Chapter 36: The Sense of Security Lost and Found

Hanging up the phone, Zhien-chan sat alone in the chair, looking at himself in the mirror, speechless for a long time.

Just like Wang Taika also has a rational side called Albert, Zhien-chan also has her serious side, but this side, except for a very few people, no one has seen it. And those who see very few people...... It's all enemies.

This is a very real Zhi'en sauce that has never been revealed in front of the public. In addition to the original youth and liveliness at this age, there is another layer of depression in Zhien-chan, and this source comes from Zhien-chan's experience.

What kind of experience? Probably only Zhien-chan himself knows.

I remember a long time ago, Zhien-chan asked the terrorists a question.

If you one day find that the person you are extremely familiar with, but there is another side, and even many unknown things, will you be disgusted and even alienated from that person?

Although in front of the public, it has always appeared as a cute image. But Jieun-chan's experience from childhood to adulthood proves that she will not be such a simple person.

Since I was a child, I stayed at my grandmother's house with my younger brother, and I was already sensitive, and I suffered a lot of white eyes and ridicule. Growing up, he made his debut early to make money because of the problem of repaying debts at home, and the pain and sadness behind this, Zhien-chan feels more than others.

But Zhien-chan has come all the way safe and sound, and is getting better and better in the idol circle, relying on more than just a good voice and cute appearance.

There are many, many more, but these things, Zhien-chan will never let others know. Or rather, never let Wang Taika know.

Some words come out and are hard to hear. But that's just the way it is.

If Jien-chan was a simple person, she wouldn't be able to go today. She also has her own thoughts, her own calculations, her own ideas, both good and bad. The national sister is an honor and a burden, but no one is perfect, and so is Zhien-chan.

The people in this world, in fact, are almost the same as Wang Taika, they all have so many shortcomings, but Wang Taika doesn't care what others think, and directly shows all the shortcomings. And more people, dressed in gorgeous costumes, hide extremely deliberate shortcomings.

Everyone in this world, if you look closely, is bloody and pitch black, and the best way is not to think too much and accept the personality.

Chasing an idol, you can accept the character design. But what about chasing someone you like? Are you okay with those shortcomings?

So love is a paradox, is it to fall in love with a person's strengths, or to accept a person's shortcomings?

Zhien-chan didn't tell Wang-taeka about the show about Victoria, although Zhi-eun-chan knew that if Wang-tae-ka saw that show, she would definitely shake her feelings for Victoria, but Jien-chan still didn't do it.

Do unto others as you would have them do to you.

Ji-eun-chan doesn't want to be treated like that, so she doesn't want to treat others like that.

Thoughts are getting more and more chaotic.

Zhi'en-chan tapped his fingers on the table, making a regular sound, but he was a little panicked in his heart. This mysterious phone call made the sense of security in Zhien-chan's heart quickly lost, and the feeling of panic became stronger and stronger, which was almost suffocating.

No more hesitation. Jien-chan picked up her phone, flipped through the address book, and found the one labeled "Terrorist".

Well, since it was decided to fight for it, then doing nothing is the stupidest decision. Jien-chan thought about it, and still felt that he had done the right thing.

Then ...... Call!

"Toot ......"

After a short wait, the call was finally answered.

Wang Taika's grinning voice came, and he asked shamelessly, "Zhien-chan, are you full of vitality today?"

Zhi'en-chan suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, feeling extremely real, and the turmoil in his heart actually subsided slightly, and then pursed his lips and asked, "Terrorist, what are you doing?"

"Don't mention it, I filmed a variety show today, and halfway through the shooting, the actor was transferred away by the company. Now I'm riding back to Seoul with the program team!"

Jieun-chan frowned: "What's wrong with you? Are you eating? Why do you speak like this?"

"That's not to mention, yesterday I ...... Forehead......" Wang Taika suddenly thought that she didn't know about the fight, so she changed her words: "I was playing with others, but I ran into it, and my face was swollen when I got up in the morning." Now it's a little painful again, and my voice has changed. ”

"How did you get it? Is it serious?" Zhien-chan said with concern, "Did you go to the doctor?"

"Not yet, I've been shooting early in the morning, and I'm only going back now. But I just looked in the mirror and it seems to have touched the teeth inside, so it's a little loose and a little painful. Wang Taika's voice was a little funny because of the toothache: "It should be okay to pull out the teeth inside, but it really hurts!"

Listening to Wang Taika's voice, Zhi'en-chan felt inexplicably at ease, and the original panic disappeared completely. said, "Then remember to go to the doctor!"

Wang Taika smiled: "Wow, wow, it's amazing! Zhien-chan suddenly spoke to me so gently, I'm still a little uncomfortable! Flattered! Do you want to call 'Oba' to help the fun?"

Zhien-chan smiled, and said in a relaxed tone: "Fear, horror, separation!"

"I'm angry, but I still have to keep smiling. Wang Taika answered the phone call of Zhi'en Chan and was also in a good mood, and said, "By the way, when will you come back?"

"Hmm, why do you ask this?" a smile appeared on the corner of Jien-chan's mouth again.

"Yes, I've been looking for a house lately and I'm planning to move. Wang Taika said: "After all, the current place is a bit chaotic. You know. And it's a hassle to commute back and forth. So I'm going to change to a more convenient place. ”

"Hmm......" Zhien-chan replied, but there was a little worry in his heart. After all, if the terrorists change houses, then it is impossible to say whether there will be a place of their own.

However, Wang Taika said as if he had a mind reading skill: "Don't worry, I haven't forgotten yet, you are still my creditor." So I'll take a look at it, if there were two bedrooms and a living room it would be better, if not, I'll continue to live on the sofa. How's it going?

"No!" Although Zhi'en-chan replied so stiffly, he was already smiling on the other side of the phone, just like a child who was caught stealing candy, and his cute expression couldn't be hidden.

"If I find it, I'll send you a new address when the time comes. Wang Taika continued.

Zhien-chan couldn't help but smile and said: "Forget it, I'm kind, I have a lot of houses, or move to my house!"

"Uh...... No way. Wang Taika refused: "These are completely two concepts, although they are both under one roof, but in that case...... In short, no. ”

"Machismo!" Zhien-chan snorted, "Then you can go find a house yourself, if you don't have enough money, I can lend it to you first." ”

"Thanks, I'm not going to be polite to you. Haha! Not surprised?" "The relationship between Wang Taika and Zhien-chan has long since disappeared from those hypocritical politeness, and it is completely what to say.

This kind of closeness did not make Jien-chan feel burdened, but the anxiety that was originally caused by that phone call also subsided.

Yes, now I am no longer the trainee who is ignored, not taken seriously, and even driven away.

Now I am a popular idol, a national sister, and an IU. I already have the ability to protect what I value.

This time, no compromise!