron will, and he doesn't need any external force, he can stay motionless all day, and he can stay alone for so long for a shot in no man's land!

In fact, sitting motionless Wang Taika, the storm in his head has been overwhelming. But no one knows about these things.

This question has been with Wang Taika for countless years. Although there is something to think about when the time comes to let Wang Taika shoot in a no-man's land, it is too sad.

Therefore, the doctor who diagnosed Wang Taika has always been strange: if a person has been in the wild for a long time, he will be lonely and afraid, he will be in a trance, and the most terrible thing is the madness of mental breakdown. But no matter what, you won't get bipolar disorder!

Bipolar disorder is a psychological disorder, although the cause is still unclear in current medical terms, but the main influencing factor is the stress stimulation event, that is, the social external stimulus response. But there is no such thrill in the wild!

Therefore, Wang Taika has been hiding the truth from everyone. The reason for bipolar disorder is not how long he has been alone in no man's land, but because in every late night dream, that person has come. Then before dawn...... She was gone again.

The question about Song Coriander's departure, which can never be figured out or solved, has slowly changed from a good medicine to a lonely life to a poison that hurts Wang Taika's heart every day!

The room was unoccupied, and it gradually became empty like a universe.

There is no one to live in the heart, and it is like a wild beast that gradually goes mad.

This is the true source of Wangtaika's bipolar disorder!